I just asked if Qarim would have wanted to drive the car and he declined the offer.He's not that interested in driving anyways.Well,I know one very good reason why he doesn't even wanna try.We are stuck with a bunch of people whom only know how to drive but don't have a clue about what signal lights and lines on the roads are for.
For example,I never knew that many people are still anal about stopping at junctions.Most of these creatures who fall under the category of idiots would just zoom out of junctions into the main road.And after pulling such stunts,they'd drive extremely slow on the road and later on just turning into a tiny road absent mindedly<---without any signals indicating that they were about to do so.
Also,there are other types of creatures from the lowest part of the food chain who would park at a turning.One very good example would be those who'd park at the turning near Devi's Corner of TTDI.Buses would have to take up space from the lane(s) from the opposite direction just to turn into the lane.If ever these buses were to scratch of simply run into any of these cars,they would probably make the headlines of tomorrow's newspapers.Most of these cars are expensive cars.Too expensive that they cannot afford to pay for proper parking spaces.Then again,maybe they just cannot bring themselves up to walk a few meters to the restaurant.
Other insignificant but annoying assholes would just park at tiny turning,leaving very little space for other cars to pass.There was one silly fella who double parked outside a parking lot with the words KHAS printed in yellow on the ground of that lot.It was way pass office hours :/ and it definitely WAS NOT a fire hydrant.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
please contact Naim for more info
Naim is selling off his Les Paul copy Santa Cruz AND the hardcase.Both for MYR700++ Please leave a comment with your contact number and I'll get Naim to call you......or something.......
*I kinda like his guitar........hurm...........*
*I kinda like his guitar........hurm...........*
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
more collisions
I was totally blown away a couple of years back when I foundout that LinZy's friends and probably some family members are associated or was associated with people whom I know from my end of the world.Then,when I met Shu and he told me that he is friends with some people in TTDI,I was surprised to find out that these dudes are kids from my school.We used to be schoolmates.Tonight,when Shu and I went over to Dan's house (next to where I used to live) Shu told me that one of the guys coming out from Dan's place looked familiar.He totally knew the guy!The dude is Eno's batchmate back in school.I was totally spooked when I heard Dan mentioning the name Clone.Clone is Shu's best buddy since his days in KYSM.It turns out that Clone and Dan and that dude we met at Dan's place were all together in the states to study.
Strange little world I live in...........
Strange little world I live in...........
zusammen
When I was Ili's engagement ceremony a couple of years ago,I kept thinking what it was that made her change and what it was that made her want to be there where she was on the road to spending the rest of her life with that guy she was getting engaged with at the time.Now,being here where I am,I cannot explain why I want to do this.All I know is that I want to and that I am happy to be here-on my way to spending my entire life with Shu.
A few years back,I was far from deciding a date for my wedding.Everyone (myself included) thought I'd probably be the last one to tie the knot.Some people still cannot absorb the fact just yet and everytime we talk about it,they'd have a hard time believing that I am old enough to do this.
A few years back,I was far from deciding a date for my wedding.Everyone (myself included) thought I'd probably be the last one to tie the knot.Some people still cannot absorb the fact just yet and everytime we talk about it,they'd have a hard time believing that I am old enough to do this.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Gemok's ultimate escape.........
She didn't get very far though.Just under my neighbour's car next door.I have no idea how or when she got there but this morning,she couldn't get back coz she still hasn't recovered.Every morning,I'd hear her scream downstairs coz Kak Yah would give her meds before letting her into my room.She hates being carried around and she hates taking medications.She'd usually be all grumpy when she enters my room but after a while,she'd get over it and fall asleep.
RadioEdit:Band update
We'll begin recording by the 26th (INSYALLAH) if all goes well.The drill,of course,will be recording the drums first.We have yet to have another band meeting ASAP since we still haven't figured out which song to record FIRST and how we're gonna get Rashid to play to a live recording of our songs.
Still a work in progress.
Yumi suggested we'd record Mental Vacation first.Not a bad choice actually.......
Still a work in progress.
