Foxburr's brilliant idea

Shu and I are always at KFC buying Tok Mah's food.Today,the both of us decided to do something new to kill time.I dared Shu to pose like the picture of Colonel Sanders behind him.He did.We laughed our heads off and people were totally watching!

movin'

Shu had to move out from the apartment he and his cousins currently live in and move into a different unit on the lower floor.The thing is,he has to vacate the house by Monday.Rushing against time,he and I went over to the apartment to clean up his stuff.His cousins turned up a bit later.We were told that we had to wait till 2pm coz the unit they were moving into is locked and the house owner has the keys and he was only gonna turn up at about 2pm.

So,we waited and packed up more stuff and finally the dude turned up.The new place Shu is moving into is smaller than the one he was living in before.The good thing about moving is that he and his cousins managed to get rid of loads of things which were mostly junk left by either they friends from semesters before or just some random useless things.I don't know about Shu but I find getting rid of things therapeutic.

We cleaned up the new place.Swept the floors,washed them,scrubbed them.Shu washed the bathroom.His cousin cleaned up the kitchen.I did the cleaning in the lounge area.The place is squeaky clean and ready to be moved into.Shu and his cousins carried on moving things slowly into the new place but we'd still have to go back there tomorrow coz there are a lot more things that needs to be moved and arranged.

I had fun cleaning up the place ^_^

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I had trouble trying to get Kecik to compromise with the guidelines of his semi quarantine.He is SUPPOSED to stay in a cage but Shu and I decided to let him out coz we know how much he hates the cage.He is SUPPOSED to wear the cone collar to prevent him from licking his stitches.Unfortunately for Shu and I,Kecik is a wee bit too smart for a cat that he'd easily slip out from the cone collar everytime we put it on him.I can't always push his head away everytime he licks his stitches.

SO.........I have decided to just let him be.Kecik has too much pride and anger and I am trying so hard to not be so rigid.I am going to try to keep an open mind in hope that he won't do anything that would cause anymore damage to himself after this :/

Kecik's surgery

<---Kecik after coming out from surgery with heavy anaesthetic

<---Kecik's tail after surgery

<---Kecik's bitten butt.Suspect that he got it from stealing other cat's girlfriend while mating.

shoppin' again

Shu got home this morning.He was lucky today coz his car got spotted at BHP so he got 80 bux worth of vouchers for fuel free plus a pre-loaded 20 bux touch n go card.All you have to do is have the sticker on your car and turn up at the gas station at the right time.He was just lucky coz we were on our way out and I insisted that he fueled up his car before going to wherever.

My cellphone is dying.It has come to a point whereby charging it just cannot guarantee a full life for the phone anymore.So,Shu decided to get me a new phone.We went hunting from one shop to another and none of the shops had the phone we wanted.We ended up buying the phone from the forth mall we went to today.Well,we finally got me a new phone and it works just fine.

We went around looking at travel luggage bags.We found some really neat ones but didn't buy any of them coz we had to check if my mum had some unused ones back at home.

Went to the park in late in the afternoon.We did some kicking and catching with the rugby ball.I am slowly getting my momentum back but the muscle aches are still there.Once I get back into the regular routine I should be fine ^_^

"band meeting"

Ayie didn't turn up.Kamal showed up in his working outfit (complete with necktie) and he looked so much worse than he usually does.The dude's been looking at the computer (doing work) for 9 hours straight plus a crappy customer who just does not know when to give in........etc..........

Anywho,a new problem has arise.It goes by the name Ayie.Since he's been unemployed these past few months,he's been super unavailable even for meetings.The reason we all turned up tonight was to get our recording tentative straightened out.Kamal,Rashid and I have reached a verdict whereby we shall need Shu as a permanent sessionist<---kinda ironic.

Kamal said that Shu has been performing with RadioEdit more often than Ayie did.I think he meant Shu had been turning up for band meetings more often than Ayie.NVM.The bottom line is,we need to get this straightened out real fast.

Shu has to vacate his apartment by Monday.That means,he's gonna be needing help moving out all his stuff this weekend (or something) For God's sake,he only knew about having to move out last weekend which is rather inconvenient but it needs to be done anyways so I'm here to help at the very least.

There will be lots of changes in plan for my coming wedding in a few months time.We might cut out a whole bunch of things and we might even not have certain things at all.I've decided to put my foot down and Shu will be doing the talking this time around.If we want to keep it the way "we" want it to be then we have to do what ever is necessary.

Oh yeah,my neighborhood came by to give us some fruits and wished us Selamat Hari Raya.I miss the old neighborhood :( We used to know everyone and we'd say hello to everyone.This new place we moved into has somewhat of a brothel (coz it looks like a spa but only guys go in and out of the place) and on the other side,there's a bicycle freak whose always having people going in and out of the house repairing bikes and stuff.

rest in peace nameless kitten

The kitten was lying in an awkward way as though he couldn't get up at all anymore.I got scared.I knew he was dying and there was nothing I could do.Not anymore.The past one week he/she has been with us hopefully helped him/her see the better side of life.

The speculations about the kitten's origin is endless especially now that it is dead.It could have been taken by some irresponsible people and then abandoned.Or.....it could have had a mother and then she died so it was left alone.

Still,the kitten could have died in worse manner like drowning in a drain somewhere or get run over by car(s)........or even get bitten and eaten by dogs or something........

Well,the kitten died at about 11am-ish this morning.

so panas!!!!!

Went running today.Had to stop halfway through coz the heat was getting to me.Then,I decided to shoot some hoops.After a while,I felt like my skin was burning so I stopped and ran home.

Managed to get the big cage out and transfered the nameless kitten into it.He/she seems happier but I guess the noisy part is the just its nature.Bedah seems happy with the bathing salt tub.Fei Mao has been sleeping and Kecik is nowhere to be seen.

Went to see my grand aunt today.She is literally just skin and bones but she still is her old nice self.The one whom we could have decent conversations with.My grandaunties (my dad's aunts) are also sick and they are dying.

Speaking of dying,I have yet to go see Edzuan.His tumor has dispersed throughout his brain cells.He is dying.He's got about 2 more years to go.He's not even 30 (I think).I haven't seen him in a long while anyways.What would I say to him?What would anyone say to a dying person?

A lady who used to be in charge of the female district in the mosque passed away.She helped cleaned my late grand aunty who died years ago.The lady died of blood poisoning.She had parkinsons and she took a whole lot of steroids to stay in control but did not consume enough H2O to dilute it all into her system properly and eventually it clogged up her kidneys.

We'll be heading over to Aunty Intan's place later.Tomorrow is her late son's 20th birthday (Izwan) I hope all goes well for her.

*Later passed*

We'll head for the jamming studio tomorrow night.Our recording session should begin on Monday but we still have loads of lose ends to tie up before jumping into the recording studio.Ayie is still unemployed and looking for a job so he might not make it for some of the recording sessions.......or something........

Aunty Intan cooked a whole lot of food tonight.Deserts included.Everyone was home (Farah and Faizal) so we had quite a lot to talk about.I'd say that went well.

making new friends

This is a kitten my aunt picked up from Uda.His name is Baby.He is ever so manja and so very chomel.I think he went through a series of culture shock when we arrived coz usually there's no one at home.Looking at his teeth,he is definitely NOT a year old yet but definitely more than 4 months old coz his eyes are gold in color.

Kecik is orange in color with white stripes.Baby was something different.Grey with black stripes and instead of having pink-ish paws,his was black.His nose is black in color as well.He is chomel and so playful.

happier at home

I don't know WTF is up with everyone throughout the entire journey to JB and back.Everyone seem to be angry and hostile and for some strange reason I seem to have a target painted on my forehead.That really sucks.I am so glad to be home.This is where my life is.

I am not at all a fan of Hari Raya and therefore I shall not be entertaining or visiting.I don't know if it's a Malay thing or it's just Malaysians.Year after year,they keep doing the same thing and year after year,things get so much worse than before.Dude,it's just Hari Raya.What's the rush?And I really don't understand people who'd come over and not leave.Don't they have some other places to go?

My brothers,my sister and I do not entertain kids below the age of 10 because we not only know them but we don't see why we should give them cash freely.I do not open the door to them nor anyone whom I do not know regardless if they have a baju raya on or not.

I am so happy to know that my cats and kitten and hamster are alive and well and crazy and weird as usual.Damn!Fei Mao was freaking out over a rag on the floor last week!WTF is wrong with that cat?!And today,she was at my room door.When I let her in,she was so shocked to see my sister behind the opened cupboard door and started freaking out like she's never seen her before.Kecik was starving.

