resolved!

I am always telling people to do what they believe in and if they end up doing things they don't like,they should stop doing it only coz other people tell them to do so.Ironically,things never turned out that way with me.I was shoved into doing shit I hated for years and the worst (or best) part is that I survived.I did it.

I hated school and I wanted to be home schooled but such things cannot be done.Not here.Not in this country.So I was shoved into school.Spent 11 years there and thought that when I was done with the major exams when I was 17,I was done with school.I was wrong.I was very wrong.

Shit loads of things headed my way after that.The university I shoved into wasn't somewhere I wanted to be at all.I wasn't given much choice.I was threatened to either do it or I was gonna get kicked out.I almost did quit halfway through but I couldn't risk not being able to play with my band.The only way I could do what I love most in the entire world (jamming & making music) was for me to endure the degree program.

I really was on the verge of suicide AGAIN.Managed to pull myself right out of it and here I am now.Happily out of the God-Forsaken place I hated so very much.

SO........I can't really tell people shit like "if you don't like doing it,then you might as well drop everything and leave before it's too late" coz I am the living proof of having to go through such things in my life.

I'mma surviver,muthafuckas!

Because I have survived such hell in my life,I've decided to give myself a break by just doing what ever I want now ;) Let's start with getting into a fashion school...........

major issues

I am going to say this and I am going to be really honest about it.

I really am not up for working.I've been sending in job applications only because I have to.I'm not up for a routine life.Not yet.

As boring as it may seem,I really lurve waking up super late in the mornings (afternoons) and not knowing what's gonna happen.Not knowing where I'm gonna end up at the end of the day.Not knowing what I'll be doing.

It's not like I've given up on my band.Not completely.I just cannot find my bandmates (Kamal & Ayie)

I cannot wait for 2010 coz I am getting a bit sick of so many people swarming the malls.Even on weekdays!WTF?!

I really wanna go on a holiday away from the city.

I was just telling Shu that I may not want to stay in KL.I am not a city person.I'm not a people person.

I wanna find a place where I can just take my time to do what ever it is I want and I want to feel happy and comfortable being where I'll be with the people (and animals) I love ^_^

Omaticaya of Pandora:The Na'vi

*This is a spoiler for the movie Avatar by Cameron.Please do NOT proceed reading this is you have not watched the movie!*

I really thought the movie was so much better than Disney's Princess and the Frog.Seriously,I have seen loads more of Disney's previous original animated films which were so much better with songs you'd actually wanna sing-a-long to long after the movie is over..........

*sigh*

Anywho.........

I was so overwhelmed by the movie Avatar!Seriously,when I first saw the trailer months and months ago,I didn't think I'd wanna bother watching the movie.I am ever so glad I did!And Azim was right,we should have gone for the 3D .Like seriously,the entire movie was made for a 3D release!The cinematography of course.........

Let's put aside the very base of the movie which is the theme coz like most other movies we've seen eversince the 9/11 incident,this movie was also about the invasion of a foreign country and it's complete with the killing of the a great leader alongside the destruction of innocent people's homes...........

I thought the whole idea of the creature's connection with one another through bio-chemistry was interesting.Like these Omaticaya have some sort of thingy at the end of their braided hair which is used to connect to any creature they wish to get onto as mode of transportation like a usb port or somesort which they call tsaháylu.

*Yes,I know!!!!!A new language!Yey!!!!!*

The creatures in general (on Pandora) were somewhat strange but mostly looks as though they are based on the creatures which are currently present.The colorful and glowy part of them are most probably inspired from the deep sea creatures which glows in the dark depths of the ocean.

Having been a Star Trek (TNG) fan,I think the whole idea of being able to get into a machine which helps transfer yourself into another body (psychologically) was something I never saw coming.Avatar is most commonly understood as a representation of one's self when being in other realms like the internet......or something.It just never occurred to me that the avatar they were talking about regarding the movie was exactly that.

*I know.....talk about ultimate slowness!*

I think the part that totally (almost) made me cry was when the Omaticayas saw their home (the Hometree) burned down to the grounds.They were literally crying the way we'd see war victims cry on TV after an attack on their homes.

*This is when I wanna start talking about how human beings are destructive creatures*

Seriously,what's wrong with living with Mother Nature?

Ok,here's the part where I'm just gonna spill the entire movie plot.........

The entire movie was about homosapiens attacking the Omaticaya over some mineral source which happens to be UNDER their Hometree.SO....the only way they can get their hands on those things which costs zillions is by driving out the natives.Sounds familiar?Uh-uh......from the history of Native Americans to the Afghanistan war.Well,in Disney's Pocahontas as well <---my all time fav movie! ^_^

Bottom line is I am most likely to TRY to get my ass into one of them 3D cinemas to watch this movie AGAIN!Doubt that I'd get in especially this weekend.

not listening,nope,na'ah

I hear..........sounds........sometimes buzzing.......sometimes squeeking..........white noise.........hurmm........

I just figured that I tend to just stop listening to a person if he/she has a certain voice tone that completely shuts my brain down.I'd end up listening to only 50% to what they're saying.......maybe less........

out and about

Had one of those late night lepak session at the mamak with my sister my 3 brothers.It was fun.Haven't done that in a long while.I was telling a story about a movie and after I was about 80% done,Rashid asked me if I had seen the movie.Aiyo!

We had a hard time laughing out loud in the car coz we were talking about horrible subtitles in English movies and surprisingly,Azim and Qarim came out with some of the worst I have ever heard.

Oh yeah!Qarim so came clean about his new girlfriend.Nevermind the fact that she looks like a goodie two shoes (in the picture on his cellphone),I was more worried if she was one of those freakos like that girl he liked before back in his school.Well,from what he's told us,the girl ain't that type of person.That's good.Coz I'd be worried if she can't lay back and hang with us.AND......she's a Scorpio.Haha!

My sister just realized that she's become this boring person from all the books she's been reading.Like right now,she's reading a book about the Russian cold war.WTF?!I have a strange feeling that all her years of debating has something to do with it.Oh well........

While Azim is busy shuffling with jumpstarts and stuff,Rashid just got himself a white shirt today coz he said his band is going for a mafia image and he's gotta wear a white shirt with suspenders!I actually picked up this nice one for him but he insisted on getting a black one :/

Yes,we all agree that Snow Bear is somewhat human :p

Christmas shopping!

Yey!

My dad drove my mum,my sister and I to the mall today.He dropped us off outside and left.My brothers came in a car.All 3 of them.The plan was to do what ever shopping and then have brunch or early dinner and then go home.

My sister and I spent a whole lot of time at the Clinique booth talking to the promoter about my sister's face skin condition.Strange.I thought she just started using H2O about 3 weeks ago.Anywho,she was torn between trying out Biotherm or Clinique.Finally,I told her about the reviews I read and heard about Clinique's 3 step skin care system and she decided to give it a go in the end.Haha!

I am so NOT the type to use moisturizers and toners which is an ultimate faux pas in skin care but I don't care.I have a facial cleanser and that's it.Ok,here is a sin I commit when it comes to skin and make up.I admit that I'd wash my face with a cleanser and then pat it dry and head straight for the primer :p

Well,here's the thing.I do not use foundation coz I'd usually just use pressed powder or something.I always ALWAYS ALWAYS splurge on eye make up.I cannot make sense of the liquid eyeliner so it usually ends up being the thing I'd use to draw on my face.Hahahahaha!!!!!

Ahem!

I finally got the Schwarzkopf Bonacure Moisture Kick spray on conditioner I've been looking for.I got the 200ml bottle ^_^ SUH-WEET!

For wanting ice cream today,I was pushed to going home with my brothers in the car they came in.That wasn't such a big deal.The big deal was that the car was parked all the way at the underground hotel parking space.Getting there took us quite some time coz the elevator we were supposed to take was not fully functional AND there were shitloads of people waiting for it.

SO..........my brothers and I decided to ditch the elevator and headed for the stairs which did not exist.SO.......we had to walk into the hotel area and got into a hotel elevator and headed down to the concourse and then get into another elevator down to the basement car park.Getting out from the car park was a whole different story.

Well,that was pretty much what happened during our trip to the mall today minus the part that the place was not as clustered as I thought it would have been,I'd say it was a pretty good trip ;)

I really lurve the Color Shop.I did my hair there once.I think if I ever have to get a haircut or hair wash I'd just head over there.The dude who sold me the conditioner asked if I wanted to get a haircut.I told him I'd come back for one if everything else fails (regarding my hair and all I have done to it)

in major need

I need new shades of eye shadows.Maybe some shimmery ones.Something other brown!The only reason I use loads of brown is coz my eye color is brown :/ I don't even use black eye liners.I have shit loads of problems when it comes to using liquid or gel eye liners.I am still LEARNING to use the make up brushes I have.AND.........I don't have a blusher!Yey!

Honestly,I don't quite use THAT much make up.I like eye make up loads but that's it.I have never even owned a lipstick!Hah!

Right now,I am in the state of mind to sell off my things (what ever it is I have that I no longer use) I can't work with too many things (owned items) SO........I'mma be selling them all off real soon.I'm constantly getting rid of clothes coz I really don't use all of them.I'd wear t-shirts till they look really awful and too painful to be seen on me :D<---that usually drives my dad insane.

