babysitting

Funny.Considering the fact that I don't even have a baby.I do but he's obviously not a homosapien.Hah!

Kecik is just a few days away from having that cone collar removed from his neck.I'm just making sure that he's comfy so I'm always trying to do what he wants like giving him a scratch at spots he can't reach on his body.Giving him a good chin rub till he falls asleep.I even let him sleep in my room these days.I just want him to know that we're not doing this to hurt him.I don't care if he hates the vet but I hope he knows that we (Shu and I and even my folks and Kak Yah) are doing the best we can in trying to show him some love.

Ghost aka Snow Bear is altogether another problem.He's too smart for a kitten and it can sometimes annoy me.He's good at opening lids and doors with his paws.He doesn't even have fingers!How the hell does he do such things?!I was afraid if he'd fall into that hole in the kitchen.Its actually a drain hole like the ones in showers where there's a lid on it.Snow Bear is tiny enough to get himself sucked into one of those.

Bedah has shown signs of madness today.More than usual.I caught her biting the metal pipe on her water bottle several times.I have put every damn biteable thing in her home.What more does she need?!

Gemok and my sister were doing the usual cat communication in the room yesterday and then out of nowhere,there was a third mewing coming from the window.It was that cute grey cat whose usually downstairs behind the house asking for food.She lurves my window and she was actually talking to Gemok.That was pretty funny!

Shu's folks stopped by at my house this morning.They had some light breakfast and talked about a few things with my folks and then they left for Terengganu.Shu had gone with them to get a car and some stocks.He should be back by Sunday.I hope they'll all get home safely with the flood and all :/

I know I should be looking for a job now but.........

It's been sometime since Shu and I went out to just lepak.Ok,I know,we always do it but the last couple of days felt so long.It feels like I've been super sick and he's been going back and forth about his business.Today was just plain and simple.We walked around the mall(s) and sat down for cake and some drinks and then carried on walking around again.Managed to get the eye liner in the color I want.I feel pretty much 70% recovered.

Shu drove Kecik to the vet this morning.I was sick and still in bed.He said Kecik had some part of his flesh cut off.He said Kecik was in so much pain that he was literally screaming.I'm glad I wasn't there.I couldn't have been able to hold up.After that,Shu came home waited for me to get up and he took me to the clinic.The doctor took a look at me and I am so thankful that it's nothing serious.I really cannot get myself quarantined again.That would totally suck!

I still don't feel safe being in my room eventhough my dad has gotten the window fixed.I go to bed with a bokken at my side.I have trouble leaving things like my engagement ring and my wallet and cellphone lying around.I don't trust anyone I don't know in TTDI.Especially those so called security home guards.WTF?!Those people are supposed to keep this place safe la konon.Blah la!I feel like they just made this place a whole lot worse.

Yeah,there used to be robberies and break-ins but I think the statistics and hiked up a whole lot eversince these strangers invaded our housing area.They'd go on bikes all around TTDI kononnyer nak tengok2 but I seriously think they are the informers to the people who'd do the dirty work.I know I am being judgmental but I've lived here for about 18 years now and I DEFINITELY know WTF goes on over the years here in TTDI.

I want those people to leave TTDI!

how to tell people to shut the hell up

We can't.It just won't happen.People are sensitive beings and they only think about themselves when they say something.They won't bother about considering how you would feel.And the other thing I've learned about these creatures (people) is that they would always say negative things about you no matter how well you do in life.They always want to say that they are doing better.How could you measure better when you don't even like or care about what they do?

I like doing what ever it is I do.I make decisions when I am sober and if I make a mistake,it is going to be my mistake.Not anyone else's.People also like telling you things that doesn't matter much to you.How do I tell them that I don't care and that they are wasting their time?

So yeah,I have no clue how to tell people to shut the hell up regardless if it is because I do not care about what they are talking about or it's because I don't wanna hear what they have to say.So,I'd say the best thing to do is to avoid them at all causes.That way,we not only save time and energy but save ourselves from going through another one of those boring whatever talks.

hunting for a new laptop......again.......

It's weird how I am not so upset about my laptop getting stolen.I'm just upset that someone broke into our house.I have serious issues about private territories being violated by strangers.Worse,I really hate it when people mess around with my things!

I'mma be on my way to looking for a new laptop (although I really3 lurved mine so I might just get something exactly the same) At the same time,Shu's sister wants the same laptop as the one I lost so we'd probably end up getting 2 laptops.Maybe 3 coz Shu is gonna need a laptop as soon as his business takes off.

I am coming down with a fever.I think.I can't go on looking at what the doctor does to Kecik everytime we go to the vet to get his stitches cleaned.The wound is deep and it looks like Kecik was in an awful lot of pain.Today,Shu followed me to the vet and helped hold down Kecik on the examination table.I couldn't look at Kecik.He was mewing in pain.

My other problem is finding the time to get Ghost aka Snowbear aka Snobe vaccinated.My sister thinks I'm too paranoid about my cats that I am splurging cash on them like their lives depend on it.Actually,it kinda is.Still,my sister told me to stop worrying about the cats and I am having a hard time trying.

I am looking for time to draw or sketch which would probably be possible AFTER I clean up my room which most probably happens day after tomorrow.

I'm just glad that Shu is home.

robbed

My mum,Aunty Intan and I were on the highway heading back to KL from sending Qarim over at Perak when my mum got a call from my dad which sounded like bad news.I was driving at the time so I could only listen.It turns out that there was a break-in.It was our house.My dad went out for dinner with my brothers and my cousins and my aunt and when they got home,the found that 4 out of 5 rooms of the house were all messed up.Some one broke into our house and went through all our things.Here's the worst part.They came in through MY BEDROOM WINDOW.Now,I'm totally scared.I got home and sure,I'm a bit upset that they took my laptop but when I got into my room to get some documents for the investigating officers,I realized that someone knocked down my vampire skull candle holder and all the things in it fell out.What I did not see was that the grill at my window was ripped open and that there was a foot print on Shu's computer monitor AND there was another foot print on my sister's folded mattress.WHAT THE FUCK?!They came in through my window and broke the backdoor at the kitchen to get out.All of my mother's jewelleries from her one and only jewellery box is gone.All the US dollar bils are gone.I'm not sure about my dad's secret cash stash but my laptop was definitely gone.

I'm a bit upset about everything they took coz it's OURS.I am very territorial when it comes to personal belongings :/ and I am VERY disappointed in the security of the neighbourhood.It's quite OBVIOUS that this house we moved into is NOT safe.Well,not as safe as our own house.I also suspect that these so called "security" guards that have recently popped up everywhere with their booths and stuff all over TTDI has something to do with it.I don't like them.Never did.Never will.I don't care if they are guilty or otherwise.I don't feel safe at all.Seriously,who does all the petrolling around the neighbourhood all day?Who knows better than these people about the whereabouts of the people in TTDI?Who the fuck are these people anyways?

My grandmother got mugged in BROAD DAYLIGHT at the traffic light near one of these booths.Don't tell me no one saw what happened to her especially these so called guards.She's old and now she's scared.They broke her God damn car window for crying out loud!

I'm moving away from here.PERIOD!And I don't care if we're gonna breach the contract coz it ain't worth losing our things and sense of security!

customer service annoyance

Azim and I were at the MPH at The Curve today and we spent the longest time looking for notebooks.When we finally got the ones we wanted,we couldn't find any price tags on them.Azim asked the people at the customer service counter for the price and they asked if we could find another book with tags on them.DUH!That was what we did and OBVIOUSLY the books we picked up were the last ones on the shelf.Why would we be there asking for the price if we could have found it out ourselves?

Finally,the MPH staff came to a conclusion whereby the books cannot be purchased.Azim wanted to just steal them (which wasn't a bad idea after all) I ended up filling up a tiny form with my name and cellphone number on it so that they can call me once they have obtained the information on the price of the notebooks.

*sigh*

Qarim,Azim and I ended up at Borders.I ended up getting a book by Amir Muhammad instead.Luckily,I am enjoying the book so my trip out to the mall today wasn't a complete waste.

Kecik took all his pills today with no problems at all.That is quite an achievement!

Yasmin Ahmad's Films by Amir Muhammad

I think the book contains all the thoughts I have about the movies she's made and Amir Muhammad added extra infos on Yasmin Ahmad as herself and what he thought of her which makes me feel as though the world of awesome Malaysian film has come to an end.That's sad really.She made the whole "One Malaysia" simple and easy through her movies which is what the new generation of this current nation need.

I guess at some point,different people have different preferences so not everyone sees the positive in everything which is good at some point coz only then we can see the flaws whether it is in ourselves or in the world we live in.Still,that doesn't give anyone the right to shoot down someone else's ideas just because he/she doesn't share the same principle :/

One thing I realize is that the initial stage of my wanting to start giving Malaysian movies a chance began with Yasmin Ahmad.I may not like them completely (coz some of them really suck) but I guess some local films are cool (and funny!) ;)

bilakah semut api menjadi babi?

When they start biting you insanely like your leg is candy tower!SHIT!This is the 3rd time I got bitten by these insane devils!It turns out that they have their fort extended all the way to my house and now,I cannot stand outside without getting bitten!WTF?!