Yumi suggested we'd record Mental Vacation first.Not a bad choice actually.......
Monday, July 20, 2009
sneak preview........hahahahaha!!!!!!
I got engaged yesterday (July 19th 2009)!Loads happened.There were a whole lot of FIRST TIMES such as what I did to my hair and what I wore and what I had on and stuff.I didn't have time to blog about it yesterday coz I was dead tired by the time I was by myself.Also,I had class this morning so I needed the sleep.
I have to keep in mind that yesterday was the first and shall be the last time I'm ever using liquid eyeliners.Black liquid eyeliners and mascara!My aunt and my sister couldn't make up their minds about what color my lips should have been so they kept putting on lisptick and lip liners and then erased it and started over.I think they did it for about 3 times.
OMFG!I so got my hair curled!With a curling thong,of course.The typical blow drying method could never work.My hair was first straightened and then curled.Don't think I'd wanna do that again.It was fun while it lasted though.
Ili came and I was so glad and surprised to see her.Ash was nice enough to come help us clean the house and all.He was scrubbing the porch for God sakes!Eventually,he was appointed as the photographer.LinZy,Yumi and Maj turned up later in the night.Thanks!I wasn't sure if I was allowed to invite anyone coz I'm always kept outside of discussions.....so sorry for not inviting you guys officially.
The negotiations went on pretty quick.Shu's family arrived at 2:30pm.Before 3pm,everything was settled.All of Shu's sisters and brother were present.Also,Shu's uncle and aunt and all their kids (Hafiz,Fakhri and Ikhwan and their other 3 younger siblings) My aunts and grandma drove from JB.My other aunts were already at my place in the morning.My uncle had been helping out since the night before.Aunty Intan,Farah and Aunty Gina had helped so much.Aunty Intan and Farah did all the hantaran while Aunty Gina made the cupcakes.A whole lot of other people helped in as well like Kak Ti and Kak Yah.My sister and Naim.Oh yeah!My nephew and my tiny cousins came too ^_^
It was pretty weird coz usually when the house is all cleared up for kenduris and stuff,my tiny cousin and I would be the ones to wrestle and play and run around the carpeted floor.It was also weird coz up till the time I had to get dress,it felt as though I was still part of the clean up crew like I usually would be.I had a blast.
More pictures shall be posted up soon ;)
Enjoy the sneak previews........thanks to Ash!
I have to keep in mind that yesterday was the first and shall be the last time I'm ever using liquid eyeliners.Black liquid eyeliners and mascara!My aunt and my sister couldn't make up their minds about what color my lips should have been so they kept putting on lisptick and lip liners and then erased it and started over.I think they did it for about 3 times.
OMFG!I so got my hair curled!With a curling thong,of course.The typical blow drying method could never work.My hair was first straightened and then curled.Don't think I'd wanna do that again.It was fun while it lasted though.
Ili came and I was so glad and surprised to see her.Ash was nice enough to come help us clean the house and all.He was scrubbing the porch for God sakes!Eventually,he was appointed as the photographer.LinZy,Yumi and Maj turned up later in the night.Thanks!I wasn't sure if I was allowed to invite anyone coz I'm always kept outside of discussions.....so sorry for not inviting you guys officially.
The negotiations went on pretty quick.Shu's family arrived at 2:30pm.Before 3pm,everything was settled.All of Shu's sisters and brother were present.Also,Shu's uncle and aunt and all their kids (Hafiz,Fakhri and Ikhwan and their other 3 younger siblings) My aunts and grandma drove from JB.My other aunts were already at my place in the morning.My uncle had been helping out since the night before.Aunty Intan,Farah and Aunty Gina had helped so much.Aunty Intan and Farah did all the hantaran while Aunty Gina made the cupcakes.A whole lot of other people helped in as well like Kak Ti and Kak Yah.My sister and Naim.Oh yeah!My nephew and my tiny cousins came too ^_^
It was pretty weird coz usually when the house is all cleared up for kenduris and stuff,my tiny cousin and I would be the ones to wrestle and play and run around the carpeted floor.It was also weird coz up till the time I had to get dress,it felt as though I was still part of the clean up crew like I usually would be.I had a blast.