I think SnowBear cut his paw.It was dripping blood when I picked him up togo for a drive tonight.Shu tried to clean it up but the little guy kept screaming and screaming like we were gonna kill him! :/ Then again,he's always been like that even when we just gonna put some eye drops into his eyes.Oh well........

It's weird how I feel like I'm on a holiday when I really should be getting a job but I just can't be bothered and I'm just happy to be helping Shu out with his business :p

*Can't help it,love.I love hanging out with youuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<*

And I like doing happy dances ^_^

42!

Spent the last couple of days in UNITEN.I was supposed to help Shu set up his booth and sell stuff but I ended up selling a whole lot of my books instead.For dirt cheap only coz I shall be moving AGAIN so I do not intend to carry shit loads of things especially heavy stuff.I managed to clear out loads of my books PLUS I managed to sell off the cooling pad and mouse I got free with the laptop the other day ^_^

It's been tiring but really fun coz I was mingling with different types of kids selling different things and stuff.There were some girls selling customizable stuff like necklaces and charm bracelets and stuff.I saw some really neat tops too but I never got to go over and check them out coz only Shu and I were at the booth and I really wouldn't wanna go around alone :(

There was this one kid from the booth opposite ours who came back and forth.It started with my FFX Kotobukiya Lulu resin statue.Only people whom are aware of how much she's worth would take a closer look and not be surprised at the price I was selling her/it for (which I think is really cheap looking at the trouble and amount of cash it cost me) but of course,no one bought it anyways coz it was selling at a very high price ;)

*psst......in a way........I kinda think I like her still so I ain't gonna let her go that easily :p*

People kept asking us if the Super Mario brothers hats we had on were for sale but we disappointed a whole lot of them by telling them to head over to Giffy themselves to get it<---been promoting Giffy a lot these days.

One dude came to our booth to get some books and Shu mentioned something about ABRSM and music and stuff and he(the dude) started telling us about his kids and the musical instruments he had at home.The next thing we know,he wanted Shu's card coz his company organizes a lot of functions and my band might be able to get some gig slots some day ;)

Just before packing up,the project manager of the entire event walked up to Shu and started talking to him about some business opportunities where he can expand his business and increase sales.That is good news.He will arrange a meeting with Shu sometime next week to discuss business.Yey!

twist and shout

Everytime I try do a happy dance,the happy song changes from time to time.Strange.........I really lurve Cornman by Kinky.I also lurve The Go! Team's Get It Together and some random Hip Hop song...........or something.I dig Punjabi MC a lot.Haha!

But......for 2009,my ultimate HAPPY DANCE looks like this........

Complete with my Super Mario hat and my dad's shoe horn thingys ^_^

The FidZy Chronicles:Getting A Real Job

Dang!

Never thought I'd get this far in life!To think that I wanted to end my life at the age of 17!I've gone way past that,duncha think?

I'm having fun.Not trying to make it up a career ladder or anything.Not yet.I'm still sticking to Alex Kapranos' words and having fun while I'm at it ;)

Fun.The one word I can never get rid of.Not from the list of words I'm adding up to my ever growing vocabulary.Not from any part of my life.

I just wish I could tell a lot more people I meet to just chill and lighten up a bit.

Ah well........I am missing the jamming studio and rocking out in a band.Haven't been writing songs in a long while.The last thing I was working on was the EP Songs about Kecik which I was working on with Shu but never got around to arrange properly.

What I want right now is a bottle of Schwarzkopf Bonacure Moisture Kick Conditioner spray!Yup yup! ^_^ I am so lurvin the hair dryer styler!

OMG!

I so got up super late today! (yesterday) I think when I finally got UP up it was around 2:30pm-ish.THAT'S REALLY3 LATE!The last time I got up around that time was when I was sick.SHIT!

I've been getting lightheaded a lot these days and I have no idea why.I eat.At least once a day I do.I haven't gotten around to checking my blood pressure though.

My aunt just got back from her break and she got us all goodies.Us girls/ladies mostly.Haha!She's been shopping at Clark's (which is the place I have been going back and forth to looking at shoes!) but she DIDN'T get us shoes of course.Well.......she got my mum a pair of shoes.She got us all bags!Hand bags!Yey!Now,I don't have to go out looking for one anymore ^_^

Let's see......since my day was really short,I didn't get around to doing much.Shu and I had tea out somewhere nearby only coz we needed to get out.

Oh!I've been having dreams about Bedah in the last couple of days.No idea why.Strange isn't it?Haha!

waka waka waka!

After last night's curious case of random dance routine invention,I just realized that I have the entire lyrics to Celine Dion's Because You Love Me engraved into my head.I was driving Rashidinsky Petropavlosk and Shu nuts with my awful off-key screams in the car while singing along to the radio.

Shu and I had to meet up with my sister earlier this morning.The meeting was so secret that my mum got annoyed trying to figure out why the hell we were all the way in Subang so early in the day.The thing is,she didn't know that our discreet meeting took place in Sunway Pyramid instead.Let's just say my sister did Shu and I a huge favor and Shu promised to pay her for it ;)

Had brunch with Anas Bananas since he called in sick for work today.Funny.I could have sworn that the tee he had on belonged to either Shu,Rashid or me.Hurmm........

Then,Shu and I headed off.We made a quick stop at my aunty's place.I was playing with the cat (Oreo) and the 2 kittens.Watched some TV and then we went off to Putrajaya.

P.S. : Is it just me or is Bedah and Fei Mao starting to look alike these days.It sounds impossible since one is a rodent and the other is a feline.Still.........they seem to have a lot more similarities as the days go by.

back to blow drying

Today's record is by far the most times I have ever gone back and forth to the mall in less than 12 hours.Well,I was woken up by my mum coz she told Shu and I that she was going for a movie trip with my dad and my 2 brothers so we'd better find something to do coz they were gonna lock up the house.I had to get ready in a hurry (something I really3 hate doing)

I drove Shu to the mall where we supposed to get his company logo stamp done.We tried doing some modifying coz there were too many details in our design and it might clog up the rubber stamp if the size if inappropriate.That would seriously suck!

I was going around looking for something to protect my hair before I start styling it again.Came across something by Tony and Guy AND I got myself a new hair styler!I figured it's the fastest way to get my hair dried and sorted out properly.......so that it won't look so unruly and frizzy.

I really hate sales girls (or guys) who'd follow you really close when you are browsing for things in a shop coz I'd get so annoyed and irritated and it really disrupts my concentration.And I especially HATE it when they ask you in tones which you can't really make out what they are saying and then they give you this annoyed look.HELL-O?!It's not my fault that you cannot speak properly!Coz maybe if you spoke clearly I would have at least understood what you were saying!!!

Anyways.........Snow Bear totally surprised all of us last night.Shu,my mum and I were in the lounge watching some TV and suddenly,I felt something moving at my legs (I was sitting on the floor).I was totally spooked out.I looked down and found Bedah trying to find her way around.It turns out that Snow Bear managed to get her out from her little home WITHOUT having to take the lid off and he brought her (Bedah) to me and then,he walked off.

This kitten is very strange.He does the strangest things.Things which you'd never think anyone would do especially cats!

Well,I'll be off to designing again......or rather.....RE-designing ;)

P.S. :- I found my dad's shoe horns and discovered a new way of making use of those things.I invented a new dance move with them! ^_^ I'll try to get a better video of my new dance move and post it up real soon :p

territory:Shah Alam

I was in the area today coz I had some stuff to do so Shu and I decided to make our trip worth while.We went to every inch of the place hopping from one mall to another.For business purposes,of course.

It's funny how I used to live there when I was little and the most unforgettable memory I have of the old house I lived in was being chased by a hen when I was 4.My neighbor behind our house used to have chickens and sometimes they'd come downhill into our territory.I was walking outside one afternoon and I think the hen freaked out thinking that I was after one of her chicks that she chased me all the way into the house.That was not the best thing to remember.

Anywho,I've gotten all my paper work ready on my behalf.I'm just sitting to play the waiting game.Knowing me,I just can't sit around and do nothing.SO........I've decided to continue working on the company logo and stuff ^_^ It's good therapy and helps me past time.

Toodles!

drivin'

Got up early this morning just to get to mall in time before the weekend crowd hits in.Shu needed to get his business card ready coz it's already been a week and almost every other person we've met has been asking for a card and hasn't got one.SO,we finally got around to get it all printed out.

With that out of the way,we only have one little thing left to do.Getting a rubber stamp designed and ready.I've spent the last couple of days designing a company logo and I got Shu to look at them.Now,all he's gotta do is narrow it all down to one design and make that a finalized decision to represent his company.

In meantime,I just thought of getting myself into more mess by looking up for part time courses in fashion designing.Shu thinks if that's what my instincts tell me to do and I should just go for it.I'm gonna give it a couple of days till I can sober up my mind.

We actually made some quick stops at some shops before heading home for Zuhur prayers.After that,we headed over to KLCC for the KL International Batik fair.Surprisingly,the turn up wasn't as I expected.I anticipated a whole lot of people but there were hardly anyone (visitors/customers) there when we got there.Maybe we were a little late.Still,I've been to Comic Fiestas in the last couple of years with turn ups more than what I saw there today.