ITS FUCKING PAINFUL!!!!!

Anywho,I had a weird tiring day today.Was woken up super early by my mum.As much as my sister and I just cannot comprehend hari raya haji,we got ready anyways coz everyone was gonna go visit my grand aunt whom had just been discharged from the hospital last night.She had pneumonia and they had to pump out a whole lot of fluid from her.She's really old and she probably hasn't got any flesh on her anymore.I cannot imagine the pain she had to put up with.

I was supposed to drive my uncle coz he hasn't been so well himself.It turns out that all these years of insomnia he's been going through was caused by a backbone problem.He's been getting treatments from a chiropractor and he has recovered so much eversince the therapies started.Still,he really shouldn't over exert himself too much.

Went to get Kecik from the vet after we got home.He has to wear a cone for at least 10 days coz he can't afford to lick the stitches on his lower tummy.The vet's assistant told me that the wound was deeper than they expected so it's very crucial to take good care of him.I know that as much as I hate seeing Kecik suffer so much in that thing,I'm gonna have to work extra hard in taking good care of him till he recovers.I would feed him with my own hands and carry him around if I have to and I have to make sure he is well fed and I have to keep an eye on him for most of the time.

I'm waiting for Shu to get back.Apart from going over to SPCA,we have loads of other things to do like get the forms from JAWI and we have to figure out if we have to get married earlier in case we wanna move really far away from home.

Mak Mi was here with her brother and niece and mum came over.I was telling them all about Shu wanting to go visit Mak Mi's kampung for a fishing day trip.I also want to learn to cook a couple of dishes from Mak Mi's mum.There is this Javanese way of cooking soh-oon which is so yummilicious.Everytime I go to any kenduri's there,they'd always serve it and everytime they pack some for us to take home,I'll be the one who'd finish it all up ^_^

The thought of fishing for Siakap is awesome but at some point,it does scare me to think that those fish weighs about 5kg each.I don't know if I'm strong enough to take one down.

I had a strange conversation session with my aunties over at my grand aunt's place while the guys went off for Friday prayers.We were talking about cooking and they were asking me for recipes which was weird coz my mum and my grandma and especially my sister never thought I'd get into cooking seriously and now I am and I have learned to cook some dishes.The best part is,unlike those days,the food I cook these days would usually end up being eaten till the very last bit.

The only reason I'd ever want to cook a dish is if Shu likes the food or I like it personally.

SHITTO!

Left Kecik at the vet today.He has a hole on the lower bottom of his belly!His flesh was showing!!!!!I CANNOT ATTEND TO OPEN WOUNDS!Especially on Kecik!Kecik NEVER swallows his pills!There is no way in HELL I am ever trying to give him oral medication ANYMORE!

Getting him all stitched up is the best and only thing to do.Rashid said so.Azim said so.I just want whats best for Kecik.He super hates the vet by now.It's too often that he's there but seriously,he can't possibly blame anyone for it.We're trying to make him better and we do it because we love him.

My uncle and my aunt came today.My sister,Rashid and I sent my uncle home and we had a drink on the way before dropping him off.It's been a while since we last did that sort of thing.We had a long discussion about how worried we all are about Azim in fitting in secondary school life and we had a whole lot of things to say about my dad and his condition.

I can't say much.I can only say that my folks are holding me back from leaving them so far away because I cannot bring myself to doing so.I cannot abandon them and I cannot leave my mother alone in all this mess.I'm gonna wait for Shu to come back and I'm gonna see what his plans are and I wanna try working things out so that everyone can just get comfortable.

I miss Foxburr-san and I want him back ASAP!

:(

TTDI Vet.......AGAIN

My mum told me that Kecik had blood spots on him as I got into the house from shopping with my grandma late this afternoon.We both freaked out so we grabbed Kecik and got into the car and headed to vet.My mum called Dr. Clement just before we left the house to ask if he was in.

I bet he and his assistant,Ann,were laughing at the fact that my mum had been calling the vet ever so often in the past one week.

I was so afraid if Kecik had some infection or something from the surgery.I was worried sick coz right after he got out from the surgery,I left for Terengganu and haven't seen him since then.Loads could have happened eventhough my mum updated me from time to time.

It turned out that the problem wasn't as big and serious as we thought it would be.Kecik just had a boil on the lower part of his tummy.The vet said that Kecik must have got bitten or something and then the wound got infected.Our suspect:Ghost.Kecik hasn't been out so he couldn't have got bitten by some other cats.

Kecik managed to show his drama king side today.He was making noise while the vet was giving him an antibiotic shot.The vet said it wasn't even painful.Kecik wouldn't have felt it.Hahaha!Because Kecik would NEVER swallow down pills given by the vet,I suggested that the vet would give him shots instead.

If Kecik does not recover,we might have to carry on going back and forth to vet till Friday or Saturday :/

Bodo la Kecik.All my other cats do not have this many problems.

home

I'm waiting for Foxburr-san to get back ASAP so that we can go over to SPCA.We have to get that crazy tiny kitten vaccinated.I know that he's been a bit bored ever since Kecik got himself castrated.They used to wrestle with eachother all the time.Maybe Kecik is till in a bit of pain.Maybe Kecik just doesn't want to wrestle anymore.I dunno.

All I know is that Kecik and that crazy kitten are the best of friends.I really don't want them to go separate ways.

Hahaha!

I laugh everytime I think about that time when Shu and I were walking in the rain meredah banjir on the way to his house from the surau.He kept cursing at the kids who went around near us on motorbikes or bicycles coz everytime they pass by water would splash at us from their wheels.Everytime he cursed,he'd sound like a real Pak Cik.It was really funny!

flew on the ATR 72 and survived.I'm liking it ^_^

Just before the plane landed,I forgot that my destination was NOT the international airport.Haha!

The flight was good.A bit noisy coz of the propellers.(The ATR 72 does NOT run on turbine engines like a typical 737)

Spent most of my time crying during flight.Forgot about the fact that I was flying (coz I hate flying).

I am missing Shu already.I can still hear his niece's voice screaming.I can still feel the freezing cold air back in Terengganu.It's the monsoon season!All about endless rain WITHOUT lightning!I lurved it to bits!<---the rain and all.

Shu said I could return when it's all sunny and we can go to other places which were closed during the monsoon season.

I cannot believe Shu,Azura(Shu's sister) and I were making Buah Melaka in the kitchen the other night.I usually feel weird cooking in other people's homes.

I enjoyed the visits to the markets like Pasar Payang and Chabang Tiga.I met a bunch of cats there (especially at the market areas) I met 2 cats who were super fat (pregnant).

Shu squished a tiny baby frog on the steps to one of the miniature mosques.

I almost touched a Siput Babi on our way up to Bukit Puteri.

Shu's folks actually took the trouble to get me loads of homemade keropoks which cannot be found elsewhere in Terengganu.How awesome is that?!I had to bring home an extra bag just for those!Can't wait to fry them tomorrow morning ;)

My cats (and hamster) are probably glad to have me back.Maybe its coz they won't have to face my sister and her strange love hate thingy for them :/

5 days passed like a hours.I enjoyed myself a lot.

Thanks,baby!

I love you! XOXO

Taman Tamadun Islam Monumental Park

The weather today is so much better than the last couple of days.There was a wee bit of sun in the morning and a little rain and sunlight and rain in the afternoon.Shu and I decided to just go ahead and pursue our journey through TTI.We had tried a couple of times but the moment we step foot at that place,rain just starts pouring down like we're not meant to go there.Bodo betol!

Anyways,we went there today and it was so much fun ^_^ It felt like we were walking and walking and walking.We actually spent about 3 hours there.We were quite lucky coz our first attempt was a success but we had to leave after a few minutes coz we had an emergency.When we came back,we were prepared to pay for another pass but the people at the counter recognized us and let us in again FREE!

Our last stop before leaving the park was the indoor gallery.There were booths for customizing art pieces and we could paint a batik piece ourselves!I did that and it was so much fun!I hate painting on paper coz I just suck at it but painting on a piece of cloth batik style is so different and awesome!

I've had a blast staying here in the last couple of days.I'm trying to get a flight back home tomorrow night coz my folks want me to spend Aidil Adha at home.

*BUT THE WEATHER IS JUST GETTING BETTER!!!!!*

Nevermind.I can always come back here and teman Foxburr-san later in the future ^_^ I know that Kecik and Fei Mao have been waiting around my room for me so I'd better get home.

P.S.:I love you,baby! <3

banjir

It literally translates the word "flood".It's my first time experiencing it.Shu's home is near the river and it turns out that because of some construction happening downstream which results to narrowing down the river path,the river upstream would have some clogging up problems and that eventually results to over flow and it would coz flooding.

Shu's dad woke him up this morning to move the cars to the surau parking lot nearby coz the water level had gone up to the road.The water level was almost knee high and I think some houses were flooded.It's not a pretty sight.I cannot imagine how the owners whose houses have completed sunk under about a meter of water feel.

It's not clear,clean water that floods the area so everytime we wanna go to the cars at the surau we'd have to fold up our pants above the knees to walk through the water slowly.My mum is totally worried but I'm ok.I like water.It gets cold sometimes but the water is good.

