trippin'

Got up super early this morning.Shu and I headed over to Subang to get our apartment cleaned up.Yes,scrubbing floors and cleaning up bathroom walls included.Our apartment is squeeky clean now so all that's left to do is just getting our things moved into their respected rooms or spaces.Snow Bear would have no problems finding things to do coz there are cockroaches running around every now and then.They are tinier but are roaches ;)

*I hate looking at how my dad treats him everytime he tries to teach Snow Bear a lesson!SO,I'mma make sure we get him and Kecik (and Bedah) moved to the new place ASAP!

After a long day of scrubbing and brushing and wiping and cleaning,Shu and I decided to get something to eat so we headed to the mall.We were super starving that we had trouble deciding what to eat or where to go.After getting our tummies filled,we walked around to see what was to be seen.We then spotted several......no,A LOT of people walking around with Milo goodie bags in their hands.

Being a Milo freak since I was a kid (and the fact that every other person was carrying that damn goodie bag) I was determined to get myself one.We found the place where everyone got their bags but we weren't eligible to get them.After snooping around and eve's dropping on some of the promoter's conversations with civilians,we realized what needed to be done to get those grean thingys.

We had to get ourselves registered to get a yellow slip which has 18 spaces that needed to be stamped by every booth available outside by people from Nestle.The thing is,I love milk so getting free samples wasn't a problem at all.It's getting a whole lot of different samples which was slowly letting us on the verge of puking.Other than that we were doing just fine.

We got free drinks,yogurts,ice creams,mashed potatoes and chocs.And to think that we just ate!

Anywho,after that we decided to just slow things down a little and ended our day out with some good old coffee (and iced chocolate!)<---I've sworn off ice blended and smoothies coz it's wrecked my throat for years!

Our newly liked lepak place is Bad Ass Coffee over at Tropicana City Mall.Shu is addicted to their latte and I lurve their iced choc drink!

*Everytime I see the word Kona on their posters,I'd instantly cry out "KONNNI CHI WAAA!" No idea why :/

After that,we chilled out at home for a bit to prepare ourselves for the jamming session later at about 9pm.Just before we left the house,we (Shu and I) foundout that Rashidinsky injured himself during a futsal tournament earlier today.I know,futsal is not even a sport.How could anyone injure himself that bad?Well,he did and that sucked.We told Kamal about his condition and how it was even difficult for him to climb up stairs.

Haha!The conversation between Kamal and Shu were just confusing.We showed up at the mamak at the studio thinking that it was just supposed to be a band meeting.Kamal was still expecting a jamming session.SO,Shu and I drove back home to get my guitar and distortion pedal and cables and book and came back and headed into the studio.

It turns out,Kamal had some friends over to see us play coz they are organizers so they'd have slots for us to play for in the future.I spent my time laughing so hard coz as much as I know I messed up SOME parts of the lyrics and guitars,Ayie and Rashid were playing some completely different sounds.They sounded like a remix version of our songs.And Kamal spaced out during his solos.That was hilarious!I was constantly trying to catch a breath but all went well.

We had a little lepak session before leaving for home and we had good laughs ^_^

it's time to try defying gravity

The wedding planner came today and Shu and I finally got to meet him.We've heard so much about him but we never got around to seeing him.Today,my aunt,my uncle,my folks,Aunty Intan,Shu and I got to sit down and talk to him.He showed us his past works and he asked us about the themes and costumes and stuff.

The themes we chose definitely included PGL's Gusti Putri Adjeng Retno Dumilah and Hang Tuah!YEY!And of course,we'd never wanna miss out the saree!Shu and I asked him about our make up and all.Yes,make up.Shu will have to have some on for photoshoots ^_^

After all that,Shu and I ran off to the hypermarket to get some stuff for our apartment.We'll be cleaning up the place tomorrow morning.Hopefully,we'll be able to move in within the duration of next week.

We're currently worried sick (and annoyed) by Kecik.He has a hole on his shoulder!It's not bleeding or whatever but its a freakin' hole!Managed to get it sanitized a bit and got some vitamin E on the damn thing!The only place we'd find him these days would either be in the kitchen itself or somewhere between the kitchen and the lounge.Most of the time,he's hanging around closer to the kitchen.I have no clue when and how and why he has all those injuries on him :/

Stage@Tropicana City Mall

That's probably the only good reason to go there.Hahaha!Well,there is that other shop Shu loves so much but........I like Stage.Their eyeshadows are da bomb!

They have these sets out for like MYR180 for a palette of 5 eyeshadows and 2 blushers OR 9 eyeshadows.They're like MYR45 each!So that is super cheap!AND......there is a free pouch as well.

*I really3 lurve their Coffee Bean eye color!

Anywho,I ended up getting L'Oreal's open eyes quad.The shimmer and colors are awesome!Actually,my sister got them about a month ago and I kinda liked it so I decided to get one myself ^_^

My mum has been pushing me to get Bobbi Brown stuff.Actually,she only came to know of it from watching a documentary (or something) about their products.I know for a fact that their products are good.I only have a bit of problem finding a foundation that does not make me yello-ish coz I am aware of my yellow toned skin but their foundation makes me yellow-er.I like how it glides nicely onto my skin though.

I was telling my sister the steps to getting her falsies on for her show tonight while we were chatting online last night.Theoretically,it should work but I can't be too sure.I just hope that her friends can help her out :/

It's been crazy in the last couple of weeks.Shu and I had lunch with his cousin whose working in Mutiara Damansara.Eversince he broke up with his girlfriend,Shu said that he's crazier than before.Shu's colleagues are mad as well.They're really nice guys but mad.So is Shu's trainer :/ Hurmm.......when I think about it again,I wonder if hanging around crazy people is good for Shu himself.I mean,let's face it,I am not entirely there myself most of the time<---the Cheshire cat way.Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

not late,just malas ^_^

Shu got up at about 8:15am and thought I left the house already,he rushed over to my bedroom door and found that it was locked.He realized that I was still in there.Most likely,I was still very much asleep.Which I was.

I've been supertired in the last couple of days.Insomnia+freezing to death in air conditioned rooms+drenched in rain=not a very healthy FidZy.

I told Shu last night that if I didn't get up this morning only means that I wasn't gonna get up at all.

I didn't get up.

SO......Shu woke me up and took me out SHOPPING.For our hantaran gifts.We sorta have a list but most of the time,we'd end up shopping for things we need and want and forget to buy the things for the wedding ceremony itself.As of today,we have successfully gotten myself a pair of awesome Clarks shoes and a U.C. of Benetton handbag.I have gotten Shu the CK perfume he's been wanting.CK Free ^_^

Shu wants to get me a perfume.I am still trying to finish up the DKNY 50ml Apple he got me months ago.I don't use perfumes much.I'm more of a deodorant and powder person.Maybe its coz I'm naturally deodorized ^_^ Either ways,I do like the Guess (pink) perfume.And Clinique Happy.........and Paris Hilton's first perfume (not sure what it's called) I don't mind the Givenchy or Escada Sentinent.........Oh yeah,I don't mind Estee Lauder's Beyond Paradise or Salvatore Ferragano's Icanto Bliss or Facinating.........

HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAHA!!!!!!<---And I say I'm not much of a perfume person ;p

Ok,here's the thing.I superlove Make Up For Ever now.No idea why.I'm also kinda looking forward to meeting the wedding planner this weekend.If he is all that my mum says he is then I don't suppose I'm gonna have problems working with the guy.Honestly,I prefer guys as make up artists.Most female make up artists' works I've seen are not to my liking.If everything else fails,my sister has friends and acquaintances whom are make up artists.I think the dude's name is Julia and the other guy's name is Daud.Oh wait,Daud is her classmate.He's probably a fashionista.Not a make up artist.

Nevermind,I have my own products if everything else fails ;)

OH!BY THE WAY.......the theme for our upcoming partay is Little Big Planet ^_^ That means......guests are expected to know WTF LBP is AND the dresscode is overly exaggerated outfits.Try opening up your pop-it and click on the sackboy icon.You can easily customize your sackboy's attire and stuf.Hehehe..............

I need to study the meaning of the word "SERIOUSNESS"

attempt to making human contact

FAILED!

I may have a warranty sticker somewhere in my system that proves that I was build with GPP (Genuine People Personality)<---say it in MarviN's monotonous tone,I am not fond of people.Not as much.I am not a team player.I like being on my own and I like spending time alone with Shu.I am not trying to climb up corporate ladders.I love my freedom and I do not understand the word 'limitations'.I am not a fan of responsibilities.

Well,I would take up responsibilities when it is necessary especially regarding the people and animals I love.I just don't like having things on my back which does not benefit me.Not in cash form.Hahahahaha!

*Me likes cash a whole lot!*

Anywho,I made friends with a whole bunch of people from various backgrounds today.It was awesome to get to know all these people coz they make me realize just what kind of a spoiled bitch I am.Super spoiled!I take advantage of way too many things in life.As much as I would like to think that I appreciate and I am grateful of a lot of things that's happened to me in life,I don't think I am grateful enough.

I shall work harder on it ;)

IF I were God

I would have annihilated most human beings that there won't be enough people in the world to make a state ;)

I have issues with idiots behind the wheels.Orang ada kete dia pun nak kete!Normal human beings have brains which function,these people probably don't even have a brain!They can't even steer their cars in their respective lanes.It's a turning.SLOW THE GOD DAMN CAR DOWN!

IDIOTS!