More pictures shall be posted up soon ;)
Enjoy the sneak previews........thanks to Ash!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
what's the worst thing to happen before a semi big day?
Having your left palm wrapped thanks to a certain cat by the name of Kecik who scratched me with his powerful hind leg coz he freaked out when he heard and saw the vacum cleaner!Thanks to him,one of my favourite t-shirts has a whole now!Luckily,my right hand will be the one recieving the engagement ring tomorrow!
Friday, July 17, 2009
between extremely bored or simply takde kerja
Shu finally did it.The one thing I've been wanting to do all this while.He finally pulled that old tube down from hanging on the wall of that house with the swimming pool we'd usually pass on our way to the park.He pulled it down from the wall into the drain.After that,we ran like there's no tomorrow all the way to the other end of the alley.Then,when we realized that noone saw us,we just laughed out loud all the way home.
Several minutes after we got home,we realized that it was still early so we played badminton at the alley near the house.Azim's friend joined us and we started hitting high with the wind and all.One hit went out of control and the shuttle got stuck on the tree from one of the houses compounds.Shu tried to get it down by throwing his slipper at it in hopes that it would fall.The first time that happened,it fell.The second time Shu pulled the same stunt,his slipper ended up in the compound of that house.I thought we were done for but Shu (dengan muka tak malu,walking with one slipper) gave salam to the owner of the house and asked if he could get his slipper back.The lady looked weirded out but let Shu take his slipper anyways.
Oh yeah,Fei Mao got hit by a light vehicle (Dr. Clement suspects it was a motorbike) She's still alive but she was limping.She was practically dragging her hind leg.The doc said she has a muscle concussion.We're still on a lookout to see if she is suffering from any form of internal bleeding.After struggling and getting angry at the vet,she finally got a jap which helped her relax and ease off the pain.So far,there are no signs of blood from her urine or the poo.She's resting now.
Several minutes after we got home,we realized that it was still early so we played badminton at the alley near the house.Azim's friend joined us and we started hitting high with the wind and all.One hit went out of control and the shuttle got stuck on the tree from one of the houses compounds.Shu tried to get it down by throwing his slipper at it in hopes that it would fall.The first time that happened,it fell.The second time Shu pulled the same stunt,his slipper ended up in the compound of that house.I thought we were done for but Shu (dengan muka tak malu,walking with one slipper) gave salam to the owner of the house and asked if he could get his slipper back.The lady looked weirded out but let Shu take his slipper anyways.
Oh yeah,Fei Mao got hit by a light vehicle (Dr. Clement suspects it was a motorbike) She's still alive but she was limping.She was practically dragging her hind leg.The doc said she has a muscle concussion.We're still on a lookout to see if she is suffering from any form of internal bleeding.After struggling and getting angry at the vet,she finally got a jap which helped her relax and ease off the pain.So far,there are no signs of blood from her urine or the poo.She's resting now.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Smiley World by Bossini
Why shouldn't we wear the things we buy on the spot and bag our old stuff?
It's been a while since Shu and I got stuff which are identical.It's not like we do it often to begin with but we do have tees which have the same exact prints like the SPCA Take Me Home t-shirt and the PGL Musical ones and the Giordano ones too.........
Anywho,I am very prone to happy looking colorful things these days and from a distance,I spotted a huge smiley face board with loads of colorful t-shirts (yellow mostly).After going around the mall doing what we were supposed to do,we checked out the shop.I picked up a medium sized kid tee and insisted on looking for a t-shirt for Shu.It's yellow-ish orange and it's perfect and happy looking.
My dad was cleaning up the house front for the event happening on Sunday.Shu and I helped in and we realized that my dad was wearing a plain tee with the same color tone.We looked like a bunch of clean up crew.
It's been a while since Shu and I got stuff which are identical.It's not like we do it often to begin with but we do have tees which have the same exact prints like the SPCA Take Me Home t-shirt and the PGL Musical ones and the Giordano ones too.........