I am a bit scared of what's gonna happen in a couple of hours time should the water starts flooding the house.Shu's dad estimates that we should start moving things upstairs at about 3am later.SO.......we just have to be prepared.

Shu's mum isn't so happy about the thought of the house getting flooded.She just did the flooring and the kitchen area.We were told that the last time this happened was back in 86.Nobody expected this to happen.Obviously,that means no one is prepared.With enough warnings,I did mentally prepare myself for this.Not that I expected or anticipated it to happen.

I hope Kecik and Fei Mao are alright at home.Mum called me up and told me that those 2 cats have been sitting at my room door and making a lot of noise even when the room door was opened.She said they expected me to come out and get them :( I will do that as soon as I get home........which is........most probably on either Tuesday evening or Wednesday morning.

I can't possibly get on an airplane in this weather.The planes probably wouldn't take off on time anyways.

P.S.: I love you,baby! >.<

why on earth would you wanna do that?

I spent almost an entire night talking to my sister and her friend who was assumed to have slept over but later on left at about 3am some days ago.It was funny coz our conversation started off with me trying to figure out a way to convince my folks to let me go to Terengganu with Shu for a few days.Then,other topics fell in and out as we talked through the blackout and past midnight.

My sister had always been known to be doing things behind her boyfriend's back.It's not something I am ok with but it happens ever so often that I am done trying to talk some sense into her.Her friend,on the other hand,was someone whom I thought would have been someone who'd be completely faithful to her partner but instead doing something very VERY similar to what my sister does on a regular basis.

The thing is,WHY?Why cheat when you have a completely stable partner?Why cheat when you don't wanna do the right thing (which is letting go of your current relationship) and go on with your "other" relationship.Then again,why CHEAT at all?I asked my sister and her friend if they believe in karma and if they might have just figured out that one day they might just get what they deserve and by then,it would be too late for them to have the chance to repent.

It was a very strange conversation and I usually don't discuss such things with my sister coz like I said earlier,she just won't change.

ANYWHO.........I got up early this morning.Shu told me to skip shower and just brushed my teeth and wash my face and we headed off to a place near the beach for some nasi dagang.Then,we sat by the beach with the wind blowing so strong in our faces for a bit and then we went home to take a bath.

In spite of the rain pouring every now and then,we made our way to the State Museum.Managed to jump onto the tramp for an outdoor tour before making our way into the museum itself.I had a blast but there was this one part of the museum where they kept dead animals like fishes and snakes in jars and aquariums which totally spooked me out.I would have taken photos but we weren't allowed to take our camera into the museum so we'd sometimes snap photos with my cellphone.I was really spooked out by the Oar Fish and the tiny whale-looking like a dugong thingy and what appeared to look like a dolphin.

SHIT!

I had a blast.When we were on our way back to the house,we couldn't get through the road to the house coz the strong wind blew off a tree which fell onto the electric cables blocking the road.To kill time,we turned around and headed off to Pasar Payang to do some shopping.I got this really cute tee for 8 bux!

Pulau Rusa,Kuala Terengganu

We left home at about 8am this morning.The drive was slow.Just Shu and I and the open road........erm.......uphill road to Karak Highway.It was kinda funny coz I was falling asleep and Shu was all psyched eventhough he didn't get much sleep the night before.

We had breakfast at a Petronas petrol station somewhere near Janda Baik.Our journey was almost northbound later on.It felt like such a long morning coz it was cold and misty and towards Pahang,it drizzled a little.The major shower came when we were in Kemaman.We could hardly see the car ahead of us.

We stopped by at Kelulut coz Shu said that was the place my folks stopped by to main air laut on their way back from Shu's sister's wedding last year.We couldn't get out of the car coz it was still sorta raining.There were a whole bunch of kerbaus and one of them actually stopped the traffic flow by crossing the road slowly.

We stopped at Batu Buruk.Had some sate ikan and took a look around.It was windy and the waves were high.Higher than normal according to Shu.Got our jeans wet coz we accidentally went into the sea.Shu tried to find a place for us to have a drink before heading to his home but all the shops were closed.Shu's mum said it might be because of the rain.Usually the shops would still be open even on Fridays.

We arrived at Shu's house not entirely drenched but somewhat soaked and cold.I was freezing.Shu's sister,Azura is around.She just gave birth to a baby boy and she had been here eversince.I've been hanging around with her daughter Elisha.Shu said that the little girl had been looking for a new person to hang on to and I am her next target.Haha!

Sayonara people!

I'mma be on my way to Terengganu tomorrow morning.Shu will be driving.Hopefully we'll both get enough sleep tonight.I have no idea what my sister said to my mum but she let me go anyways.KOOLNESS!!!!!!

Shu really wanted me to go off for the holidays with him and I am so psyched that we're finally getting down to doing it.I hope I have packed enough clothes.I hope I won't forget anything.I hope Kecik and Ghost and Bedah and Fei Mao will be alright in the next few days without Shu and I.

Kecik finally got castrated today.My dad had enough of him pissing all around the house marking his territory and stuff so he told me that if I didn't do anything about it,he was gonna kick Kecik out of the house.That was harsh!Kecik is family,dude!I did send out warnings to everyone at home telling them to keep their room doors closed and stuff.

*sigh*

Dr. Clement (the vet) was quite amused with my mums phone calls to his office saying that I am all cried out over Kecik's castration.Shu and I were so afraid of going through the procedure coz it could change Kecik's overall personality.Dr. Clement said that he won't change much if we maintain the bond or relationship we've had with Kecik like we always had.

I hope Kecik will be alright.Ghost was so happy to see him and he kept jumping onto Kecik's head.We had a hard time trying to keep Ghost at bay coz he really likes Kecik.Kecik is just tired,I think.He hasn't eaten a bite of all the food I gave him.He didn't even take a sip of water :/

hey everywhuuun!

I really am addicted to watching make up tutorial vidz on youtube and this particular dude who goes by the username petrilude is super awesome with dramatic professional make up whose done awesome halloween make up.

Speaking of which,I tried out some dramatic make up myself........

Haha!I absolutely LURVE the red contact lenses!

Anywho,I played for a quick 2-songs slot over at Artista tonight.It was kinda fuhney coz I was totally NOT PREPARED and I was spacing out in the last couple of days.I was practically practicing different songs and played totally different songs but it's ok.

I enjoyed myself but not enough coz we had to leave before Tabloid played.Their slot was late and Rashid needed to get home.An Honest Mistake totally rawked out the place!I lurve their heavy songs.The first dudes who played were awesome too......I just didn't quite understand what they were saying but I liked the songs anyways.

I really,REALLY,REALLY wanna go to Terengganu!I wanna learn to make keropok lekors and nasi dagang and go to Kenyir and Redang Island :( NAK JUGAK PEGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i-socks,Berjaya Timesquare,KL

I lurve that place!That company has several shops actually and today,Shu and I got the passport to enter the members only zone and there were loads of awesome stuff sold there at that particular shop.Very J-Rock and Lolita Goth but I lurve the stuffs there.Especially the dresses!Those pretty well executed lolita dresses.Very VERY pretty!Me likey!

Shu ended up getting himself a shirt and he got me those red contact lenses I've always wanted.It's funny and a bit painful when I first got those lenses on but after a while,the felt comfy.The funny thing is,my pupils are bigger than the hole in the center of the contacts so I could somewhat see the red colors in the corner of my eyes.

When I first put them on,Shu got pretty spooked out.In fact,everyone else at home got a little spooked out by the color of my eyes.I like them.They are perfect and I am so getting more soon!Oh yeah,the other cool thing about that shop we went to was that the contact lenses we got were sold so much cheaper than the other shop we went to some months ago and both shops were selling the same thing.

I lurve those lenses!!! ^_^

And to think that the original plan was to go look for a top hat in Sungei Wang Plaza :/ Oh well,we had a pretty good time and we did each get the things we needed ;)

La Senza,One Utama

Shopping at that place was quite an experience.I have never bought anything from that store but my sister goes there every year to get some stuff.Today,she dragged me along coz there was this so called sale and she kept saying that we should go get something and in the end we did.

It was quite annoying having to go in and out of the fitting room coz it's not like trying clothes on so I got irritated after a while but the salesgirl insisted that I tried every single thing I picked up coz the sizes may vary and each cutting might not fit the same way.She was right.I got 2 bras with different sizings.My sister threw in a couple of underwears to match the bras.

That was quite an experience but it's definitely something I do not want to do again anytime soon.

I think I've had quite enough of waking up superlate that by the time I'm about to have breakfast,people are preparing for tea time!

I am gonna get up early tomorrow and see if I can get into more trouble than I could ever imagine ;)

Shu invited me over to his place in Terengganu coz he wants to take me around to the hangout places there.He invited my sister to come along and she totally jumped at the word 'island'!