A little misunderstanding happened while we were out of town.It really is annoying to have too many variables involved in one little favor.Glad that is solved.

I am so going out tomorrow morning.

noble

Kak Yah did a very noble deed by cleaning up the little kitten.It turns out that the little thing was crying all night coz she was all covered in dirt and there were ants biting her.I was gonna clean her up but I got up super late so by the time I got up,Kak Yah had already done the cleaning.If you touch her tummy,you can feel the bones on the tiny body of that kitten.I have a feeling we'll be keeping the kitten after all.She's so chomel but she's too tiny to be left on her own.She's cold and always hungry especially since it's been raining today.But overall,I think she's doing so better than yesterday ^_^

Anywho,Shu's bus left at about 11:30am-ish this morning and he only got home in Terengganu at about 7:30pm-ish.That is SUCH A LONG TIME!

not a fosterer

I try very hard to not pick up cats or kittens from anywhere and make them believe that they can have a home here with me.It never works.The cats living behind my house seem to think that I am the one to call when they get hungry.The chomel grey cat even sits outside my bedroom window!Kecik and Fei Mao hates that cat.I don't mind her but she tends to make a lot of noise.

Earlier today,Aunty Intan asked Shu and I to take a kitten from her house and leave it somewhere where it won't go be able to go back to her house.The thing is,the kitten is very VERY tiny.It was hungry and cold and dirty and smelly.I couldn't just toss it out in the rain.It could get hit by a car.Or it could get attacked by other cats or dogs.Or it could end up drowning in some drain.

So,I took it home,fed it and let it stay in a cage so that it won't spread whatever disease it has to my other cats.Eventhough my mum doesn't like the idea of adopting another cat/kitten,she couldn't let that poor thing go out all alone in the rain.What she told me to do is to take that kitten to the vet tomorrow morning to get it cleaned up and possibly vaccinated and then think of what we're gonna do with it later on.

As much as I hate the idea,I figured that the safest place for it to go to would be SPCA.I cannot imagine what will happen to these cats and kittens once I get married and move out.I know that Shu doesn't want to leave Kecik (and Bedah the hamster) behind no matter where we go.

Speaking of Bedah,I decided to splurge some cash on her and got her some carrot cakes and bath salt.I feel sorry for her coz she's been all by herself for the longest time.But since hamsters can recognize their relatives,I figured she won't feel so alone nowadays.At least not anymore ^_^

Kecik,on the other hand,has a serious superiority complex.He refuses to sleep on the floor or any non-carpeted floor.His ultimate decisions would be my parent's bed or my tatami or maybe Qarim's bed or the sofa bed downstairs where he'd usually fight over which side to sleep on with Shu.

colored

Hahaha!I have a good mind to give that red streak a go.No perming,no rebonding.Just down right straight streaked!Hahaha!Very VERY emo-punk-ish!Me likey!

Getting your hair colored yourself can be really3 messy.My forehead is blue.Parts of my arms are blue.I stained the room floor and the sink.My fingers and fingernails and my ears are blue.Hahahahahaha!!!!! I'm blue dabadeedabadiedabadeedabadie..........

*sigh*

I am supposed to go get some stuff from the tailor but now that a lot of plans have changed,I have no idea if I am supposed to go.Shu insists that I alter the kain of the baju his mom had made for me.That and the kebaya top I got last weekend.It looks big-ish and kebaya nyonyas aren't supposed to be loose.

*double sigh*

anything but Muhammad Kelmo

I am so exhausted.Went over to the bus station in the morning coz Shu needed to get a ticket to go home for Hari Raya on Friday.With much deliberation,he finally decided to get one.We headed over to Putrajaya.Went to watch a movie at Alamanda.Then,we made reservations for buka puasa over at Rimba Klasik.To kill time,we headed over to Mines Shopping Mall.Walked around for a bit.Went to the game arcade.Then,we went looking for a pet store all over Bangi coz we needed to get cat litter.We ended up getting it at a pet store over in Uptown Damansara after buka.

As usual,we prayed maghrib over at the UNITEN library.Today wasn't so scary.There were other girls there at the surau so I didn't feel so alone ^_^ I need to do something about my gastric pains.It is getting from bad to worse.

Amcorp Mall,Aman Suria & One Utama

People tell me that it's ok for me to eat a little and put on a little more weight.Putting on weight is not the issue for me.It's the problem it brings later on.Aaina once said that putting on weight would mean that she'd get to shop for new clothes.Shopping is interesting but getting the perfect jeans is always,ALWAYS,ALWAYS a problem for me.To avoid having to go jeans hunting,I figured it is probably just safer to maintain my weight coz losing weight could also be a problem.Haha!

Mum and dad and Shu insisted that I get a kebaya coz I already have baju kurungs.The thing about baju kurungs is that they are very convenient to wear.Kebayas are more formal eventhough I am a sucker for Nyonya Kebayas.I got one whole set anyways.White with loads of beads so it falls nicely :)

Shu said he wants to help me color my hair one of these days.

I've been doing some thinking on the bands I want to have on my wedding day.The one band I really3 want to play live at my wedding would be my band but since I am the vocalist and that I shouldn't be performing at my reception,I figured I should find that old man who played the violin and keyboards over at Aunty Tipah's restaurant the other night.OR......I could let either Rashid or Ayie or Kamal sing :p I am not going to open up slots for other bands to play other than the ones I have in mind ^_^ Also,I already have a playlist in my head of the songs I want to be played throughout the function.

Stage@Mid Valley Megamall

Shu and I went out and since I couldn't really decide where to go,he drove us to Sunway Pyramid.Looking at the crowd and the number of cars going into the mall parking lot,we just had to bail.I couldn't think of where to go next so Shu decided to head over to Mid Valley Megamall coz the both of us haven't been there in a long while.

Shu was looking for a pair of jeans and I was still hunting for make up.We found a Stage outlet.I lurve that place.Although,my sister said that looking at the price I paid for the stuff I bought today,I might as well bought stuff at M.A.C..For some strange reason,I'd go for Bobbi Brown over M.A.C. inspite of the price difference.

Anywho,I got stuff from Stage and I'm happy with them ^_^

We went in and out of stores looking for Shu's jeans.We found some interesting looking ones but something about them did not make them the perfect pair so Shu changed his mind to buying a shirt instead.We finally made a stop at SEED and he found this shirt which we both agreed on.I could have sworn in was brownish in the shop but when we got home,I took another look at the shirt and it was grey-ish.Still,it's a really nice shirt ;)

low octane number=less cash needed

Initially,I was thinking of getting on with my Confessions of a Ma'mum Tarawikh but after the conversation we had during the drive to Subang Jaya a while ago,I'd rather just talk about the so called RON 95.What people don't know and most probably don't care and won't see is that the octane number of the fuel is low.That means the combustion process will not be as effective as fuel with higher Research Octane Number (such as the RON 97).

Yeah,it's cheap but it's low quality and in the long run,users would end up spending more than what they think they save from the fuel price coz a whole lot part of the fuel is not used up.Instead,it goes out to waste (through the exhaust system).You're definitely gonna need more fuel then.

Of course,normal cars (non high performance cars) can use the RON 95.But in the long run,it can cause knocking to the engine and the car would be underpowered.So,if you already drive an underpowered car,you're gonna need more fuel coz the RON 95 would not help giving more power to the engine.

Therefore,users of RON 95 really need to think about how much they love their cars (engines) in the long run coz unless you are prepared to get it overhauled,you'd better just be extra careful with what you feed your engines.

But guess what,the RON 95 is the major fuel used throughout the country.What better ways to live than to be the citizen of a country that literally rips off the rights of tax payers.Take a look around.Why do you think the roads break easily and there are potholes at almost every other kilometre of the road?And what exactly are you paying for when you purchase a "nasional" car?

Chanel@One Utama

I am so hooked to the eye shadow base and the make up base.It's so awesome!I am very picky with colors but make up bases (and eye shadow bases) are really neat things and very hard to find coz sometimes the brands I find irritates my skin and I can feel it on my skin which is so not good.

The jeans over at Original Fake looked awesome ;)

Anywho,I woke up to my cellphone ringing.Shu called me to tell me that my grandma got mugged at the traffic light near my house.It must have been noon-ish.In broad daylight.Indian guys.2 of 'em.They broke the car window on the passenger's side and took my grandma's bag and ran across the street to his bike and left.She lost about MYR6K.The window costs MYR350.It took the shop a long time to clean up every piece of glass in the car.