Anywho,we managed to peek around and ask questions regarding things we needed to know and we learned a whole lot of things from the world of Batik printing and Songket making.It was awesome.

written on one of the electrical appliances box

Function: flare-out, the hair curling, protecting strengthen a color, messenger hair lustre light is beautiful, curled hair is natural.

Characteristic: handle the simplicity, litre of temperature quickly, the automation constant temperature, safe energy conservation, handle nice, hermetic sealing degree is good, make a guest especially comfortable.

Usage: insert the attachment plug into 220V~ power source, power source guiding light lights, wait will can be put into use, one minute, is put into use being finished, dumps after the queen who cools down naturally can store just now.

DO NOT TURN INTO BATHROOM

MODE SS-767

TEMP 200 C

POWER 25W

VOLTAGE AC220V

FREQ 50Hz

Image,One Utama

Hahahahaha!

Everyone looked at the tiny hair straightener I just got and thought 'WTF?What do you need this for?'Simple.To straighten my hair.Duh!

Growing up,I had always gone out on a limb for my hair.Well,ok.I started going to the hair salon when I was really little.The people at the hair salon I've been going to in TTDI had known me since I was about 6 years old.I remember my school days when I'd wake up super early just to get my hair washed and dried so that I can get it all tied up on time :p

Anywho,both Shu and I were super exhausted from yesterday's trip all over the place.We got up at almost noon.Managed to cut another deal today.

I'm still feeling a bit dizzy and tired.No idea why.

Oh yeah,Kecik is not the only orange cat in the neighborhood which has problems with other orange cats.He seems to get into fights with cats of the same color.And the other day,I heard some cats fight in the back of the house.It turns out that Kecik's twin (rival) was fighting with the other fat old orange cat.It was so funny coz they all have the same shade of orange.Only tiny differences like bushy tail or fatness :/

Ghost aka Snow Bear was taken into Kak Yah's custody earlier today and he was given a bath.He is by far the noisiest cat during bath time that's currently living in the house.It was funny coz out of nowhere,Kecik appeared at home just to see what was up with Snow Bear.

no money,no talk,no deal

Hah!What a way to do business.WTF am I selling anyways?DRUGS?!

Far from it!

Haha!

But seriously,I won't take crappy deal makers.All talk no cash people are seriously NOT the kind of people I'd like to talk business with :p

I may not get paid for this but at least I'm doing my job.

Shu and I got up early again this morning.This time,our destination began in KL.We were at Conlay road to get more heads up from Kraftangan Malaysia.That was quite a visit.I lurve the building!I cannot imagine if Shu were to work there coz he'd have to wear a batik shirt EVERYDAY!Hahahaha!!!!!!

Anywho,after that,Shu decided to pay a little visit to Kapas.I have issues with the dude who runs the place coz of something he said to us back when mum first took me there.

*WHAT MAKES HIM THINK THAT HIS OPINIONS ARE SO AWESOME JUST COZ HE'S A DESIGNER?!*

Shu managed to leave his number there just in case the people there are interested in cutting a deal.

We headed over to KLCC after that to check out the KL International Batik convention which starts tomorrow.Shu was supposed to meet someone there whose in the business for sometime.Funny.He doesn't look comfortable talking to that lady.He kept telling me he hates that woman.I personally think she looks scary.But that's just my perception.

I decided to splurge on some stuff from MAC coz I've been wanting to go there for the longest time and I finally did and I know that I have cash saved up for things like that.WOAH!SO AWESOME!The things I splurged on are so WORTH THE CASH!

We then headed over to Putrajaya to get Shu's IC.The stupid chip on the damn thing is such a pain in the ass!I hope this would be Shu's last visit to the immigration center ever!He already had to get his IC replaced once for the same reason.I wonder how long this new one is gonna last.

Then,we made a quick stop over at Azura's place to drop off some things and left.

MarviN version 3.0

Wah!It's so good to finally have my own laptop again.Of course,it's not the same as the one I had but this one is way more advanced.And.......it's WHITE!SUH-WEET!Thanks to Shu,of course whose been wanting to get me a laptop since forever.

*DOMO ARIGATOU,Foxburr-san!*

I almost busted my feet with those new pair of shoes I got the other day.That kinda slowed my walking around but I survived.

Got up 30 minutes later than scheduled this morning but Shu and I managed to get to Bangi in time to send some stocks.Then,we headed over to Putrajaya to get his MyKad problem sorted out.Oh yeah,we also managed to send some stocks over to KLIUC for a bit.

Spent the rest of the day at the shopping mall.We were just supposed to hang around but then,instead of just asking the computer shop where Shu got his last mother board from about his computer related problem,we ended up having a long talk with this dude at a different computer store which ended up with us purchasing a laptop.

It's so cute! ^_^

Kecik the gangster kampung is back.It's strange how he's been picking fights with cats that are also orange in color.Ghost aka Snow Bear still has this fascination with the drain hole in the kitchen :/

shoppin'!

Shu got back this morning.He insisted on driving me around all day.We were in UiTM Shah Alam in the morning-ish.I was supposed to go see my aunt and stuff.Then,we headed over to the mall coz I was looking for a pair of shoes.As usual,the ones I want are already out of stock.SO.......I had to do the inevitable.I had to look for another brand.AAAARGH!At first,I thought it was gonna take me forever but then,after hopping from one shop to another,I finally found a pair which has a similar design only so much higher heels.SUH-WEET!

Shu insisted on getting me this awesome working jacket which totally makes me look like a secret agent or something.I so lurve it!

*THANX BABY! ^_^*

We spent the rest of the afternoon at the banks back in TTDI coz there were some problems with Shu's MyKad chip which was so annoying coz that stupid thing cannot last and now every single transaction depends on it.WTF?!

Anywho,Shu and I have decided to just let Kecik free from the cone collar.He was so happy.......well,that was until his ultimate similar looking rival decided to pay him a visit IN THE HOUSE!That caused quite a commotion.We managed to chase that cat out but Kecik had a hard time cooling himself down that he accidentally took it out on Snow Bear.The poor guy ended up sitting alone in the lounge.Fei Mao was upstairs in my room.The only place she's happy to be in.

me want now!

I am not up for working.Not yet.I haven't looked for a job.Not going to.Not anytime soon.

I just wanna lepak and shop.

I wanna do art all day.

I wanna go travel some place else.

I'm too bored to not do anything but I'm too malas to work now :p

babysitting

Funny.Considering the fact that I don't even have a baby.I do but he's obviously not a homosapien.Hah!

Kecik is just a few days away from having that cone collar removed from his neck.I'm just making sure that he's comfy so I'm always trying to do what he wants like giving him a scratch at spots he can't reach on his body.Giving him a good chin rub till he falls asleep.I even let him sleep in my room these days.I just want him to know that we're not doing this to hurt him.I don't care if he hates the vet but I hope he knows that we (Shu and I and even my folks and Kak Yah) are doing the best we can in trying to show him some love.

Ghost aka Snow Bear is altogether another problem.He's too smart for a kitten and it can sometimes annoy me.He's good at opening lids and doors with his paws.He doesn't even have fingers!How the hell does he do such things?!I was afraid if he'd fall into that hole in the kitchen.Its actually a drain hole like the ones in showers where there's a lid on it.Snow Bear is tiny enough to get himself sucked into one of those.

Bedah has shown signs of madness today.More than usual.I caught her biting the metal pipe on her water bottle several times.I have put every damn biteable thing in her home.What more does she need?!

Gemok and my sister were doing the usual cat communication in the room yesterday and then out of nowhere,there was a third mewing coming from the window.It was that cute grey cat whose usually downstairs behind the house asking for food.She lurves my window and she was actually talking to Gemok.That was pretty funny!

Shu's folks stopped by at my house this morning.They had some light breakfast and talked about a few things with my folks and then they left for Terengganu.Shu had gone with them to get a car and some stocks.He should be back by Sunday.I hope they'll all get home safely with the flood and all :/

I know I should be looking for a job now but.........

It's been sometime since Shu and I went out to just lepak.Ok,I know,we always do it but the last couple of days felt so long.It feels like I've been super sick and he's been going back and forth about his business.Today was just plain and simple.We walked around the mall(s) and sat down for cake and some drinks and then carried on walking around again.Managed to get the eye liner in the color I want.I feel pretty much 70% recovered.

Shu drove Kecik to the vet this morning.I was sick and still in bed.He said Kecik had some part of his flesh cut off.He said Kecik was in so much pain that he was literally screaming.I'm glad I wasn't there.I couldn't have been able to hold up.After that,Shu came home waited for me to get up and he took me to the clinic.The doctor took a look at me and I am so thankful that it's nothing serious.I really cannot get myself quarantined again.That would totally suck!

I still don't feel safe being in my room eventhough my dad has gotten the window fixed.I go to bed with a bokken at my side.I have trouble leaving things like my engagement ring and my wallet and cellphone lying around.I don't trust anyone I don't know in TTDI.Especially those so called security home guards.WTF?!Those people are supposed to keep this place safe la konon.Blah la!I feel like they just made this place a whole lot worse.

