20 minutes

Shu left his house keys at my house when he left last night.Since my class was late in the evening today,I decided to leave home early and join him for lunch in Bangi.......and pass him his keys as well.It only took me 20 minutes to get from TTDI to UNITEN.It's either the clear traffic or I was simply speeding......nah.......I was doing my usual speed ;)

Anywho,I picked Shu up from the COE and we headed off to lunch.We ended up eating at some western restaurant coz the mall was flooding with people from the offices nearby.Bad idea to be around those people especially during lunchtime.

It's been a while since I drove myself around on my own.Yesterday,I was singing out loud to all the cds I had playing throughout my journey.It was funny coz usually Shu and I would be singing to whatever songs that come to mind regardless if we know the lyrics to them or not.

Shu said I am beginning to sound like Kecik these days :p Just as long as I don't start looking like him I know I'm still on the right track.

Foxburr's brilliant idea

Shu and I are always at KFC buying Tok Mah's food.Today,the both of us decided to do something new to kill time.I dared Shu to pose like the picture of Colonel Sanders behind him.He did.We laughed our heads off and people were totally watching!

movin'

Shu had to move out from the apartment he and his cousins currently live in and move into a different unit on the lower floor.The thing is,he has to vacate the house by Monday.Rushing against time,he and I went over to the apartment to clean up his stuff.His cousins turned up a bit later.We were told that we had to wait till 2pm coz the unit they were moving into is locked and the house owner has the keys and he was only gonna turn up at about 2pm.

So,we waited and packed up more stuff and finally the dude turned up.The new place Shu is moving into is smaller than the one he was living in before.The good thing about moving is that he and his cousins managed to get rid of loads of things which were mostly junk left by either they friends from semesters before or just some random useless things.I don't know about Shu but I find getting rid of things therapeutic.

We cleaned up the new place.Swept the floors,washed them,scrubbed them.Shu washed the bathroom.His cousin cleaned up the kitchen.I did the cleaning in the lounge area.The place is squeaky clean and ready to be moved into.Shu and his cousins carried on moving things slowly into the new place but we'd still have to go back there tomorrow coz there are a lot more things that needs to be moved and arranged.

I had fun cleaning up the place ^_^

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I had trouble trying to get Kecik to compromise with the guidelines of his semi quarantine.He is SUPPOSED to stay in a cage but Shu and I decided to let him out coz we know how much he hates the cage.He is SUPPOSED to wear the cone collar to prevent him from licking his stitches.Unfortunately for Shu and I,Kecik is a wee bit too smart for a cat that he'd easily slip out from the cone collar everytime we put it on him.I can't always push his head away everytime he licks his stitches.

SO.........I have decided to just let him be.Kecik has too much pride and anger and I am trying so hard to not be so rigid.I am going to try to keep an open mind in hope that he won't do anything that would cause anymore damage to himself after this :/

Kecik's surgery

<---Kecik after coming out from surgery with heavy anaesthetic

<---Kecik's tail after surgery

<---Kecik's bitten butt.Suspect that he got it from stealing other cat's girlfriend while mating.

shoppin' again

Shu got home this morning.He was lucky today coz his car got spotted at BHP so he got 80 bux worth of vouchers for fuel free plus a pre-loaded 20 bux touch n go card.All you have to do is have the sticker on your car and turn up at the gas station at the right time.He was just lucky coz we were on our way out and I insisted that he fueled up his car before going to wherever.

My cellphone is dying.It has come to a point whereby charging it just cannot guarantee a full life for the phone anymore.So,Shu decided to get me a new phone.We went hunting from one shop to another and none of the shops had the phone we wanted.We ended up buying the phone from the forth mall we went to today.Well,we finally got me a new phone and it works just fine.

We went around looking at travel luggage bags.We found some really neat ones but didn't buy any of them coz we had to check if my mum had some unused ones back at home.

Went to the park in late in the afternoon.We did some kicking and catching with the rugby ball.I am slowly getting my momentum back but the muscle aches are still there.Once I get back into the regular routine I should be fine ^_^

"band meeting"

Ayie didn't turn up.Kamal showed up in his working outfit (complete with necktie) and he looked so much worse than he usually does.The dude's been looking at the computer (doing work) for 9 hours straight plus a crappy customer who just does not know when to give in........etc..........