Took Azim and his 2 friends to Wondermilk today.They liked the place but I think they ordered the wrong drinks so they didn't enjoy their drinks as much as they enjoyed the cupcakes.YES,them cupcakes are so chomels!........erm.......I meant yummilicious :p

*Drink More MILK!*

Anywho,we finally got the car sticker for the apartment ^_^

I am super sleepy!

Preparations,preparations.........I've been getting blisters from the heels I've been wearing.It's not like they are super high.They're just high........erm.......high heels.Oh well........

I don't know if I am shrinking but I can't seem to fit most of my clothes now.That sucks!I don't wanna go buy more clothes.I don't have time for that.I barely have time to get my make up done in the mornings these past few days and it makes me somewhat upset to a certain extent :(

I have a problem,eversince my folks foundout that we'll be moving into an apartment,my dad has been telling me to leave Kecik and Snow Bear behind.WTF?!NO WAY!We're working on making sure the apartment would be a fun enough place for them kitties to run around in.We're putting 110% into the planning already!I CAN'T LEAVE THEM BEHIND!

I was talking to Sarah lastnight (on GTalk) for the longest time.I think I'm gonna do a product(s) review real soon.I have a lot of things to say about most of the things I've been getting and I have way too many questions about a whole lot of products too.Hurm......

definitely NOT mum material!

I was supposed to go get some stuff for Bedah (like a new HOUSE!) and possibly a housemate for her as well.Took her into the car along with Azim and friend.I was supposed to drive my brother and his friend to the shop and then took 'em for a drink.It was alright at first until I left the car and joined them in the shop and as we were walking to the mamak shop,Azim asked me how Bedah was doing.Then,it occurred to me that I left her in the car.I know that there was probably a whole lot of oxygen in the car that could last her for about an hour or so but I totally forgot about her!

She was alright by the way ;)

Shu and I drove to Subang this morning to get a car sticker for our car so that we can park within the premises once we move.Then,we went to get me a pair of proper looking (and comfy) and not so over the top shoes.For work.......

By the way,I am so pissed off with the fact that I can no longer fit a nice pair of slack pants coz it's not just loose but it is also super long :/

killing time no more

Was at Bangi this morning.Shu needed to find the pre-marital course certificate which had been lying around somewhere in a box under his bed somewhere in his room and in order to get married,he's gotta find that piece of document along with the blood test results we did last year.We also picked up some of his stuffs to be brought the apartment we shall be moving into soon in Subang.

*THE NEW PLACE IS AWESOME!!!Kecik,Snow Bear and possibly Bedah would have loads of space to around! ^_^*

Anywho,since we had to rush back to TTDI,we didn't have time to clean up the place.We're gonna get a car sticker and a car parking lot within the premises real soon.We managed to sort out the whole bunch of keys which were given to us just to see which ones were meant for which door(s).

Anywho,I was blow drying my hair and all of the sudden,the lights went out.There was a power trip and I was about 70% done!Shu knocked my door and handed me a torch light and told me to stay in the room till he got the problem sorted out.Not long after that,the lights came back on so I continued blow drying my hair.I still have trouble blowing drying the back part of my hair so Shu helped me got it done.He's pretty good at it.I guess having him follow me to get my hair done at salons paid off ;)

Thanks baby! ^_^

lucky number 7

LinZy-san tagged moi.........a long time ago.Since I takde keje now (in this very minute) I shall do this.........list.......thingy.........

I have to narrow down 7 whatevers into a list.I like way too many things and I hate a whole lot of things too.........

7........seven........SEVEN!

Fine,let's just get this over with!

7 things happening in my life at this very moment!

1) I shall be getting married.The confirmed date (agreed by both my folks and Shu's parents) is June 5th 2010.I was telling LinZy on the day I got engaged that I so did NOT see this coming.But then,there was a conversation I had with a classmate of mine semesters ago.It started with her announcement about going back to her home country and she was gonna settle down and stuff.At the time,I was very naive about what marriage is about.To me,that would have been the end of living on the edge.Not being able to do what I want whenever I wanted to.Then,this friend of mine told me that I can still do all that.Just not alone.Not anymore.That's when it all made sense.It's not about restraining yourself or isolating yourself or confining yourself.It's about sharing.Doing the things you like and want with someone.At that time,the only person on my mind was Shu.It had always been him.I can't explain it but I just refused to give anyone else a chance after we said goodbye back then.

2) I am SO into make up.It's weird and very sudden but I really do love them!I figured that it is after all a form of art and anything that could make myself look better is worth a try ;) <---my egoness talking.It started with a youtube make up guru who goes by the username Petrilude.I came across a video he did on Halloween make up.Then,there were other videos.Eventually,I came across Blair's channel Juicystar07.......and other channels.These 2 are my favourites and they explain things really well despite the fact that I may not be able to find most of the items they mention here.But they got me curiouser and curiouser and eventually,I just decided to give it a go.It's worth it!I know that I've splurged an awful lot but it was all worth every cent ^_^

3) I lurve Kecik a whole lot.I am beginning to love Snow Bear just as much eventhough he's a bit on the mad side.I think I can never like places which are not animal friendly and I can never forgive cruelty against animals.If I see someone hurting an animal,I'd probably go ahead and attack the person by doing the exact same thing they do to the animal(s) I don't think I am as considerate towards human beings as much as I show affectionate towards animals.That's why I am not God.I would have annihilated the entire human race within seconds!KABOOM!<---sounding like Kowalski.

4) I am trying to get into the British Council's CELTA program coz I really lurve teaching.I was telling the dude in ELS that I can never see myself sitting in a room looking into a computer screen.I've tried.I just can't.I wish I could go running and get paid or something only coz I can be on the move while working.I realized that I love connecting with other people.I just want to make people see things differently.What I have taken advantage of all these years of living is something I feel I should give back to those who never had the chance to learn.Sometimes I feel like I keep pushing myself beyond the limit eventhough my extra efforts are not going to get me extra pay.I think after a while,I realize that its probably worth it anyways.ALSO,I am hoping that teaching would enable me to travel (only coz I have problems with staying at one place for too long and getting too comfortable)

5) Since Shu is staying at my house now coz he's working in TTDI,I have been sending him to work and having dinner with him during his breaks and picking him up from work.Sometimes,I'd even make him something like sandwiches and stuff.Other times,its either we have dinner outside or I'd just bring him cupcakes or something.I'd send him to work coz the parking area at his work place would either have him resulting to pay or there are simply no parking space at all.It saves a lot of time for me to just drive him.Of course,he sometimes drives himself to work on days when I have things to do.

6) I have been fighting with my folks a lot lately.I have also been getting into fights with Shu because of them.When I said there's been way too much drama in the last couple of weeks I meant every word of it.We have been fighting and arguing and I've been crying even when we're at kopitiams or mamaks or restaurants or even in the park.I hate getting upset but the last couple of weeks have been really3 tough.We were both bitter about the outcome of our families' agreement but at some point,I figured that it's not worth getting angry at eachother because of them.It's us against them and it had always been that way.

7) I'm trying to pull myself together and get committed to a regular job.I've been sending out applications (eventhough I am still attached to my current part-time job). I don't know if I can pull off a day to day regular job.I like part-timing coz I know I can walk away anytime.I'm not a fan of seriousness.I love my free time and flexibility to do what ever I want whenever I want :/

There........7 thingys..........and I'mma tag who ever who reads this.Haha!

Arcadia,USJ11

Went to see the apartment there this morning.It is SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!We're so moving there!We're gonna confirm a contract on Saturday and as much as we both love Ritze Perdana (A WHOLE LOT!) The fact that we cannot take Kecik and Snow Bear (and Bedah) with us is major turn off.

*I know Shu really3 super lurve that place*

The good thing about this new place we discovered is that it is super quiet.Its so tranquil.It's the kind of home we'd wanna go back to after shopping (and work) and stuff.AND....Kecik and Snow Bear are able to stay with us ^_^ PLUS,they'll have more space to run around in compared to the previous condo we went to see earlier in the week.

*WAH!So close to Sunway Pyramid.......I can so go to M.A.C. every other day!YEY!*

I am going to meet up with the wedding planner on the 4th.Mum gave him a heads up about my fussy-ness with the products their gonna use on me face!Well,good for him.I am not THAT fussy but I do think an awful lot about what I'm gonna be wearing on my face all day long.It's a good thing for him that I have most products of my own already.

Anywho,Kecik is far from kecik.He's so big that he can't even fit through the window grills :p

Got meself a round brush (hair brush) FINALLY!

There's been way too much drama last week.I don't know if it's a pre-marriage thingy but it sucks.A LOT!I love hanging out with Shu.He's my bitchin' BFF ^_^

*Maybe I should name my new band (in-the-making) Konichiwa Bitch!*

Oh yeah,was at Lancome earlier today.I was curious about their Oscillating Power Foundation but when I was talking to the girl at the counter,she said that the product is only gonna arrive some time next year.WTF?!

I don't know why but everytime I go into some random drug store or cosmetic shop,I tend to ask Shu if he wanted some false lashes when in fact,,his lashes are already long and curled!

me lurves this song!

Call you up in the middle of the night

Like a firefly without a light

You were there like a slow torch burning

I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep

So many secrets I couldn't keep

Promised myself I wouldn't weep

One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now

I'm in too deep

There's no way out

This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back

Wrong way on a one way track

Seems like I should be getting somewhere

Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile

Make it somehow all seem worthwhile

How on earth did I get so jaded

Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go

I know what no one else knows

Here I am just drownin' in the rain

With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry

Day and night, earth and sky

Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train

Like a madman laughin' at the rain

Little out of touch, little insane

Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back

Runaway train tearin' up the track

Runaway train burnin' in my veins

Runaway but it always seems the same

some people just talk too much......

but they don't have a clue of what they are saying.It's kool.I've met loads of people like that.They are probably losers in a way but they just don't know it so they try very hard to fit in.VERY hard.These type of people amuse me.