Yeah,there used to be robberies and break-ins but I think the statistics and hiked up a whole lot eversince these strangers invaded our housing area.They'd go on bikes all around TTDI kononnyer nak tengok2 but I seriously think they are the informers to the people who'd do the dirty work.I know I am being judgmental but I've lived here for about 18 years now and I DEFINITELY know WTF goes on over the years here in TTDI.

I want those people to leave TTDI!

how to tell people to shut the hell up

We can't.It just won't happen.People are sensitive beings and they only think about themselves when they say something.They won't bother about considering how you would feel.And the other thing I've learned about these creatures (people) is that they would always say negative things about you no matter how well you do in life.They always want to say that they are doing better.How could you measure better when you don't even like or care about what they do?

I like doing what ever it is I do.I make decisions when I am sober and if I make a mistake,it is going to be my mistake.Not anyone else's.People also like telling you things that doesn't matter much to you.How do I tell them that I don't care and that they are wasting their time?

So yeah,I have no clue how to tell people to shut the hell up regardless if it is because I do not care about what they are talking about or it's because I don't wanna hear what they have to say.So,I'd say the best thing to do is to avoid them at all causes.That way,we not only save time and energy but save ourselves from going through another one of those boring whatever talks.

hunting for a new laptop......again.......

It's weird how I am not so upset about my laptop getting stolen.I'm just upset that someone broke into our house.I have serious issues about private territories being violated by strangers.Worse,I really hate it when people mess around with my things!

I'mma be on my way to looking for a new laptop (although I really3 lurved mine so I might just get something exactly the same) At the same time,Shu's sister wants the same laptop as the one I lost so we'd probably end up getting 2 laptops.Maybe 3 coz Shu is gonna need a laptop as soon as his business takes off.

I am coming down with a fever.I think.I can't go on looking at what the doctor does to Kecik everytime we go to the vet to get his stitches cleaned.The wound is deep and it looks like Kecik was in an awful lot of pain.Today,Shu followed me to the vet and helped hold down Kecik on the examination table.I couldn't look at Kecik.He was mewing in pain.

My other problem is finding the time to get Ghost aka Snowbear aka Snobe vaccinated.My sister thinks I'm too paranoid about my cats that I am splurging cash on them like their lives depend on it.Actually,it kinda is.Still,my sister told me to stop worrying about the cats and I am having a hard time trying.

I am looking for time to draw or sketch which would probably be possible AFTER I clean up my room which most probably happens day after tomorrow.

I'm just glad that Shu is home.

robbed

My mum,Aunty Intan and I were on the highway heading back to KL from sending Qarim over at Perak when my mum got a call from my dad which sounded like bad news.I was driving at the time so I could only listen.It turns out that there was a break-in.It was our house.My dad went out for dinner with my brothers and my cousins and my aunt and when they got home,the found that 4 out of 5 rooms of the house were all messed up.Some one broke into our house and went through all our things.Here's the worst part.They came in through MY BEDROOM WINDOW.Now,I'm totally scared.I got home and sure,I'm a bit upset that they took my laptop but when I got into my room to get some documents for the investigating officers,I realized that someone knocked down my vampire skull candle holder and all the things in it fell out.What I did not see was that the grill at my window was ripped open and that there was a foot print on Shu's computer monitor AND there was another foot print on my sister's folded mattress.WHAT THE FUCK?!They came in through my window and broke the backdoor at the kitchen to get out.All of my mother's jewelleries from her one and only jewellery box is gone.All the US dollar bils are gone.I'm not sure about my dad's secret cash stash but my laptop was definitely gone.

I'm a bit upset about everything they took coz it's OURS.I am very territorial when it comes to personal belongings :/ and I am VERY disappointed in the security of the neighbourhood.It's quite OBVIOUS that this house we moved into is NOT safe.Well,not as safe as our own house.I also suspect that these so called "security" guards that have recently popped up everywhere with their booths and stuff all over TTDI has something to do with it.I don't like them.Never did.Never will.I don't care if they are guilty or otherwise.I don't feel safe at all.Seriously,who does all the petrolling around the neighbourhood all day?Who knows better than these people about the whereabouts of the people in TTDI?Who the fuck are these people anyways?

My grandmother got mugged in BROAD DAYLIGHT at the traffic light near one of these booths.Don't tell me no one saw what happened to her especially these so called guards.She's old and now she's scared.They broke her God damn car window for crying out loud!

I'm moving away from here.PERIOD!And I don't care if we're gonna breach the contract coz it ain't worth losing our things and sense of security!

customer service annoyance

Azim and I were at the MPH at The Curve today and we spent the longest time looking for notebooks.When we finally got the ones we wanted,we couldn't find any price tags on them.Azim asked the people at the customer service counter for the price and they asked if we could find another book with tags on them.DUH!That was what we did and OBVIOUSLY the books we picked up were the last ones on the shelf.Why would we be there asking for the price if we could have found it out ourselves?

Finally,the MPH staff came to a conclusion whereby the books cannot be purchased.Azim wanted to just steal them (which wasn't a bad idea after all) I ended up filling up a tiny form with my name and cellphone number on it so that they can call me once they have obtained the information on the price of the notebooks.

*sigh*

Qarim,Azim and I ended up at Borders.I ended up getting a book by Amir Muhammad instead.Luckily,I am enjoying the book so my trip out to the mall today wasn't a complete waste.

Kecik took all his pills today with no problems at all.That is quite an achievement!

Yasmin Ahmad's Films by Amir Muhammad

I think the book contains all the thoughts I have about the movies she's made and Amir Muhammad added extra infos on Yasmin Ahmad as herself and what he thought of her which makes me feel as though the world of awesome Malaysian film has come to an end.That's sad really.She made the whole "One Malaysia" simple and easy through her movies which is what the new generation of this current nation need.

I guess at some point,different people have different preferences so not everyone sees the positive in everything which is good at some point coz only then we can see the flaws whether it is in ourselves or in the world we live in.Still,that doesn't give anyone the right to shoot down someone else's ideas just because he/she doesn't share the same principle :/

One thing I realize is that the initial stage of my wanting to start giving Malaysian movies a chance began with Yasmin Ahmad.I may not like them completely (coz some of them really suck) but I guess some local films are cool (and funny!) ;)

bilakah semut api menjadi babi?

When they start biting you insanely like your leg is candy tower!SHIT!This is the 3rd time I got bitten by these insane devils!It turns out that they have their fort extended all the way to my house and now,I cannot stand outside without getting bitten!WTF?!

ITS FUCKING PAINFUL!!!!!

Anywho,I had a weird tiring day today.Was woken up super early by my mum.As much as my sister and I just cannot comprehend hari raya haji,we got ready anyways coz everyone was gonna go visit my grand aunt whom had just been discharged from the hospital last night.She had pneumonia and they had to pump out a whole lot of fluid from her.She's really old and she probably hasn't got any flesh on her anymore.I cannot imagine the pain she had to put up with.

I was supposed to drive my uncle coz he hasn't been so well himself.It turns out that all these years of insomnia he's been going through was caused by a backbone problem.He's been getting treatments from a chiropractor and he has recovered so much eversince the therapies started.Still,he really shouldn't over exert himself too much.

Went to get Kecik from the vet after we got home.He has to wear a cone for at least 10 days coz he can't afford to lick the stitches on his lower tummy.The vet's assistant told me that the wound was deeper than they expected so it's very crucial to take good care of him.I know that as much as I hate seeing Kecik suffer so much in that thing,I'm gonna have to work extra hard in taking good care of him till he recovers.I would feed him with my own hands and carry him around if I have to and I have to make sure he is well fed and I have to keep an eye on him for most of the time.

I'm waiting for Shu to get back.Apart from going over to SPCA,we have loads of other things to do like get the forms from JAWI and we have to figure out if we have to get married earlier in case we wanna move really far away from home.

Mak Mi was here with her brother and niece and mum came over.I was telling them all about Shu wanting to go visit Mak Mi's kampung for a fishing day trip.I also want to learn to cook a couple of dishes from Mak Mi's mum.There is this Javanese way of cooking soh-oon which is so yummilicious.Everytime I go to any kenduri's there,they'd always serve it and everytime they pack some for us to take home,I'll be the one who'd finish it all up ^_^

The thought of fishing for Siakap is awesome but at some point,it does scare me to think that those fish weighs about 5kg each.I don't know if I'm strong enough to take one down.

I had a strange conversation session with my aunties over at my grand aunt's place while the guys went off for Friday prayers.We were talking about cooking and they were asking me for recipes which was weird coz my mum and my grandma and especially my sister never thought I'd get into cooking seriously and now I am and I have learned to cook some dishes.The best part is,unlike those days,the food I cook these days would usually end up being eaten till the very last bit.

The only reason I'd ever want to cook a dish is if Shu likes the food or I like it personally.

SHITTO!

Left Kecik at the vet today.He has a hole on the lower bottom of his belly!His flesh was showing!!!!!I CANNOT ATTEND TO OPEN WOUNDS!Especially on Kecik!Kecik NEVER swallows his pills!There is no way in HELL I am ever trying to give him oral medication ANYMORE!