Anywho,a new problem has arise.It goes by the name Ayie.Since he's been unemployed these past few months,he's been super unavailable even for meetings.The reason we all turned up tonight was to get our recording tentative straightened out.Kamal,Rashid and I have reached a verdict whereby we shall need Shu as a permanent sessionist<---kinda ironic.

Kamal said that Shu has been performing with RadioEdit more often than Ayie did.I think he meant Shu had been turning up for band meetings more often than Ayie.NVM.The bottom line is,we need to get this straightened out real fast.

Shu has to vacate his apartment by Monday.That means,he's gonna be needing help moving out all his stuff this weekend (or something) For God's sake,he only knew about having to move out last weekend which is rather inconvenient but it needs to be done anyways so I'm here to help at the very least.

There will be lots of changes in plan for my coming wedding in a few months time.We might cut out a whole bunch of things and we might even not have certain things at all.I've decided to put my foot down and Shu will be doing the talking this time around.If we want to keep it the way "we" want it to be then we have to do what ever is necessary.

Oh yeah,my neighborhood came by to give us some fruits and wished us Selamat Hari Raya.I miss the old neighborhood :( We used to know everyone and we'd say hello to everyone.This new place we moved into has somewhat of a brothel (coz it looks like a spa but only guys go in and out of the place) and on the other side,there's a bicycle freak whose always having people going in and out of the house repairing bikes and stuff.

rest in peace nameless kitten

The kitten was lying in an awkward way as though he couldn't get up at all anymore.I got scared.I knew he was dying and there was nothing I could do.Not anymore.The past one week he/she has been with us hopefully helped him/her see the better side of life.

The speculations about the kitten's origin is endless especially now that it is dead.It could have been taken by some irresponsible people and then abandoned.Or.....it could have had a mother and then she died so it was left alone.

Still,the kitten could have died in worse manner like drowning in a drain somewhere or get run over by car(s)........or even get bitten and eaten by dogs or something........

Well,the kitten died at about 11am-ish this morning.

so panas!!!!!

Went running today.Had to stop halfway through coz the heat was getting to me.Then,I decided to shoot some hoops.After a while,I felt like my skin was burning so I stopped and ran home.

Managed to get the big cage out and transfered the nameless kitten into it.He/she seems happier but I guess the noisy part is the just its nature.Bedah seems happy with the bathing salt tub.Fei Mao has been sleeping and Kecik is nowhere to be seen.

Went to see my grand aunt today.She is literally just skin and bones but she still is her old nice self.The one whom we could have decent conversations with.My grandaunties (my dad's aunts) are also sick and they are dying.

Speaking of dying,I have yet to go see Edzuan.His tumor has dispersed throughout his brain cells.He is dying.He's got about 2 more years to go.He's not even 30 (I think).I haven't seen him in a long while anyways.What would I say to him?What would anyone say to a dying person?

A lady who used to be in charge of the female district in the mosque passed away.She helped cleaned my late grand aunty who died years ago.The lady died of blood poisoning.She had parkinsons and she took a whole lot of steroids to stay in control but did not consume enough H2O to dilute it all into her system properly and eventually it clogged up her kidneys.

We'll be heading over to Aunty Intan's place later.Tomorrow is her late son's 20th birthday (Izwan) I hope all goes well for her.

*Later passed*

We'll head for the jamming studio tomorrow night.Our recording session should begin on Monday but we still have loads of lose ends to tie up before jumping into the recording studio.Ayie is still unemployed and looking for a job so he might not make it for some of the recording sessions.......or something........

Aunty Intan cooked a whole lot of food tonight.Deserts included.Everyone was home (Farah and Faizal) so we had quite a lot to talk about.I'd say that went well.

making new friends

This is a kitten my aunt picked up from Uda.His name is Baby.He is ever so manja and so very chomel.I think he went through a series of culture shock when we arrived coz usually there's no one at home.Looking at his teeth,he is definitely NOT a year old yet but definitely more than 4 months old coz his eyes are gold in color.