Shu and I realized that we really love cooking especially in the weekends ^_^ Mum usually hates it coz she won't be able to use her kitchen till we're done so the timing must be just right :p

Kecik oh Kecik

Kak Yah said that he came home yesterday afternoon with a bleeding tail.He still just ate and ran off.I think he's got a girlfriend.And I think he's been gaduh-ing with the other cats in the neighbourhood.Trying to be a gangster kampung yang tak menjadi.Hahahahaha!

I just think he was upset last night that he came home and headed straight for my room.He didn't even bother about food.He slept with me on my tatami all night.Today,he kept manja-ing around me and then he left.

He definitely has a girlfriend!

Initially,I was going about to kutuk-ing people who put other people's lives in danger on the road and then I got mixed up with kutuk-ing Malaysian made cars in general.Now,I'm not so sure where to start so I'm just gonna save it for a whole new entry later or something.

Dr. Asem said that I still look sick so he wanted to postpone my exam till next month *batting eyelashes* That either means good news coz I'm gonna have more time to study or just bad news coz I might have other things to do next month.Hahahahahaha!!!!!

I am on my 2 weeks vacation already!

A-Saloon@Sunway Pyramid

I finally got my hair done.I totally splurged (Shu paid about half) but it was so worth it!It's not that I do this often and the price at that place was just as much as I would pay at the usual hair salon I go to.Plus,each customer had a computer at their seats so that we can surf the net while getting our hair done.How awesome is that?!

Hahaha!My sister told me about the place last night so I figured I should just go check it out ^_^

Spent most of the day sleeping.Not quite sure what time it was.........hahahaha...........

I've been getting tummy aches all day so Shu got me some magnesium liquid.No,we didn't bother going to the clinic today.Not this time.I think I have spent a little too much time there and I have been swallowing way too many kinds of meds.I think I need to stop.It's messing up my entire system!

DOOSHITE?!!!!!

This happens everytime I go shopping.Well,almost all the time.Shu and I went to check the Adidas all-trerrain shoes and they don't have it in my size!WTF?!!!!!We went over to ALDO to check out the boots and they don't have it in my size either!WTF?!!!!!

I am gonna get on the next flight to Australia to get those Ugg boots if I have to!

Fiat had this exhibition on in Ikano.I spotted the Fiat 500 and immediately fell in love with it!IT IS SO AWESOME!UNFORTUNATELY,the manual transmission is not released here in this country.Only semi autos are sold.Semi autos suck coz there are too many complications and it is super sensitive!I would know.And of course,the semi auto maintenance could lead you to having to pay it all through your nose!

I love the Fiat 500.........next to the Ford Focus 2007 of course.........and the Mini Cooper S.I think the only Japanese car I like or could like is the EK9.........and the Integra.

WHY?!!!!!!!

Anywho,the good thing that happened today was that we finally got my engagement ring resized.It was actually 2 sizes bigger than my finger.Now,it fits perfectly ^_^

Oh yeah,we managed to go to fish spa.It was really fun.Ticklish.Very ticklish at first but later on it became very soothing.

kill me if you dare

I was kept up all night by the dissatisfaction of Tokio Hotel's end product of the Automatic video.I really don't like their songs in English and the video was awful.I expected something a whole lot more since it was after all shot in South Africa!

I don't feel like I've been fasting at all these days.I was throwing up since morning so mum told me to fill my tummy out before I started going overboard with all the gastric juice.This month had been the worst month ever.I am always hungry and my health has gone way down.I feel like a vegetable most of the time.

Went to IKEA with Shu coz he wanted to get those curry puffs they make.We bumped into CT.Haven't seen that girl in ages.Most of my school friends remember Shu from my 17th birthday bash.Shu wasn't so sure on who is who so he was surprised to hear CT say that she remembers him.

Anywho,I am still on a fashion hunt.Been going in and out of stores looking for a pair of knee high boots.I lurve them Ugg boots but until I can get myself to Australia anytime soon,I'm gonna have to just find whatever around here.I fell in love with some of the boots over at ALDO.

Shu and I have a list of things to buy once Hari Raya is over.He wants to get an RC car.I figured I should get some new wheels for the skateboard and just practise till I can no longer take the fall anymore.

Mum will be heading to Bandung sometime in November.I'm planning to tag along since I won't have anything to do then.Hahaha!I'm hoping Shu will come along so that we can get our wedding invitation card done there.I am so getting some kain batiks!

Not So Quarantined:Day6

Got earlier than the last 2 days but it was still late.I could have gotten more sleep if Fei Mao didn't make so much noise about wanting to come into my room and all.

*sigh*

Anywho,I was out and about with Shu.We went to the mall for a bit coz I needed to get shampoo.Rashid had been using my shampoo and I only used it once or twice and I found the bottle empty.Not very happy about that.

We went to check out the RC store coz Shu is planning on getting one after raya.Those things are supercool but I need a whole stash of cash and passion to get started on it.I think I'm gonna watch and observe and learn more about those things before actually getting one myself.

I went snooping around the rabbit's cage at the pet store next door.I got bitten by one of those things.Thank God its teeth was not sharp!Then,I looked at the hamsters and the fish and we left.

We got some takoyakis!YEY!We're always around that takoyaki shop eating and chatting away and we haven't been there in a while so today,we decided to get some for buka ^_^

Oh!I saw these awesome pair of Adidas all-terrain crosstrainers!ME WANT IT!

We went to get some stuff for my mum and then we did some food shopping and headed home.We walked quite a lot today.I could tell by how painful my knee tendon hurts.Hahahaha!I am gonna need one of those sonotron treatments again one of these days.I am also in major need of endless workout routines!

Not so Quarantined:Day 5

I've been going out......with my mask on,of course.It does get pretty darn boring staying in.Went out for a drink last night.It was pretty funny.I did quite a lot of things yesterday considering the fact that I got up at 3pm.Haha!

As usual,Shu and I were experimenting in the kitchen.Our experiment worked!Hahahaha!

Quarantined:Day 4

I took a walk outside last night.I got so sick of staying in.I stayed up till morning watching TV.Shu is planning to sneak me out later while my folks are out ;)

My being infected should not be kept.I should use this opportunity to spread this virus to the world.Let's start with my university since I hate that place so much.I should cough and sneeze everywhere beginning with the medical unit and then the admin.Oh!I should have done this since I first got the results!

instead of being sick and locked up all by myself

I figured maybe I should go out and spread the virus tomorrow and let the whole world fall sick.Why waste this opportunity to do something for the world?

Hahahahahahahaaaa!!!!!!!!!<---evil laugh

Shu has been hugging and kissing and temaning me eat and talking to me and sometimes he doesn't even wear a mask.I cried to him today.I can't take this anymore.He offered to sneak me out today but we didn't coz my folks were around.He wanted to take me to the park.

It's not like I could kill someone.I could kill myself most likely coz I am still in a recovering state but seriously,does it really take a whole 7 days to keep me in?I don't want to take those fluhalt pills anymore coz seriously,they could kill me.I was fine before I started taking them.Yeah,I had a temperature and some head throbbing at times but after 2 days (1 day actually) it was gone and I am fine.My nose is stuck coz I cried not because of some flu.

I'm gonna start sneezing out the window and see what's gonna happen ^_^

Quarantined:Day 3

Food does NOT taste or feel good goin up your throat and out your mouth.It works better the other way around.

It is just unfortunate for me to have made the 1% of people who would have adverse reactions towards those fluhalt capsules!I threw up 4 times yesterday.Twice after popping a pill after a meal.I just popped one today and I think I'm gonna go AGAIN.I want to stop taking it but the docs tell me that those are the vital meds I have to consume.Well,guess what........if I do throw up after this,I ain't takin' no more pills and I am gonna stop this whole quarantine game coz I am fine!

I am sick of staying in,watching a lightning-free rain go by from my window.I am sick of not being able to run around freely in the sun.My cat misses me!They look at me weird when I see them with a mask on my face and they wonder why I haven't left my room at all.

*I threw up already*

I think mum is gonna take me to the hospital.I'm waiting for Shu.

This is sick.The pills actually make me sick!

I need to get my hair washed!

automatisch by tokio hotel

Wenn du lachst

Lachst du nicht

Wenn du weinst

Weinst du nicht

Wenn du fühlst

Fühlst du nichts

Weil du ohne Liebe bist

A long awaited album.Finally the first single is out.I think I've been listening to it millions of times over within the last couple of days that I keep hearing it playing in my head.