Still.........I have to prepare for the upcoming open mic on Wednesday night.Shu booked me a slot and my sister said Naim is gonna try for a slot for the very first time.AWESOMENESS!!!!!

hopping

Got up super late one day and I got super hungry.Shu took me to Mutiara Damansara for brunch.Then,we made a quick drive through the Damansara Perdana shop lots coz he's looking for lot for business real soon.Actually,I'm part of his upcoming plan but I'm not gonna talk about that now...........SO!We got some numbers and one agent responded positively to his phone call and we went to see the lot.It was nice and big and the place was made up really well.I liked it but it might not be perfect for the business we're gonna run.........Later on,we stopped by at the Suzuki showroom and Shu made me testdrive the Swift.The car is nice!It runs on a timing chain NOT a timing belt.And no,it's not noisy.In fact,the size of the car and everything is perfect.The only problem is they do not have it in manual transmission which means I am gonna have to drive an automatic transmission should I decide to get one soon :/ DAMN IT!

world behind my wall by Tokio Hotel

kisah dua mangkuk

<---yang ini,namanyaGhost.Patutnyer dipanggil GILER sebab dia memang tak tau nak dok diam.
<---Yang ini pulak namanya Kecik.Nak jadi gangster kampung la konon.Sekarang nih,kaki kanan belakang dia dah berlubang and bengkak and berdarah skit.Tak tau la apa jadi tapi yang pasti,kaki dia sakit sebab kalau terlanggar atau terusik sikit je dia bising.

Dua-dua ekor mangkuk nih tak boleh berjumpa.Bila berjumpa saja,diorang bergurau.Lepas tuh,Ghost bising pulak.Then,gaduh and berkejar-kejar seluruh rumah.Bila dah habis bergurau,diorang kacau pulak kucing-kucing lain seperti Fei Mao atau Bubu.Kucing-kucing lain tak suka diorang nih and diorang tau so diorang pun team up and kacau kucing-kucing tersebut.

Begitulah kisah mangkuk-mangkuk ayuns di rumah ini........

SUGOI DESU!!!!!!

The show tonight went well.Many thanks to everyone who showed up.I didn't think so many people would turn up considering it is a week night after all but many people came including my folks and I am superglad that everyone enjoyed the show coz it was our first time performing and we were so worried if people weren't gonna respond positively to our music.I am happy that it all went swell.Kudos to everyone including Doppelganger and Artista!

Pix will be posted up on FB..........

Thanks for being there with me,Love!

worn out

Got up later than planned this morning.The only thing in my head was Shu's EMS project presentation.Got to UNITEN at about noon and went to his lecturer's room.We found students there from other groups of the same class waiting for their turns to present as well.This project was supposed to be carried out in a group of about 6 people.Shu did it alone.......well,my dad helped him with the tools and stuff.Testing the motor to see if it would run and stuff.After burning the insulated coils which was like twice and rewinding the coils and all,the motor finally worked.It wasn't exactly a stepper motor but it worked and Shu's lecturer looked pleased.I had no idea how I ended up in that meeting room with Shu and his lecturer and there was a group presenting and all but his lecturer didn't mind so I stayed on to see Shu present.I even learned about the stepper motor and the function of the commutator which was awesome.FREE LESSONS!!!!!Haha!

We were at the mall for a bit before heading home.My dad was superpleased to hear about the presentation and he was superhappy to see the weather today.It wasn't raining in the afternoon so he got us all out to the park for a couple of badminton games.I am so out of shape and I kept getting blinded by the light outside but I wasn't injured as much as I always do.I think there is still some bruising on my knee but its not that big of a deal.

Went for a 2 hour jamming session after that.I keep messing up the speech.I suck at it.I couldn't even pronounce some of the words right.Maybe I was tired.Maybe my throat was running dry.Either ways,Rashid was really tired.I think we went through the entire playlist of about 7 songs about 4 to 5 times.It was tiring and I really hope that all goes well tomorrow night.

I'm still super happy about Shu's project ^_^

WHAT THE......

Shu said that there is something seriously wrong with the pets I have living here at home with me.They seem to be acting strange.Very unlike the creatures they should be.For example,Fei Mao hates fish.She'd run away whenever Kak Yah tries to feed her fish.She only eats biscuits and she eats them at her sleeping place while she is lying down!

And Bedah won't eat her sunflower seeds unless they have been semi opened.I could leave a whole bunch of seeds in her house and they will be lying there till evening.WTF?!

I think the only normal cats at home are Kecik and Ghost.Well.......Ghost just broke my dad's baby plants out front.I don't think my dad will be happy to see those plants of his especially knowing that he's been taking extra care of those things since forever!Kak Yah and I are trying to figure out a good cover line for the little pest.Shu is so afraid if my dad would accuse Kecik of being the pest coz he's already in my dad's black list after being caught in the act of peeing at my dad's car the other night :/

waking up to nothingness

It feels gooooooooooood!

I've been waking up superlate.On Thursday,Shu and I got up and thought we ought to do something which we did but I just can't remember what it was we did.........oh yeah,my appointment with the dentist!Then,on Friday,Rashid,Shu and I drove Qarim back to his campus in Perak.We left home at about 5pm-ish and got home at about 9pm-ish.......or was it,10pm :/

Yesterday,Shu took me out for a movie treat.We watched The Fourth Kind.It was pretty freaky but it was a cool movie.We were walking around,in and out of shops.Last night,Shu took Azim and I to Uptown Kota Damansara.All of us got ourselves a t-shirt each.I wanted that Japanese band Loudness tee for the longest time and I finally got it!Shu's tee was a skull faced Statue of Liberty.Azim got a tee called The Killers with Adolf Hitler on the drums and Bush on the guitar.I don't think my sister would like that very much :/

Shu woke me up early yesterday morning to give Kecik a wash.We managed to scrub him which didn't make him very happy but not long before the day was over,he was all dirty again.Nowadays,we'd find Ghost chasing Kecik all around the house.It's so funny coz he's really tiny and Kecik is really big and he'd be jumping onto Kecik's head and all.It's pretty entertaining.

Bedah and Fei Mao has immunity in the house so those little kiddies can't hurt them ^_^

our first GIG ever!!!!!!!!!!

Ghost!

My sister was given a tiny white kitten with blue eyes.He must be a baby still coz some of his teeth haven't even fill up the gaps in his mouth.He spent the first night over in Shu's apartment in Bangi coz at first we thought Kecik wasn't gonna like him.We brought him back to my place yesterday and we kept in the cage thinking that he was gonna run off somewhere else.Today,we finally let him out around the house to mingle around with the other cats.Fei Mao hates the fact that he was in the cage near one of her favorite lepak spots around the house.So she's so happy when we let him out coz he'd not only stop making noise but he wasn't around her.Kecik seems to like the little dude.In fact,they were running around the house for a bit earlier today.I guess it's coz Kecik is still playful and he had been wanting a play buddy for the longest time.So he's finally got one now.

Shu just got Ghost a bell collar.It's pink in color with some light blue prints on it and it has a light blue colored bell that matches the color of Ghost's eyes which is so cool.Hahaha!

The reason we call him Ghost is coz he's all white and we got him right after Halloween ^_^ and he's a bit of a demon as well coz he keeps biting and scratching people.

karaoke-ing with Shu and Azim

Hahaha!While Qarim and Rashid and my mum were out for a movie which Azim is underage for,Shu and I were assigned to take him out to the game arcade but since we told Azim about our karaoke craze every now and again,he's been wanting to go but has no clue how to get about doing it so today,Shu and I took him and we sang 8 songs!He had fun and I am glad we took him out coz I know that we haven't been spending time with Azim much these days.

BTW,his friend-Hamizan- fell into the drain along the front of my house.He said he was trying to avoid a car as he was walking to the mosque for Friday prayers but he missed a step and fell right in.Luckily,he did not break anything.His legs were just covered with scars and probably some minor bruising.I was so afraid if he'd bump his head or something.So,my dad jumped into the car with Shu and got him and then mum took him to the clinic nearby.

In the meantime,Shu and I are really3 doing our best at getting Kecik to STAY OUT OF TROUBLE!He has made it into Rashid's black list since he peed on the dude's guitar bag earlier today.Rashid calls him BODOH everytime he sees Kecik around the house.My contingency plan is to keep all room doors closed upstairs so that he won't be able to get in and pee where ever.

*sigh*

picture poll:which should be used on the poster for our upcoming performance?

Pictures are all from Ayie's DSLR

Pasar Road

Shu and I finally went to Pasar Road.We've heard about the place from my dad and my mum a million times over but never actually went there.Its more of coz we don't really know how to get there :D

My dad took us both this morning.We walked and walked and walked and had brunch over at Sri Paandi and then walked around some more.All of the things on Shu's list of things he needs for his EMS project were unavailable.What he bought instead was a 10 meters long modem cable and he was hunting for a receiver for performances to come.

Anywho,we got as far as getting a quotation coz we didn't have thousands of ringgit on us which if we had would have ended up being spent on all the awesome stuff we found like the earpieces and receiver and some stereos and probably lights and maybe a couple of headphones.Superhuge ones.

Got home at about 1pm.Cleaned ourselves up and Shu drove me to the dentist for a bit.I have spent way too much on dentals in the last couple of years that it has driven me insane so much that I try very hard to avoid from having to go to the dentist.Its worked so far......right up till now,that is.It's nothing serious but it costs........a lot.