Kecik is orange in color with white stripes.Baby was something different.Grey with black stripes and instead of having pink-ish paws,his was black.His nose is black in color as well.He is chomel and so playful.

happier at home

I don't know WTF is up with everyone throughout the entire journey to JB and back.Everyone seem to be angry and hostile and for some strange reason I seem to have a target painted on my forehead.That really sucks.I am so glad to be home.This is where my life is.

I am not at all a fan of Hari Raya and therefore I shall not be entertaining or visiting.I don't know if it's a Malay thing or it's just Malaysians.Year after year,they keep doing the same thing and year after year,things get so much worse than before.Dude,it's just Hari Raya.What's the rush?And I really don't understand people who'd come over and not leave.Don't they have some other places to go?

My brothers,my sister and I do not entertain kids below the age of 10 because we not only know them but we don't see why we should give them cash freely.I do not open the door to them nor anyone whom I do not know regardless if they have a baju raya on or not.

I am so happy to know that my cats and kitten and hamster are alive and well and crazy and weird as usual.Damn!Fei Mao was freaking out over a rag on the floor last week!WTF is wrong with that cat?!And today,she was at my room door.When I let her in,she was so shocked to see my sister behind the opened cupboard door and started freaking out like she's never seen her before.Kecik was starving.

A little misunderstanding happened while we were out of town.It really is annoying to have too many variables involved in one little favor.Glad that is solved.

I am so going out tomorrow morning.

noble

Kak Yah did a very noble deed by cleaning up the little kitten.It turns out that the little thing was crying all night coz she was all covered in dirt and there were ants biting her.I was gonna clean her up but I got up super late so by the time I got up,Kak Yah had already done the cleaning.If you touch her tummy,you can feel the bones on the tiny body of that kitten.I have a feeling we'll be keeping the kitten after all.She's so chomel but she's too tiny to be left on her own.She's cold and always hungry especially since it's been raining today.But overall,I think she's doing so better than yesterday ^_^

Anywho,Shu's bus left at about 11:30am-ish this morning and he only got home in Terengganu at about 7:30pm-ish.That is SUCH A LONG TIME!

not a fosterer

I try very hard to not pick up cats or kittens from anywhere and make them believe that they can have a home here with me.It never works.The cats living behind my house seem to think that I am the one to call when they get hungry.The chomel grey cat even sits outside my bedroom window!Kecik and Fei Mao hates that cat.I don't mind her but she tends to make a lot of noise.

Earlier today,Aunty Intan asked Shu and I to take a kitten from her house and leave it somewhere where it won't go be able to go back to her house.The thing is,the kitten is very VERY tiny.It was hungry and cold and dirty and smelly.I couldn't just toss it out in the rain.It could get hit by a car.Or it could get attacked by other cats or dogs.Or it could end up drowning in some drain.

So,I took it home,fed it and let it stay in a cage so that it won't spread whatever disease it has to my other cats.Eventhough my mum doesn't like the idea of adopting another cat/kitten,she couldn't let that poor thing go out all alone in the rain.What she told me to do is to take that kitten to the vet tomorrow morning to get it cleaned up and possibly vaccinated and then think of what we're gonna do with it later on.

As much as I hate the idea,I figured that the safest place for it to go to would be SPCA.I cannot imagine what will happen to these cats and kittens once I get married and move out.I know that Shu doesn't want to leave Kecik (and Bedah the hamster) behind no matter where we go.

Speaking of Bedah,I decided to splurge some cash on her and got her some carrot cakes and bath salt.I feel sorry for her coz she's been all by herself for the longest time.But since hamsters can recognize their relatives,I figured she won't feel so alone nowadays.At least not anymore ^_^

Kecik,on the other hand,has a serious superiority complex.He refuses to sleep on the floor or any non-carpeted floor.His ultimate decisions would be my parent's bed or my tatami or maybe Qarim's bed or the sofa bed downstairs where he'd usually fight over which side to sleep on with Shu.

colored

Hahaha!I have a good mind to give that red streak a go.No perming,no rebonding.Just down right straight streaked!Hahaha!Very VERY emo-punk-ish!Me likey!

Getting your hair colored yourself can be really3 messy.My forehead is blue.Parts of my arms are blue.I stained the room floor and the sink.My fingers and fingernails and my ears are blue.Hahahahahaha!!!!! I'm blue dabadeedabadiedabadeedabadie..........