Some people think that they own us.Hurmm.........it is to my understanding that even pets we do not own.Well,not entirely.We feed them.Keep them safe but they are their own being.We can't chain them or lock them up.

I don't get people like these.Have they no respect for other people being their own free being?Must everyone they know live according to what they want them to do?Don't they have better things to do than to tell people how to live their lives?

I somewhat feel sad for these people.Maybe this is as much entertainment as they can get.

But then again,there are some people whom simply cannot respect others.It's either they don't realize this flaw within themselves or they think they are far more superior than others.Here's the thing,you're NOT.Haha!You are not going to get respect from people just because you demand it.

Life's a bitch ain't it?

Well,we're not gonna live forever anyways.I think we should just do whatever and be happy with things we want to be happy for......err........or something........haha!

De Touch,TTDI

Spent about 60 bux to get my hair washed,blow dried and snipped off.It was worth it.I've been wanting to get my super long hair cut for too super long.Haha!

And to think that Shu and I simply walked all the way to the tiny town near my house.I was actually heading to May's shop but since it was full,I thought of getting something to drink and hungout for a bit.The killing time turned into a whole lot of drama (continuation from a prior event) and before I realized it,I was already walking away from that shop lot.As we were walking,Shu saw a huge Schwarzkopf poster outside a shop.A hair salon!They used Schwarzkopf products!ME LIKEY!

Without any hesitation,I went in and asked to get my hair washed and cut off.Shu helped me browse through a few magz and I finally decided on one style.Several,actually but they were all somewhat similar.I think it took them less than an hour to get my hair done but I was super happy with the results that I asked Shu to go for a drink with me right after leaving the shop.

We were making fun of those cops who were escorting the DYMM YDPA whom visited a fashion show at a shop near the cafe we were at.Oh yeah,Shu ordered mushroom soup and it came in a huge round bread.The top would open up like a lid and it looked really disturbing (hence the pictures on FB) and then we just started cracking disturbing jokes about it (Shu started it!) and the police at the table next to us started looking at us like we were a couple of people high on something.Ahem,it did NOT help that Shu was doing some really disturbing pose with that soup bread lid :p

We were hopping to see something funny happen to one of those drivers in them big cars like if they'd accidentally drive a wheel into the holes on the sides of the roads or something.It didn't happen.Instead,we were left with looking at a bunch of police men stuffing themselves in those tight traffic police pants (which were getting tighter!).We were contemplating on whether or not we should make fun of them out loud into their faces but we didn't.

*Actually,we forgot coz we were too busy laughing about Shu's mushroom soup bread bowl!

We were supposed to meet up with my sister after her dance class at a nearby Indian restaurant but plans changed so we walked home.Laughing and almost getting run over by huge buses<---long story :/

I need to get out of TTDI!

ultimatum

I had to do it.Something had to be done.I think we've been dancing too long and my feet is beginning to ache.My sister told me this day would come and I was hoping so much it didn't.I can take advice.I just cannot compromise.It's not my nature.Well,I can compromise but I have my limits.

If you mortal beings think I am defiant,wait till you hear what God has to say about me.

It's either we do this or we don't.Consequences and side effects aside.I'm all about here and now.What should have been or what could have been is out of the question.I don't deal with shit like that.It's stupid coz you can't turn back time (DUH!) and anything can happen in the future so just deal with that fact.

It's been a tiring day.I am so done with thinking.Like for real.I've had it.I am either going to be hanging around for some time (still) or I might be going off to some place new.I just cannot do one thing for too long.I hate routines and I am done with city life.

pitstopping

Was on my way home the other day.My sister called me up and asked to hangout with her for a bit in Subang.I went over to my aunt's place to get her.She just broke up and she wanted to talk.So there I was,driving from Puncak Alam to Subang.After a while,my cousin called me and asked if my sister and I could go pick him up from Suwnay Resort coz he's done with work.

Sunway,6pm-ish is just traffic madness.But we went anyways.My cousin was recently transfered to the butchery so my sister told me to brace myself when he gets into the car coz he'd smell really bad.He didn't smell bad at all.He said he brought his deodorizer with him along with some perfumed oil so he didn't smell bad at all.Haha!

In the car,in the middle of a standstill traffic jam,I decided to get something to eat so my sister recommended this place near my aunt's place (which was also jam packed with cars) and the 3 of us hungout for some food and drinks.It was funny.One of us just broken up from a 4 year relationship.One of us is getting married real soon.One of us is still hooking up with different people from time to time.

It was a good therapy though.I enjoyed that outing.

Oh yeah,my aunt's female kitten has this flu going on.It's actually more like a sinus.She looked awful and she was wheezing.......I think.

it takes a crazy,depressed,unstable person to see things in a different light and tell you what is obvious

I'd say life has brought a lot of people down this path.

Strange.

I've been talking a lot of people.

It's only been months.

Not several.

Maybe a couple.

I am afraid if things I have said might have made things the way they are now.

Not like before.

Different.

What if they are not for the better?

What if I was wrong?

What if?

I cannot answer prayers.

I do not possess miracles.

I can barely hold up a conversation.........not with myself.

thinking of words beginning with the letter 'M'

MmmmmMORON.......mmmmmmmMALICE.........Murderer.............MmmBop!

Snow Bear totally crossed the line today.He finally found things he like and went overboard.Kak Yah dropped everything and gave him a god bath!He was playing with a chameleon outside the house and then,when that lizard did not react to whatever it was he was doing,he started rolling around......on the muddy grass........and then he got into a fight with another cat.......eventually,he ran into the house and headed for the newly washed clothes.

He was asking for it.

OMFG!

I was calculating how much I have spent on cosmetics in the last couple of months.I cannot begin to explain myself but Shu said (to make me feel better) that all those things I spent on are worth every cent.

Well,I'd say they are but if he says so then it must be something positive ;)

Managed to stay away from malls today.

*I kinda think something was up coz the amount of people at the malls and on the roads aren't as many as there usually would be :/ It's not a bad thing at all,really.Maybe things should be kept this way ;) I really thought that people were stocking up for war or something coz on Wednesday night,everyone did not leave the mall when it was getting late and people still kept on coming in and shopping!

Anywho,my sister proposed a make up shopping trip on Friday afternoon.So far,(as much as I know I shouldn't buy anyMORE cosmetics) I should be free then ^_^

*Gonna have to check with Sarah if she'd like to join us.If not,we can always go shopping earlier in the week ;)

Make Up For Ever Professionals@One Utama

Trying to go someplace new,Shu and I ended up in Mid Valley Megamall.There was this huge recreation of Wonderland in the concourse area.It was super awesome but the amount of homsapiens in the damn mall was super annoying so we left in less than an hour.Parking was hell but I just couldn't be in such places at that time.

What we did was we headed over to One Utama (again) We were there earlier in the day with my grandma coz she needed some help with groceries so I drove her there with Shu.

Anywho,we had to go back to that mall anyways coz we were supposed to go to the aquarium shop at the lower ground level.Shu is so getting his aquarium from there ;) I wasn't supposed to but I did anyways,went ahead to the Make Up For Ever Professionals booth.I was supposed to just ask about a product but as usual,I ended up buying it coz I really lurve the coverage it gives me ^_^ AND........it is cheaper than Bobbi Brown's.

I heard and read and saw videos of reviews regarding this product.They were all telling the truth.This thing is AWESOME!

We went to the fish spa.The lady in charge of the place already knows us.We are there ever so often.I always (for some strange reason) have an open wound on either one of my feet everytime we go there.Luckily,I had the fish under control today.

blueness vs greeness

I have problems with water activated eye shadows.I do.I just really suck at applying them and making them work.So what I did the other day was to try them on anyways.With and without water.I must say that it is easier to keep the colors in control when they are dry.

Hurmm...........

I have serious issues regarding certain areas of life these days.I need cash and I need to do something to pass time each and everyday (especially when Shu is at work!) BUT<---a very huge but......,I just love having time to myself these days.I don't mind working but I love the flexibility of teaching part time.I love the free time too.

I really should (and I shall) do something serious-er regarding work but for now,I have shitloads on my mind!I still haven't picked up on sewing (how the hell am I supposed to realize my designs?!) I am still working on make up.I suck with brushes.Getting better at it I hope ;)

"I need time to think........"

ok ok.....here's a proper review......

"I'm just going to say this and then I'm going to shut up"

There are 2 possible ways to looking at the movie.

1)From a Disney fan's point of view

2)From a Tim Burton/Johnny Depp fan point of view

*Spoilers ahead!Don't bother reading if you're not interested or have not watched the movie!*

Burton's works had always been known for it's "darkness" so if you were expecting a happy,colorful,typical Disney cartoon-ness in this film,I'd say you got the wrong movie.So take a hike!

I agree that the actors spoke a little too fast. (I watched it 3 times to really get some of the lines)<---not the real reason I went to watch the movie again and again and again.The script was fine.Hilarious.Disturbing.I just wonder if the puns were intended considering that there are kids in the cinema.

*Imagine you're kid asking you after watching the movie "Mum,what's sexual harassment?"

But I am sure that kids these days know more than they are supposed to ;) It's probably not a big deal anyways........

In one of the interviews,Depp mentioned that "Hatter was very overprotective over Alice like a big brother" Wow!Really?I couldn't have guessed!if I didn't know any better,I'd say he liked Alice.A whole lot!Like when a friend likes a friend.....of the opposite sex.........