Getting him all stitched up is the best and only thing to do.Rashid said so.Azim said so.I just want whats best for Kecik.He super hates the vet by now.It's too often that he's there but seriously,he can't possibly blame anyone for it.We're trying to make him better and we do it because we love him.

My uncle and my aunt came today.My sister,Rashid and I sent my uncle home and we had a drink on the way before dropping him off.It's been a while since we last did that sort of thing.We had a long discussion about how worried we all are about Azim in fitting in secondary school life and we had a whole lot of things to say about my dad and his condition.

I can't say much.I can only say that my folks are holding me back from leaving them so far away because I cannot bring myself to doing so.I cannot abandon them and I cannot leave my mother alone in all this mess.I'm gonna wait for Shu to come back and I'm gonna see what his plans are and I wanna try working things out so that everyone can just get comfortable.

I miss Foxburr-san and I want him back ASAP!

:(

TTDI Vet.......AGAIN

My mum told me that Kecik had blood spots on him as I got into the house from shopping with my grandma late this afternoon.We both freaked out so we grabbed Kecik and got into the car and headed to vet.My mum called Dr. Clement just before we left the house to ask if he was in.

I bet he and his assistant,Ann,were laughing at the fact that my mum had been calling the vet ever so often in the past one week.

I was so afraid if Kecik had some infection or something from the surgery.I was worried sick coz right after he got out from the surgery,I left for Terengganu and haven't seen him since then.Loads could have happened eventhough my mum updated me from time to time.

It turned out that the problem wasn't as big and serious as we thought it would be.Kecik just had a boil on the lower part of his tummy.The vet said that Kecik must have got bitten or something and then the wound got infected.Our suspect:Ghost.Kecik hasn't been out so he couldn't have got bitten by some other cats.

Kecik managed to show his drama king side today.He was making noise while the vet was giving him an antibiotic shot.The vet said it wasn't even painful.Kecik wouldn't have felt it.Hahaha!Because Kecik would NEVER swallow down pills given by the vet,I suggested that the vet would give him shots instead.

If Kecik does not recover,we might have to carry on going back and forth to vet till Friday or Saturday :/

Bodo la Kecik.All my other cats do not have this many problems.

home

I'm waiting for Foxburr-san to get back ASAP so that we can go over to SPCA.We have to get that crazy tiny kitten vaccinated.I know that he's been a bit bored ever since Kecik got himself castrated.They used to wrestle with eachother all the time.Maybe Kecik is till in a bit of pain.Maybe Kecik just doesn't want to wrestle anymore.I dunno.

All I know is that Kecik and that crazy kitten are the best of friends.I really don't want them to go separate ways.

Hahaha!

I laugh everytime I think about that time when Shu and I were walking in the rain meredah banjir on the way to his house from the surau.He kept cursing at the kids who went around near us on motorbikes or bicycles coz everytime they pass by water would splash at us from their wheels.Everytime he cursed,he'd sound like a real Pak Cik.It was really funny!

flew on the ATR 72 and survived.I'm liking it ^_^

Just before the plane landed,I forgot that my destination was NOT the international airport.Haha!

The flight was good.A bit noisy coz of the propellers.(The ATR 72 does NOT run on turbine engines like a typical 737)

Spent most of my time crying during flight.Forgot about the fact that I was flying (coz I hate flying).

I am missing Shu already.I can still hear his niece's voice screaming.I can still feel the freezing cold air back in Terengganu.It's the monsoon season!All about endless rain WITHOUT lightning!I lurved it to bits!<---the rain and all.

Shu said I could return when it's all sunny and we can go to other places which were closed during the monsoon season.

I cannot believe Shu,Azura(Shu's sister) and I were making Buah Melaka in the kitchen the other night.I usually feel weird cooking in other people's homes.

I enjoyed the visits to the markets like Pasar Payang and Chabang Tiga.I met a bunch of cats there (especially at the market areas) I met 2 cats who were super fat (pregnant).

Shu squished a tiny baby frog on the steps to one of the miniature mosques.

I almost touched a Siput Babi on our way up to Bukit Puteri.

Shu's folks actually took the trouble to get me loads of homemade keropoks which cannot be found elsewhere in Terengganu.How awesome is that?!I had to bring home an extra bag just for those!Can't wait to fry them tomorrow morning ;)

My cats (and hamster) are probably glad to have me back.Maybe its coz they won't have to face my sister and her strange love hate thingy for them :/

5 days passed like a hours.I enjoyed myself a lot.

Thanks,baby!

I love you! XOXO

Taman Tamadun Islam Monumental Park

The weather today is so much better than the last couple of days.There was a wee bit of sun in the morning and a little rain and sunlight and rain in the afternoon.Shu and I decided to just go ahead and pursue our journey through TTI.We had tried a couple of times but the moment we step foot at that place,rain just starts pouring down like we're not meant to go there.Bodo betol!

Anyways,we went there today and it was so much fun ^_^ It felt like we were walking and walking and walking.We actually spent about 3 hours there.We were quite lucky coz our first attempt was a success but we had to leave after a few minutes coz we had an emergency.When we came back,we were prepared to pay for another pass but the people at the counter recognized us and let us in again FREE!

Our last stop before leaving the park was the indoor gallery.There were booths for customizing art pieces and we could paint a batik piece ourselves!I did that and it was so much fun!I hate painting on paper coz I just suck at it but painting on a piece of cloth batik style is so different and awesome!

I've had a blast staying here in the last couple of days.I'm trying to get a flight back home tomorrow night coz my folks want me to spend Aidil Adha at home.

*BUT THE WEATHER IS JUST GETTING BETTER!!!!!*

Nevermind.I can always come back here and teman Foxburr-san later in the future ^_^ I know that Kecik and Fei Mao have been waiting around my room for me so I'd better get home.

P.S.:I love you,baby! <3

banjir

It literally translates the word "flood".It's my first time experiencing it.Shu's home is near the river and it turns out that because of some construction happening downstream which results to narrowing down the river path,the river upstream would have some clogging up problems and that eventually results to over flow and it would coz flooding.

Shu's dad woke him up this morning to move the cars to the surau parking lot nearby coz the water level had gone up to the road.The water level was almost knee high and I think some houses were flooded.It's not a pretty sight.I cannot imagine how the owners whose houses have completed sunk under about a meter of water feel.

It's not clear,clean water that floods the area so everytime we wanna go to the cars at the surau we'd have to fold up our pants above the knees to walk through the water slowly.My mum is totally worried but I'm ok.I like water.It gets cold sometimes but the water is good.

I am a bit scared of what's gonna happen in a couple of hours time should the water starts flooding the house.Shu's dad estimates that we should start moving things upstairs at about 3am later.SO.......we just have to be prepared.

Shu's mum isn't so happy about the thought of the house getting flooded.She just did the flooring and the kitchen area.We were told that the last time this happened was back in 86.Nobody expected this to happen.Obviously,that means no one is prepared.With enough warnings,I did mentally prepare myself for this.Not that I expected or anticipated it to happen.

I hope Kecik and Fei Mao are alright at home.Mum called me up and told me that those 2 cats have been sitting at my room door and making a lot of noise even when the room door was opened.She said they expected me to come out and get them :( I will do that as soon as I get home........which is........most probably on either Tuesday evening or Wednesday morning.

I can't possibly get on an airplane in this weather.The planes probably wouldn't take off on time anyways.

P.S.: I love you,baby! >.<

why on earth would you wanna do that?

I spent almost an entire night talking to my sister and her friend who was assumed to have slept over but later on left at about 3am some days ago.It was funny coz our conversation started off with me trying to figure out a way to convince my folks to let me go to Terengganu with Shu for a few days.Then,other topics fell in and out as we talked through the blackout and past midnight.

My sister had always been known to be doing things behind her boyfriend's back.It's not something I am ok with but it happens ever so often that I am done trying to talk some sense into her.Her friend,on the other hand,was someone whom I thought would have been someone who'd be completely faithful to her partner but instead doing something very VERY similar to what my sister does on a regular basis.

The thing is,WHY?Why cheat when you have a completely stable partner?Why cheat when you don't wanna do the right thing (which is letting go of your current relationship) and go on with your "other" relationship.Then again,why CHEAT at all?I asked my sister and her friend if they believe in karma and if they might have just figured out that one day they might just get what they deserve and by then,it would be too late for them to have the chance to repent.

It was a very strange conversation and I usually don't discuss such things with my sister coz like I said earlier,she just won't change.

ANYWHO.........I got up early this morning.Shu told me to skip shower and just brushed my teeth and wash my face and we headed off to a place near the beach for some nasi dagang.Then,we sat by the beach with the wind blowing so strong in our faces for a bit and then we went home to take a bath.

In spite of the rain pouring every now and then,we made our way to the State Museum.Managed to jump onto the tramp for an outdoor tour before making our way into the museum itself.I had a blast but there was this one part of the museum where they kept dead animals like fishes and snakes in jars and aquariums which totally spooked me out.I would have taken photos but we weren't allowed to take our camera into the museum so we'd sometimes snap photos with my cellphone.I was really spooked out by the Oar Fish and the tiny whale-looking like a dugong thingy and what appeared to look like a dolphin.

