Geng Raya 2024

 I think despite everything that's been happening, we've had a pretty successful Ramadhan and Eid. It's been so hot back at home but for some reason, everything had been very smooth sailing for us. We've been taking it easy and things had been pretty laid back for us. We had no problems overcoming minor problems which was close to nothing and everyone whom we thought would cause us problems haven't been causing problems. We kept things simple and we had a happy month ^_^

I've always hated travelling by car to KL but things had been really great. We went shopping. Got all the things we needed. We met everyone we set out to meet this year. It's been a blast! I think we've checked off our list of things to do and all there is left to do is to head home and move forward. I need to get my studio back in shape. I also need to work on courses. Hopefully, I can get my resume together and soon, I can have a new schedule. 

I try to set goals as I go along and so far, I just need to cross the marks in fulfilling those goals because it's just about waiting for the time to arrive. Everything else I should have done in order to get there has already been done. It's just about waiting now. 

Oh yeah, I need to see how our car is doing in the workshop. I really like our old car. Sure, it's a 3.7 litre 4WD but the leather seats with built-in heating and the sunroof and the subwoofer surround sound is just something I don't think I can get from the newer cars today. Also, I hate having to adjust myself to new dimensions of driving new cars. I don't even like driving.

I am death and I make all equal

 Many things bother me when ever I attend family gatherings. My family gathering, specifically. I am fully aware that I am not fully present to be considered as part of the family. That may have been my fault because I may have set it up that way intentionally.

I have no clue what people talk about most of the time. I am often left out of the loop. I have also left many family chat groups or message groups. I find it overwhelming and it floods my inbox. I don't enjoy receiving texts that are just forwarded messages from someone I don't know. And some text messages are lengthy that I just never care to read them.

I find that when I visit my parents and that they are not present to talk or see the kids not because they are not home but because they are doing something random and unimportant like TV or phone, it annoys the living shit out of me. It drains my energy.

If I could say what I really want to say, it would sound something like this :

"Why the fuck would you tell me shit like I haven't seen your kids for so long or I miss the kids but when ever we are there, you are busy talking or texting the God forsaken idiots you see every single fucking day of your miserable lives and not talk to my kids? " For the most part, I often hope those people burn in hell.

My kids are family. Not your stupid dying friends. They should already be dead. No idea why they are still living and going out for drinks, gossiping about other people. And that stupid television is always going to air bad news. Live with it. Try going out into the real world and see things for what they really are. This is exactly what happens when you listen to stupid idiots whose lives are governed by conspiracy theories like my sister and her immigrant husband.

I honestly don't know where exactly my other brothers stand in this but for the most part, they usually don't stick around too long for the same reason I don't stick around.

while Fashion Week is on..........

We were celebrating Hari Raya.It was quite a rush coz we only spent 4 days in Terengganu and I have already started work.I work from 9pm to 6am local time.It's quite a change and I've been absorbing so much that my brain was running on OT.

I had a blast anyways..........during Hari Raya,that is.I have no kampung.I was chasing cows and blowing up mercuns.It was all fun ^_^ I was hanging around with Shu's sister Aina and littlest brother Azizi.Managed to see Kak Long and Azura before we left at the airport.

Managed to lepak a while with Shu's cousins Fakhri,Hafiz,Ikhwan and Mutaqim.I lurve Shu's grandfolks' house they live in.It's this old skool wooden house.I lurve it so damn much!That was also the place I was chasing this cow in the semak.It was minding its own business but I just wanted to see a cow up close.Freaked at the point when it spotted me.

Note to self:Cows does NOT ONLY go after people in red :/

We wanted to pack up a whole lot of fire crackers but we didn't want to risk it coz we were gonna take a flight home.Hahahahahaha!I was crying on the plane home coz there was a turbulence.I HATE TURBULENCES!!!It was probably NOT as horrible as it would have been on a boeing 737.

Aku cium lantai sebaik sahaja kapal terbang mendarat!HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!