*sigh*

I am supposed to go get some stuff from the tailor but now that a lot of plans have changed,I have no idea if I am supposed to go.Shu insists that I alter the kain of the baju his mom had made for me.That and the kebaya top I got last weekend.It looks big-ish and kebaya nyonyas aren't supposed to be loose.

*double sigh*

anything but Muhammad Kelmo

I am so exhausted.Went over to the bus station in the morning coz Shu needed to get a ticket to go home for Hari Raya on Friday.With much deliberation,he finally decided to get one.We headed over to Putrajaya.Went to watch a movie at Alamanda.Then,we made reservations for buka puasa over at Rimba Klasik.To kill time,we headed over to Mines Shopping Mall.Walked around for a bit.Went to the game arcade.Then,we went looking for a pet store all over Bangi coz we needed to get cat litter.We ended up getting it at a pet store over in Uptown Damansara after buka.

As usual,we prayed maghrib over at the UNITEN library.Today wasn't so scary.There were other girls there at the surau so I didn't feel so alone ^_^ I need to do something about my gastric pains.It is getting from bad to worse.

Amcorp Mall,Aman Suria & One Utama

People tell me that it's ok for me to eat a little and put on a little more weight.Putting on weight is not the issue for me.It's the problem it brings later on.Aaina once said that putting on weight would mean that she'd get to shop for new clothes.Shopping is interesting but getting the perfect jeans is always,ALWAYS,ALWAYS a problem for me.To avoid having to go jeans hunting,I figured it is probably just safer to maintain my weight coz losing weight could also be a problem.Haha!

Mum and dad and Shu insisted that I get a kebaya coz I already have baju kurungs.The thing about baju kurungs is that they are very convenient to wear.Kebayas are more formal eventhough I am a sucker for Nyonya Kebayas.I got one whole set anyways.White with loads of beads so it falls nicely :)

Shu said he wants to help me color my hair one of these days.

I've been doing some thinking on the bands I want to have on my wedding day.The one band I really3 want to play live at my wedding would be my band but since I am the vocalist and that I shouldn't be performing at my reception,I figured I should find that old man who played the violin and keyboards over at Aunty Tipah's restaurant the other night.OR......I could let either Rashid or Ayie or Kamal sing :p I am not going to open up slots for other bands to play other than the ones I have in mind ^_^ Also,I already have a playlist in my head of the songs I want to be played throughout the function.

Stage@Mid Valley Megamall

Shu and I went out and since I couldn't really decide where to go,he drove us to Sunway Pyramid.Looking at the crowd and the number of cars going into the mall parking lot,we just had to bail.I couldn't think of where to go next so Shu decided to head over to Mid Valley Megamall coz the both of us haven't been there in a long while.

Shu was looking for a pair of jeans and I was still hunting for make up.We found a Stage outlet.I lurve that place.Although,my sister said that looking at the price I paid for the stuff I bought today,I might as well bought stuff at M.A.C..For some strange reason,I'd go for Bobbi Brown over M.A.C. inspite of the price difference.

Anywho,I got stuff from Stage and I'm happy with them ^_^

We went in and out of stores looking for Shu's jeans.We found some interesting looking ones but something about them did not make them the perfect pair so Shu changed his mind to buying a shirt instead.We finally made a stop at SEED and he found this shirt which we both agreed on.I could have sworn in was brownish in the shop but when we got home,I took another look at the shirt and it was grey-ish.Still,it's a really nice shirt ;)

low octane number=less cash needed

Initially,I was thinking of getting on with my Confessions of a Ma'mum Tarawikh but after the conversation we had during the drive to Subang Jaya a while ago,I'd rather just talk about the so called RON 95.What people don't know and most probably don't care and won't see is that the octane number of the fuel is low.That means the combustion process will not be as effective as fuel with higher Research Octane Number (such as the RON 97).

Yeah,it's cheap but it's low quality and in the long run,users would end up spending more than what they think they save from the fuel price coz a whole lot part of the fuel is not used up.Instead,it goes out to waste (through the exhaust system).You're definitely gonna need more fuel then.

Of course,normal cars (non high performance cars) can use the RON 95.But in the long run,it can cause knocking to the engine and the car would be underpowered.So,if you already drive an underpowered car,you're gonna need more fuel coz the RON 95 would not help giving more power to the engine.