Oh well,it probably doesn't matter anyways.It's probably just a line when he said "why is it that you are either too tall or too small?" or when he looked overly excited when he saw Alice again and said "You're Alice and you're you and you're just your size!You're Alice size........" or something along those lines......

Anywho,I do think that the Cheshire cat sounds a wee bit naughty.Then again,he's supposed to.He's uber cute!

If you were expecting the Disney cartoon version of Alice in Wonderland.This is NOT it.Keep those 2 versions apart and you'll have your sanity ;)

um.......

......from Umbridge.......

The only time Shu and I could ever hang out during the weekdays would be in the mornings only coz he starts work at 4:30pm.Well,days which are not Tuesdays would be funner in a way coz I'd usually leave for work around 1pm-ish.Need to have time for the journey to work in case of traffic jams......also,I have the tendency to get lost :p

Which I did actually.Well,it wasn't as bad as the first time I drove to work.I always manage to get to my workplace but I'd get lost on my way home.There was a huge lorry that jumped the red light at the junction where I was supposed to turn and at that moment,I really thought I wasn't supposed to turn right at that junction :/

Anywho,I missed my exit on my home yesterday so I ended up on a busier road.I wasn't like lost or whatever.I just missed an exit.

Shu and I went to watch Alice in Wonderland (in 3D!) again this morning ^_^ That would be my 3rd time watching that movie in the last days.I've always known that I have this insane attraction towards Tim Burton movies but watching it in 3D sure makes it a whole lot muchilicious!

Also,I hate weekend and school holiday crowd (and kids!)

by Danny Elfman

Oh, Alice, dear where have you been?

So near, so far or in between?

What have you heard what have you seen?

Alice, Alice, please, Alice!

Oh, tell us are you big or small

To try this one or try them all

It's such a long, long way to fall

Alice, Alice, oh, Alice

How can you know this way not that?

You choose the door you choose the path

Perhaps you should be coming back

Another day, another day

And nothing is quite what is seems

You're dreaming are you dreaming, oh, Alice?

(Oh, how will you find your way? Oh, how will you find your way?)

(There's not time for tears today. There's no time for tears today.)

So many doors , how did you choose

So much to gain so much to lose

So many things got in your way

No time today, no time today

Be careful not to lose your head

Just think of what the doormouse said,Alice!

Did someone pull you by the hand?

How many miles to Wonderland?

Please tell us so we'll understand

Alice!Alice!Oh, Alice

(Oh how will you find your way?Oh, how will you find your way?)

a much rejuvenated muchness

Went to watch Alice in Wonderland......in 3D.......again........Hah!Actually I just wanted to take my littlest brother,Azim,to watch the movie coz he wanted to come with me the other day but the tix were fully booked at the time.So took him out today ;)

Anyways,I am super excited over the new vanity table Shu and I put together today.Well,we got it last week but we didn't have time to assemble the whole thing.This morning,we took the time to do it.It's so NICE!!!!!!!I finally have a proper mirror!

Oh!AND.......my folks decided to get me a cupboard.A proper one.It's BIG!And off-white-ish and me likes its!At least I have a proper place to my clothes into.

D'oh!

P.S.: I got really pissed off by GSC coz they have 13 freakin' cinemas and the 1 with the busted 3D whatever had to be the one showing Alice in Wonderland!WHY THE HELL were they STILL SHOWING the stupid Transformers movie anyways?That movie is so 20 years ago!ANCIENT!

Tokio Hotel feat Kerli (Almost Alice)

A Freak of nature

Stuck in reality.

I don't fit the picture

I'm not what you want me to be.

Sorry

Under the radar,

Out of the system,

Caught in the spotlight,

That's my existance.

You want me to change,

But all I feel is strange!

Strange, in your perfect world.

So-o-o strange, strange!!

I feel so absurd in this life.

Don't come closer.

In my arms,

Forever you'll be

Strange!

Strange!

You want to fix me,

Push me,

Into your fantasy.

You try to give me,

sell me,

A new personality.

You try to lift me,

I don't get better,

What's making you happy,

Is making me sadder.

In your golden cage,

All I feel is strange!

Strange, in your perfect world.

So-o-o strange, strange!

I feel so absurd in this life.

Don't come closer.

In my arms,

Forever you'll be

Strange!

Strange!

Like me.

Strange!

When you touch me.

Strange!

When you kill me.

Strange!

All I feel is,

Strange!

In my dreams together,

We'll be...

Strange, strange

In a perfect world...

Strange!

I am so strange!

Strange!

I am so strange!

Strange, strange

In your perfect world.

So-o-o strange, strange!

I feel so absurd in this life.

Don't come closer.

You'll die slowly,

In my arms.

Forever you'll be

Strange!

Strange!

Like me.

living with boys

Growing up,I thought it was hard enough to be a girl in a patriarchal world.It's not just about having to do housework only because your culture is such but you also have to be able to do the things guys have to do like heavy lifting or use hardware tools to repair things and stuff.Of course,personally,I prefer doing all those over washing dishes anytime.

But come on,I have to know an awful lot of things and they don't know shit about simple things like flushing the toilet after use?That's just bad!Not to forget that my brother used my hair conditioner to make the washroom smell better after he flushed the damn bowl!

Today,my other brother used my facial wash to wash himself during shower!And the only reason I found it out from him was because I was talking to him about zapping zits!It's no wonder I found my facial wash outside of the cabinet in the washroom where it usually would be!Not to mention the sudden decrease of amount of liquid left in it!I could have sworn it was way more than that last I checked.

back from Underland

Tim Burton has yet again got me hooked to his latest piece of work.And of course,Danny Elfman as the composer,I could not ask for more.........oooh!But wait!Johnny Depp and Alan Rickman (voice only) are in the movie too!And Helena Bonham-Carter!

Haha!

I lurve Alice's dresses!Especially after she fell down the rabbit hole!They are so very preeeeeeeeeteeeeeeee!!!!!!I am lurving Depp's Mad Hatter make up (not the hair!)

I thought the Fudderwhacking moves were fuh-ney.It got me laughing a whole lot!

So why is a raven like a writing desk again?

in case you haven't noticed.......

We are in the 21st century.If and unless you change the way you preach,no one will listen to you.Hell,I won't listen to you.Maybe it's because your language of choice does not suit me.It's a major turn off factor,really.It's like I have to reconstruct each and every sentence......word you say to English before I can fully understand what you're trying to say.

Or........

Maybe it's just your approach.I personally wouldn't bother listening to what you have to say coz it makes absolutely no sense to me and it's kinda hard for me to relate to what ever it is you're saying.Of course,I don't know about other people but despite it being a sensitive issue,I don't really like listening to religious talks especially when it comes from people with the whole "holier than thou" tone.

So please,do us all a favor and shut the hell up.If and unless you change your style or what ever,I think you really should just not bother ;)

It's either you love God too much or you 'think' He'd love you more than others when you do this sorta shit.

like everybody else.......

I too have skeletons in my closet (not that I have a closet to begin with) I sometimes have trouble keeping them to myself.Some skeletons are just too big to be stuffed into a closet.This is the part where I'd panic coz if the closet doesn't fit,where the hell am I supposed to chuck this crap at?

Well.....back in the day,I had a counselor to thrash (and cry) at.Yes,I did have sessions with a counselor only because I had trouble sorting out the shit I have.Nowadays,I no longer have that advantage.The problem is,my depression issues hasn't resolved much.Instead,it's beginning to get out of hand.

I can't explain what being depressed feels like coz if and unless you are depressed will you know how painful this is that to a certain extent you become too numb and immune to everything around you.At that point,I would either resort to inflicting external pain onto myself just so I can feel again.........or ignore it.Sleep through it or what ever.That would not be the best thing to do coz eventually it would resurface and create a worst outburst later on.

I've tried letting it out in different ways but everything fails.This causes insomnia which I have been having lately. *extensive use of concealers!* The best thing about being depressed is that I would lose weight easily from loss of appetite.I'd usually go on for days without food and to a certain extent,I'd start to hallucinate.Its kinda fun to hallucinate coz I'd see things in a whole different level.Most of which I cannot tell if they are real or not.

*I know,why can't I just get freakin' high on marijuana?!*Well.......I have issues dealing with runners.Also,when I have the cash,they don't have the goods.It's all just bad timing,really.......

My other option would be to overdose myself with random things.Now I know what taking too much paracetamols could do to ya ;) so I'd try other drugs........in forms of medications.I haven't done this in a long while.Not sure if its a good thing.

Sometimes I think I just need to sleep a little more.And stop thinking too much!God DAMN IT!

fighting demons

We all have 'em.It's just a matter of how we do it.Been doing this in a long while.Getting quite immune to the pain it causes.It's no biggie.I'll get over it ;)

back and kickin'!

Those people at Streamyx said that it would take them a maximum of days to get our internet connection back on track (coz we moved AGAIN).Shu went for his training today and he took extra time to learn troubleshooting and he fixed our prob ;) easy peasy!

Yes,Shu is working for Streamyx and he's working in TTDI.Hahaha!How ironic is that?I live here but I have to go all the way to Puncak Alam to work.Anywho,I drove Shu to work today.He went in at 2:30pm today.Yesterday,he went to work at 4:30pm.

I love working in the afternoon coz I'd have time to do whatever I want in the morning ^_^ But I guess working only 2 and half hours a week isn't the best thing to do :/ To a certain extent,I do have the tendency to go completely mad.