SHIT!

I had a blast.When we were on our way back to the house,we couldn't get through the road to the house coz the strong wind blew off a tree which fell onto the electric cables blocking the road.To kill time,we turned around and headed off to Pasar Payang to do some shopping.I got this really cute tee for 8 bux!

Pulau Rusa,Kuala Terengganu

We left home at about 8am this morning.The drive was slow.Just Shu and I and the open road........erm.......uphill road to Karak Highway.It was kinda funny coz I was falling asleep and Shu was all psyched eventhough he didn't get much sleep the night before.

We had breakfast at a Petronas petrol station somewhere near Janda Baik.Our journey was almost northbound later on.It felt like such a long morning coz it was cold and misty and towards Pahang,it drizzled a little.The major shower came when we were in Kemaman.We could hardly see the car ahead of us.

We stopped by at Kelulut coz Shu said that was the place my folks stopped by to main air laut on their way back from Shu's sister's wedding last year.We couldn't get out of the car coz it was still sorta raining.There were a whole bunch of kerbaus and one of them actually stopped the traffic flow by crossing the road slowly.

We stopped at Batu Buruk.Had some sate ikan and took a look around.It was windy and the waves were high.Higher than normal according to Shu.Got our jeans wet coz we accidentally went into the sea.Shu tried to find a place for us to have a drink before heading to his home but all the shops were closed.Shu's mum said it might be because of the rain.Usually the shops would still be open even on Fridays.

We arrived at Shu's house not entirely drenched but somewhat soaked and cold.I was freezing.Shu's sister,Azura is around.She just gave birth to a baby boy and she had been here eversince.I've been hanging around with her daughter Elisha.Shu said that the little girl had been looking for a new person to hang on to and I am her next target.Haha!

Sayonara people!

I'mma be on my way to Terengganu tomorrow morning.Shu will be driving.Hopefully we'll both get enough sleep tonight.I have no idea what my sister said to my mum but she let me go anyways.KOOLNESS!!!!!!

Shu really wanted me to go off for the holidays with him and I am so psyched that we're finally getting down to doing it.I hope I have packed enough clothes.I hope I won't forget anything.I hope Kecik and Ghost and Bedah and Fei Mao will be alright in the next few days without Shu and I.

Kecik finally got castrated today.My dad had enough of him pissing all around the house marking his territory and stuff so he told me that if I didn't do anything about it,he was gonna kick Kecik out of the house.That was harsh!Kecik is family,dude!I did send out warnings to everyone at home telling them to keep their room doors closed and stuff.

*sigh*

Dr. Clement (the vet) was quite amused with my mums phone calls to his office saying that I am all cried out over Kecik's castration.Shu and I were so afraid of going through the procedure coz it could change Kecik's overall personality.Dr. Clement said that he won't change much if we maintain the bond or relationship we've had with Kecik like we always had.

I hope Kecik will be alright.Ghost was so happy to see him and he kept jumping onto Kecik's head.We had a hard time trying to keep Ghost at bay coz he really likes Kecik.Kecik is just tired,I think.He hasn't eaten a bite of all the food I gave him.He didn't even take a sip of water :/

hey everywhuuun!

I really am addicted to watching make up tutorial vidz on youtube and this particular dude who goes by the username petrilude is super awesome with dramatic professional make up whose done awesome halloween make up.

Speaking of which,I tried out some dramatic make up myself........

Haha!I absolutely LURVE the red contact lenses!

Anywho,I played for a quick 2-songs slot over at Artista tonight.It was kinda fuhney coz I was totally NOT PREPARED and I was spacing out in the last couple of days.I was practically practicing different songs and played totally different songs but it's ok.

I enjoyed myself but not enough coz we had to leave before Tabloid played.Their slot was late and Rashid needed to get home.An Honest Mistake totally rawked out the place!I lurve their heavy songs.The first dudes who played were awesome too......I just didn't quite understand what they were saying but I liked the songs anyways.

I really,REALLY,REALLY wanna go to Terengganu!I wanna learn to make keropok lekors and nasi dagang and go to Kenyir and Redang Island :( NAK JUGAK PEGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i-socks,Berjaya Timesquare,KL

I lurve that place!That company has several shops actually and today,Shu and I got the passport to enter the members only zone and there were loads of awesome stuff sold there at that particular shop.Very J-Rock and Lolita Goth but I lurve the stuffs there.Especially the dresses!Those pretty well executed lolita dresses.Very VERY pretty!Me likey!

Shu ended up getting himself a shirt and he got me those red contact lenses I've always wanted.It's funny and a bit painful when I first got those lenses on but after a while,the felt comfy.The funny thing is,my pupils are bigger than the hole in the center of the contacts so I could somewhat see the red colors in the corner of my eyes.

When I first put them on,Shu got pretty spooked out.In fact,everyone else at home got a little spooked out by the color of my eyes.I like them.They are perfect and I am so getting more soon!Oh yeah,the other cool thing about that shop we went to was that the contact lenses we got were sold so much cheaper than the other shop we went to some months ago and both shops were selling the same thing.

I lurve those lenses!!! ^_^

And to think that the original plan was to go look for a top hat in Sungei Wang Plaza :/ Oh well,we had a pretty good time and we did each get the things we needed ;)

La Senza,One Utama

Shopping at that place was quite an experience.I have never bought anything from that store but my sister goes there every year to get some stuff.Today,she dragged me along coz there was this so called sale and she kept saying that we should go get something and in the end we did.

It was quite annoying having to go in and out of the fitting room coz it's not like trying clothes on so I got irritated after a while but the salesgirl insisted that I tried every single thing I picked up coz the sizes may vary and each cutting might not fit the same way.She was right.I got 2 bras with different sizings.My sister threw in a couple of underwears to match the bras.

That was quite an experience but it's definitely something I do not want to do again anytime soon.

I think I've had quite enough of waking up superlate that by the time I'm about to have breakfast,people are preparing for tea time!

I am gonna get up early tomorrow and see if I can get into more trouble than I could ever imagine ;)

Shu invited me over to his place in Terengganu coz he wants to take me around to the hangout places there.He invited my sister to come along and she totally jumped at the word 'island'!

Still.........I have to prepare for the upcoming open mic on Wednesday night.Shu booked me a slot and my sister said Naim is gonna try for a slot for the very first time.AWESOMENESS!!!!!

hopping

Got up super late one day and I got super hungry.Shu took me to Mutiara Damansara for brunch.Then,we made a quick drive through the Damansara Perdana shop lots coz he's looking for lot for business real soon.Actually,I'm part of his upcoming plan but I'm not gonna talk about that now...........SO!We got some numbers and one agent responded positively to his phone call and we went to see the lot.It was nice and big and the place was made up really well.I liked it but it might not be perfect for the business we're gonna run.........Later on,we stopped by at the Suzuki showroom and Shu made me testdrive the Swift.The car is nice!It runs on a timing chain NOT a timing belt.And no,it's not noisy.In fact,the size of the car and everything is perfect.The only problem is they do not have it in manual transmission which means I am gonna have to drive an automatic transmission should I decide to get one soon :/ DAMN IT!

world behind my wall by Tokio Hotel

kisah dua mangkuk

<---yang ini,namanyaGhost.Patutnyer dipanggil GILER sebab dia memang tak tau nak dok diam.
<---Yang ini pulak namanya Kecik.Nak jadi gangster kampung la konon.Sekarang nih,kaki kanan belakang dia dah berlubang and bengkak and berdarah skit.Tak tau la apa jadi tapi yang pasti,kaki dia sakit sebab kalau terlanggar atau terusik sikit je dia bising.

Dua-dua ekor mangkuk nih tak boleh berjumpa.Bila berjumpa saja,diorang bergurau.Lepas tuh,Ghost bising pulak.Then,gaduh and berkejar-kejar seluruh rumah.Bila dah habis bergurau,diorang kacau pulak kucing-kucing lain seperti Fei Mao atau Bubu.Kucing-kucing lain tak suka diorang nih and diorang tau so diorang pun team up and kacau kucing-kucing tersebut.

Begitulah kisah mangkuk-mangkuk ayuns di rumah ini........

SUGOI DESU!!!!!!

The show tonight went well.Many thanks to everyone who showed up.I didn't think so many people would turn up considering it is a week night after all but many people came including my folks and I am superglad that everyone enjoyed the show coz it was our first time performing and we were so worried if people weren't gonna respond positively to our music.I am happy that it all went swell.Kudos to everyone including Doppelganger and Artista!

Pix will be posted up on FB..........

Thanks for being there with me,Love!

worn out

Got up later than planned this morning.The only thing in my head was Shu's EMS project presentation.Got to UNITEN at about noon and went to his lecturer's room.We found students there from other groups of the same class waiting for their turns to present as well.This project was supposed to be carried out in a group of about 6 people.Shu did it alone.......well,my dad helped him with the tools and stuff.Testing the motor to see if it would run and stuff.After burning the insulated coils which was like twice and rewinding the coils and all,the motor finally worked.It wasn't exactly a stepper motor but it worked and Shu's lecturer looked pleased.I had no idea how I ended up in that meeting room with Shu and his lecturer and there was a group presenting and all but his lecturer didn't mind so I stayed on to see Shu present.I even learned about the stepper motor and the function of the commutator which was awesome.FREE LESSONS!!!!!Haha!