Therefore,users of RON 95 really need to think about how much they love their cars (engines) in the long run coz unless you are prepared to get it overhauled,you'd better just be extra careful with what you feed your engines.

But guess what,the RON 95 is the major fuel used throughout the country.What better ways to live than to be the citizen of a country that literally rips off the rights of tax payers.Take a look around.Why do you think the roads break easily and there are potholes at almost every other kilometre of the road?And what exactly are you paying for when you purchase a "nasional" car?

Chanel@One Utama

I am so hooked to the eye shadow base and the make up base.It's so awesome!I am very picky with colors but make up bases (and eye shadow bases) are really neat things and very hard to find coz sometimes the brands I find irritates my skin and I can feel it on my skin which is so not good.

The jeans over at Original Fake looked awesome ;)

Anywho,I woke up to my cellphone ringing.Shu called me to tell me that my grandma got mugged at the traffic light near my house.It must have been noon-ish.In broad daylight.Indian guys.2 of 'em.They broke the car window on the passenger's side and took my grandma's bag and ran across the street to his bike and left.She lost about MYR6K.The window costs MYR350.It took the shop a long time to clean up every piece of glass in the car.

Shu and I realized that we really love cooking especially in the weekends ^_^ Mum usually hates it coz she won't be able to use her kitchen till we're done so the timing must be just right :p

Kecik oh Kecik

Kak Yah said that he came home yesterday afternoon with a bleeding tail.He still just ate and ran off.I think he's got a girlfriend.And I think he's been gaduh-ing with the other cats in the neighbourhood.Trying to be a gangster kampung yang tak menjadi.Hahahahaha!

I just think he was upset last night that he came home and headed straight for my room.He didn't even bother about food.He slept with me on my tatami all night.Today,he kept manja-ing around me and then he left.

He definitely has a girlfriend!

Initially,I was going about to kutuk-ing people who put other people's lives in danger on the road and then I got mixed up with kutuk-ing Malaysian made cars in general.Now,I'm not so sure where to start so I'm just gonna save it for a whole new entry later or something.

Dr. Asem said that I still look sick so he wanted to postpone my exam till next month *batting eyelashes* That either means good news coz I'm gonna have more time to study or just bad news coz I might have other things to do next month.Hahahahahaha!!!!!

I am on my 2 weeks vacation already!

A-Saloon@Sunway Pyramid

I finally got my hair done.I totally splurged (Shu paid about half) but it was so worth it!It's not that I do this often and the price at that place was just as much as I would pay at the usual hair salon I go to.Plus,each customer had a computer at their seats so that we can surf the net while getting our hair done.How awesome is that?!

Hahaha!My sister told me about the place last night so I figured I should just go check it out ^_^

Spent most of the day sleeping.Not quite sure what time it was.........hahahaha...........

I've been getting tummy aches all day so Shu got me some magnesium liquid.No,we didn't bother going to the clinic today.Not this time.I think I have spent a little too much time there and I have been swallowing way too many kinds of meds.I think I need to stop.It's messing up my entire system!

DOOSHITE?!!!!!

This happens everytime I go shopping.Well,almost all the time.Shu and I went to check the Adidas all-trerrain shoes and they don't have it in my size!WTF?!!!!!We went over to ALDO to check out the boots and they don't have it in my size either!WTF?!!!!!

I am gonna get on the next flight to Australia to get those Ugg boots if I have to!

Fiat had this exhibition on in Ikano.I spotted the Fiat 500 and immediately fell in love with it!IT IS SO AWESOME!UNFORTUNATELY,the manual transmission is not released here in this country.Only semi autos are sold.Semi autos suck coz there are too many complications and it is super sensitive!I would know.And of course,the semi auto maintenance could lead you to having to pay it all through your nose!

I love the Fiat 500.........next to the Ford Focus 2007 of course.........and the Mini Cooper S.I think the only Japanese car I like or could like is the EK9.........and the Integra.

WHY?!!!!!!!

