MOG@One Utama

<---Got meself a pair of glasses.FINALLY!Actually,this one is on Shu.Azim stole mine.He's already lost 2 pairs of glasses.

<---Po Chi Lam aka the next Waroeng Penyet mascot (look out for her appearence at my wedding reception!)

<---Kecik's typical innocent look everytime he sees me hold up a camera.

<---sama saja anak and bapak.Menyibuk saja!

fear

People ask and tell me that Shu and I need to space out a little away from eachother from time to time.I think we do give eachother space.The only reason I don't want to be away from him is because I keep thinking that life is short and that I don't want to be apart should anything happens to either one of us.I think the pain of going through life knowing that I wasn't there with him at the last second of his life or vice versa scares me a lot.

4 hours at the emergency room at the hospital was more than enough to know what it's like to not know what's gonna happen in the next second eventhough we were right next to eachother.We are after all,mortals.This very fact kills me.

hantaran

It is a concept.A very cultural ritual.About giving and recieving things.Related to marriage.It took me so long to fully understand what it is about.Not that I have.I'm just trying to get this all through alive with Shu.

We have been listing and re-listing and re-listing what we want and need for the hantaran.It's weird coz I am not the type of person to want things.The things that I want cannot be bought.I do not shop.I do.Not as much as a regular person would.I am the worst person to go shopping with.I can never answer the question "What do you want?" whenever we're at a shopping mall.

Anywho,I have about 1 or 2 items short from the hantaran list and I seriously cannot think of anything I want.I know that I'd like to get a laptop for Shu.That's the only thing I really want to do now.And I want Kecik to snap out of his miseries and pain and just be himself again.The crazy kitten he used to be........

The one person I shouldn't ask regarding this whole hantaran issue would be my sister but I do talk to her about it anyways coz I like talking to her.Right now is not the best time.She's going through a major sugar rush and she keeps asking things she doesn't wanna know.

My only concern right now is the period of time I have to go through before marrying Shu.I doubt if I can survive.I have no idea how people can go on being in a relationship while living so far away from eachother.I can't.My life have shifted so much that I don't know what it's like anymore to wake up knowing that I won't see him the moment I step out from my room.

counting down

It's been a long 2 months and I have gotten used to waking up every single day to seeing Shu every morning.I can't imagine what the next 4 months is going to be like since we've been doing loads of stuff together all this time.Seriously,it could kill me and if I don't buck up,I might just die halfway through the semester.

On the brighter side of things,Shu's final word is that we will wed latest by November 2009 (INSYALLAH-eventhough we'd really wanna get it done by October!).All the preparations are halfway done although I know that I am missing some things in the checklist like a photographer and make-up artist and probably a hairstylist.Haha!

Mum called the tailor who is doing/has done my akad nikah outfit.Shu said that our wedding rings are ready.We probably need to alter it a little bit or so.I need to stay healthy and injured-free.I need to go over my workout routine!This current one could kill me within a matter of days!

We still have a matter of months to get things ready.Aunty Intan is helping out with the door gifts.Mum has paid the downpayment for the hall rental for the reception next year!

P.S.:Eno-san (Cheryl) so sorry we couldn't wait for you guys to come home.I'm still gonna make my sister wear that chicken outfit!Hahahahahahaaaa!!!!!

Gemok & her thinking spot

<---Time orang nak masak,time tuh la dia nak makan!

<---pastuh biler orang lambat skit kasi makanan,merajuk la pulak!
<---merajuk sampai sudah lak tuh!

my sister touched Gemok and then rubbed her eye

She's allergic to cats and furry things so her eyes swelled up
<---this is my sis aka Yao aka Po Chi Lam

<---does she look any different in this pic?

<---this is me immitating her

cookin'

Shu had been wanting to cook me grilled stingray since he got back from Terengganu last week.We finally went to the market not so early this morning and got the fish.Mum was out with my sister.Kak Yah was out.Azim was upstairs with his friends.Ash was in the lounge watching TV.I have no idea where my dad went.The only thing my mum told Shu and I was "Don't set my kitchen on fire!" before she left.We didn't.It's clean and neat.Just the way she left it.