I have put one thing on my list of things to do as soon as I can leave the premises.I wanna go do my hair BIG TIME!

Shu has plans for buka puasa sessions outside while mum and Aunty Intan has plans to take me to the place in KL to have me try on some wedding gowns.

They (Aunty Intan and mum) actually bought me a pink cotton baju kurung with sakura prints all over it.It's so preeeeeetty but when I saw the tag with the size XS,I didn't think I'd fit it.I wear a size S for ready made baju kurungs but I've never tried XS.Luckily,the baju kurung fits me.

Hahaha!Shu made a funny remark about that.He says that he wears XL while I wear XS.Hurmm......and the miss XS is the one who is always up for tackling mister XL in rugby games.The plan usually fails.Shu would just walk pass me without any problems.

P.S.: NEVER EVER poke your hamster they are asleep.Mine bit me and when I pulled my hand away she flew right out from her home onto my room floor.My right finger is bleeding a little :p

Quarantined:Day 2

Just as I thought things were gonna get better,I accidentally cut myself from opening the crab shell while I was eating yesterday.I was happily enjoying the crab Shu bought me and I was telling Shu that breaking the shell open was the calming part of the eating process and I cut myself.I didn't see it at first so I carried on eating.I stopped and felt totally grossed out when I saw blood flowing down my palm.EUW!

It's horrible to know that every part of me has to be sanitized.I know that I am only at the first stage of the viral infection and any healthy person who touches me must wash their hands after doing so and that if I were to talk to anyone they must wear a mask just as much as I have to.All the tissues and whatever things I have used must be disposed separately and carefully.

Shu helped send my MC to my lecturers and my course department earlier today.I don't know what I'd do without him.This is so weird.I am trying very hard to stay ok and I am trying my best to get better but my quarantine period is still a week.I sometimes feel fine.So fine that I could probably go running in the park.Sometimes,my body temperature hikes up and that gives me the throbbing headache which really3 sucks.

I miss laughing with Shu and who ever who passes by at the dining table downstairs.I miss making fun of people on the road as well as my siblings.I miss picking on Rashid and grossing him out so much that he'd whack me.I miss listening to my sister going nuts over little things.Today was the first time I saw Kak Yah in 2 days.I haven't seen my grandma and I don't think she knows my condition.

Shu has spent his time thinking of things to do once my quarantine period is over.Actually,I haven't quite thought of what I'd wanna do just yet.I spend way too much time laughing at my hamster whenever she falls asleep.She sleeps in very strange positions and sometimes she'd get nightmares.

I really want this all to be over ASAP!

Quarantined:Day 1

I was super fine this morning.Finally got to shower and washed my hair and all.I was on the phone with Shu (who was in UNITEN) and we were laughing about something he accidentally blurted out to his project supervisor.Hahahahaa!!!!!Awang Goneng betul!

As time passed,I think it must have been about 2pm-ish,my head and my entire body starting throbbing (aching).That was so painful that I wanted God to just pull the plug on me coz I couldn't take it.Finally,I passed out.I was super hungry when I got up so my mum prepared some food for me to eat downstairs.

I had to eat coz I can't take the meds on an empty stomach.Right after I drank down a Ponstan capsule,I went to bathroom to brush my teeth and I totally threw up.I think the pill went right back out.

Anywho,I feel better now.Shu is on his way back here.He went to get himself checked and he is cleared.Thank God!I am trying my very best to stay away from my mum coz her lungs are fragile.Can't do that much coz she's the house doctor so she has to monitor me.So,we'd usually have our masks on when we talk and we'd keep our distance (which is so funny) I am trying to stay away from Azim coz he's sick.I definitely have to avoid my grandmother.

So that basically leaves me with my hamster.She's so chomel when she yawns............

this looks like fun

oseltamivir phosphate capsules

aka Fluhalt capsules.

Description:

Fluhalt capsule 75mg contains oseltamivir phosphate which is a white crystaline solid with the chemical name (3R,4R,5S)-4 acetylmino-5-amino-3(1-ethylpropoxy)-1-cyclohexenes-1-carboxylic acid,ethyl ester,phosphate (1:1).The chemical formula is C16H28N2O4 (free base)The molecular weight is 312.4 for oseltamivir free base and 410.4 for oseltamivir phosphate salt.

I was tested positive for influenza A but not H1N1.So,I have been quarantined for 7 days.It's only been about an hour and I already feel sick.I have my hamster in my room.She's funny and fun to watch.Fei Mao was here a while ago.I have to stay in my room for most of the day.Especially when there are lots of people around.

This is weird.I am stuck in my room in a house full of people.I can only see Shu at my room door with my mask on :( This sucks.I already feel weird enough when he's not around.This is super weird!I know that I have been to so many places in the last couple of days.Can't really be sure where I picked up the virus from :/

I am probably going to spend my days in the room playing Sims or I'm just going to do some whacking at www.whackyourboss.com ^_^

My muscles are aching.I really wanna believe that its caused by my sudden stop in playing outdoor games............

the worst part about being sick

is basically being sick.I hate being sick.It's a waste of time and energy and money.The doctors have confirmed me as an anaemic case.My blood pressure was super low but not as low as last year.My temperature was high since last night.My feet and hands are freezing cold and my head throbs every now and then.

If tonight's h1n1 swab test returns positive,I won't be only one who is going to be quarantined.Shu had been with me all day.We would probably end up getting quarantined together.......along with the rest of my household of course.That could also mean that my grandma and my dad's friend and my sister and Rashid cannot come home or they'd end up getting quarantined just as well.

I hope it's just fever.I'm gonna have to change my diet BIG TIME!

delivery mishap

My grandma wanted to belanja everyone makan fast food yesterday.For those who eat such things,of course they are psyched about it.I had to eat proper food for breakfast.The delivery boy went missing and mum got so annoyed coz the delivery was delayed by about 45 minutes.She kept calling the number she called but the person at the other end of the phone kept saying that the delivery was on the way and had been on the way.Finally,the delivery boy called my mum himself asking for the house address.The office was notified that we moved from the previous address but they didn't tell the delivery boy.WTF?!Just minutes before breakfast,the delivery arrived.Mum was pissed and worried in case the orders didn't turn up at all coz she didn't cook nor did she buy any food for every else at home.

Did I mention that there's so many of us living at home at the moment?Qarim has his friend over.My brothers are home.Shu and Ash are here too.And my dad's friend who is always here for dinner.

Anywho,after all that commotion,all of us had a movie to catch at 8:50pm.So basically,after eating,everyone rushed to pray and get themselves cleaned up for the movie.

Shu and I picked the perfect day to get into trouble,of course.It started with the bag Shu bought for me.I saw it yesterday and we went to check it out and Shu said he wanted to get it for me.So much for telling Shu that mum shouldn't find out how much it costs.I accidentally left the receipt on the table while emptying my pockets when we got home.She wasn't happy about it at all :/

Of course,among the other things we got into trouble for went on later in the evening.I am currently coming down with a fever.No idea why........

shoppin'

Once in a while,my sister and my mum would drag me to go for a girls only shopping trip.It's strange coz they'd always push me to buy something and when I'm not looking for anything specific,I can't really buy anything.

First,my mum told us that she wants to get an outfit which can be used for my wedding.She said I can't buy anything coz I already have my wedding outfit tailored.Then,she insisted that I buy something.WTF?!

The worst part about shopping is if you are looking for something and the item is either unavailable or just out of stock.That was exactly what happened to me while looking for some things at the pharmacy today.

Then,my mum wanted to go check out a department stall at the other end of the mall.So we went ahead and walked all the way there.She still couldn't find her baju but insisted that I got something.Just to please her,I got this off-shoulder-ish,boatneck-ish black top.My sister almost got herself the same thing in pink but didn't.That would have been weird.We were in the same fitting room and trying out the same outfit in different colors.Haha!

At the end of the day,my mum got something from her favourite store,my sister got her stuff from the Bodyshop and I got myself a black top.I wouldn't say it was totally unproductive.We did get something somewhere along the way ^_^

HotStuff,Ara Damansara

I kinda like that studio.It's new and cozy.I just have problems lookin' for a parking space coz the place is ever so packed.Where do these people come from anyways???

It's been quite a while since we last went jamming.We couldn't even play Celebrity Skin and Mental Vacation properly.I know......double-you-tee-eff-question mark-question mark.Our always-had-been-in-major-need-of-practise song would be Take Away.Tonight was funny.Kamal totally forgot the parts and he couldn't quite figure out his solo.Ayie looked at me and then I looked at Rashid and we looked at Kamal and he was just playing stuff on his guitar which was something which had never in the song.