Anywho,the good thing that happened today was that we finally got my engagement ring resized.It was actually 2 sizes bigger than my finger.Now,it fits perfectly ^_^

Oh yeah,we managed to go to fish spa.It was really fun.Ticklish.Very ticklish at first but later on it became very soothing.

kill me if you dare

I was kept up all night by the dissatisfaction of Tokio Hotel's end product of the Automatic video.I really don't like their songs in English and the video was awful.I expected something a whole lot more since it was after all shot in South Africa!

I don't feel like I've been fasting at all these days.I was throwing up since morning so mum told me to fill my tummy out before I started going overboard with all the gastric juice.This month had been the worst month ever.I am always hungry and my health has gone way down.I feel like a vegetable most of the time.

Went to IKEA with Shu coz he wanted to get those curry puffs they make.We bumped into CT.Haven't seen that girl in ages.Most of my school friends remember Shu from my 17th birthday bash.Shu wasn't so sure on who is who so he was surprised to hear CT say that she remembers him.

Anywho,I am still on a fashion hunt.Been going in and out of stores looking for a pair of knee high boots.I lurve them Ugg boots but until I can get myself to Australia anytime soon,I'm gonna have to just find whatever around here.I fell in love with some of the boots over at ALDO.

Shu and I have a list of things to buy once Hari Raya is over.He wants to get an RC car.I figured I should get some new wheels for the skateboard and just practise till I can no longer take the fall anymore.

Mum will be heading to Bandung sometime in November.I'm planning to tag along since I won't have anything to do then.Hahaha!I'm hoping Shu will come along so that we can get our wedding invitation card done there.I am so getting some kain batiks!

Not So Quarantined:Day6

Got earlier than the last 2 days but it was still late.I could have gotten more sleep if Fei Mao didn't make so much noise about wanting to come into my room and all.

*sigh*

Anywho,I was out and about with Shu.We went to the mall for a bit coz I needed to get shampoo.Rashid had been using my shampoo and I only used it once or twice and I found the bottle empty.Not very happy about that.

We went to check out the RC store coz Shu is planning on getting one after raya.Those things are supercool but I need a whole stash of cash and passion to get started on it.I think I'm gonna watch and observe and learn more about those things before actually getting one myself.

I went snooping around the rabbit's cage at the pet store next door.I got bitten by one of those things.Thank God its teeth was not sharp!Then,I looked at the hamsters and the fish and we left.

We got some takoyakis!YEY!We're always around that takoyaki shop eating and chatting away and we haven't been there in a while so today,we decided to get some for buka ^_^

Oh!I saw these awesome pair of Adidas all-terrain crosstrainers!ME WANT IT!

We went to get some stuff for my mum and then we did some food shopping and headed home.We walked quite a lot today.I could tell by how painful my knee tendon hurts.Hahahaha!I am gonna need one of those sonotron treatments again one of these days.I am also in major need of endless workout routines!

Not so Quarantined:Day 5

I've been going out......with my mask on,of course.It does get pretty darn boring staying in.Went out for a drink last night.It was pretty funny.I did quite a lot of things yesterday considering the fact that I got up at 3pm.Haha!

As usual,Shu and I were experimenting in the kitchen.Our experiment worked!Hahahaha!

Quarantined:Day 4

I took a walk outside last night.I got so sick of staying in.I stayed up till morning watching TV.Shu is planning to sneak me out later while my folks are out ;)

My being infected should not be kept.I should use this opportunity to spread this virus to the world.Let's start with my university since I hate that place so much.I should cough and sneeze everywhere beginning with the medical unit and then the admin.Oh!I should have done this since I first got the results!

instead of being sick and locked up all by myself

I figured maybe I should go out and spread the virus tomorrow and let the whole world fall sick.Why waste this opportunity to do something for the world?

Hahahahahahahaaaa!!!!!!!!!<---evil laugh

Shu has been hugging and kissing and temaning me eat and talking to me and sometimes he doesn't even wear a mask.I cried to him today.I can't take this anymore.He offered to sneak me out today but we didn't coz my folks were around.He wanted to take me to the park.

It's not like I could kill someone.I could kill myself most likely coz I am still in a recovering state but seriously,does it really take a whole 7 days to keep me in?I don't want to take those fluhalt pills anymore coz seriously,they could kill me.I was fine before I started taking them.Yeah,I had a temperature and some head throbbing at times but after 2 days (1 day actually) it was gone and I am fine.My nose is stuck coz I cried not because of some flu.