In the meantime,my mum has been trying to get Qarim occupied so she assigned him to take photos of Bedah with the DSLR.Cute photos like the ones you'd find online and stuff.He didn't look too enthusiastic about it though :/ Maybe he's not that into Bedah............

Shu has secured a slot for my band to play on November 11th over at Tropicana City Mall.Our slot is at about 9:30pm-ish so that means we have to be there earlier for a sound check.Great!Now,all I need is a costume ^_^ and I have to work on my people skills when it comes to stuff like introducing the band and talking to the crowd :p

ich nein basterd!

Haha!Shu and I finally got around to watching Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds.The movie was awesome!We were laughing most of the time but overall,it was awesome!I lurve the fact that the characters spoke Deutsche,French,English and some Italian.I also liked how the whole plot was actually catastrophic and one big mess.

Went to get Shu from UNITEN this morning after class.Had lunch and drove over to Mutiara Damansara for a movie.Walked around for a bit and then went home.

The gig on the 30th has been postponed to November 11th.PERFECT!I should be super free!OMFG!SUPER super FREE!HOLY SHIT!Hahahahahaaa!!!!!!

The Color Shop,One Utama

Shu and I were supposed to meet up at the mall after my class for lunch today.We did but I just had to get my hair washed coz I was running late this morning and did not get to wash it this morning.So by the time Shu got to the mall,I told him I was getting my hair dried.

Here's the funny thing.I had 2 people working on my hair today.That was weird.That was the first time I went through something like that.It was pretty fun though.I don't mind getting my hair done at that shop again ^_^

I had too much time to kill earlier today coz all my classes were cut short due to various reasons so Shu and I basically hopped from one shop to another.We even got a free drink from Juice Works from the dude at the Creepy Door ;)

The lepak sessions today mostly consist of ideas for the upcoming gig.We were going through the pros and cons of the event as well as our wedding plans in between that.We've got some kool stuff in mind but we have yet to talk to Kamal and Ayie about it.

We are after all supposed to play at an event this 30th.

RadioEdit band update

Wahai kalian semua.Harap maklum bahawa RadioEdit akhirnya akan dapat gig sendiri.Walaubagaimanapun,dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa segala confirmation hanya akan di dapati selepas band meeting kami yang akan berlangsung ASAP.

Sekian.Terima kasih.

The adventures of Awang Goneng & Gedebeh

Woke up this morning.Got into a cab with Shu and headed over to Kajang to get his car coz he left it there since I picked him up after class on Thursday.Had breakfast at Alim Corner.Made a quick stop over at Mutiara Damansara.Got the good old Cookies N' Cream smoothie from Juice Works.Got one top while we were there.Headed home only to find out that we were locked out so we had lunch at Restoran Quali.Then,mum called to say that she and my siblings were also locked out so they hungout at our favorite mamak,Maulana.Then,my dad called to say that he's already at home so we can come home.

*sigh*

I have to stop sounding and possibly stop behaving like a cartoon/anime character.Especially when I'm about to introduce the band in public and stuff.I ALMOST screamed out "KERO!" or said "Hi!" the way Stitch (Lilo & Stitch) would say it.Damn!I know that Shu and Rashid and maybe my bandmates are used to it but I don't suppose other people expect me to do stuff like that :p

introducing the Monkey Dance by the Foxburrs

While Shu was stuck doing his FYP,he let me use his super awesome computer to play The Sims 3.Days just went by and before I could do anything,it's already Friday.

Update:Shu has no problems using the Pro E software anymore ;)

While I've been driving back and forth to Bangi after classes,I did learn some new roads to new places around UPM.And in the evenings when we get home,we'd head over to the park at my old house.We don't run anymore.Well,Shu would jog while I do some monkey dance.

We spent last night watching Bruno which almost killed us from laughing so hard.

Kecik has began to mark territories around the house by peeing at different places IN THE HOUSE.One morning before I left for class,he peed at the wall at the front door.After that,when Azim came home from school,Kecik peed on his school bag.The dude was superpissed.

Bedah is happy and fat,as usual.

Gemok aka Fei Mao is still herself.Daydreaming and getting weird dreams as she sleeps.Weirdo!

I think my spare part warranty has been long overdue.My right leg is hurting ever so badly especially when its cold.I have this vision of me losing my leg while I run in the park.

Anywho,Shu and I almost died of shock as we were walking home from the park one afternoon.Out of nowhere,a huge Retriever headed towards us and we weren't sure of what to do.Then,it turned out that it was just playing with the dog in one of the houses.

And then,there was this one time when we were at a pet store in Uptown Damansara,we were shocked to see a crocodile in an aquarium!It was a freakin' glass aquarium!When the reptile moved,it looked like it could easily break the glass.To make things worse,there were tiny tanks of white mice and hamsters placed on top on the aquarium with the crocodile!

Heaven

Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende

Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa

Tada amarini kirei sugite

Koraekirezu namida afureta

Ano hi kitto futari wa

Ai ni fureta

Watashitachi wa sagashiatte

Tokini jibun o miushinatte

Yagate mitsukeatta no nara

Donna ketsumatsu ga matte ite mo

Unmei to iu igai

Hoka ni wa nai

Kimi ga tabidatta ano sora ni

Yasashiku watashi o terasu hoshi ga hikatte

Soba ni ite aisuru hito

Toki o koete katachi o kaete

Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni

Nee konnanimo nokotteru kara

Soba ni ite aisuru hito

Toki o koete katachi o kaete

Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni

Nokotteru kara

Shinjite aisuru hito

Watashi no naka de kimi wa ikiru

Dakara kore kara saki mo zutto

Sayonara nante iwanai

Ano hi kitto futari wa

Ai ni fureta

-Hamasaki Ayumi-

awesomeness

I have found someone who shares the same point of view with me towards life.

Someone who wants to always be 18 and never grow up.

Someone who loves freedom and hates restrictions.

Someone who shares my interpretation of fame and glory.

Someone who hates lameness and rigidity and wants new things and changes as every second passes by.

Someone who wants to invent and experiment and is not afraid to ask the wrong questions.

Someone who may not say the darnest things the way I do but has a milder way of saying it.

That someone is the one I intend to spend the rest of my life with <3

sebak

Watching those kids performing solo with their acoustic guitars yesterday reminds me of myself when I was doing the whole songwriting thingy for the first time.I was alone and the only thing I had to convey my message across to the audience was my guitar.Well,at the time,I didn't even have my own guitar so I borrowed my dad's.

My songs would have sounded very high-school-ish and maybe it wouldn't have hit the point I was trying to get through to who ever.Some songs did but my audience were only those who hears me play live during practices and stuff at home.My songs never left the circle of people who knew me.

I am happy to know that there are so many channels to get your works known to the world now ^_^

Singing and songwriting should be just as important as everything else in life.

Indie Fest@Studio V,Rainforest,One Utama

We had our open mic today.We played 4 songs.Actually,we were told to play 3 songs but they started recording late so they told us to play another song.Our usual playlist line up would Wake Up,Maya,Mental and I Don't Live.We had a blast although we waited since 11am-ish,we performed at about 2pm.

The problem started with us trying to register and the organizers came late.Then,we finally registered and then the waiting began.Bittersweet were supposed to do a soundcheck but they took up almost an entire hour coz their 2nd guitarist came superlate.We had fun though listening and watching them jam.

Shu made sure that we were the first band to play the open mic coz Kamal starts work at about 2:30pm.We were rushing for time.Finally,Kamal called a colleague to cover him and he went to work at about 3pm.It was tiring but fun.

There were other music acts like a band of school boys who calls themselves Chain Letters (I think) and then 2 solo acoustic acts who were Arif and Justin.I think the sound system needed to be looked into a little more.Shu said that if we stood outside and listen to the performances,the sound was perfect.

Anywho,went home.Then,we went to Ammah's house for Deepavali like we do every year.It was Shu's first time celebrating Deepavali at someone's place.We had freshly cooked food which were AWESOME!Ammah had been sick so she couldn't cook.Her daughter,Sumitha did all the cooking for her today.The vadais are as awesome as ever.The tosai too ;)

Shu and I managed to rush over Ayumi's place for the open house.A lot of people have already gone home but we just sat and chatted and ate some more for a bit.Then,we headed home.

Looking forward to spending tomorrow just chilling with Shu.

CK Music,Jalan Imbi,KL

It was a long and funny journey to KL and back coz there was a horrible traffic jam but we finally got around to meeting Migo (the dude who's gonna do the track by track recording for us) and we finally went to the music store Kamal's been telling us about.I am so going to get those cables I've been wanting for so long!

Kamal told us a very scary tale that happened to him early before dawn of Friday morning.He witnessed someone getting stabbed over at BU's McD at Centrepoint.He said that some guy stole some other guy's laptop and that this other guy chased the thief and the thief stabbed him and drove off.Kamal was the one who called the ambulance and he said it took them 32 minutes to get to the injured dude.

There are shitloads of people at the place and noone saw or did anything?WTF?!And the dude got stabbed!From the back to the front and the knife went through his kidneys and came out the front!WTF?!