Anywho,I am very prone to happy looking colorful things these days and from a distance,I spotted a huge smiley face board with loads of colorful t-shirts (yellow mostly).After going around the mall doing what we were supposed to do,we checked out the shop.I picked up a medium sized kid tee and insisted on looking for a t-shirt for Shu.It's yellow-ish orange and it's perfect and happy looking.
My dad was cleaning up the house front for the event happening on Sunday.Shu and I helped in and we realized that my dad was wearing a plain tee with the same color tone.We looked like a bunch of clean up crew.
Alinas,KL
Had class this morning.Shu dropped me off and he went over to CELPAD to get my problems straightened out with them for a bit.After that,realizing that I didn't have anymore classes to go to for the day and that Shu's class was at 4pm,he decided to go look for his songkok for the hantaran with me in KL.
Lunch time wasn't the best time to be in the middle of the city but there we were,stuck in between buses and cabs and cars and people crossing the streets and traffic lights.We parked at some mall and crossed the street since parking is hell in KL.Got what we were looking for and we stopped by at the bookstore next door where Shu got me a Quran.I need to brush up on my reading and stuff IN CASE there is to be a khatam Quran session before our wedding day.
Had lunch in Mutiara Damansara and we managed to stop by at the tailor's shop only to find out that my folks had picked up all my clothes this morning.Went to the bank for a bit and went home.
Shu cameby tonight around 10pm with his cousins.I accidentally left my power adaptor in his car this morning.They joined me along with Aunty Intan,Farah,my uncle,Azim and my mum for drinks and food over at Maulana.
Aunty Intan is decorating and arranging my dulang hantarans so mum and I have been going back and forth to her place as much as she's been doing the same to our place.Uncle Saman actually bought my dad a songkok for my wedding!
Anywho,Gemok (Fei Mao) has issues with me these days.She doesn't sleep in my room anymore and every other time we're hanging out together,she'd be angry at me.Today,she crossed the line.She's gonna sleep downstairs in the lounge tonight!
Speaking of these kiddies,Shu said Kecik was being a pain when he was gonna get me from the airport on Sunday.He kept making noise and when he realized that Shu wasn't responding,he climbed up from the back of the driver's seat and made noise at Shu's ear!Shu had to stop at some shop on the highway to get him food and water.Then,he slept on Shu's lap all the way to the airport.
Lunch time wasn't the best time to be in the middle of the city but there we were,stuck in between buses and cabs and cars and people crossing the streets and traffic lights.We parked at some mall and crossed the street since parking is hell in KL.Got what we were looking for and we stopped by at the bookstore next door where Shu got me a Quran.I need to brush up on my reading and stuff IN CASE there is to be a khatam Quran session before our wedding day.
Had lunch in Mutiara Damansara and we managed to stop by at the tailor's shop only to find out that my folks had picked up all my clothes this morning.Went to the bank for a bit and went home.
Shu cameby tonight around 10pm with his cousins.I accidentally left my power adaptor in his car this morning.They joined me along with Aunty Intan,Farah,my uncle,Azim and my mum for drinks and food over at Maulana.
Aunty Intan is decorating and arranging my dulang hantarans so mum and I have been going back and forth to her place as much as she's been doing the same to our place.Uncle Saman actually bought my dad a songkok for my wedding!
Anywho,Gemok (Fei Mao) has issues with me these days.She doesn't sleep in my room anymore and every other time we're hanging out together,she'd be angry at me.Today,she crossed the line.She's gonna sleep downstairs in the lounge tonight!
Speaking of these kiddies,Shu said Kecik was being a pain when he was gonna get me from the airport on Sunday.He kept making noise and when he realized that Shu wasn't responding,he climbed up from the back of the driver's seat and made noise at Shu's ear!Shu had to stop at some shop on the highway to get him food and water.Then,he slept on Shu's lap all the way to the airport.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
kedai gunting rambut Ananda@TTDI
I have never been to a barber shop before and today,Shu needed a quick haircut so since we were already in the area,we decided to go Ananda's.It was so cool!The barber was quick and before we realized it,he was done with Shu's hair.