I'm gonna start sneezing out the window and see what's gonna happen ^_^

Quarantined:Day 3

Food does NOT taste or feel good goin up your throat and out your mouth.It works better the other way around.

It is just unfortunate for me to have made the 1% of people who would have adverse reactions towards those fluhalt capsules!I threw up 4 times yesterday.Twice after popping a pill after a meal.I just popped one today and I think I'm gonna go AGAIN.I want to stop taking it but the docs tell me that those are the vital meds I have to consume.Well,guess what........if I do throw up after this,I ain't takin' no more pills and I am gonna stop this whole quarantine game coz I am fine!

I am sick of staying in,watching a lightning-free rain go by from my window.I am sick of not being able to run around freely in the sun.My cat misses me!They look at me weird when I see them with a mask on my face and they wonder why I haven't left my room at all.

*I threw up already*

I think mum is gonna take me to the hospital.I'm waiting for Shu.

This is sick.The pills actually make me sick!

I need to get my hair washed!

automatisch by tokio hotel

Wenn du lachst

Lachst du nicht

Wenn du weinst

Weinst du nicht

Wenn du fühlst

Fühlst du nichts

Weil du ohne Liebe bist

A long awaited album.Finally the first single is out.I think I've been listening to it millions of times over within the last couple of days that I keep hearing it playing in my head.

I have put one thing on my list of things to do as soon as I can leave the premises.I wanna go do my hair BIG TIME!

Shu has plans for buka puasa sessions outside while mum and Aunty Intan has plans to take me to the place in KL to have me try on some wedding gowns.

They (Aunty Intan and mum) actually bought me a pink cotton baju kurung with sakura prints all over it.It's so preeeeeetty but when I saw the tag with the size XS,I didn't think I'd fit it.I wear a size S for ready made baju kurungs but I've never tried XS.Luckily,the baju kurung fits me.

Hahaha!Shu made a funny remark about that.He says that he wears XL while I wear XS.Hurmm......and the miss XS is the one who is always up for tackling mister XL in rugby games.The plan usually fails.Shu would just walk pass me without any problems.

P.S.: NEVER EVER poke your hamster they are asleep.Mine bit me and when I pulled my hand away she flew right out from her home onto my room floor.My right finger is bleeding a little :p

Quarantined:Day 2

Just as I thought things were gonna get better,I accidentally cut myself from opening the crab shell while I was eating yesterday.I was happily enjoying the crab Shu bought me and I was telling Shu that breaking the shell open was the calming part of the eating process and I cut myself.I didn't see it at first so I carried on eating.I stopped and felt totally grossed out when I saw blood flowing down my palm.EUW!

It's horrible to know that every part of me has to be sanitized.I know that I am only at the first stage of the viral infection and any healthy person who touches me must wash their hands after doing so and that if I were to talk to anyone they must wear a mask just as much as I have to.All the tissues and whatever things I have used must be disposed separately and carefully.

Shu helped send my MC to my lecturers and my course department earlier today.I don't know what I'd do without him.This is so weird.I am trying very hard to stay ok and I am trying my best to get better but my quarantine period is still a week.I sometimes feel fine.So fine that I could probably go running in the park.Sometimes,my body temperature hikes up and that gives me the throbbing headache which really3 sucks.

I miss laughing with Shu and who ever who passes by at the dining table downstairs.I miss making fun of people on the road as well as my siblings.I miss picking on Rashid and grossing him out so much that he'd whack me.I miss listening to my sister going nuts over little things.Today was the first time I saw Kak Yah in 2 days.I haven't seen my grandma and I don't think she knows my condition.

Shu has spent his time thinking of things to do once my quarantine period is over.Actually,I haven't quite thought of what I'd wanna do just yet.I spend way too much time laughing at my hamster whenever she falls asleep.She sleeps in very strange positions and sometimes she'd get nightmares.

I really want this all to be over ASAP!

Quarantined:Day 1

I was super fine this morning.Finally got to shower and washed my hair and all.I was on the phone with Shu (who was in UNITEN) and we were laughing about something he accidentally blurted out to his project supervisor.Hahahahaa!!!!!Awang Goneng betul!