Anywho,tonight's jamming session went mad.Rashid actually tried playing the drum to Wake Up in a ska mode.WTF?!I kept missing cues and Kamal's guitar was too noisy.I almost tripped on the keyboard stand and instead of stepping on the distortion pedal,I stepped on the mic stand!WTF?!

bananas are expected this afternoon

Despite the amount of work that needs to be done and the string of people to meet today,Shu managed to drag me off to a movie at noon.We watched a movie we've been waiting for all month long.Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs.I think the movie was pretty good.Fast moving.Reminding me of a lot of things that's been going on in my life.Reminding me of the people I come across in life.

We had a hard time keeping our voices down when we laugh coz we were both laughing so hard and loud.I lurve Flint's hairdo!Hahahaha!But seriously,I doubt if I'd ever want food to come falling from the sky.It could kill!For countries where food is scarce,I guess it would be ok though too much of something can't be good for anyone :p

tutored

Shu's Arab-speaking nephew came to my rescue AGAIN.Well,thanks to Shu for still being in contact with a relative who speaks the language on a daily basis,I managed to finish my homework AGAIN.

I had a pretty good time while having breakfast with Shu and his nephew.Apart from them catching up and all,it turns out that his nephew (like Shu) has a flare for business and he's practically earning while studying.How awesome is that?For someone who hasn't got a clue about business,the conversations and ideas those 2 had today managed to open my eyes to a new level of money making.

Hurmm............imagine,having thousands of bux a month all to yourself TAX-FREE!

I've gotten back into sketching.Finally opened that metal case of washable pencils my dad got me some years ago.The thing is finally put to good use.I'll be posting up my first sketch in over a year since my last picture.

unaddressed

it's amazing

how you ruined my everything

and still

you are doing it

how you do it well

you must be feeling so fantastic

so contented

best wishes to you

hopefully you are happy

and proud of your achievement

don't wipe that smile off your face

its the symbol of how far you've gone

CZipLee@Kajang

My folks have been wondering where the hell I'd disappear to every time I come home after sunset.One word.Shu.

For many days in a week,I shall occasionally come home later than usual.I'm usually home on weekends.I'm usually gone during the day (after classes) coz it would usually start with having lunch with Shu.Then,sometimes we'd get carried away doing other things like sneaking into Shu's classes or simply just hanging out at some random mall.

Today,we finally sat down to talk about what needs to be done (with the wedding reception) Honestly,I doubt if we have enough time to begin with.Shu took me to this place where we can find just about anything pertaining to art.Easels,drawing and sketching pencils.Loose sheets of papers and stencils.Anything.Shu ended up buying me a set of face paint crayons.

The consequences are insane.I colored his entire face making him look like The Joker.He tried to do a KISS impression on my face which turned out to look more like a semi-Alice Cooper+some Hindu priest and there were some random black lines under one of my eyes.We had a hard time getting the color off.Shu's eyes were in pain :p

wedding reception=meeting old school friends

TTDI is not that big of a town.Met up with a whole bunch of my schoolmates from primary school to secondary school.I even met up with a childhood friend,Jojo.

The first person to say hey to me was Jamilah ka Jamie.She was sitting at a table with Dhiya and Zafirah.Then,I met Husna and Shira and Azlin and Dayana,Nurulliyana,Lish,Amir Hafidz and Meng.I saw Aizuddin (Din-Ili's good friend from school).Daniel and his sister,Sizie were sitting with their mum whom eventually moved to the table where my folks were sitting at.Edzuan and his folks were there.Ili's bride's maid was Suraya.

I met a whole bunch of my neighbours whose moved out from TTDI like Uncle Bashir and Aunty Fairuz,Uncle Pahmi and wife and their daughter Sarah (who is actually staying with her husband in Perth but did not follow her husband to attend Ili's wedding) Uncle Wahid and Aunty Kamilia came.Ruby and her boyfriend came late but they came anyways.

It was fun having to introduce Shu to my friends.It was funner to see the looks on their faces when I said we are engaged.Some of friends grabbed my hand to see the ring.Some of them were psyched and super surprised to know that I'd soon be married as well.I just like introducing Shu to the people who were and some still are in the world I come from and the world I live in.

I'm just surprised that I can actually remember the names of schoolmates.

I think Ili's wedding went well and she looked awesomely beautiful.Very unlike the tomboy I've known for so long.

Ili & Farid:akad nikah and reception

I have known Ili since we were 9.Kecik2 gaduh pasal kawan and what we wear and the things we do.She's finally married.Eventhough I don't know the guy,Shu and I did say hey to him yesterday and he seems sober.

Shu and I went to observe the procedures.Shu managed to talk to the imam just to see what he's like.Haha!The procedure was clear and understandable.Ili took a picture holding up the certificate she signed.That was cute but I didn't get a picture of her.Hopefully she'll post it up on FB along with the rest of her wedding photos.

I am so psyched and happy for her ^_^

I'll be off to her wedding in a couple of hours time.Shu and I are still trying to figure out what to wear :p

12 Studio,Subang SS15

It was all a last minute thing but we finally did it.It's been 2 years since RadioEdit was formed and now,we finally got around to record our first ever live demo.It was tiring and we were all bit in a daze from the traffic jam and the 30-minute warm up jamming session,we carried on recording anyways coz it was a now or never moment.

I could hear myself not being able to scream out and give my best shot coz of the gum in my mouth and my throat dry from forgetting to bring a bottle of H2O with me.We could hardly hear ourselves in the studio but from the mixing room,everything sounds superclear.Shu monitored us from the mixing room.Kamal's solos were all over the place for some songs.Ayie sometimes gets lost in the song and lose concentration on the song.Rashid is the only one who seems to be at one with the music.

Overall,I think it was good.We like the studio.The dude who did the recording for us (Nathan) is a nice guy.He asked for Shu's number so that he can inform us if any gigs come up and we could get a slot.

I am supertired.I had 3 iced milos in one night and that is as much as I have ever taken within several hours.

We'll update the band FB and MySpace pages ASAP.I'll be ripping the songs off the CD for the band in the meantime ;)

Tired but happy and my arms are full of scratches from that kitten at the studio.He's so chomel! ^_^

awesomelicious!

Went to check out the hair salon over at the mall and the hair stylist she could do what I want with the color I want at an awesomelicious price!AWESOME!

Shu and I were supposed to go watch a movie but all the shows we wanted to see were either not in theaters yet or we missed it :/

The rest of the day was pretty much a blank...........I can't remember how I got here.......hurmm........

I bet even pigs could drive better

How fucked up are some people behind the wheels?!Orang lain pun panas gak!Orang lain pun bawak kete tapi otak diorang working gak la.Of course,tak tau la if these idiots actually have brains to begin with.

First up,idiots who blocks pathways and not move (coz they are in the car) when seeing other people have difficulties maneuvering because of them.I mean,how stupid can some people get?

And then,there are people who would conveniently squeeze in between safety distance WITHOUT signalling and even when you've honked at them indicating that they are colliding into you car and that I'd have to immediately jam the brakes for them just shows that they either do not have a proper driver's license or they just have no clue about road rules.And to make it worse,its written in their faces that they are as fucked up as any homo sapiens can be.

Lets not forget those who'd leave their signals on and move in between 2 lanes and then goes the opposite direction of where their signal is pointing to.

I think I am going to spend a little more on tolls and take the easy driving way home in the evenings.Stress is not good for my Qi and it's really bad for the complexion and hair!

Still,one way to de-stress is by setting these people's cars on fire.Therefore,I could prevent them from harming other people on the road.

disturbing behavior

I had always told my mum and Shu that at a certain age,kids are just super annoying and I am at the age where I just cannot tolerate kids so I try very hard to stay away from them.Sad to say,Kecik turned out to be one very annoying kid in the last couple of days.He just became super difficult and annoying.He woke me up 2 nights in a row with his meowing which sounds strange,scary and weird (my sister and my mum says he sounds buruk) He used to be so quiet growing up.Now,the only sound he makes is that and he'd wake the entire house up.

What Shu and I suspect is that Kecik actually wants to get into my parents' bedroom but the only room door that would open to his sound is my bedroom door.He also likes Azim's room coz Azim would leave the aircond running all night long so it keeps Kecik cold on hot nights.Sometimes,it would get too cold for him so he'd wake Shu up to open the door for him.A couple of nights ago,Shu had to get Kecik off of Azim's leg coz at first,he was holding on to Azim's leg as he slept but after that,he started scratching so before Azim kicked him off,Shu picked him up and put him outside.

I really need to get Kecik a proper bed.He can't keep occupying my parent's bed all the time.He's not as clean as Fei Mao either.I also told Shu that I am gonna start a trust fund for Kecik so that should anything happen in the future (to Kecik) we won't have to fork up too much cash from our pockets :p

Bedah,on the other hand,spends most of her time rearranging the furnitures in her little house which could be noisy at times.Hahaha!But I've caught her sleeping in strange ways in the past few days.She'd even move while she's asleep like she's getting nightmares or something.

I'll follow you until you love me

It's time to get crafty and creative!It's that time of the year again!Yey!