We were at the mall for a bit before heading home.My dad was superpleased to hear about the presentation and he was superhappy to see the weather today.It wasn't raining in the afternoon so he got us all out to the park for a couple of badminton games.I am so out of shape and I kept getting blinded by the light outside but I wasn't injured as much as I always do.I think there is still some bruising on my knee but its not that big of a deal.

Went for a 2 hour jamming session after that.I keep messing up the speech.I suck at it.I couldn't even pronounce some of the words right.Maybe I was tired.Maybe my throat was running dry.Either ways,Rashid was really tired.I think we went through the entire playlist of about 7 songs about 4 to 5 times.It was tiring and I really hope that all goes well tomorrow night.

I'm still super happy about Shu's project ^_^

WHAT THE......

Shu said that there is something seriously wrong with the pets I have living here at home with me.They seem to be acting strange.Very unlike the creatures they should be.For example,Fei Mao hates fish.She'd run away whenever Kak Yah tries to feed her fish.She only eats biscuits and she eats them at her sleeping place while she is lying down!

And Bedah won't eat her sunflower seeds unless they have been semi opened.I could leave a whole bunch of seeds in her house and they will be lying there till evening.WTF?!

I think the only normal cats at home are Kecik and Ghost.Well.......Ghost just broke my dad's baby plants out front.I don't think my dad will be happy to see those plants of his especially knowing that he's been taking extra care of those things since forever!Kak Yah and I are trying to figure out a good cover line for the little pest.Shu is so afraid if my dad would accuse Kecik of being the pest coz he's already in my dad's black list after being caught in the act of peeing at my dad's car the other night :/

waking up to nothingness

It feels gooooooooooood!

I've been waking up superlate.On Thursday,Shu and I got up and thought we ought to do something which we did but I just can't remember what it was we did.........oh yeah,my appointment with the dentist!Then,on Friday,Rashid,Shu and I drove Qarim back to his campus in Perak.We left home at about 5pm-ish and got home at about 9pm-ish.......or was it,10pm :/

Yesterday,Shu took me out for a movie treat.We watched The Fourth Kind.It was pretty freaky but it was a cool movie.We were walking around,in and out of shops.Last night,Shu took Azim and I to Uptown Kota Damansara.All of us got ourselves a t-shirt each.I wanted that Japanese band Loudness tee for the longest time and I finally got it!Shu's tee was a skull faced Statue of Liberty.Azim got a tee called The Killers with Adolf Hitler on the drums and Bush on the guitar.I don't think my sister would like that very much :/

Shu woke me up early yesterday morning to give Kecik a wash.We managed to scrub him which didn't make him very happy but not long before the day was over,he was all dirty again.Nowadays,we'd find Ghost chasing Kecik all around the house.It's so funny coz he's really tiny and Kecik is really big and he'd be jumping onto Kecik's head and all.It's pretty entertaining.

Bedah and Fei Mao has immunity in the house so those little kiddies can't hurt them ^_^

our first GIG ever!!!!!!!!!!

Ghost!

My sister was given a tiny white kitten with blue eyes.He must be a baby still coz some of his teeth haven't even fill up the gaps in his mouth.He spent the first night over in Shu's apartment in Bangi coz at first we thought Kecik wasn't gonna like him.We brought him back to my place yesterday and we kept in the cage thinking that he was gonna run off somewhere else.Today,we finally let him out around the house to mingle around with the other cats.Fei Mao hates the fact that he was in the cage near one of her favorite lepak spots around the house.So she's so happy when we let him out coz he'd not only stop making noise but he wasn't around her.Kecik seems to like the little dude.In fact,they were running around the house for a bit earlier today.I guess it's coz Kecik is still playful and he had been wanting a play buddy for the longest time.So he's finally got one now.

Shu just got Ghost a bell collar.It's pink in color with some light blue prints on it and it has a light blue colored bell that matches the color of Ghost's eyes which is so cool.Hahaha!

The reason we call him Ghost is coz he's all white and we got him right after Halloween ^_^ and he's a bit of a demon as well coz he keeps biting and scratching people.

karaoke-ing with Shu and Azim

Hahaha!While Qarim and Rashid and my mum were out for a movie which Azim is underage for,Shu and I were assigned to take him out to the game arcade but since we told Azim about our karaoke craze every now and again,he's been wanting to go but has no clue how to get about doing it so today,Shu and I took him and we sang 8 songs!He had fun and I am glad we took him out coz I know that we haven't been spending time with Azim much these days.

BTW,his friend-Hamizan- fell into the drain along the front of my house.He said he was trying to avoid a car as he was walking to the mosque for Friday prayers but he missed a step and fell right in.Luckily,he did not break anything.His legs were just covered with scars and probably some minor bruising.I was so afraid if he'd bump his head or something.So,my dad jumped into the car with Shu and got him and then mum took him to the clinic nearby.

In the meantime,Shu and I are really3 doing our best at getting Kecik to STAY OUT OF TROUBLE!He has made it into Rashid's black list since he peed on the dude's guitar bag earlier today.Rashid calls him BODOH everytime he sees Kecik around the house.My contingency plan is to keep all room doors closed upstairs so that he won't be able to get in and pee where ever.

*sigh*

picture poll:which should be used on the poster for our upcoming performance?

Pictures are all from Ayie's DSLR

Pasar Road

Shu and I finally went to Pasar Road.We've heard about the place from my dad and my mum a million times over but never actually went there.Its more of coz we don't really know how to get there :D

My dad took us both this morning.We walked and walked and walked and had brunch over at Sri Paandi and then walked around some more.All of the things on Shu's list of things he needs for his EMS project were unavailable.What he bought instead was a 10 meters long modem cable and he was hunting for a receiver for performances to come.

Anywho,we got as far as getting a quotation coz we didn't have thousands of ringgit on us which if we had would have ended up being spent on all the awesome stuff we found like the earpieces and receiver and some stereos and probably lights and maybe a couple of headphones.Superhuge ones.

Got home at about 1pm.Cleaned ourselves up and Shu drove me to the dentist for a bit.I have spent way too much on dentals in the last couple of years that it has driven me insane so much that I try very hard to avoid from having to go to the dentist.Its worked so far......right up till now,that is.It's nothing serious but it costs........a lot.

In the meantime,my mum has been trying to get Qarim occupied so she assigned him to take photos of Bedah with the DSLR.Cute photos like the ones you'd find online and stuff.He didn't look too enthusiastic about it though :/ Maybe he's not that into Bedah............

Shu has secured a slot for my band to play on November 11th over at Tropicana City Mall.Our slot is at about 9:30pm-ish so that means we have to be there earlier for a sound check.Great!Now,all I need is a costume ^_^ and I have to work on my people skills when it comes to stuff like introducing the band and talking to the crowd :p

ich nein basterd!

Haha!Shu and I finally got around to watching Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds.The movie was awesome!We were laughing most of the time but overall,it was awesome!I lurve the fact that the characters spoke Deutsche,French,English and some Italian.I also liked how the whole plot was actually catastrophic and one big mess.

Went to get Shu from UNITEN this morning after class.Had lunch and drove over to Mutiara Damansara for a movie.Walked around for a bit and then went home.

The gig on the 30th has been postponed to November 11th.PERFECT!I should be super free!OMFG!SUPER super FREE!HOLY SHIT!Hahahahahaaa!!!!!!

The Color Shop,One Utama

Shu and I were supposed to meet up at the mall after my class for lunch today.We did but I just had to get my hair washed coz I was running late this morning and did not get to wash it this morning.So by the time Shu got to the mall,I told him I was getting my hair dried.

Here's the funny thing.I had 2 people working on my hair today.That was weird.That was the first time I went through something like that.It was pretty fun though.I don't mind getting my hair done at that shop again ^_^

I had too much time to kill earlier today coz all my classes were cut short due to various reasons so Shu and I basically hopped from one shop to another.We even got a free drink from Juice Works from the dude at the Creepy Door ;)

The lepak sessions today mostly consist of ideas for the upcoming gig.We were going through the pros and cons of the event as well as our wedding plans in between that.We've got some kool stuff in mind but we have yet to talk to Kamal and Ayie about it.

We are after all supposed to play at an event this 30th.

RadioEdit band update

Wahai kalian semua.Harap maklum bahawa RadioEdit akhirnya akan dapat gig sendiri.Walaubagaimanapun,dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa segala confirmation hanya akan di dapati selepas band meeting kami yang akan berlangsung ASAP.

Sekian.Terima kasih.

The adventures of Awang Goneng & Gedebeh

Woke up this morning.Got into a cab with Shu and headed over to Kajang to get his car coz he left it there since I picked him up after class on Thursday.Had breakfast at Alim Corner.Made a quick stop over at Mutiara Damansara.Got the good old Cookies N' Cream smoothie from Juice Works.Got one top while we were there.Headed home only to find out that we were locked out so we had lunch at Restoran Quali.Then,mum called to say that she and my siblings were also locked out so they hungout at our favorite mamak,Maulana.Then,my dad called to say that he's already at home so we can come home.