Speaking of work,I had my very first experience in invigilating a mid term test on Tuesday.One student gave me some problem by failing to inform about her name being blocked off due to fees.Apart from that,I had a pretty slow week.Was hanging out at my aunt's office on Monday.Got to know another lecturer who is also teaching in Puncak Alam.

My sister is right.Apart from my supervisor,all my other colleagues are pretty much older than me.Not that it's a bad thing.Well......I hope not........ ;)

bobbi brown,one utama

Been doing a lot of heavy lifting in the last couple of days.We've moved!

That didn't stop me from carrying on adding things to my shopping list.

Well,I was at the mall in the last couple of weeks.Went to check out Laura Mercier.I was curious about their much talked about concealer pot.But then I was also curious about M.A.C. and Make Up Forever.Before I could find time to go over to those 2 places,I somehow ended up at Bobbi Brown yesterday.

The sales girl was really helpful.Shu was there the other day coz he was looking for the kabuki brush.Anyways,he did mention that he learned a lot from that girl.Well,I did too.She sat me down and put the concealer on and stuff.I lurved the end product so I just went ahead and got those ^_^

The thing about me dragging Shu along when I go shopping is coz his opinion really matters to me and the fact that I always need a second (sometimes 3rd) opinion,he's always the first person on my list.Well,there's my sister and Sarah (whom I'd always ask online) I just think that make up needs to be seen and felt unlike clothes and shoes........or handbags!

Shit!I just realized that it's already the end of February!I haven't got much time to plan anymore!Damn it!

And it doesn't help that I seriously think my students are NOT prepared for their midterm exams!SHITTO!

Terrified by Katharine McPhee

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

did what I do best at the best time in the bestest way ever

Hahahahahahah!

And I am still laughing (out LOUD) about it :p

I got lost.It was the first time I drove to work and I got lost.The best part was that I did NOT get lost on my way THERE.I got lost ON CAMPUS itself!After class,I figured that there shouldn't be any problems at all to get out.I took a wrong turn and accidentally got into the wrong side of a one way street.This happened still WITHIN the campus grounds!

It got worse as I made my way OUTSIDE the campus gates.My first turn to the right was correct.Everything was fine right up till the point I got to the biggest junction traffic light.I was gonna turn right but then there was a huge lorry that came straight through where I was gonna turn.That got me puzzled thinking that I wasn't even supposed to turn right there.Weird though coz there was a road.A proper road.

I went straight ahead and ended up in some kampung area.There was no kampung on my way to campus.Finally,I decided to call Shu coz we were supposed to meet up halfway before going home.He told me to turn around.Then,it got better but not as I hoped it would be.I was on a highway that lead me straight to Kota Damansara.

Earlier that day before I left the house,Aunty Intan was at my place and she was telling me about a faster way to get to my work place through Kota Damansara.That must have been it.I was on it and it really was fast.

So yeah,I got lost but learned a new route which is awesome ;)

weekend with my sister

I spent Saturday night laughing so hard in the bedroom with my sister coz she found a whole stash of things like photos and autograph books and journals from her days when she was in school.Primary school.The pictures she found were priceless!Like a photo of my grandma back in the way when she was still a minister!And the photo of us celebrating my sister's birthday at TGIF when I was still a goth chick.Hahahahahahah!

The autograph book was hilarious!My sister used to have Eno's friends around her (coz they all had a crush on her) So what some of these boys did was that they signed the damn book but with super fuh ney things written in it like "I ---- ---"<---which was I Love You (Doh!) and some of them would write stuff like "Ingat lah Allah......." and my sister and I were like "WHA???" Where the hell did that come from?!

The funniest part was that I too signed the book.TWICE!The last thing I wrote was "LURVE ME!"

And we were laughing at the things she wrote in her journal when she was 15.She wrote this awesome poem though which never remembered writing.

On Sunday morning,she and I followed my dad to Ampang to see this Burmese family.Their son was begging at our front door the other day and that's how my dad got to know him.We decided to help his family out coz apart from the fact that this boy's folks were refugees,the boy and his 8 other siblings never made it to school after primary school.Also,the kid doesn't even have an I.D. card!AND.....his 15 year old sister has a 6 months old baby girl!Oh yeah,in case you're wondering,the boy is only 16 years old.

Anywho,after that we headed home.I took my siblings out for lunch.We had a good laugh over Indian food.I dragged my sister to the mall with me to catch the flee market.There was a booth that sells make up brushes and stuff and I wanted to try them.The market is only during the weekends and I have no idea where to find the brush supplier otherwise.Had a drink.We were talking about stuff.

Actually,we did a lot of that.Talking.We haven't done that in a long while and my sister just needed a second opinion about the predicament she is currently in.Seriously,I wish we had that conversation earlier.I just hope she'll decide to do the right thing before going completely insane.

I,on the other hand,have been going through some serious guilt trip..........I'll probably save it for another entry.

Shu got a job and he's already started work today.Yey! ^_^

slowing down and taking a step back

Maybe I was going a bit too fast.The way I was living my life would have had me killed in a couple of months time.Slowing down is not easy but I'm gonna try working on it.Maybe it's the thing I need.

What about shoes?!

A VERY VERY UNBIRTHDAY!!!!

Got up super late today.Had this disturbing dream about someone going missing and a whole bunch of people turning into zombies.It was really weird.

Managed to get stuff while running around doing errands and driving mum today.Got Kecik,Snow Bear and Gemok aka Fei Mao flea collars.They need it.They so need it.Especially Snow Bear and Gemok.Snow Bear is now known as the City of Kootoos.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!

Oh yeah,was going to get my grandma some cookies she wanted over at the mall so I decided to stop by at the drug store to get some eye liners.I really lurve Maybeline liners.Got meself a brown color 2-in-1 Impact Shadow Liner by Eyestudio and the Impact Express smooth felt liner in black.Yes,definitely expect some wings!YEY!

Got those kids some flea treatment shampoo too.They should all be tick and flea free in no time ^_^

I had a blastt yesterday.Shu took me to the Sepang Gold Coast.I would LOVE to have a photoshoot done there!I had a great dinner.

The night before that,Shu took me to a place called Cerana for supper somewhere in Cheras.I lurve that place too.It would be a perfect place to throw a dinner party!

Was at the Blues Bred studio (2nd time) on Monday night.We finally narrowed down our play list for the gig on the 28th.WOO HOO!!!!!!I was so not there in the studio that night.I was literally playing with my eyes closed......well,sorta.I was thinking about lion dances and more lion dances and sang when I had to.There were times when I forgot to go to the mic to sing coz I was walking around a little too far.Hehe........

The whole of Sunday was about lion dances.Monday afternoon was about the Tiger dance I've been waiting for all week.It was awesome!Spent Tuesday morning with my mum and sister.We sent my brother Qarim to Central KL coz he had to catch a bus.

I had a blast.Still looking for Tiger dance performances coz I only have till February 4th of 2011 before the end of the Tiger year ;)

Thanks for everything,baby!And thanks for all the birthday wishes people!Me lurves yous!Have a prosperous year!RRRRRRRROOOOOOAAAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!!!

my new favourites!

I cannot explain how much I am super lurvin these new 3/4 pants from Giordano!I am so getting more real soon!

OMFG!I cannot believe that Shu got me the kabuki brush I wanted so much from Make Up Forever Professionals!Its texture is super awesome!I really3 lurve it!

M.A.C.'s mineralized skinfinish powder is my favourite thing right now!

I absolutely lurve the new knee high boots Shu got me!OMFG!They are so damn awesome!!!

Oh yeah,I got meself a CNY Tiggerlicious tee!LURVING that too!

RRRRRRROOOOOAAAAARRRR!!!!!!!

RRRRRROOOAAAAARRRRR!!!!!!

Was at the mall AGAIN yesterday.I was hunting down the tiger dance and we actually got around to stopping them from making the round for a picture ;)

Yes,I actually ran straight for one tiger and said "WAIT!I WANNA TAKE A PICTURE!" and the dudes actually posed for a picture and then more people joined in for more pictures! :D

Puas hati!

Now,I am back on my hunting trail for make up brushes.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

Muahahahahaha!

This ain't the day to be sad and angry.......Got me dose of annual lion dance.Awesome!Was chasing 7 lions from Ikano to The Curve.Tomorrow,there will be a Tiger dance.Don't wanna miss that.

Oh yeah,tomorrow is a day to be good to dogs (and cats!MEOW!) So please,if you need to abuse,by all means,go find some homosapien to beat up.Bang into someone or their cars.Burn down someone's house or something.Do NOT let it out on animals ^_^

Happy New Year!

eve of the year of the Tiger

I am so psyched!I feel like I should do something extra this year.I am torn between either helping those stray cats living behind my house by sending them all to SPCA or.....I should adopt 2 more kitties ^_^ I think I'm gonna adopt regardless if I do ever get those stray cats help.

I think the world should be dominated by cats.Hahahaha!

I have been having this urge to eat worms lately.I just feel like digging up a few from the ground and throw them into a frying pan complete with salt and pepper.And probably some flavoring.Hurmm........sounds pretty good.

Can't seem to push myself to eat these days.I know that I've had my round of Yee Sang the other night but I think I want more ;)

Oh yeah,I was at the mall today just hopping from one store to another looking for a good kabuki brush.Those made from horse tails are the best.I am kinda liking the one from Make Up Forever Professionals.I was talking to the girl at the Bobbi Brown counter and she showed me some really awesome stuff.Their brushes are da bomb!

between God and I

I don't have a problem with this relationship.I completely understand that if I fuck around or screw up,I am definitely up for a good whoopin'.HE also knows that I hate Him sometimes but the feeling usually won't last.He's the only one whom I cannot get into a physical fight with and if He ever wants to remind me of my position in this relationship,He'd do it without fail.