Think Red Carpet moment,think flashes of light from the camera,think of what to say..........

The make-up,the glamor,the......Jimmy Choo shoes???Hahahahhahaaaa!!!!!!!

ALDO boots!

Hehe!

That videographer better be good!

RoboGamez,UNITEN

Every year,several universities would have a competition in creating robots and that these robots must abide to certain requirements.Topping the charts would be universities like UPM and UTM.Shu said that usually,the competition is held at PWTC but this year,the chosen location was UNITEN MPH.Eventhough Shu attended the event only to get marks for his EMS class,I think we pretty much got more than what we came for.

The first place we stopped by was a booth where we can sign up for a locally published magazine called Robots:Head to Toe.The subscription is free so we went ahead to sign up.The best thing about grabbing the free copy given at the booth today was that there was a 4-page coverage on the stepper motor which Shu needs for his EMS project.I have trouble understanding some stuff in the mag but most of the things I read were awesome.

We spotted a dude standing at a booth with 2 robots.We looked closely and discovered that those robots were made from recycled things like plastic bottles and water pump floats.One of it was designed with a motor taken from a car wiper to move its head.AWESOME!The dude basically has classes for creating and combining effort and expertise from 3 completely different areas which were art and engineering and creativity.Hah!

We got into the hall and sat down for a bit.There was a robot made with the base of an RC car.It was just moving around the hall for a test run or something.Funny,I imagined it set some people in fire or something.I know that the robot I shall design would be able to do that and destroy a whole lot of things in a whole lot of different ways ^_^ I still wish it set that woman's kain on fire.That would have been something fun to watch.

It turns out that this year,UTM did not compete.Hurm..........

Shu has made a 95% recovery.Yey!I got home and killed several sims by setting them on fire which was really fun to do ^_^

The Wedding Boutique@The Curve,Mutiara Damansara

Our (Shu & I) plan today was to go shopping.I have been wanting a pair of red anime-ish contact lenses so we went to Sunway Pyramid to check out that place my sister told me about last week.We found the shop but the lenses I wanted has to be ordered and it would take at least 2 months for it to arrive at the shop.The other lenses that were in stock would only be available in 2 days time (upon ordering).So.......we decided to put the contact lenses on hold.

Moving on,Shu got himself a pair of cargos and boxers.I ALMOST got those awesome UGP skate shoes but I didn't coz my shoes are still usable.We then headed over to Mutiara Damansara coz I needed to get my shampoo from TNS.After that,we spotted the Wedding Boutique on the top most floor.We went to check it out and we spotted 2 beautiful dresses which can either be purchased or rented out.OMFG!I tried out both dresses and both Shu and I agree that the dress with a wee bit of red was AWESOMELY BEAUTIFUL!We want that!

Hahahahaha!!!!!!

After realizing my attraction towards Lady GaGa's fashion sense,I decided to give the gel eye liner art a go.Stopped by at the nearest pharmacy to get some.It is so AWESOME!!!!!Me lurve it so much ^_^

Shu had been sick all day today.It turns out that he is suffering from food poisoning.At first,we thought it was just him overworking himself in the last couple of days.Nope.The symptoms became more and more severe so finally we checked with a doctor and it was true.Food poisoning it was.Cooked for him when we got home from the clinic tonight.Hopefully,he recovers real soon.I'll be driving him again tomorrow to UNITEN coz he has to attend the ROBOGAMEZ event for his Electro-Mechanical System class.

AWESOME!

kisah seorang anak

Aiyo!I really have no idea how the hell some Malaysians got their driver's license!Kalo bawak kereta tuh macam bawak lori!Time nak buat turning dah la takleh dok dalam lane sendiri.Asal la pulak kena makan jalan orang biler nak turn?There is this thing called principles of physics whereby if you actually belajar betol2 time baru nak blaja bawak kete tuh,I wonder if these people know of the fact that the moment you drive pass the point you are going to make your turn,let at least half the body of your car pass the point of turning and you can make a perfect turn.U-turns are designed and measured for cars to make turns with enough space.You don't have to take up space from the lane next to you just to make a turn!Your car is not as big as a lorry or a bus!

And today,I almost lost the side mirror to an idiot's car door coz the idiot opened the door without checking if there were any cars passing by at the time.If the side mirror hit the car door,I would have gave a knuckle sandwich to that idiot for being stupid!

Another thing I notice about some drivers is that they have no plan AT ALL.WTF?!If you drive into a jam like if the lane is narrow and there is another car opposite of yours,think of the best possible way to let one of the 2 cars pass.This can be done by applying a little logic..........if there are any at all...........

microkeratomized

I think I've been doing a bit too much reading on microkeratome that watching the cornea being sliced is nothing new to me anymore ;p Yeah,it does sound gross but after a while,you realize that it's not so bad.The only video and reports I avoid reading or watching is the surgery gone wrong.Eeeeuw!

Hahaha!We had lunch over at that Kelantanese restaurant we used to go to all the time once upon a time early this year.The people there know us and they realize that we haven't been there in a while.We realize that they have their own tees now!

I have been wanting to play the sims for weeks now and Shu finally let me have a go with the Sims 3 on his computer.That was exactly what I needed!I am looking for a way to get a new computer now coz the game runs on computers with really advanced specs.

WHY?????!!!!!!!!

Shu is loving his new room at the new place he and his cousins have moved into.It's actually very cozy ^_^

While killing time yesterday,Shu drove us to the Bentley Music Store in Mutiara Damansara.We each have fallen in love with different acoustic guitars.He tried out this black acoustic guitar.The body looked like Jack Black's customized acoustic guitar from Pick of Destiny.He said the neck is so comfortable.I can't compromise in getting another acoustic guitar since I just got myself one a couple of years ago.What I can consider is a 12-string acoustic guitar like the one Alex (Kapranos) has.I like it coz it has a very metal-ish treble sound which I lurve so much.

At first,Shu wanted to get me the Avril Lavigne edition of Squire but that would be kinda redundant looking at the specs of that guitar compared to my Viper-50.I thought the Deryk edition was neat but the specs were the same so I told Shu not to get it.Squire has some really neat range of electric guitars but I have issues with having too many things.Guitars included.

Told my dad about the 12-string acoustic guitar and he lurves the idea of getting one but not as a hantaran gift.Alrighty!

20 minutes

Shu left his house keys at my house when he left last night.Since my class was late in the evening today,I decided to leave home early and join him for lunch in Bangi.......and pass him his keys as well.It only took me 20 minutes to get from TTDI to UNITEN.It's either the clear traffic or I was simply speeding......nah.......I was doing my usual speed ;)

Anywho,I picked Shu up from the COE and we headed off to lunch.We ended up eating at some western restaurant coz the mall was flooding with people from the offices nearby.Bad idea to be around those people especially during lunchtime.

It's been a while since I drove myself around on my own.Yesterday,I was singing out loud to all the cds I had playing throughout my journey.It was funny coz usually Shu and I would be singing to whatever songs that come to mind regardless if we know the lyrics to them or not.

Shu said I am beginning to sound like Kecik these days :p Just as long as I don't start looking like him I know I'm still on the right track.

Foxburr's brilliant idea

Shu and I are always at KFC buying Tok Mah's food.Today,the both of us decided to do something new to kill time.I dared Shu to pose like the picture of Colonel Sanders behind him.He did.We laughed our heads off and people were totally watching!

movin'

Shu had to move out from the apartment he and his cousins currently live in and move into a different unit on the lower floor.The thing is,he has to vacate the house by Monday.Rushing against time,he and I went over to the apartment to clean up his stuff.His cousins turned up a bit later.We were told that we had to wait till 2pm coz the unit they were moving into is locked and the house owner has the keys and he was only gonna turn up at about 2pm.

So,we waited and packed up more stuff and finally the dude turned up.The new place Shu is moving into is smaller than the one he was living in before.The good thing about moving is that he and his cousins managed to get rid of loads of things which were mostly junk left by either they friends from semesters before or just some random useless things.I don't know about Shu but I find getting rid of things therapeutic.

We cleaned up the new place.Swept the floors,washed them,scrubbed them.Shu washed the bathroom.His cousin cleaned up the kitchen.I did the cleaning in the lounge area.The place is squeaky clean and ready to be moved into.Shu and his cousins carried on moving things slowly into the new place but we'd still have to go back there tomorrow coz there are a lot more things that needs to be moved and arranged.

I had fun cleaning up the place ^_^

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I had trouble trying to get Kecik to compromise with the guidelines of his semi quarantine.He is SUPPOSED to stay in a cage but Shu and I decided to let him out coz we know how much he hates the cage.He is SUPPOSED to wear the cone collar to prevent him from licking his stitches.Unfortunately for Shu and I,Kecik is a wee bit too smart for a cat that he'd easily slip out from the cone collar everytime we put it on him.I can't always push his head away everytime he licks his stitches.