<---Before
<---AfterMonday, July 13, 2009
brown bag kecil
Hah!Finally!A skate shop!The dude at the shop said they just moved there last Tuesday from Shah Alam.AWESOMENESS!!!!!Shu said that the skaters in Shah Alam are freakin' awesome.I'mma go check that skatepark sometime.The last couple of times I was there was to go get something from Shu's classmate........oh yeah,Shahrul's (LabRat) studio is there.Oh yeah,Rashid's bike brokedown on Friday so Shu and I met him halfway down at the gas station.
*Ada motor tapi tak service!Spark plug rupa macam dah berkurun tak tukar!
Got up late this morning.My body is aching.This miss smarty pants was so damn sleepy and tired yesterday but still went running and played badminton at the park yesterday.RUNNING!Something I thought I'd never be able to do ever again since we moved.Then,I was even more demotivated when that stupid shoe thief took my running shoes TWICE!I'd like to tie the idiot to a tree full of fire ants!
Anywho,Shu and I had lunch at the mall of all places which explains how we got to know about the skateshop where he got me this awesome hat my mum says ridiculous looking.I love it anyways.We finally went back to the chocolate shop for those yummylicious choc coated coffee beans!Saw these awesome pair of white shoes.We would have gotten it (for Shu) but the cutting was too narrow so we ditched it.
*sigh*
However,my baju nikah is awesome looking!We stopped by at the tailor's shop to see if it's ready and it is!OMFG!I'm gonna need a bit of height but at least I know that I didn't put on weight which is good coz they'd have to alter it otherwise.Yey!Shu took a picture of my engagement ring.I know I'm not supposed to see it but I just had to!It's pretty!
Shu told me to NOT get myself majorly injured anytime soon.I can't promise but I'll try ^_^ Of course,that would mean that I cannot play badminton against my dad coz he'd so totally kill me.
*Ada motor tapi tak service!Spark plug rupa macam dah berkurun tak tukar!
Got up late this morning.My body is aching.This miss smarty pants was so damn sleepy and tired yesterday but still went running and played badminton at the park yesterday.RUNNING!Something I thought I'd never be able to do ever again since we moved.Then,I was even more demotivated when that stupid shoe thief took my running shoes TWICE!I'd like to tie the idiot to a tree full of fire ants!
Anywho,Shu and I had lunch at the mall of all places which explains how we got to know about the skateshop where he got me this awesome hat my mum says ridiculous looking.I love it anyways.We finally went back to the chocolate shop for those yummylicious choc coated coffee beans!Saw these awesome pair of white shoes.We would have gotten it (for Shu) but the cutting was too narrow so we ditched it.
*sigh*
However,my baju nikah is awesome looking!We stopped by at the tailor's shop to see if it's ready and it is!OMFG!I'm gonna need a bit of height but at least I know that I didn't put on weight which is good coz they'd have to alter it otherwise.Yey!Shu took a picture of my engagement ring.I know I'm not supposed to see it but I just had to!It's pretty!
Shu told me to NOT get myself majorly injured anytime soon.I can't promise but I'll try ^_^ Of course,that would mean that I cannot play badminton against my dad coz he'd so totally kill me.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
weekend away
Left for my grandma's place down south on Friday night.My cousin had some kenduri thingy going on and since I haven't gone to see my relatives there in a while,I figured it was probably a good idea to go.I forgot that my cousins still had no idea I'm going to get engaged this coming weekend!It was crazy.Had a lot of catching up to do with my aunt and grandma as well.We had a swell time over dinner last night.My flight today back home was at noon.Shu came to get Azim and I from the airport (along with Kecik!)
Both,Shu and I are equally exhausted.After sending me off on Friday night,he went over to his sister's place to wait for his dad coz he went back to Terengganu with him late that night.He just got back on a bus this morning.He's been talking to his entire family about this coming weekend.His dad underestimated (or possibly misunderstood) the gravity of the situation.He thought it was a merisik session when it is in fact an engagement ceremony.That explains why he's been so cool about everything all this time.