I helped Shu grill the fish while he made the sauce.We had a hard time improvising coz we ran out of vinegar.Halfway through,I made Shu some omelette.We made a pretty good team.When everything was cooked and cleaned,mum got home.She always gets annoyed coz we'd usually cook just enough for the both of us.It is still under experimental level.We wouldn't wanna cause any harm to other people IF anything went wrong.

Now we know that between Shu and I,he is definitely a better cook.I'll stick to desserts.Hahahaha!

Wetland Park@Putrajaya

<---that was where we went for the boat ride (where Shu studied for his midterms with me in the middle of the lake at NOON!!!!!!)

<---the manmade island we never got to go to

We got to Putrajaya at about 11:50am.That would be 10 minutes earlier than when we were there last month!Hahaha!We were actually looking for the flamingos which were at the wetland park on the other side.

Of course,we picked the perfect time of the day to be in the middle of the park.The sun was scorching hot and I could hardly open my eyes.The mosquito bites were stinging and the giant ants looked like they could kill a person!

We had fun though.I never thought I'd see and hear the flamingos.There were also a couple of mandarin ducks as well.Those looked like they were shoved aside coz they were just the minorities in the lake.Hahahahaha!

We got home in time for a badminton game.Now we are just extremely exhausted.We haven't even recovered from yesterday's exhaustion and we were at it again today.I would probably be the only one on the court diving on my knees and rolling around from left to right trying to save a shuttle :/

went to see the flamingos today

<---On the seeing tower

<---I wanted to capture the heat

<---these birds sound like wildboars!

randomness

<---Kecik's buruk face!

<---an elevator for 3 people ONLY

<---Shu got me this!

<---my ultimate selekehness look

<---on THE rock in the park

hari ini dalam sejarah

There are only 2 people in TTDI who would do the unexpected unexpectedly on an unexpected day......like today..........

Shu and I went cycling!The original plan was NOT to cycle but to fly the kite that Acap (Shu's mechanic friend) gave us.The outcome?A complete failure.There was no wind.Well,there was wind but not strong enough to hold the kite up.

Finally,we decided to just head home and play badminton in the alley like when we first started out a few months back.........

<---I couldn't find our usual water bottle so I used my mum's water tumbler

<---our bicycles

<---my dad trying to make the kite fly

<---Shu getting frustrated

Kecik Kurapz

<---nak ikot main badminton

<---starving

<---with Tok Mah

infected

After yesterday's incident,I felt so much better this morning.RadioEdit had a brief meeting this morning over breakfast then we headed off to the lrt station.Shu,Rashid and I were in Shu's car and Ayie and Kamal were in Kamal's car.Our plan was to have our photoshoot on the streets in Central Market in KL.We all got onto the train from Taman Bahagia,looking like some rombongan.

Got off at Central Market and we had a few shots at the station itself.Later on,we headed downstairs and wondered around before heading into the market area.It was funny coz everyone weren't really on the same page.We headed into the market.Everyone just scattered around for a bit.Shu had to get a tape for his camcorder.Ayie went to put his bag at the locker.Rashid and Kamal just went around looking at stalls.

Then,not long after lunch,I started feeling sick.I went to the washroom again and again.I kept throwing up.I was so sick.Shu and I decided to take a cab and headed to the hospital.At first,we planned to go to DSH but later on,I decided to go to UH instead.

I got out of the cab walking like a zombie heading into the emergency entrance.Got onto a wheelchair.I felt like crap.I was given a plastic bag which I later threw up in.Well,that happened when I was already on the bed.My aim was off.Eeeeuw!I felt like crap.I looked like crap.The doctor took some blood and put me on drips and I slept.