As time passed,I think it must have been about 2pm-ish,my head and my entire body starting throbbing (aching).That was so painful that I wanted God to just pull the plug on me coz I couldn't take it.Finally,I passed out.I was super hungry when I got up so my mum prepared some food for me to eat downstairs.

I had to eat coz I can't take the meds on an empty stomach.Right after I drank down a Ponstan capsule,I went to bathroom to brush my teeth and I totally threw up.I think the pill went right back out.

Anywho,I feel better now.Shu is on his way back here.He went to get himself checked and he is cleared.Thank God!I am trying my very best to stay away from my mum coz her lungs are fragile.Can't do that much coz she's the house doctor so she has to monitor me.So,we'd usually have our masks on when we talk and we'd keep our distance (which is so funny) I am trying to stay away from Azim coz he's sick.I definitely have to avoid my grandmother.

So that basically leaves me with my hamster.She's so chomel when she yawns............

this looks like fun

oseltamivir phosphate capsules

aka Fluhalt capsules.

Description:

Fluhalt capsule 75mg contains oseltamivir phosphate which is a white crystaline solid with the chemical name (3R,4R,5S)-4 acetylmino-5-amino-3(1-ethylpropoxy)-1-cyclohexenes-1-carboxylic acid,ethyl ester,phosphate (1:1).The chemical formula is C16H28N2O4 (free base)The molecular weight is 312.4 for oseltamivir free base and 410.4 for oseltamivir phosphate salt.

I was tested positive for influenza A but not H1N1.So,I have been quarantined for 7 days.It's only been about an hour and I already feel sick.I have my hamster in my room.She's funny and fun to watch.Fei Mao was here a while ago.I have to stay in my room for most of the day.Especially when there are lots of people around.

This is weird.I am stuck in my room in a house full of people.I can only see Shu at my room door with my mask on :( This sucks.I already feel weird enough when he's not around.This is super weird!I know that I have been to so many places in the last couple of days.Can't really be sure where I picked up the virus from :/

I am probably going to spend my days in the room playing Sims or I'm just going to do some whacking at www.whackyourboss.com ^_^

My muscles are aching.I really wanna believe that its caused by my sudden stop in playing outdoor games............

the worst part about being sick

is basically being sick.I hate being sick.It's a waste of time and energy and money.The doctors have confirmed me as an anaemic case.My blood pressure was super low but not as low as last year.My temperature was high since last night.My feet and hands are freezing cold and my head throbs every now and then.

If tonight's h1n1 swab test returns positive,I won't be only one who is going to be quarantined.Shu had been with me all day.We would probably end up getting quarantined together.......along with the rest of my household of course.That could also mean that my grandma and my dad's friend and my sister and Rashid cannot come home or they'd end up getting quarantined just as well.

I hope it's just fever.I'm gonna have to change my diet BIG TIME!

delivery mishap

My grandma wanted to belanja everyone makan fast food yesterday.For those who eat such things,of course they are psyched about it.I had to eat proper food for breakfast.The delivery boy went missing and mum got so annoyed coz the delivery was delayed by about 45 minutes.She kept calling the number she called but the person at the other end of the phone kept saying that the delivery was on the way and had been on the way.Finally,the delivery boy called my mum himself asking for the house address.The office was notified that we moved from the previous address but they didn't tell the delivery boy.WTF?!Just minutes before breakfast,the delivery arrived.Mum was pissed and worried in case the orders didn't turn up at all coz she didn't cook nor did she buy any food for every else at home.

Did I mention that there's so many of us living at home at the moment?Qarim has his friend over.My brothers are home.Shu and Ash are here too.And my dad's friend who is always here for dinner.

Anywho,after all that commotion,all of us had a movie to catch at 8:50pm.So basically,after eating,everyone rushed to pray and get themselves cleaned up for the movie.

Shu and I picked the perfect day to get into trouble,of course.It started with the bag Shu bought for me.I saw it yesterday and we went to check it out and Shu said he wanted to get it for me.So much for telling Shu that mum shouldn't find out how much it costs.I accidentally left the receipt on the table while emptying my pockets when we got home.She wasn't happy about it at all :/

Of course,among the other things we got into trouble for went on later in the evening.I am currently coming down with a fever.No idea why........