Some changes had been made.Knowing my mum,from the moment Shu told her what's gonna happen this weekend,she's been rearranging and relisting and rechecking her list(s).While we were out for badminton at the park today,she got Aunty Intan and Farah over to go over the new plans.
The reason Shu's dad insists on having the occassion on Sunday instead of Friday is because all of Shu's sisters will be at work.The wisdom behind this little change of plan is that my aunt and my uncle will be able to come over on Sunday ^_^ I have no idea is Tasha is around.Not sure if Qarim will be home.It doesn't matter.I have shitloads to do from tomorrow onwards.I have no idea what's going to happen coz the one and only engagement ceremony I have ever been to was Ili's last year which seemed like the wedding itself.
Here and now,I am trying to get some sleep coz I've been up all night last night.I was trying to find a spot to sleep but ends up moving from one place to another.I couldn't sleep in the plane.I never do.Especially on a 50-minute flight!For someone who is so afraid of take-offs and landings (and turbulences),I got window seats for both my flight to JB and back!I tried drawing and reading just to get my mind off what's happening out on the wing but everytime the plane moved a little more than normal and the pressure changes,I'd panic BIG TIME!I could have sworn I was hyperventilating.Even that mak cik sitting on the other aisle at the other end was calm!WTF?!
Both,Shu and I are equally exhausted.After sending me off on Friday night,he went over to his sister's place to wait for his dad coz he went back to Terengganu with him late that night.He just got back on a bus this morning.He's been talking to his entire family about this coming weekend.His dad underestimated (or possibly misunderstood) the gravity of the situation.He thought it was a merisik session when it is in fact an engagement ceremony.That explains why he's been so cool about everything all this time.
Some changes had been made.Knowing my mum,from the moment Shu told her what's gonna happen this weekend,she's been rearranging and relisting and rechecking her list(s).While we were out for badminton at the park today,she got Aunty Intan and Farah over to go over the new plans.
The reason Shu's dad insists on having the occassion on Sunday instead of Friday is because all of Shu's sisters will be at work.The wisdom behind this little change of plan is that my aunt and my uncle will be able to come over on Sunday ^_^ I have no idea is Tasha is around.Not sure if Qarim will be home.It doesn't matter.I have shitloads to do from tomorrow onwards.I have no idea what's going to happen coz the one and only engagement ceremony I have ever been to was Ili's last year which seemed like the wedding itself.
Here and now,I am trying to get some sleep coz I've been up all night last night.I was trying to find a spot to sleep but ends up moving from one place to another.I couldn't sleep in the plane.I never do.Especially on a 50-minute flight!For someone who is so afraid of take-offs and landings (and turbulences),I got window seats for both my flight to JB and back!I tried drawing and reading just to get my mind off what's happening out on the wing but everytime the plane moved a little more than normal and the pressure changes,I'd panic BIG TIME!I could have sworn I was hyperventilating.Even that mak cik sitting on the other aisle at the other end was calm!WTF?!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Ed and/or Ted!
<---this is Ed.......or maybe Ted...... 
<---inspired by CIMB's octopus 
<---counseling Kecik 
<---Shu's half covered flash effect shot 
<---light up,light upIt's been windy in the evenings these days.Not the best weather for badminton.Eversince Azim bought the rugby ball,Shu and I have been tossing and kicking the damn thing all over the park.We're planning on a tiny game on the 18th or 19th morning.Naim said he wants in.Kamal maybe joining us.Rashid and my sister SHOULD be around.Haven't told Azim and his friends yet.We might as well have a picnic at the same time.
The terrain at the Zaaba park could break someone's leg!It's horrible!Shu sprained his ankle!Just tossing and kicking caused me muscle cramps.I couldn't even cough properly last night coz the muscles in my lower tummy was killing me.