When I woke up,I was moved somewhere else.Shu was beside me the whole time.He was anxious to know the results for the blood test and the urine test.He's been so worried about me.I was annoyed of being sick.This time around,I was there at the emergency room in UH for a better reason AND I wasn't admitted.

After waiting several hours,my test results finally came back.Everything was negative EXCEPT the urine test.It turns out that I had a urinal infection.That sucked.That caused me to throw up and stuff.Totally not a good experience.My folks didn't really know what happened to me until almost 6pm when my mum called.Rashid didn't really know what happened.He and Kamal were at the ice cream parlor having ice creams when Shu and I took off.The only thing Kamal knew was that Shu was taking me to the hospital.

I'm glad to have not been admitted to the hospital.I'm glad it wasn't anything serious.I am so thankful to have Shu with me the whole time.The hospital isn't the best place to hang out but he waited till I got discharged.Now,I have a whole bunch of medication to sort out from 2 different hospitals and the family clinic.

Could this be Kecik's wish to get back at me for making him take all those awful medicines?

how I got here

It started with the day I realized the bruises on my knees from the badminton games.Then,I think it was the following night that my sister and mum took me to the hospital to get me checked as to why I've been having fevers every now and then.The medical officer at the hospital suspected me of coming down with dengue.I was given a 3 day antibiotic course.Funny,I don't have any red spots on me.After that,I was alright for a bit until the shuttlecock incident which totally hurts.

That night,Shu,my sister,Naim and I slept over at my grandma's place coz she needed company.I was doing fine.We stayed up watching movie till about 3am.I went to bed and got up to an excrutiating pain in my tummy and a horrbile back ache.The backaches were caused by my menstrual cycle.The tummy aches came from the gastric juices in my tummy.

I think it was about 7am.I was crawling from one end of the room to the bathroom outside.Finally,my grandma found me on the floor.She woke everyone up.Shu carried me downstairs where Naim and my sister were already waiting in the car.All of them drove me to the family clinic.I was given a jap and some medications.My grandma was worried and crying and she did the one thing I forgot to tell her not to do.She called my mum and told her about what happened.My mum got so angry that she called my sister.It was funny coz this isn't the first time this happens to me.My dad was surprised to see me at the front house gate coz he thought I was admitted to the hospital.

I continued throwing up a few hours after the visit to the clinic.Spent the entire day in bed.Woke up once in a while.Shu taught me to play GTA and we play a bit of Super Mario Bros.Watched a movie.I can't remember much though coz I kept passing out every once in a while.

badminton disaster

Since we first started playing badminton,I always end up being the shuttle target.The shuttle would either hit my head from behind me or lands on top of my head.Shu once told me that I really should get a padded suit for myself so that I won't get injured from the shuttles.Today,my dad smashed and the shuttle went straight into my right eye.It's not swollen........yet.........But I bet it would get swollen by tonight.

My sister said I'm lucky that I ain't getting married anytime soon coz I'd end up as the bride with a swollen eye.Hahahahahahaaa!!!!!At the rate things are going,I might just end up at my wedding in an injured condition.I have bruises on my knees from the badminton game a few days ago.I play defense and I always end up sliding on the floor from one end of the court to the other.

live bullet shell pens!

My sister came home today.Naim picked her up from the airport this morning.She got me a pen made from a live rifle bullet shell.It is AWESOME!She told me loads of stuff that happened to her throughout her 6 weeks internship in Bosnia.

She almost got kidnapped by THE mafia when she was in Bihac with her friends and colleagues.She was saved coz one of her friends understood Bosnian.Damn!

She said that the buildings in Sarajevo still has bullet holes in them.She told us about the testimonials of the rape victims from the war.She told us about interviews of war survivors.She also taught me to swear in Bosnian ;)

She asked me to go visit Sarajevo with her.Sounds like a plan.

pointless

People would talk and ask us things which are sometimes a bit difficult to say.They keep asking the wrong questions to the wrong person or they keep asking the wrong person the wrong questions.If they ask for a specific date,we already have one in mind.One that would lead to more questions and comments.
People ask us things which later they cannot accept.Then,they'd throw in comments.Well,you asked so we reply.We can never be honest coz they just cannot accept the things we say.When we get all playful,they'd say we're not serious.