We're good......

I just cannot stand human beings.......I sometimes wonder why He'd create idiots........morons.......

nein nein nein nein NEIN!!!!!!!

Not again!Shit!

Got a call from my mum on my way home today.First,she sounded all bubbly and happy about The Age of Innocence being aired on TV and stuff......then,she moved on to news about Kecik.She said he's limping.He might have gotten hit by a car coz he hasn't been home all morning.

The thing is,I cannot figure out WTF is wrong is wrong with this little guy.He's a cat.He's a male cat.He should at least be agile and swift enough to go against what ever the hell that's ahead of him.Seriously,Snow Bear hasn't got into any major shitty-ness since he first arrived.He causes damages onto others :/

If he was a kid,I would totally send Kecik for therapy!

The so called Lightning Thief

I think I expected too much from the movie.The cast was not bad but I expected the movie to be so much better.Ah well........

We had some awful service over at The Cathay Cineplex over in Mutiara Damansara today.Let's begin at the very beginning........

The snack parlor.......There was a LONG line of people and there was only one counter opened.How annoying was that?!While there was only one miserable person taking care of the cash register,the rest of the snack crew clan were at the other side preparing the orders!That was annoying!How many people do you actually need to prepare food stuff if only one customer was at the pick-up counter?

And then,we were allowed in to sit.The credits from the previous movie session was still playing on screen!Maybe that didn't bother us too much.What did was the stupid idiot in charge of that particular cinema!The lights were already dimmed down which meant that there would be some movie trailers up next.....but what instead was that the stupid back ground music of the waiting period was still playing while the trailer was on so we couldn't hear anything from the trailer.That went on for quite a while.......

That was super annoying!

M.A.C. again.......

Was it my sister who told me that M.A.C. store over at Sunway Pyramid?........Yes.....yes,she was the one........

I have splurged AGAIN......this time it was on the Mineralized skin finish natural powder.I am an addict to face powder :p

AND.....I also made a quick stop over at Elianto to get some eye shadows.Me gots them duo shades in blue(s) and green(s).....yes,yesss.....me dids.......

I am kinda annoyed by the fact that NYX is not available here :(

But....nevermind.......at least we have Make Up Forever ^_^

me lurves them!

<---Lightning

<---Yun Fang

bloody vogons!

In the beginning,the universe was created.This made a lot of people very angry it was widely regarded as a bad move.........

Got up early this morning.Earlier than usual.Shu had an interview scheduled at 10am at a place about 5 minutes from my house.I wanted to drive him there so I woke him up and got ready.We spent the whole of last night preparing what ever he needed for the interview so while he had to prepare the papers and resume,I helped iron his shirt and pants and looked for a tie that would suit the shirt.Haha!It was hilarious!Coz I'd be running after the cats in between getting things done ^_^

We got to the building and headed upstairs.There was a girl sitting in the waiting room when we got there.She was waiting for her friend who was also there for the interview.Thinking that it was just gonna be a short interview,I sat down beside her.More people arrived later on.Finally,the dude who conducted the interviews peeked out to us and told us to go do something coz it was gonna take a long while till they were done with the interviews.He was right.The whole thing lasted for a good 4 hours!

I went to join my mum and brother at some coffee shop at the other end of town about 15 minutes after Shu went for the interview.Then,I went home and got some stuff and waited for Azim to get ready coz he was heading out to the mall to hangout with some friends so I had to drive him there.I headed over to the building to get Shu but I had to wait a little longer coz he had lots more things to do.

I ended up talking to that girl who was there earlier.She was waiting for 2 of her friends as it turned out.She lives in Kerinchi and she too is working for the company whom had people over for interviews.She said she was working at Maybank before this and the job sucked coz she was working 12 hours a day,6 days a week.She's supposed to just work half a day on Saturdays but she said she always ended up leaving at 4pm-ish.She said she couldn't take it so she quit.

Good move.I would have done the same.Haha!

Finally,Shu was done with his interview.We had lunch over at Devi's coz I refused to move the car (coz the fuel tank was close to empty :p ) That was one hell of an interview coz he had to do lots of test including an IQ test and a typing test.Interesting.

The thing about this job (that Shu applied for) was that Farah (Aunty Intan's daughter) managed to brief him a few days before so Shu knew what to expect.Also,unlike my job,he doesn't have to bring home his work.It's pretty good for sanity sake ;)

KA-BOOM!

Me likey me freedom very much ^_^ but sometimes it drives me mad :/

The truth is,Shu and I kinda like our lives the way it is now.......working but not over doing it.We have time and that's the thing we are slaves to.Extra time.It's contagious!

Boys and girls of every age......wouldn't you like to see something strange?

Come with us and you will see........the fun-ness of being free :D

I am addicted to driving the 2 cats mad.My hamster included.

I am addicted to finding ways to improve my students' English.

I am addicted to make-up.Especially HD Translucent Powder(s).

*Note to self:Do NOT bother going into Shins or SaSa for make up coz it's better to just get them from their respected counters.

*Was at the Make Up Forever Professionals counter the other day.I am so gonna get stuff from there real soon ^_^

P.S. :Good luck for your job interview tomorrow,Love! <3

far away land

It's strange how I have a job but I don't feel like I'm working much.It's kinda good coz I'm the type who'd get bored easily so doing something over and over again can kill me.Then again,I seem to have way too much time at hand.Shu suggested that I work on my make-up skills.He's right.This is the time for me to get my hands on as much make-up products as possible and I should work on my skills right away.

*Actually,I am rather picky when it comes to make-up artists so I'm trying to work on getting it done myself rather than having to hire anyone for the wedding.......or whenever necessary :p

So yeah,I've been hopping from one mall to another,one store to another,one brand to another.I'm beginning to see that getting make-up products from the states is so much cheaper.Thing is,I need them ASAP.I can't wait for anyone to go over to the states to get them for me from my brother.

BTW,today is Eno's birthday.Well,it's actually on the 4th.I had a good time laughing with him over a telephone conversation.He said he got us all a whole bunch of stuff *including the American Football helmet I asked for lat year ^_^* So I told him that I might just need to post things to his address there in the states and get him to post them over IF I ever start shopping online AGAIN.

Hahahahahahahaha!

I am super excited about this year's Chinese New Year!Actually,I tend to get this way every year coz I just lurve lion dance performances and I lurve the color red.Also,this year is the year of the Tiger so it would be a plus point if I'll ever catch a Tiger Dance performance ;)

traffic jams

Traveled all the way to the mall near my house just to get some stuff yesterday.In the end,the thing we were really looking for was actually at the mall near the place we stay :/ It's not that we underestimated the mall or what ever.It just never occur to us to look for it there in the first place.

Silly!

The surprisingly awesome we deal that went on at the mall yesterday was the Schwarzkopf Professional booth which were selling off all the professional products for either BUY 1 and get another item FREE OR BUY 2 items and get 3 items FREE.It does sound super unbelievable but the thing is,as weird as this may sound,I do not use as many Schwarzkopf Pro products as much as I used to.So that would totally be taking up space eventhough it was an awesome deal.

Shu ended up getting a hair gel and I got meself a shampoo and we only paid for my shampoo which was a couple of bux more expensive than the hair gel.It was pretty cool coz I'd usually end up buying those products from hair salons *which I already did some time last month!*

Anywho,we watched Case 39 the other day and it scared the shit out of us.Initially,I was a bit reluctant to watch the movie coz it starred Renee Zelweger but in the end we ended up watching it anyways and despite the fact that she looked weird in the movie,the movie itself was really spooky.

Coz the other night,we tried to scare ourselves by watching the Thai horror flick Haunted Universities but ended up not entirely disappointed,just a bit annoyed by the fact that it really wasn't that much of a horror flick at all :/

The Something,Something,Something Dark Side by Family Guy was fuh-ney!Hahahahahaha!

spent the last 24 hours of my life TRYING to finish marking papers.......

I failed.I got loads of help from Shu though......I failed.I just couldn't do it.I'd go over one paper and get annoyed and stressed out and it would take me some time (lots of time) till I go over the next paper.Sometimes,I do feel that it's unfair for me to get upset with these kids coz they didn't get any form of proper education before they came to the city......or did they :/

Then again,maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if they actually bothered to take the initiative themselves to learn the language.I have no idea how to make them understand the depth of every single thing they do here and now and the damages it would cost them in the future......

Just fucking read some English books or articles or papers or something!

I miss Kecik and Snow Bear and Bedah.It's not hard to understand them or make them understand me eventhough we don't speak the same language :/

not many are talented.......

but most Malaysians believe that they can actually drive and talk on the cellphone both at once.Multitasking requires more than just practice.......yes,not many people can pull it off.

Morons.........

Oh yeah,got my very first blessing of 2010!Shu and I were at The Curve today and we heard the drumming of the lion dance.There was indeed a lion dance performance and they were giving out oranges to the audiences ^_^

My weekends as of next week shall be booked especially on the 14th and the 15th ^_^

*double yeys!*

P.S. : Shu and I were in the park today and we saw this little squirrel sniffing around for food or something.I ran over to see if I could scare it but it didn't move at all.Then,I took a closer look and saw that one of its eyes were blind and there was a possibility of it being deaf coz it didn't seem to react to any sounds I made.