My major bumness was singing MCR's I Don't Love You.I wasn't sure what I was singing and the chords I played were pretty much messed up.Seriously,what did I sing?

BTW,Kamal was sort of attacked by a dude when he was hanging out with his friend.There was some misunderstanding about the attacker and the dude he was chillin' with.The dude was attacked with a pocketknife.Kamal's friend managed to avoid the blade but Kamal's reflex just made him catch the knife.The dude pulled the thing and it cut Kamal's palm.Out of self defense,Kamal kicked the dude and managed to break his leg.

*Kamal used to be in the taekwondo team back in school*

I have no idea if they made a police report about it coz I only heard what ever I heard and I only got the proper story from Rashid coz Kamal told the story in the studio :/

We met Alim while we had a band discussion over at a mamak in TTDI.Haven't seen that dude in ages.Kamal said that Abang K'rol wants to see us all one of these days.Haven't seen him in ages either.

productivity report:error

Hahaha!

My plan to spend my entire Saturday doing nothing was a success!Got up really3 late and I stayed in my room till it was almost 4pm playing games on my computer.I finally went downstairs to feed the hamster and played with Kecik for a bit.I think I didn't even step foot outside my house compound today.I did drive my mum and my sister to get some food stuff but I never got out of the car ;)

My knee/right leg hurts.I'm gonna have to get it checked AGAIN.I'm gonna have to work on my landing each time I fall.I'd do power slides on my knees when I play badminton.I'd fall while skating.I do a lot of climbing and running around........funny,I don't recall falling whenever I go running.Oh yeah,there was that time when I used to tackle Shu when we play rugby :p

Speaking of falling.A girl fell coz the floor was so slippery when we were at Yankie's Hut.We didn't hear her fall or what ever.A lady from the family sitting in the bigger hut not far from where we were saw her and called her friends.The poor girl was crying.The only thing that went through my mind at the time was that it totally killed time to watch her friends helping her coz we still had a few minutes more before breaking fast ^_^

Anywho,Kamal wants to go jamming today.Rashid and I opted to go later at about 10pm coz it was a really bad idea to be in Subang Jaya at about 5pm-ish.We're gonna try out a different studio tonight over in Ara Damansara.

Mona Lisa

Here's another pity there's another chance

Try to learn a lesson but you can't.

If we can burn a city in futures and in past,

without a change our lives will never last.

Cause' we're going fast.

You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if it doesn't matter

then just turn around.

We don't need our bags and we can just leave town.

You can sit beside me when the world comes down.

What can we do better, when will we know how? A man says from a

sidewalk to a crowd.

If we can change the weather, if you want it to yourself.

If you cannot guess we all need help, yeah, I need help.

We say

We do

The lies

The truth

All I need is next to me.

Mmmmmmmmm yeahhhhh we're going fast.

You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if it doesn't matter

then just turn around.

You be the queen and i'll be your clown,

You can sit beside me when the world comes down.

Yankie's Hut@Bangi

Shu wanted to break fast with me today.Just the two of us.He was telling me about this place where we can makan atas pokok which he wanted to take me to since my birthday last year.The problem was the place only opens at 5pm onwards so we couldn't go at the time.Today,we went there at about 4pm to make reservations and ordered food and left.We came back at about 7pm.

We chose to eat at one of the private huts.Small.Just enough to fit about 4-5 people.We'd have to take our shoes off and sit on the floor to eat.It's really nice and cosy.Since it was raining,we had to be extra careful in climbing up to the hut coz the stairs were quite steep and narrow and the platforms from one base to another was quite far apart.Each hut was given a mosquito repellent coil thingy which was good coz when we ordered the food earlier,we were bitten by mosquitos.

By the time we got to our hut,the food was already served on the table.The dishes were rice dishes.Perfect coz Shu and I have been eating nasi bungkus like nasi kerabu for a few days and I,particularly,was craving for white rice for quite sometime.We had to pay a deposit of MYR50 and if our bill exceeds that amount,we'd only have to top up a bit more.

The Cendawan Goreng Tepung was awesome!Like AWESOME awesome!

I had a blast.Later on,we prayed in UNITEN (the library surau)

you either do a background check or just get one of your own

Went to watch Orphan today.FINALLY.I think the movie rawked.It could scare the shit outta you and it is seriously creepy and bloody and somewhat sick.Shu and I enjoyed it.We were just wondering if Kecik would ever turn out to be like that.........hurmm...........

I was feeling all sick today.Been having nightmares for 2 days in a row.Yesterday,I had a hard time sleeping after Subuh prayers.I always have problems falling asleep and when I really3 need to sleep,I'd get disturbing dreams like having loads of baby scorpions in the house.Those clear colored little things turned green when I squished them (in the dream).That scared the shit outta me.Then,as I was desperately trying to fall asleep when I got home today,I had a bad dream about not having my guitar with me for one of those open mic sessions.I not only had to borrow a guitar which was an acoustic guitar but I didn't bring any of my cables as well.That sucked!

My right leg is hurting again.I have a feeling it's caused by the cold.The Sonotron treatment I went to helped but it relaxed my muscles with heat.The cold air conditioning in the movie theater must have caused the pain.Plus,my body was extremely cold and my fingers turned blue due to not enough food.It's fasting month!DUH!

Shu has exams today.One was at 4pm which his lecturer turned out to be a no show.He studied all night for that test!He has another paper now.I hope he'll do alright.He said that since the Selangor Sultan wanted to buka puasa at his university,all the parking lots were closed and he had to park so far away and walked through the rain.What a pain!

My lecturer was going about the stupidity of my university for not having it closed down.He said he had a student from another section come in with a 4-day MC from the medical center.She was quarantined for H1N1.She's supposed to be quarantined for a minimum of 7 days.Not 4.It turns out that she was one out of about 40+ people to have been suspected of being infected.We can only do so much to take extra precaution for ourselves and the people around us.We can't do much if the authorities don't cooperate.Hell,I wonder if they even bother!

FidZy's history with pets and animals in general

When I was little (I think I must have been about 4 and living in Shah Alam),I used to have a tiny cat named Kitty which later became known as Tapai (thanks to my mum) I think she died.That was also about the time when I got chased by a mother hen coz she thought I was trying to steal her chick!

Then,I had a cat named Tiger.Black with black stripes.Ili,Dini,my sister,Jojo and I thought he was a female cat so we called him Tiger Lily.Later,he became known as Tiger.I've always wanted a dog but I wasn't allowed to keep one so I decided to train it to be dog-like.Funny.It worked.I think he must have been taken by someone in the neighbourhood coz he just never came home after a while.Some years later,I saw him at a street not too far from where I lived.

After that,I had a pet chick.It kept following me around the house.One day,I came home and found it dead.I think the cats around the neighbourhood must have killed it.Someone let him/her out while I was in school.I was so upset when I got home.

Later on,I got myself a pet tortoise.I didn't keep it for too long.I found it dead when I got home from school one day.My maid filled up the aquarium with water that it had nowhere to hang on to for air and time out.It basically drowned.I wasn't too happy about that either.

When I was in secondary school,I got myself some hamsters.Fun to have but they smelled really3 bad!The first batch died.Can't remember how.The second batch of hamsters began with a Syrian hamster my uncle found running around the street outside my house.I decided to keep it.Later on,I got him a mate and she gave birth.I think he ran off and she died (or something).I could only remember one of her kids.A brown colored dwarf hamster I called Frodo.I think my mum accidentally fried him and his siblings out in the hot sun coz she thought she wanted to dry them :/.Of course,I was in school at the time.

After that,Kak Yah kept this cat she called Lubis (no idea what it really means).An orange cat.Looks a bit like Kecik but she was round.Hahaha!That cat gave birth to 2 kittens.One named Ben and the other named Spot (I named her after Lt. Comm. Data's cat).Spot and I used to be close friends.Until she got spayed and decided to get all tensed up.She wasn't too fun anymore after that.Both,Ben and Spot died.

Then,Fei Mao came along.She was very little.Eventually,she was old enough to get pregnant and got 3 kittens-Bubu aka The Paranoid One,Mew and Leo.Leo was taken by someone.He just went missing.Fei Mao still lives with us.She and her 2 kids still do.Kecik was an addition coz Shu and I got bored and wanted a cat of our own.We were supposed to have Ophelia (a siamese mixed breed cat which was given to me by Aaina's sister's friend).She ran off.Shu and I got so mad that we resorted to driving around TTDI hunting for a cat that can be kidnapped (catnapped).