Anywho,my side of TTDI had a blackout last night.The funny thing was only Shu,Azim,Ash and I were at home at the time.We were 15 minutes till the finishing of that CSI episode then everything went dark.Azim and I grabbed our bokkens IN CASE anyone broke-in.The whole area went dark!Then,we realized that those trucks we saw while having dinner earlier were mobile generators.One was parked right across the street from our house.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
was watching LA Ink while waiting for Shu and my dad to get home at about 2am this morning
One girl walked into Kat's shop and said she wants to have her very first tattoo.It was huge and it was on her back.Her story was sad.Very sad.It took her 7 years to finally graduate from college.One of the many things that held her back was the death of her fiancée.She said it took her a whole year off school for her to get herself back on track.That must have been really hard for her to have gone through.
Monday, July 06, 2009
MOG@One Utama
<---Got meself a pair of glasses.FINALLY!Actually,this one is on Shu.Azim stole mine.He's already lost 2 pairs of glasses.
<---Po Chi Lam aka the next Waroeng Penyet mascot (look out for her appearence at my wedding reception!)
<---Kecik's typical innocent look everytime he sees me hold up a camera.
<---sama saja anak and bapak.Menyibuk saja! Sunday, July 05, 2009
fear
People ask and tell me that Shu and I need to space out a little away from eachother from time to time.I think we do give eachother space.The only reason I don't want to be away from him is because I keep thinking that life is short and that I don't want to be apart should anything happens to either one of us.I think the pain of going through life knowing that I wasn't there with him at the last second of his life or vice versa scares me a lot.
4 hours at the emergency room at the hospital was more than enough to know what it's like to not know what's gonna happen in the next second eventhough we were right next to eachother.We are after all,mortals.This very fact kills me.
4 hours at the emergency room at the hospital was more than enough to know what it's like to not know what's gonna happen in the next second eventhough we were right next to eachother.We are after all,mortals.This very fact kills me.
hantaran
It is a concept.A very cultural ritual.About giving and recieving things.Related to marriage.It took me so long to fully understand what it is about.Not that I have.I'm just trying to get this all through alive with Shu.
We have been listing and re-listing and re-listing what we want and need for the hantaran.It's weird coz I am not the type of person to want things.The things that I want cannot be bought.I do not shop.I do.Not as much as a regular person would.I am the worst person to go shopping with.I can never answer the question "What do you want?" whenever we're at a shopping mall.
Anywho,I have about 1 or 2 items short from the hantaran list and I seriously cannot think of anything I want.I know that I'd like to get a laptop for Shu.That's the only thing I really want to do now.And I want Kecik to snap out of his miseries and pain and just be himself again.The crazy kitten he used to be........
The one person I shouldn't ask regarding this whole hantaran issue would be my sister but I do talk to her about it anyways coz I like talking to her.Right now is not the best time.She's going through a major sugar rush and she keeps asking things she doesn't wanna know.
My only concern right now is the period of time I have to go through before marrying Shu.I doubt if I can survive.I have no idea how people can go on being in a relationship while living so far away from eachother.I can't.My life have shifted so much that I don't know what it's like anymore to wake up knowing that I won't see him the moment I step out from my room.
We have been listing and re-listing and re-listing what we want and need for the hantaran.It's weird coz I am not the type of person to want things.The things that I want cannot be bought.I do not shop.I do.Not as much as a regular person would.I am the worst person to go shopping with.I can never answer the question "What do you want?" whenever we're at a shopping mall.
Anywho,I have about 1 or 2 items short from the hantaran list and I seriously cannot think of anything I want.I know that I'd like to get a laptop for Shu.That's the only thing I really want to do now.And I want Kecik to snap out of his miseries and pain and just be himself again.The crazy kitten he used to be........
The one person I shouldn't ask regarding this whole hantaran issue would be my sister but I do talk to her about it anyways coz I like talking to her.Right now is not the best time.She's going through a major sugar rush and she keeps asking things she doesn't wanna know.
My only concern right now is the period of time I have to go through before marrying Shu.I doubt if I can survive.I have no idea how people can go on being in a relationship while living so far away from eachother.I can't.My life have shifted so much that I don't know what it's like anymore to wake up knowing that I won't see him the moment I step out from my room.
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