Worried if it was not gonna make it through by looking at how it was carrying on,Shu and I decided to run home and get some food for it.We managed to get back in time eventhough the squirrel was already on the roadside.Shu actually managed to catch the poor little thing and we brought it home.I was planning to give it to some pet store coz they'd probably know what to do (to help the little blind squirrel) rather than having it live with us (with all the crazy felines we have running around the house)

But since we couldn't keep the squirrel anywhere at home SAFE,Shu let it go at one of our neighbour's houses who has pine trees and lots of bushes.Hopefully,the little thing survived the rain a while ago :/ I really hope we didn't make things worse for it :(

the replacement.......tutor.......

Hahahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!

I had to take over my aunt's night class the other day coz she was out of town.There were only about 10 students in that class and they were all working (probably around my age) which was weird.I had a blast teaching that class coz I wasn't talking about grammar which was a major relief for me.My usual class aren't as horrible but I was teaching a bunch of 19 year olds grammar (and writing).

Shu actually helped me straighten out the teaching materials coz I was going mad marking papers.I'm not just talking about not knowing about what's going on out in the world but Shu proposed the idea of using PMR level English textbooks :/I know,pretty tough but I gotta keep trying.

Anywho,after the night class the other day,Shu and I went over for a lepak session with his cousins who live in Shah Alam.I had a great time laughing away coz we haven't seen them in a while.

I woke up super late today and I have a slight fever.Hopefully I'll recover real soon coz I hate being sick.......and I've got papers to mark :p

was in Cheras some days ago.....

It was for a job interview actually over at UCSI.Shu and my mum were shocked to hear that I even bothered to try to get a job there coz it's near Bandar Tasik Selatan.It's congested and packed but I could only be there for a little while.I'm not a city person.I hate hectic places.

*Maybe that's why I lurve Puncak Alam so much ^_^

Anywho,Kamal said that we're gonna get slots for a show sometime next week so I'mma keep everyone posted.I think it's gonna be somewhere at Jalan TAR.I'm only gonna get the info from him tonight coz we've got a jamming session.AND.......there is a HUGE possibility that Shu will be standing in for Ayie.

AWESOME aye!

I've been working on new cover songs so hopefully I'm gonna be able to pull off a solo acoustic performance soon ;)

officially has students of her own ^_^

I taught my first class today.It was at UiTM Puncak Alam.I was teaching a bunch of nursing students.Hahahahahah!They were 19-year olds in their 2nd semester :p

*That's as old as Rashid!*

Anyways,it was funny coz all this while I've been the one who'd attend classes only to listen to lectures but now I'm giving them lectures...........about English.NOT AS EASY AS IT SOUNDS.

I had a blast anyways and Shu lurves Puncak Alam 2 so while I was at class,he went around looking at more places around the area to see if we can move there ^_^

Me lurve the area too!The campus is new and neat-o!

In case anyone's been wondering,I have somewhat moved out so you ain't gonna find me in TTDI much.Nope.Na'ah.

Shu and I were hanging out with my aunt yesterday.We had lunch with her and then we headed over to her place later in the evening to submit some documents and stuff.It was hilarious.My aunt and her friend and my sister along with Shu and I ended up having late dinner in PJ after getting my cousin from his grandma's place.We had shit loads of things to laugh about and to laugh at one of which being my aunt herself.Her friend was laughing at the fact that she's so skinny and she was still going back and forth to the gym and my aunt would get upset while her was laughing out loud.It was fuh-ney!

Puncak Alam,Kuala Selangor

Went to check out that place and we lurve it super much!The drive there was exactly like the drive from Kuching to Serikin.Very nice in the day!Not a good idea to be on the roads at night though coz there aren't any lights on the road and stuff.

Me likey very much what Shu got me today! ^_^ I'mma start using it real soon I hope ;)

into the unknown

The last 24 hours of my life has opened my eyes and changed me.Hopefully for good.There's no turning back and I hope it won't be as bad as everything else that's happened.Maybe,my wish has come true and I really hope that I didn't ask for too much.

To think that it's only been a week,the pain that I went through might have gotten me seeing in a different view.What I'll leave behind would be things I once give a damn about.Of course,no one saw it coming.Not this way at least.

Well,I was online with Stitch the other day and he was telling me how unpredictable I am so this is just me living up to that.Oh yeah.....me haves a secret.He told me something.......well,now only Shu and I know about it ;) I am SO EXCITED!For Stitch,that is.........

So yeah.......I took baths in the last 24 hours in 3 different places.It was totally weird but things needed to be done and I do need to shower.It's been crazy.I didn't think taking such drastic actions would lead to where I am now.I think I've just come to a point whereby I just cannot care anymore.I have 1 person to think about now and it's Shu so as far as I am concerned,the rest of the world can burn in HELL!

Ok,that was not called for.I do care about Kecik and Snow Bear and Bedah as well.........

Naim said something to Shu and I yesterday and it still has me laughing till now.The dude is FUH-NEY!My sister takes bribes but since she's been great help to me at the very least,I don't really care so much about what she does.This ain't such a nice world to live in anyways.

I've been walking in the rain and it got me thinking a lot about where I'm going with all this.I'm not exactly sure about where I'm headed but I've definitely made a decision about what I'm gonna do from here onwards and that would be WHAT EVER IT TAKES.

paranormal activity

Went to watch that movie today and it scared the shit out of us (Shu and I) Like totally scared us!And to think that it was a low budget movie,that flick was freakin' scary!

controlling the out of control adrenaline junkie

For someone so small and still considered a baby,Snow Bear aka Snobé sure is out of control.The other night,Yumi,Shu and I were chatting at the side of the road after Sarah had left and that crazy little guy was out and about running crazily back and forth across the road and back.It was fine when the road was clear but there were times when there were cars coming our way and he'd be sitting in the middle of the road.One of the neighbors just came out from the side of the road and he was headed our way and he had to slow down coz Snow Bear was sitting on the line in the middle of the road!The stunt that totally made Ayumi scream was when a Rapid KL (crazy ass fast public bus) was coming and at the very last second,Snow Bear decided to cross the road.THANK GOD he did NOT pull the typical stupid cat stunt by running back the opposite direction but kept on going coz he would have otherwise ended up under the tyres of that bus!He made it pass the damn bus by a split second!

Last nigth,Qarim said that Snow Bear decided to do other stunts like staying in the middle of the road while there are cars passing by.One car actually passed by and thought that he was already run over.Luckily,that crazy kitten was UNDER the car so he lived on.

BODO and GILER!

ANYWHO!.........Shu and I took Kecik to the vet this morning.Kecik has drool coming out since yesterday and Kak Yah said that something must have gone wrong with his tongue.She's right.The vet found some punture marks on his tongue which indicates that he could have either been engaged in a fight OR.....he might have been biting on some thorny plant.Either ways,that caused the tongue to malfunction and now it's been infected.The vet gave him a shot and some meds for the next 5 days.I hope he'll recover quickly coz he's been having some temperature since I got back.

Telang Usan Hotel,Kuching,Sarawak,Borneo

I cannot believe we actually spent the weekend in SARAWAK!To think that it started with Azim,Shu and I joking around on New Year's eve,we actually managed to go and it was awesome!I wish we stayed on a little longer coz seriously,despite the food being a wee bit expensive,I had a blast!

We arrived on the 8th.Got to the hotel at about 4pm-ish.It was too early to not do anything so Shu got us (Azim,Rashid and I) all together and we headed straight for town.We actually went to Waterfront since we didn't want to go too far away from the hotel.Also,we were on foot so we could only go as far as our feet (actually,Azim's) could take us.

*My brothers (especially Azim) aren't the adventurous type to go out and about and explore*

Finally,we decided to have dinner by the river.The view was awesome but the price was mad.Now we know!Scheißer!AND!..........We also did NOT know just how dangerous the place was.Well,apart from Shu's dad's warnings about people getting mugged around that area at knife point and stuff,I found out from my sister that the gangs there are the type who'd simply kill anyone if they wanted any girl.

*It's a good thing I was dressed like a Nyonya jual sayur most of the time ;)*

We did a little more walking after that and got back to the hotel at about 8:40pm-ish.It was kinda good that we were already back by then coz kit started pouring soon after we started lounging about in front of the TV.Yes,even though we got 2 rooms to ourselves,we spent most of the time having a slumber party in just one room.

Oh yeah,Cikgu Sansei called.He was asking about our plans and stuff the next day coz he wanted to come over and take us around.

*It's really3 good to see him again after ALL THESE YEARS!Shit!It must have been over 12 years since I last saw him!He was teaching in my primary school back then.Became really good friends with my dad.In fact,he used to join my dad go on bicycle rides every other afternoon.I'm not talking about the regular main road bike rides.They'd go up forest hills and stuff.Totally off-road stuff.So yeah,it was really great to see him again coz all the while,he'd only be on the phone with my dad.

Anywho,my former teacher met us at the hotel early on Saturday morning.We had some breakfast and then the whole lot of us got into his family car and he took us all the way to Serikin which was like an hour drive away.Serikin was at the borders of Kalimantan and on weekends,people from everywhere would go there to shop for cheap stuff.Mostly Indonesian made things.The atmosphere was crazy but fun.Loads of people selling loads of things.I enjoyed trying out food stuff like crackers which cannot be found in KL.I got hooked to this cracker which looks like one of those onion crackers with the stripes but instead of tasting savoury,it has this balanced sweet taste and it's in black and white instead of brownish.ME LURVES THEM LOTS!

Next,we went to Tasik Biru which is a lake where people used to dig up gold.My teacher said that there is still gold down in the lake but not much left.The place was beautiful!The view was breathtaking!I'm gonna have to upload a picture for this one to actually show how beautiful the place was.