Eventually,we gave up and headed for PAWS.It was closed when we got there so we went to SPCA and found Kecik.He was clinging onto the cage crying out "PICK ME!PICK ME!" so we took him home with us.He's alright.......minus the part where he is always eye-ing on Bedah (the Winter Dwarf hamster) after everything that happened some days ago which almost got Bedah killed!

Shu and I sometimes get really upset with Kecik coz he likes to go missing and pretend not to know us when we call him so we'd spend our time designing and creating and redecorating Bedah's new home.I was helping her peel off the Sunflower Seeds for her to eat ^_^

more holidays

My schedule have seem to get clearer and clearer as the weeks go by.I seem to have less and less things to do and the strangest part is that I am getting very comfortable with it ;)

Shu and I changed our numbers today.The previous service provider we used sucked and the coverage is hopeless.The new service provider has full bar coverage everywhere we gone to so far.The rates are sickly cheap!We lurve it!LURVE love it!LURVE IT!!!!!!

Oh yeah,our hamster's name is Bedah (bay-da-h) MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA!!!!She's so chomel and kecik and Kecik has been trying to get his claws on that little rodent since yesterday's incident.He's been watching and staring and lying around looking at her all day.Fei Mao did show a little interest but she'd usually run off when spotted doing such kitty things.

Mum took us out for ice cream to celebrate Shu's birthday at Swensen's.I like that place.I like the ice cream and the food is nice ^_^

I hope Shu enjoyed his share of thin mint chocolate crunch :)

Happy Birthday,Foxburr-san!!!!!!

P.S.: Ada orang tuh pakai kasut baru!!!!!!!! ;p

Happy Birthday,Foxburr-san!

We actually got ourselves a dwarf hamster today!It was supposed to be Kecik's playmate.The hamster was supposed to role around in the plastic ball and Kecik was supposed to run after it.What happened instead was Kecik somehow managed to get the hamster place opened and he almost ran off with the hamster in his mouth.The hamster is a female and she still remains un-named :p

Happy birthday,Shu!I hope you like your present! ^_^ I might need more time on your birthday card coz it is still a work in progress.Happy birthday!

Happy be-Early Birthday,Foxburr-san!

Went to the mosque last night.A kid lead the Tarawikh prayers.I like how he read the Quranic verses but my mum found him a bit too slow.It was fun though eventhough it was just Shu,mum and I.Tonight,Shu took Azim and Rashid along.I had a horrible tummy ache.Actually,its been hurting since yesterday.

Went to the mall to get Shu's birthday present.We were actually browsing for a pair of knee-high boots for me.We also found ourselves in a soundproof room singing to random songs at the karaoke cube thingy.It's funner there compared to the place where we went the other day.

Kecik's been home today.FINALLY!I haven't seen that little dude for a few days.He looked a bit down in the dumps but it didn't matter.At least he's home.My aunt asked how the hell he got so big (and still maintains the name Kecik!) He seems sleek but he weighs so much more than the other cats in the house.

hooba noobie!

Frabbit!
Shoo flee!
Hahahahahahahaaaaa!!!!!!!
Shu said that I could start to sound like a sim these days!With a bit more effort in pronounciations,I should be able to at least get a bachelor's degree in Simlish.Then,I can make millions of Simoleons (without having to press ctrl+shift+c)
^_^
Soor Soor!

nanoparticles and what nots

Shu and I finally went to watch G.I. Joe:The Rise of Cobra.It turned out to be pretty good.In fact,it gave me better ideas.Dangerous but brilliant ideas.CGI aside,the line-up of actors were pretty good.Ray Park (Snake Eyes) and Saïd Taghmaoui (Breaker) were awesome!Like AWESOME awesome!Let's not forget Mr. Levitt's awesome performance as Cobra Commander.

*I had always opted for Cobra over the Joes since I was little!

Anywho,I realized that I am so into off-shoulder tops.Got one yesterday.Shu insisted on getting me that tube short dress today.I did try it on a couple of days ago but when I decided to buy the dress,the shop was already closed :p

morticia

Haha!

My dad always relates me to that character coz I lurve dark,smokey eye make-up and I lurve wearing black.Shu's mum got a set of outfit tailored for me.She said it was for what ever occassion I might go to.My mum thinks it looks awesome and she was thinking of having me wear it on the reception day itself.The sleeves were executed nicely,looking like Morticia's sleeves on her black dress.I think it's preeeeeeeeeteeeeeeee ^_^ It fits me perfectly too!

As Shu was helping me get out of my recent depression episode,he decided to take me out and about shopping.Actually,I told him that I wanted to go shopping and so he decided to take me.We were hopping from one mall to another since about 11am this morning.We came across some dresses and tops.Shu liked this one dress I tried on and he wanted to get me.Being me,I told me I wanted to have a look around the rest of the place first.By the time I decided I wanted that dress,the shop was closed :/ We'd probably go back there sometime this week to get it.

I know,FidZy in a dress.What are the odds?????

Well,I recently realized that I have been wearing the same clothes since my teenage years and some of them really don't look presentable.Not presentably decent to some extent.Mostly Emo Punk Rock-ish.I just thought of not entirely change my style but try out new things ;)

We are still trying to figure out when and how we are going to get that bed of our dreams.We finally went to the store where the bed we saw is sold at and the bed looks and feels just as we expected it to.It is perfect.Seriously,I don't think we'd wanna get anything else for our house.That bed is THE BED.No outdated furnitures or whatever thingys.Just that bed in the center of the lounge.Haha!Problem is,we might have problems getting a place to temporarily store it.Hmm.......

Anywho,we discovered Shu's hidden talent at the game arcade today.He's good with that Japanese drumming game thingy.My coordinations are just messed up.He's so good with it that he got really tired of having to finish up the rest of the game.Several rounds of songs.I got eliminated from the very beginning.I totally sucked!

I dragged Shu into one of those karaoke cubicle thingy coz he's never been to one.We only sang 3 songs and we were laughing our heads off.Singing boyband (ahem!) songs is funny and sometimes weird but fun to do.

Oh yeah,I was out with Tasha for a drink a while ago.Her school closed down coz of the recent pendemic virus attack.Strange,my campus have people with extremely strong immunity that there are no precautional close down required.Anywho,Tasha and I did lots of catching up.I was updating her with loads of stuff.She now realizes that Shu and I are both mad.Only when we are together.Still,she didn't really like Shu when she first met him back when she was only 9 or 10 years old.Damn!Now,she's 17!Shu thought she was married for God's sake!Hahaha!Wait till he sees her latest image!

Kecik spent the whole of last night sleeping with me in my room on MY TATAMI!!!!!He actually got kicked out from Azim's room by Shu coz he kept stepping onto Azim's butt and he was literally walking all over Shu.The cats living in my house have somehow gotten the idea that they are not pets but are part of the family as household.That doesn't give them the right to choose the food they want to eat or be picky about where they sleep.Still,they just do it and they get away with it whether we realize it or not :/

pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

-Sum41-

bleak

Spiritually speaking,I've been down in the dumps these days.I can't bring myself to talk much to anyone except Shu,of course,who is also not up for anything these days.It's weird coz we have so much to do but we just cannot bring ourselves to actually do it.

Kamal came by today with his new guitar.Les Paul copy,sunburst yellowish brown,one piece by Craftman.It's really nice and the sustainability is better.So much better.He wanted a test run at it by going jamming tonight.Can't do that since Rashid has a jamming session with Rustic Rose tonight.Shu,Rashid,Ash,Kamal and I ended up listening to Kamal playing his new 6-strings on the house amplifier.Oh yeah,he also traded in his toasted floor pedal with a new one FOC.

*I must have a look at this music store he's been telling us about!*

Anyways,Shu managed to get Kamal onto the field at the park today for a little rugby match.2 other kids joined us along with Ash.The game didn't last very long coz everyone got tired after a while.Shu and I ended up shooting hoops later on and we headed home when it started raining again.

BTW,here's a pic of Aimi's completely wrecked car from the accident some weeks ago........

I'll cover this to let my inner thoughts be heard

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

medical check-ups

My sister spent hours over at the hospital nearby last night.She was supposed to get a confirmation whether or not she is a positive influenza A H1N1 case.It turns out that hospitals have a standard test to see if one has influenza A but no guarantees for H1N1.That could mean that Naim has been quarantined due to withdrawal effect of cigerettes since he's been trying to quit smoking.

picnic@Kemensah Village

Shu wanted to take me out today and he didn't tell me where we were going coz he said it was supposed to be a surprised.First,he pre-ordered some food from De Templer in Taman Melati early this morning.Then,he drove us both there later at about 2pm.I was totally blown away coz I did say some days ago that I wanted to eat chinese cooking.