*sigh*

I have to stop sounding and possibly stop behaving like a cartoon/anime character.Especially when I'm about to introduce the band in public and stuff.I ALMOST screamed out "KERO!" or said "Hi!" the way Stitch (Lilo & Stitch) would say it.Damn!I know that Shu and Rashid and maybe my bandmates are used to it but I don't suppose other people expect me to do stuff like that :p

introducing the Monkey Dance by the Foxburrs

While Shu was stuck doing his FYP,he let me use his super awesome computer to play The Sims 3.Days just went by and before I could do anything,it's already Friday.

Update:Shu has no problems using the Pro E software anymore ;)

While I've been driving back and forth to Bangi after classes,I did learn some new roads to new places around UPM.And in the evenings when we get home,we'd head over to the park at my old house.We don't run anymore.Well,Shu would jog while I do some monkey dance.

We spent last night watching Bruno which almost killed us from laughing so hard.

Kecik has began to mark territories around the house by peeing at different places IN THE HOUSE.One morning before I left for class,he peed at the wall at the front door.After that,when Azim came home from school,Kecik peed on his school bag.The dude was superpissed.

Bedah is happy and fat,as usual.

Gemok aka Fei Mao is still herself.Daydreaming and getting weird dreams as she sleeps.Weirdo!

I think my spare part warranty has been long overdue.My right leg is hurting ever so badly especially when its cold.I have this vision of me losing my leg while I run in the park.

Anywho,Shu and I almost died of shock as we were walking home from the park one afternoon.Out of nowhere,a huge Retriever headed towards us and we weren't sure of what to do.Then,it turned out that it was just playing with the dog in one of the houses.

And then,there was this one time when we were at a pet store in Uptown Damansara,we were shocked to see a crocodile in an aquarium!It was a freakin' glass aquarium!When the reptile moved,it looked like it could easily break the glass.To make things worse,there were tiny tanks of white mice and hamsters placed on top on the aquarium with the crocodile!

Heaven

Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende

Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa

Tada amarini kirei sugite

Koraekirezu namida afureta

Ano hi kitto futari wa

Ai ni fureta

Watashitachi wa sagashiatte

Tokini jibun o miushinatte

Yagate mitsukeatta no nara

Donna ketsumatsu ga matte ite mo

Unmei to iu igai

Hoka ni wa nai

Kimi ga tabidatta ano sora ni

Yasashiku watashi o terasu hoshi ga hikatte

Soba ni ite aisuru hito

Toki o koete katachi o kaete

Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni

Nee konnanimo nokotteru kara

Soba ni ite aisuru hito

Toki o koete katachi o kaete

Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni

Nokotteru kara

Shinjite aisuru hito

Watashi no naka de kimi wa ikiru

Dakara kore kara saki mo zutto

Sayonara nante iwanai

Ano hi kitto futari wa

Ai ni fureta

-Hamasaki Ayumi-

awesomeness

I have found someone who shares the same point of view with me towards life.

Someone who wants to always be 18 and never grow up.

Someone who loves freedom and hates restrictions.

Someone who shares my interpretation of fame and glory.

Someone who hates lameness and rigidity and wants new things and changes as every second passes by.

Someone who wants to invent and experiment and is not afraid to ask the wrong questions.

Someone who may not say the darnest things the way I do but has a milder way of saying it.

That someone is the one I intend to spend the rest of my life with <3

sebak

Watching those kids performing solo with their acoustic guitars yesterday reminds me of myself when I was doing the whole songwriting thingy for the first time.I was alone and the only thing I had to convey my message across to the audience was my guitar.Well,at the time,I didn't even have my own guitar so I borrowed my dad's.

My songs would have sounded very high-school-ish and maybe it wouldn't have hit the point I was trying to get through to who ever.Some songs did but my audience were only those who hears me play live during practices and stuff at home.My songs never left the circle of people who knew me.

I am happy to know that there are so many channels to get your works known to the world now ^_^

Singing and songwriting should be just as important as everything else in life.

Indie Fest@Studio V,Rainforest,One Utama

We had our open mic today.We played 4 songs.Actually,we were told to play 3 songs but they started recording late so they told us to play another song.Our usual playlist line up would Wake Up,Maya,Mental and I Don't Live.We had a blast although we waited since 11am-ish,we performed at about 2pm.

The problem started with us trying to register and the organizers came late.Then,we finally registered and then the waiting began.Bittersweet were supposed to do a soundcheck but they took up almost an entire hour coz their 2nd guitarist came superlate.We had fun though listening and watching them jam.

Shu made sure that we were the first band to play the open mic coz Kamal starts work at about 2:30pm.We were rushing for time.Finally,Kamal called a colleague to cover him and he went to work at about 3pm.It was tiring but fun.

There were other music acts like a band of school boys who calls themselves Chain Letters (I think) and then 2 solo acoustic acts who were Arif and Justin.I think the sound system needed to be looked into a little more.Shu said that if we stood outside and listen to the performances,the sound was perfect.

Anywho,went home.Then,we went to Ammah's house for Deepavali like we do every year.It was Shu's first time celebrating Deepavali at someone's place.We had freshly cooked food which were AWESOME!Ammah had been sick so she couldn't cook.Her daughter,Sumitha did all the cooking for her today.The vadais are as awesome as ever.The tosai too ;)

Shu and I managed to rush over Ayumi's place for the open house.A lot of people have already gone home but we just sat and chatted and ate some more for a bit.Then,we headed home.

Looking forward to spending tomorrow just chilling with Shu.

CK Music,Jalan Imbi,KL

It was a long and funny journey to KL and back coz there was a horrible traffic jam but we finally got around to meeting Migo (the dude who's gonna do the track by track recording for us) and we finally went to the music store Kamal's been telling us about.I am so going to get those cables I've been wanting for so long!

Kamal told us a very scary tale that happened to him early before dawn of Friday morning.He witnessed someone getting stabbed over at BU's McD at Centrepoint.He said that some guy stole some other guy's laptop and that this other guy chased the thief and the thief stabbed him and drove off.Kamal was the one who called the ambulance and he said it took them 32 minutes to get to the injured dude.

There are shitloads of people at the place and noone saw or did anything?WTF?!And the dude got stabbed!From the back to the front and the knife went through his kidneys and came out the front!WTF?!

Anywho,tonight's jamming session went mad.Rashid actually tried playing the drum to Wake Up in a ska mode.WTF?!I kept missing cues and Kamal's guitar was too noisy.I almost tripped on the keyboard stand and instead of stepping on the distortion pedal,I stepped on the mic stand!WTF?!

bananas are expected this afternoon

Despite the amount of work that needs to be done and the string of people to meet today,Shu managed to drag me off to a movie at noon.We watched a movie we've been waiting for all month long.Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs.I think the movie was pretty good.Fast moving.Reminding me of a lot of things that's been going on in my life.Reminding me of the people I come across in life.

We had a hard time keeping our voices down when we laugh coz we were both laughing so hard and loud.I lurve Flint's hairdo!Hahahaha!But seriously,I doubt if I'd ever want food to come falling from the sky.It could kill!For countries where food is scarce,I guess it would be ok though too much of something can't be good for anyone :p

tutored

Shu's Arab-speaking nephew came to my rescue AGAIN.Well,thanks to Shu for still being in contact with a relative who speaks the language on a daily basis,I managed to finish my homework AGAIN.

I had a pretty good time while having breakfast with Shu and his nephew.Apart from them catching up and all,it turns out that his nephew (like Shu) has a flare for business and he's practically earning while studying.How awesome is that?For someone who hasn't got a clue about business,the conversations and ideas those 2 had today managed to open my eyes to a new level of money making.

Hurmm............imagine,having thousands of bux a month all to yourself TAX-FREE!

I've gotten back into sketching.Finally opened that metal case of washable pencils my dad got me some years ago.The thing is finally put to good use.I'll be posting up my first sketch in over a year since my last picture.

unaddressed

it's amazing

how you ruined my everything

and still

you are doing it

how you do it well

you must be feeling so fantastic

so contented

best wishes to you

hopefully you are happy

and proud of your achievement

don't wipe that smile off your face

its the symbol of how far you've gone

CZipLee@Kajang

My folks have been wondering where the hell I'd disappear to every time I come home after sunset.One word.Shu.

For many days in a week,I shall occasionally come home later than usual.I'm usually home on weekends.I'm usually gone during the day (after classes) coz it would usually start with having lunch with Shu.Then,sometimes we'd get carried away doing other things like sneaking into Shu's classes or simply just hanging out at some random mall.

Today,we finally sat down to talk about what needs to be done (with the wedding reception) Honestly,I doubt if we have enough time to begin with.Shu took me to this place where we can find just about anything pertaining to art.Easels,drawing and sketching pencils.Loose sheets of papers and stencils.Anything.Shu ended up buying me a set of face paint crayons.

The consequences are insane.I colored his entire face making him look like The Joker.He tried to do a KISS impression on my face which turned out to look more like a semi-Alice Cooper+some Hindu priest and there were some random black lines under one of my eyes.We had a hard time getting the color off.Shu's eyes were in pain :p