*Yes,I'm an awesome self-proclaimed photographer.Yumi liked most the photos I took :p*

We drove to the little town of Bau to get to a Muslim restaurant called Siti Cafe & Catering for lunch.The food was good and there was this HUGE pregnant cat lying on one of the tables.It was so huge that it couldn't even get up.Hahahaha!KAWAII!

Then,we went to Joong's Crocodile farm.The people who ran the place must have been completely mad!There were shitloads of crocs crawling in several areas and the walls which were holding them back were not as high as I would imagine them to be (in order for us to feel safe) Well,let's just say that crocs have really3 strong tails so if they were to get into a fight or something,they could really break the brick walls.......or something........

Anywho,we walked around and waited by the sitting area to watch the crocs getting fed and stuff.As we were waiting,Shu,Cikgu Sansei and I were looking at the crocs slowly moving into the water submerging and swimming around and stuff.It was then that we realized that when crocs stay still in the water,they'd look like floating logs and the moment they submerge into the brownish river water,we'd never guess they're actually there.We thought about this after looking at the photos of Bujang Senang earlier and how that 19 feet long crocodile ate up a whole kid!

There were also some other creatures at the farm like otters and bear cats and barking deers.......

After a long walk around the park,we headed over to Satok where there's this weekend market happening.I lurve that place!You can buy anything (just like Serikin) but with more food stuff.Rashid wanted a tee so much so we were hopping from one stall to another trying to bargain for a good price.We had drink and ate a little at the food out front.Shu finally got to try the Laksa Sarawak.I was drinking shitloads of H2O coz I was beginning to dehydrate.

*Actually,just before Satok,we were actually back in Kuching but most of the museums we wanted to go to were closed so we made some quick stops at places nearby like the fish museum and the memorial park*

Satok was our last stop for the day.Cikgu Sansei drove us back to the hotel and by the time we got there it was 7pm-ish.That was ONE LONG DAY!We got up at 7:30am and we've been walking all day long.Still,that wasn't our last outing for the day.Shu wanted to have seafood and we did see this place at the top of a multi-storey parking lot called Top Spot.The food was awesome!We walked there coz it was within walking distance and then we were done eating at about 10pm-ish.The walk and the climb up the stairs got us really hungry.

I was totally knocked out not long after we got back to the hotel.Usually,I wouldn't be able to sleep at least after about 3 hours of the last meal but that night,I just couldn't keep my eyes opened anymore.

We were rushing the next morning trying to get to the museums which were closed the day before ON FOOT!Then,we also wanted to get on the little boats to get across to Fort Margherita and be back at the hotel in time to check out.We got to the airport super early coz I needed to confirm my brothers' flight since they were both on stand by.So yeah,my brothers were practically cursing for making them run up hill and up the stairs to the fort IN THE HOT noon!Hahaha!

When we were about to check out at the hotel front desk,Cikgu Sansei called to ask if we could hang around a little while coz he and his family were coming from Satok and he got my folks some stuff.We waited and he came and we finally got to meet his wife and kids.They must have been married for about 6 years already and only now we got to meet the family.They are really nice people and they wanted my folks to go over to the their place once their house is ready.

They have an awesome single storey house with 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms with land area on the side.My former teacher said that his house wouldn't be so far from the school he teaches at or the school his wife teaches at and it's not far from Kuching or the airport.

*Mind you,it took him 3 hours to get to our hotel from the place he's currently living at!*

I had a blast.Our flight home was funny too.In fact,the 4 of us had been making fun of quite a number of people in the plane but I'm just gonna save that for another entry ;)

I am super tired and in need of sleep...........

the truth about Malay myths:85% of it is true

Not sure if that's a positive or a negative thing.Being 75-85% Malay,I kinda feel like it's almost a disgrace coz I can't remove it like it's a stain on a shirt or something.

Well,after about a month of helping Shu out with his business,it's super clear to me that Malays are the worst people to do business with.They want everything but when it comes to paying up,they can't afford it.Here's the thing,the one way I know about purchasing is being able to provide the exact amount of cash required in exchange with the goods you want.It's clear and simple.

Unfortunately,with most of the Malays we've been dealing with,they seem to have come up with a system (which I believe must have came out from their crazy ass minds) whereby they'd pay up little by little.I don't know about Shu but I don't do things that way.If they wanna pay it little by little then they'd just have to wait till they finish paying the whole amount till they get to take the stuff home.

*Note to self:Bayar ansur ansur means they don't have the money to pay for it,SO they really shouldn't bother touching it.

I just don't trust people AT ALL.

*sigh*

And the other thing about some people is that they just want things cheap.I believe that you will get the quality you pay for.If you want cheap things then go look for what ever it is that constitutes the cheapness you are talking about.I was at the verge of just telling these people to "DROP DEAD and FUCK OFF!"

Another thing about some Malays we've been dealing with is about time and planning.If you set an appointment then we'd expect you to show up.Maybe it's coz YOU were the one who set the fucking appointment.It's one thing to forget but after putting us through so much shit and all you can say on the phone is that you're not sure if you did set the appointment at all is just fucked up BIG TIME.

My sister and I had this chat one night before going to bed.She was annoyed at how some people are ignorant when it comes to being punctual.These so called people think that we'd have all the time for them as though we don't have anything else to do.Well,here's a reality check.You are nothing compared to the rest of the things we have to do especially when it comes to business.Time is cash.

And last but not least,if you don't want something,just say it.Miss Adibah mentioned this once in poetry class.Just fucking say what you mean.Especially in business,it's all about playing our part.If you are the client and you want to reject our proposal then that's just fine with us.I don't know if it's a Malay thing to beat around the bush instead of just saying exactly what they mean.I know I do NOT have time for these type of people.

Life is short and seriously,the rest of the world is so much more important and exciting than you.

You SUCK!

don't stop,make it pop,DJ blowin' the speakers up.......

Tonight,I'mma fight,till we see the sunlight........

I cannot get that song out of my head........hurmm.........well,at least it gets my mind off the pain which I have recently caused due to being clumsy.Strange.I am not clumsy.At least not 85% of the time.Today,my fall cost me my left knee.Now,both my knees are hurting.It's not at bad at I expected it to be though.I was waiting for my knee cap to fall or twist or slide all the way to the back of my leg :p

Luckily,it's just a little bruised and probably throbbing a bit but I went running anyways.

P.S. I really lurve Ke$ha's hair! ^_^

death by running

Hah!

It's so good to finally start running and working out again.I've been doing it but it's not as often as now.I love it!I've been feeling really good lately and everytime I go running,I am able to run further than the day before without losing my breath or pace.SUH-WEET!

Oh!Shu has an insurance policy now!YEY!

I am psyched about this weekend despite the fact that I am very afraid of flights.I've been driving my grandma nuts about wanting to take this trip across the sea just to learn how to shrink people's heads.........which isn't entirely a joke.I do wanna learn how to do it.It's probably the best prank I would ever be able to pull off!

Imagine a world full of people with shrunken heads! ^_^ That would be something I'd laugh and cry and laugh again about.

*Remembering how Spongebob thought he was a true magician and accidentally turned Squidward into a pistachio flavoured ice-cream o_O HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

Oh yeah,I had a delightful time over at my aunt's place last night over some cake and hot drink laughing about listening to her friend's long speech about people from the world I dare not enter.She spoke a lot of truth though.Most of which should not have been so detailed.I know what those people are like and they suck!ME HATES THEM!

met up with Sarah today (January 3rd)

Her brother wanted to get an acoustic guitar so Shu and I met up with her (and her brother) at the guitar store.Sarah's brother got an acoustic guitar EXACTLY like the one I got years ago.The price has gone up so much more though.Still,I think it's a good choice coz all the other guitars were either classical (not my cup of tea coz I lurve strumming) or just expensive.

*Expensive only coz they have built in pick ups!*

After that,Sarah,Shu and I had a drink.We managed to do some catching up and stuff.It's been a while since we did that (Sarah and I) and I did owe her a lepak session after all.Not sure if that is considered a lepak session at all.

OH YEAH!Sarah so gave me some NYX eyeshadows!I lurve the Cedar Tree shade coz it's da bomb for contouring.......I lurve the Khaki shade coz it has a nice shimmery green-ish brown-ish look.The Grey is nice and dark.Excellent for the crease ^_^

THANK YOU SO MUCH!ME LURVE THEM LOADS!THANKIES!!!!!!!

Sarah was trying to decide if should distribute NYX cosmetics here.I think it's an awesome idea coz I lurve NYX's eye shadows and it is not sold here AT ALL.I would be your first and regular customer!I WILL!

^_^

rockin' and keepin' it comin'!

Hahahahaha!

Went to watch The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus today.I have no idea how to put the movie into words.It didn't suck coz I enjoyed watching it but it didn't have that lasting effect in my head.I couldn't really think about the movie that much coz there weren't much to think about but the entire movie did happen and I enjoyed it a lot.

Hurm.........

But let's face it.It was Heath Ledger's last movie before he died.AND........Johnny Depp is in it.And Jude Law and Colin Farrell...........

Anywho,my folks had me (and Shu) sit down at the dining table with them for a "talk".Ya know,the kind that would put me to sleep eventhough I'm wide awake.The truth is,it's not that I don't have a plan.I do (have one).Sort of.I'm just not much of a planner.I like thinking about death and calculate my chances of survival the next day (like what sort of things could go terribly wrong and stuff).

I only wanted to do ONE thing in life and that's music.Endless gigs and performances.

*sigh*

Now,what I'd really like to do is destroy.I'm talking about destroying EVERYTHING.

HahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!<---Evil laugh like Dr Neo Cortex