Later on,he told me that he doesn't really know where exactly the location of our next destination was at coz he just discovered it last night.On some dude's blog online.He took a turn into the Zoo Negara entrance and we kept driving up the road.

On our way there,he finally told me that he wanted to have a picnic by the river at one of the chalets in the village.It was awesome.I lurved the place and I lurved the hut we had lunch at.We also went into the river for a bit.Shu's plan was to go to the ATV Adventure Park up the hill not far from where we were at.

We packed up our things and headed up the road.Unfortunately,the place was closed.Well,not exactly closed.No one was around when we got there.There was an albino rabbit in a cage and that was the only living thing there.We got to see the entire collection of ATVs though.And,I used the washroom.

Shu's plan B was to head over to Petaling Street which we did go to after realizing that there was no way we could have contacted anyone there at the office since we couldn't get any signals at all.At about 4pm,we were on the road heading towards KL.

It was drizzling and I was semi-wet from the river splashing session.Shu was completely soaked in the river but he managed to change into some dry clothes before the drive to KL.

We walked around for a few hours in KL.Then,we saw some dudes in uniforms walking towards the crowded area in the street.I think they were from DBKL.Then,we saw some police officers and there was a police tow truck.They really scared the shit outta people who parked along the roads.Most of them managed to get into their cars in time and drove off.One car was left unattended to so the police took it.

Shu and I actually stood around to watch coz we were curious to see such things live in action.Hahahahaha!

Kecik's front right leg is slightly injured.He was limping when we saw him at home later today.

igauan

Fei Mao was caught mengigau one afternoon as Shu and I were watching TV.We were in the lounge and she was on the single seat.Asleep.Suddenly,out the blues,she screamed.Shu and I were shocked at first coz she was asleep.Then,we started laughing out loud when we realized that she must have accidentally screamed out from a nightmare or something coz she looked a bit puzzled when she realized that Shu and I were looking at her.

cookin' out:making buah melaka

Mum helped Shu and I make buah melaka today.I lurve those things but I often get annoyed by the ones sold at the warungs coz the dough is too much and I can hardly taste the gula melaka.So,I intended to make some on my own.

Shu and I spent the afternoon making them good old buah melaka.With the help of my mum,of course.

rugby in the park

Yesterday's day at the park really wore me out.Everytime we go to the park,Shu and I would take the rugby ball with us in case the wind is too strong to play badminton,we'd toss and kick the rugby ball instead.I'd usually tell Shu to kick as high and as far as he can and I'd run for the ball.It's kinda like playing fetch.I just love running for the ball and picking it up without fumbling over.

Yesterday,Azim joined us and another guy whose been watching us play joined in.This dude usually plays basketball with the other kids at the basketball court.Sometimes,he'd join my dad play badminton.Yesterday,he asked us how to play rugby and eventually joined us.We need another 2 people to join us to enable us to have 3 on a team to play rugby touch at the very least.

quarantined

Naim called my sister early this morning saying that he's been quarantined for showing positive signs of H1N1.There goes his party tonight.Meanwhile,the rest of us here at home would have to get ourselves checked as well coz Naim was here last night.

anti-fungal wash for Kecik

That bottle of anti-fungal shampoo I got for Kecik yesterday was expensive!It better work!Of course,cleaning Kecik up is one helluva job!He was very upset to get locked up the washroom with me for about 15 minutes but I needed to get it done.It's for his own good.

UNITEN has declared the entire week off.Shu said that there was about 70 cases of students and staff being quarantined at the Pahang campus.The Bangi campus closed down as a pre-caution step as well as getting the schedule synchronized with the Pahang campus.

I am coming down with a fever.I think it's coz I was cleaning up Kecik this afternoon and I got all soaked.

Went to see some apartments for sale in BSD with my folks and Aunty Intan and Aunty Amy today.We dropped by at Aunty Gillian's place and Rynna happened to be at home.I haven't seen that girl since before she got pregnant.Now,her kid is already a year old.She was suprised to hear that I am getting married.She was laughing with me about how I am not the serious relationship type.When I said that I'm engaged to Shu,she asked about the washroom incident.Strange,people seem to remember that incident.God knows how many people I've accidentally blurted it out to!

Anywho,that was a very random visit and we actually sat down and talked for a bit.She said that she's bored coz her son is in Terengganu with her husband and her in-laws and it's her first time being away from her kid.

no regrets

Shu asked if I'd wanna go to the MTV World Stage Malaysia and I said no.I think gone are the days when I'd go to every damn gig or show or concerts.Of course,if he wants to go I'd go with him but I won't go coz I want to.Not anymore.

It's amazing what a year could do.I'm probably interested in doing my own thing now.I'd write songs if anything comes up.I'd draw if I have something in mind.I still like designing stuff once in a while.I like decorating in general.Haha!

A lot of things come back to me once in a while as I clear up stuff in my room.I'd remember incidents or events.Sometimes,I'd laugh or smile by just looking at those things.I don't miss them but I'm glad to have come across such things coz it brought me here to where I am now.

I like where I am now and I am probably looking for more new things to come ^_^

Vampires & Werewolves Inc.

I am stuck at the computer again.This time it's all about running a movie studio.Things like these are addictive especially when you have nothing to do.

My weekdays would be waiting for Shu to finish classes and then we'll hangout or something.Sometimes,I'd follow him to campus and we'd hangout in between classes.I was just telling him how strange this has all been for me coz I should be busy but I am stuck with absolutely nothing to do instead.

My sister brought a friend home last weekend named Tharish.She's a singer songwriter and she's an Aquarian.We had a long chat at the dining table about the songs that we write and the songs that we like.She played me the song she wrote called Voices.The words are beautiful and she has a very unique voice.Her songs should be accompanied by keyboards and violins and cellos.

I've been on the treadmill.That thing can kill me coz it's so addictive yet it could wear me out within minutes.

pix!

Festival Seni UNITEN

Shu told me about it and we went to check it out yesterday.Saw one of his junior classmates performing on an Indian musical instrument called a Tabla.The dude played alongside a solo keyboard.It was awesome.

I tried playing a Gamelan instrument called a Gambang.One guy taught us how to read the notes which were basically numbers.The trick was to use both hands and making sure that both hands hit the right note.Not as easy as it sounds.

We stopped by at a booth covered with prints in brown.The booth was all about the Fiji Islands.The guy at the booth told us about the weapons which were mostly clubs.We learned how to fully utilize the club coz each side of the club serves a different function.Usually,the head of the victim goes to the chief of the tribe (to be eaten of course) while the rest of the body goes to the tribe.Then,we looked at a whole bunch of necklaces.Some were made of boar tusks.Some were made of sea shells.The coolest thing I learned from the guy at the booth was about the tribal art and how they were made and who makes them and where they come from.The guy also explained how the inks made from mangrove trees produces different shades of brown depending on the duration of time you leave it to boil.One long sheet of clothe made from a tree bark was taken out and wrapped around Shu.The guy said that the color of the sheet indicates that the person wearing it is of royal blood and the shade of the color indicates where he comes from.How cool is that?!

Next,Shu and I stopped by at the Saudi Arabian booth.Shu picked up a sword just to see how heavy it was.We were given dates and some Arabian Coffee which we burnt both our tongues.The coffee was nice though.Very mild.Like tea.

The people at the Yemen booth were quite happy to see us.They even let us try out their costumes and had our pictures taken.Their daggers are awesome and very handy.

Kecik looked so bored so I took him for a ride

Qarim may be right.Kecik does have that longing for an adventure look.He'd get bored easily and he's always begging for Shu and I to take him along whenever we leave in the morning.

Anywho,being the troublemakers like we are,Shu and I almost got busted in UNITEN today.He didn't have his I.D. on and I didn't have a visitor's pass.I sat in his class and became his study buddy today.I also drove him around coz his left knee is injured from yesterday's accident during the rugby game we had.

I am so trying out the new Sims 3!

we do singing telegrams now?

Since when?Will we get paid?Hello?Where's Mr. Band Manager?!

I am still recovering by the way........Not sure if singing is a good idea anytime soon.........