Seriously,WTF do these people want from us anyways?

AquaRia@KLCC

I've never been there.Today,since Shu had to go over to the ESU at the Petronas twin tower,we decided to go check out the AquaRia while we were there.It was awesome!

The first thing we saw were the Red Belly Piranhas.It was funny coz the aquarium was HUGE and all the them were just floating.It's like hanging out in a huge group doing nothing.And the freakiest thing was that they were all looking at one direction.As we stood there reading and listening to the facts about Piranhas while looking at them fishes,we were told that Piranhas do NOT like being squeezed into tiny areas like an aquarium :/

Moving on was a petting place where there were loads of non-dangerous fishes like a Bamboo shark.Of course,I did NOT stick my hand in to touch them.No way!Even if they won't bite,there were still other fishes in there and that was enough reason for me to NOT stick my hand in the water!

There was a Rain Forest area where they kept many species of arachnids.Most of them are from the tarantula family like the Malaysian Tiger Tarantula.There were also a bunch of reptiles like geckos and tortoises and iguanas.I was totally staring at the giant frogs and toads.They didn't move one bit but they were totally alive and breathing!The geckos just stuck to the walls.Cute,but not as cute as that albino python from the photobooth that tried to get away.I almost opened by bagpack and let the snake in for me to take home ^_^ Kecik would so totally love it!

Shu and I were totally blown away by the aquarium tunnel!Eventhough the fishes (and turtles and stingrays) were actually 30% smaller than what they looked like from inside that tunnel,the sharks looked really3 FAT and there was this HUGE fish beside us as we got in.Those totally scared the crap outta me!

Nope,there were no jellyfish or Hammerhead or Great White sharks.There were no Angler fish sun fish.We were amused by the seahorses and the weird ass fish which stuck out from the seabed like worms with big eyes all colorful.

Anywho,it was an interesting trip.I really have to stop making fun of bald people!

P.S.: Kecik is so damn busuk and big!

kabare?

Afraid to step out of the house.The land down under has reported over 2000 cases.Schools are still opened.Number of people quarantined are increasing.The weather here is perfect for viruses to breed.

This is a viral infection.Doesn't that say anything?

I've been sick.Off and on.It's been weeks.Doctors say that it's nothing major.It's probably the weather.

Shu made me sleep in the room downstairs for a bit today.I had a slight temperature.He ckecked on me once in a while.He said Kecik was under the bed to keep me company.I was freezing cold.Got up to Kecik's surprise jump onto my blanket covered legs.He liked the blanket.It's Shu's favourite blue wool blanket.Kecik snuggled between my feet.Then,I felt him biting my leg when I moved.

Was at my aunt's place earlier today.Qarim needed to get the cellphone my aunt was trying to sell off.Played with her not so tiny kitten,Oreo.He is huge!He's at Kecik's age when he was still all crazy and playful.Shu and I shall carry on calling him Hitler.

weirded out

Had a paper yesterday morning.As usual,exam starts at 9am.I got to campus super early coz I had no idea where the Instructional lab was.I know.It's weird to have an exam there of all places.It's the finals for God's sake!Anywho,Shu and I got there about 45 minutes before 9am.No one was there and the lab was locked.I started freaking out.Called up some friends and asked what was going on.Someone said that I had to go get the keys from the office upstairs.Not surprising at all,the office was closed.Shu and I hung around downstairs and my lecturer turned up.He asked where everyone else was.Some more girls showed up later and we decided to have the exam in a classroom.I know that there are only 6 of us in the class but that doesn't mean that we can do our exams where ever.One of my classmate turned up 5 minutes before 9am and the other guy didn't show up.It felt like we were doing our midterms instead of our finals.

WEIRD!