SO.........I have decided to just let him be.Kecik has too much pride and anger and I am trying so hard to not be so rigid.I am going to try to keep an open mind in hope that he won't do anything that would cause anymore damage to himself after this :/

Kecik's surgery

<---Kecik after coming out from surgery with heavy anaesthetic

<---Kecik's tail after surgery

<---Kecik's bitten butt.Suspect that he got it from stealing other cat's girlfriend while mating.

shoppin' again

Shu got home this morning.He was lucky today coz his car got spotted at BHP so he got 80 bux worth of vouchers for fuel free plus a pre-loaded 20 bux touch n go card.All you have to do is have the sticker on your car and turn up at the gas station at the right time.He was just lucky coz we were on our way out and I insisted that he fueled up his car before going to wherever.

My cellphone is dying.It has come to a point whereby charging it just cannot guarantee a full life for the phone anymore.So,Shu decided to get me a new phone.We went hunting from one shop to another and none of the shops had the phone we wanted.We ended up buying the phone from the forth mall we went to today.Well,we finally got me a new phone and it works just fine.

We went around looking at travel luggage bags.We found some really neat ones but didn't buy any of them coz we had to check if my mum had some unused ones back at home.

Went to the park in late in the afternoon.We did some kicking and catching with the rugby ball.I am slowly getting my momentum back but the muscle aches are still there.Once I get back into the regular routine I should be fine ^_^

"band meeting"

Ayie didn't turn up.Kamal showed up in his working outfit (complete with necktie) and he looked so much worse than he usually does.The dude's been looking at the computer (doing work) for 9 hours straight plus a crappy customer who just does not know when to give in........etc..........

Anywho,a new problem has arise.It goes by the name Ayie.Since he's been unemployed these past few months,he's been super unavailable even for meetings.The reason we all turned up tonight was to get our recording tentative straightened out.Kamal,Rashid and I have reached a verdict whereby we shall need Shu as a permanent sessionist<---kinda ironic.

Kamal said that Shu has been performing with RadioEdit more often than Ayie did.I think he meant Shu had been turning up for band meetings more often than Ayie.NVM.The bottom line is,we need to get this straightened out real fast.

Shu has to vacate his apartment by Monday.That means,he's gonna be needing help moving out all his stuff this weekend (or something) For God's sake,he only knew about having to move out last weekend which is rather inconvenient but it needs to be done anyways so I'm here to help at the very least.

There will be lots of changes in plan for my coming wedding in a few months time.We might cut out a whole bunch of things and we might even not have certain things at all.I've decided to put my foot down and Shu will be doing the talking this time around.If we want to keep it the way "we" want it to be then we have to do what ever is necessary.

Oh yeah,my neighborhood came by to give us some fruits and wished us Selamat Hari Raya.I miss the old neighborhood :( We used to know everyone and we'd say hello to everyone.This new place we moved into has somewhat of a brothel (coz it looks like a spa but only guys go in and out of the place) and on the other side,there's a bicycle freak whose always having people going in and out of the house repairing bikes and stuff.

rest in peace nameless kitten

The kitten was lying in an awkward way as though he couldn't get up at all anymore.I got scared.I knew he was dying and there was nothing I could do.Not anymore.The past one week he/she has been with us hopefully helped him/her see the better side of life.

The speculations about the kitten's origin is endless especially now that it is dead.It could have been taken by some irresponsible people and then abandoned.Or.....it could have had a mother and then she died so it was left alone.

Still,the kitten could have died in worse manner like drowning in a drain somewhere or get run over by car(s)........or even get bitten and eaten by dogs or something........

Well,the kitten died at about 11am-ish this morning.

so panas!!!!!

Went running today.Had to stop halfway through coz the heat was getting to me.Then,I decided to shoot some hoops.After a while,I felt like my skin was burning so I stopped and ran home.

Managed to get the big cage out and transfered the nameless kitten into it.He/she seems happier but I guess the noisy part is the just its nature.Bedah seems happy with the bathing salt tub.Fei Mao has been sleeping and Kecik is nowhere to be seen.

Went to see my grand aunt today.She is literally just skin and bones but she still is her old nice self.The one whom we could have decent conversations with.My grandaunties (my dad's aunts) are also sick and they are dying.

Speaking of dying,I have yet to go see Edzuan.His tumor has dispersed throughout his brain cells.He is dying.He's got about 2 more years to go.He's not even 30 (I think).I haven't seen him in a long while anyways.What would I say to him?What would anyone say to a dying person?

A lady who used to be in charge of the female district in the mosque passed away.She helped cleaned my late grand aunty who died years ago.The lady died of blood poisoning.She had parkinsons and she took a whole lot of steroids to stay in control but did not consume enough H2O to dilute it all into her system properly and eventually it clogged up her kidneys.

We'll be heading over to Aunty Intan's place later.Tomorrow is her late son's 20th birthday (Izwan) I hope all goes well for her.

*Later passed*

We'll head for the jamming studio tomorrow night.Our recording session should begin on Monday but we still have loads of lose ends to tie up before jumping into the recording studio.Ayie is still unemployed and looking for a job so he might not make it for some of the recording sessions.......or something........

Aunty Intan cooked a whole lot of food tonight.Deserts included.Everyone was home (Farah and Faizal) so we had quite a lot to talk about.I'd say that went well.

making new friends

This is a kitten my aunt picked up from Uda.His name is Baby.He is ever so manja and so very chomel.I think he went through a series of culture shock when we arrived coz usually there's no one at home.Looking at his teeth,he is definitely NOT a year old yet but definitely more than 4 months old coz his eyes are gold in color.

Kecik is orange in color with white stripes.Baby was something different.Grey with black stripes and instead of having pink-ish paws,his was black.His nose is black in color as well.He is chomel and so playful.

happier at home

I don't know WTF is up with everyone throughout the entire journey to JB and back.Everyone seem to be angry and hostile and for some strange reason I seem to have a target painted on my forehead.That really sucks.I am so glad to be home.This is where my life is.

I am not at all a fan of Hari Raya and therefore I shall not be entertaining or visiting.I don't know if it's a Malay thing or it's just Malaysians.Year after year,they keep doing the same thing and year after year,things get so much worse than before.Dude,it's just Hari Raya.What's the rush?And I really don't understand people who'd come over and not leave.Don't they have some other places to go?

My brothers,my sister and I do not entertain kids below the age of 10 because we not only know them but we don't see why we should give them cash freely.I do not open the door to them nor anyone whom I do not know regardless if they have a baju raya on or not.

I am so happy to know that my cats and kitten and hamster are alive and well and crazy and weird as usual.Damn!Fei Mao was freaking out over a rag on the floor last week!WTF is wrong with that cat?!And today,she was at my room door.When I let her in,she was so shocked to see my sister behind the opened cupboard door and started freaking out like she's never seen her before.Kecik was starving.

A little misunderstanding happened while we were out of town.It really is annoying to have too many variables involved in one little favor.Glad that is solved.

I am so going out tomorrow morning.

noble

Kak Yah did a very noble deed by cleaning up the little kitten.It turns out that the little thing was crying all night coz she was all covered in dirt and there were ants biting her.I was gonna clean her up but I got up super late so by the time I got up,Kak Yah had already done the cleaning.If you touch her tummy,you can feel the bones on the tiny body of that kitten.I have a feeling we'll be keeping the kitten after all.She's so chomel but she's too tiny to be left on her own.She's cold and always hungry especially since it's been raining today.But overall,I think she's doing so better than yesterday ^_^

Anywho,Shu's bus left at about 11:30am-ish this morning and he only got home in Terengganu at about 7:30pm-ish.That is SUCH A LONG TIME!

not a fosterer

I try very hard to not pick up cats or kittens from anywhere and make them believe that they can have a home here with me.It never works.The cats living behind my house seem to think that I am the one to call when they get hungry.The chomel grey cat even sits outside my bedroom window!Kecik and Fei Mao hates that cat.I don't mind her but she tends to make a lot of noise.

Earlier today,Aunty Intan asked Shu and I to take a kitten from her house and leave it somewhere where it won't go be able to go back to her house.The thing is,the kitten is very VERY tiny.It was hungry and cold and dirty and smelly.I couldn't just toss it out in the rain.It could get hit by a car.Or it could get attacked by other cats or dogs.Or it could end up drowning in some drain.

So,I took it home,fed it and let it stay in a cage so that it won't spread whatever disease it has to my other cats.Eventhough my mum doesn't like the idea of adopting another cat/kitten,she couldn't let that poor thing go out all alone in the rain.What she told me to do is to take that kitten to the vet tomorrow morning to get it cleaned up and possibly vaccinated and then think of what we're gonna do with it later on.

As much as I hate the idea,I figured that the safest place for it to go to would be SPCA.I cannot imagine what will happen to these cats and kittens once I get married and move out.I know that Shu doesn't want to leave Kecik (and Bedah the hamster) behind no matter where we go.

Speaking of Bedah,I decided to splurge some cash on her and got her some carrot cakes and bath salt.I feel sorry for her coz she's been all by herself for the longest time.But since hamsters can recognize their relatives,I figured she won't feel so alone nowadays.At least not anymore ^_^

Kecik,on the other hand,has a serious superiority complex.He refuses to sleep on the floor or any non-carpeted floor.His ultimate decisions would be my parent's bed or my tatami or maybe Qarim's bed or the sofa bed downstairs where he'd usually fight over which side to sleep on with Shu.