Prince Court Medical Center,KL

Aimi was transferred there from Ampang Putri.She was told that she could leave but Shu's parents weren't so sure if that was a good idea coz she probably needs to be supervised still.Sure enough,she did need more help.Last night,she said that her whole body was in pain and today,she couldn't eat anything coz she kept throwing up.Mum said maybe it was the meds she's been on since the accident.

Apart from all that and the fact that she was exhausted when I went to see her a while ago,she's fine.Her husband (Nizar) and her baby (Irham) were there along with Shu's folks.Nizar seemed like he still had dissatisfactions with the dudes who got Aimi into this.The thing is,nothing can be done (insurance and stuff) until the driver of the other vehicle gets out from the hospital and writes a seperate report plus his confession for being guilty.

Later on,Shu's parents took Irham to Shu's other sister's house.Shu and I sent them there and then we picked up Hana (Shu's first sister's daughter) and all of us went out for dinner.Later on,Kak Long (Shu's first sister) joined us.I had fun talking to Shu's dad.He was asking me about my plans in the future.He seemed surprised to hear that I am planning to go away from my family.He asked me what my folks think of it.My folks (mum especially) wants us all to go away.

After that,Shu and I took our time driving around KL before heading home ^_^

Shu is fast asleep now.He's been up all day since morning.

more than just luck

Aimi (Shu's sister) got into an accident yesterday morning on the DUKE highway as she was on her way to work.It was a VERY BAD accident but she survived.Two guys in a Satria were tailgating her and as she moved to the slow lane,the Satria drove too close and accidentally hit the tail of her car.

Aimi's car flipped forward and then hit the wall on the left side of the road and then rolled over ending up with all four wheels on top.LUCKILY,she DID NOT have her baby in the car with her.LUCKILY,her rear window was broken and gave her enough space to crawl out from the completely wrecked vehicle.LUCKILY,she did NOT pass out so she managed to get out of the car quickly.LUCKILY,she drives a HONDA CITY.The airbag saved her life.If it was any Malaysian car,the driver would have ended up dead.

She is currently admitted at a hospital in KL.Shu said she's quite stabil now.I was told that she has a huge cut from one side above her nose to the other side above her lips.Shu said her lips were swollen yesterday.I'm planning to go see her tonight just to see how she is.Thank God,her husband did NOT take the offer to go offshore in Vietnam so he's around to keep her company.

I,on the other hand,am sick.My immunity system is super low these days.I have a swollen tonsil and a slight flu.No,it's not influenza A or anything like that.My mum keeps telling me to take supplementaries like Cod Liver Oil and some vitamins.Why not,more pills!

I spent the weekend having to share my tatami with my sister.That alongside the fact that she also shared my comforter and my pillow.I spent sleepless nights getting her elbow and her hand off my face and sometimes,I'd wake up from the shocking cold surface of the tile floor.

mangkuk ayuns and idiots

I just asked if Qarim would have wanted to drive the car and he declined the offer.He's not that interested in driving anyways.Well,I know one very good reason why he doesn't even wanna try.We are stuck with a bunch of people whom only know how to drive but don't have a clue about what signal lights and lines on the roads are for.

For example,I never knew that many people are still anal about stopping at junctions.Most of these creatures who fall under the category of idiots would just zoom out of junctions into the main road.And after pulling such stunts,they'd drive extremely slow on the road and later on just turning into a tiny road absent mindedly<---without any signals indicating that they were about to do so.

Also,there are other types of creatures from the lowest part of the food chain who would park at a turning.One very good example would be those who'd park at the turning near Devi's Corner of TTDI.Buses would have to take up space from the lane(s) from the opposite direction just to turn into the lane.If ever these buses were to scratch of simply run into any of these cars,they would probably make the headlines of tomorrow's newspapers.Most of these cars are expensive cars.Too expensive that they cannot afford to pay for proper parking spaces.Then again,maybe they just cannot bring themselves up to walk a few meters to the restaurant.

Other insignificant but annoying assholes would just park at tiny turning,leaving very little space for other cars to pass.There was one silly fella who double parked outside a parking lot with the words KHAS printed in yellow on the ground of that lot.It was way pass office hours :/ and it definitely WAS NOT a fire hydrant.

please contact Naim for more info

Naim is selling off his Les Paul copy Santa Cruz AND the hardcase.Both for MYR700++ Please leave a comment with your contact number and I'll get Naim to call you......or something.......

*I kinda like his guitar........hurm...........*

more collisions

I was totally blown away a couple of years back when I foundout that LinZy's friends and probably some family members are associated or was associated with people whom I know from my end of the world.Then,when I met Shu and he told me that he is friends with some people in TTDI,I was surprised to find out that these dudes are kids from my school.We used to be schoolmates.Tonight,when Shu and I went over to Dan's house (next to where I used to live) Shu told me that one of the guys coming out from Dan's place looked familiar.He totally knew the guy!The dude is Eno's batchmate back in school.I was totally spooked when I heard Dan mentioning the name Clone.Clone is Shu's best buddy since his days in KYSM.It turns out that Clone and Dan and that dude we met at Dan's place were all together in the states to study.

Strange little world I live in...........

zusammen

When I was Ili's engagement ceremony a couple of years ago,I kept thinking what it was that made her change and what it was that made her want to be there where she was on the road to spending the rest of her life with that guy she was getting engaged with at the time.Now,being here where I am,I cannot explain why I want to do this.All I know is that I want to and that I am happy to be here-on my way to spending my entire life with Shu.

A few years back,I was far from deciding a date for my wedding.Everyone (myself included) thought I'd probably be the last one to tie the knot.Some people still cannot absorb the fact just yet and everytime we talk about it,they'd have a hard time believing that I am old enough to do this.

Gemok's ultimate escape.........

She didn't get very far though.Just under my neighbour's car next door.I have no idea how or when she got there but this morning,she couldn't get back coz she still hasn't recovered.Every morning,I'd hear her scream downstairs coz Kak Yah would give her meds before letting her into my room.She hates being carried around and she hates taking medications.She'd usually be all grumpy when she enters my room but after a while,she'd get over it and fall asleep.

RadioEdit:Band update

We'll begin recording by the 26th (INSYALLAH) if all goes well.The drill,of course,will be recording the drums first.We have yet to have another band meeting ASAP since we still haven't figured out which song to record FIRST and how we're gonna get Rashid to play to a live recording of our songs.

Still a work in progress.

Yumi suggested we'd record Mental Vacation first.Not a bad choice actually.......

sneak preview........hahahahaha!!!!!!

I got engaged yesterday (July 19th 2009)!Loads happened.There were a whole lot of FIRST TIMES such as what I did to my hair and what I wore and what I had on and stuff.I didn't have time to blog about it yesterday coz I was dead tired by the time I was by myself.Also,I had class this morning so I needed the sleep.

I have to keep in mind that yesterday was the first and shall be the last time I'm ever using liquid eyeliners.Black liquid eyeliners and mascara!My aunt and my sister couldn't make up their minds about what color my lips should have been so they kept putting on lisptick and lip liners and then erased it and started over.I think they did it for about 3 times.

OMFG!I so got my hair curled!With a curling thong,of course.The typical blow drying method could never work.My hair was first straightened and then curled.Don't think I'd wanna do that again.It was fun while it lasted though.

Ili came and I was so glad and surprised to see her.Ash was nice enough to come help us clean the house and all.He was scrubbing the porch for God sakes!Eventually,he was appointed as the photographer.LinZy,Yumi and Maj turned up later in the night.Thanks!I wasn't sure if I was allowed to invite anyone coz I'm always kept outside of discussions.....so sorry for not inviting you guys officially.

The negotiations went on pretty quick.Shu's family arrived at 2:30pm.Before 3pm,everything was settled.All of Shu's sisters and brother were present.Also,Shu's uncle and aunt and all their kids (Hafiz,Fakhri and Ikhwan and their other 3 younger siblings) My aunts and grandma drove from JB.My other aunts were already at my place in the morning.My uncle had been helping out since the night before.Aunty Intan,Farah and Aunty Gina had helped so much.Aunty Intan and Farah did all the hantaran while Aunty Gina made the cupcakes.A whole lot of other people helped in as well like Kak Ti and Kak Yah.My sister and Naim.Oh yeah!My nephew and my tiny cousins came too ^_^

It was pretty weird coz usually when the house is all cleared up for kenduris and stuff,my tiny cousin and I would be the ones to wrestle and play and run around the carpeted floor.It was also weird coz up till the time I had to get dress,it felt as though I was still part of the clean up crew like I usually would be.I had a blast.

More pictures shall be posted up soon ;)
Enjoy the sneak previews........thanks to Ash!