so many things happened today that I have no idea where to begin!

Got up this morning for a photoshoot.RadioEdit's photoshoot but unfortunately something came up and the whole thing is postponed to after my wedding.Shu and I dropped Rashid back home and drove off to Shah Alam to meet up with our photographers.Had brunch and went back home.Ili (Illyn Virgobiru) came by just after we got home.Was talking to her for a long while in my room till it was time for me to get my ass downstairs for some Yasin reading session and tazkirah.I enjoyed myself ^_^ Ili's been snapping photos and stuff.She and her mum (Aunty Nani) had been really helpful.I was just tired coz after the whole thing was over,I managed to grab some food and get ready for mengaji coz my ustazah was already at my house.Yes,I was late.I helped Ili get all the hantaran gifts downstairs and headed upstairs to recite the Quran one last time before the even tomorrow morning.MORNING!After that I just hung around downstairs for a bit with my aunt and Ili and we talked and stuff.After maghrib Ili left coz her husband was already home and he asked her to get something to eat on her way back to Bangi.

I am tired.Way tired!I couldn't even recite al-fatihah properly!WTF?!

Apple (Bee)

Apple was so happy to be back in TTDI for the day.He was basically running all around the house from the front to the back.He was playing tag with Kecik and Fei Mao.He looked so cheerful that he didn't even bother to go to sleep even when you could see that he was getting tired and sleepy.Finally,at about 10pm-ish,Shu was gonna leave for Subang so he had to come along.He was so upset but he just didn't bother trying to run free coz he was tired.Shu chucked him into the car and drove off.

That kid has a history of stepping onto people heads and he mews into people's faces only coz he needs to SEE us looking at him.He's also got sharp claws and teeth which could seriously injure someone.He's been injuring Shu in the last couple of days with bite marks and scratches.He also has a thing for Shu's glasses.He'd drag em all the way to the dining table so when Shu gets up in the morning,he'd have a hard time finding his glasses.

Oh yeah,Shu said that everytime he tries to scoop out Apple's poo from the litter tray,Apple would stand by and get angry.WEIRDO!

wedding dresses

When we got into the wedding planner's shop,he was putting some stones on a beautiful white dress.Well,it wasn't a DRESS dress but it was really nice.He saw us and my mum immediately asked if that was what I was gonna wear and he said yes.

I was totally blown away!It was soooooo preeeeeeety!!!!!!

Of course,I took a look at it and thought "are ya sure that's ma size?" coz it looked kinda small-ish.I tried it on and it fit perfectly.Of course,the dude said he's gonna teach me how to work on my smiles coz I don't do that much.So yeah,I tried that on while Shu tried on his outfit.He pricked his finger from the needles on the top coz the buttons were still not sewn on.

Nevermind,those are to be worn on the 27th so we still have about a month.Then,we tried out our other costumes for this Saturday.I SUPER LURVE the Indian costume!Then again,I have always been a fan of lenggas.

Anywho,I was told to get a push-up bra or some corset or something coz I'm too flat.FLAT?!I was in the middle of getting those slimming jeans!Oh yeah,the dude also said that I'mma need some paddings for ma booteh!WTF?!!!

P.S.: The dude is Dato' Roy Azman aka brotha Roy!

band meeting

Had our express band meeting today.Jasti has loads of things lined up for the band in the next couple of months.

The acoustic performance over at Istana Budaya shall be postponed coz we're supposedly the opening act for Pure Vibrations but them dudes are still in the Philippines.

We're also still up for the full band performance over at Skypark Subang and Ayie mentioned some other places for our upcoming gigs.

Our photoshoot has been postponed to Wednesday night on this week.Yes,before my wedding.Only coz my brother is still having some exams.SO,Wednesday night it is.

weekend?

Shu said Apple saw a ghost at our place last night.That's why he freaked out all of a sudden and ran out from the kitchen and hid behind the cushions and hats.

Apple is getting the hang of the place already.He'd run from one end of the house to the other and makes a turn in the room next to the bathroom and heads into the bathroom and does the whole route again.Usually,Shu and I would shut the bathroom door close whenever we are at home so last night,that crazy kitten ran straight into the bathroom door.Twice!

I'mma go see the wedding planner on Monday to see what's going on with our clothes.He'll be over at my house in TTDI on Thursday night to set the whole place up for Saturday.......SATURDAY!

I'm a bit.....lost right now.I haven't been able to keep track of the days and time these days.I have no idea if it's a public holiday or just another weekend.I feel like I'm asleep eventhough I'm wide awake.I'd fall asleep during conversations.I'd respond with some delay.......or sometimes I don't respond at all.WTF?!!!

I'm trying to figure something out.Actually,it's more of helping my sister help someone out.A kid.He's about 17.His folks are refugees.He's got no legal documents eventhough he was born here in this country.He can't get a job coz he's under age.All the work he's been doing ends up disastrous.It's either he gets ripped off of cheated or people just make him do work with no pay at all.

He just got beaten up last night and all his cash were stolen from him :/

by next Friday I'll be anticipating in mixed emotions

or so I think.........

Someone asked me how I felt about a week from being someone's wife.I had no idea.Well,I am not feeling what I should be feeling yet.....or something........

I'm probably trying my best not to get anymore injuries.I'm trying not piss my mum off.I'm trying to please Snow Bear a whole lot more coz he's been super angry about Apple.I can't quite tell if I'm hungry or sleepy or even if I have already done something like taking my daily supplements.......oh wait,I always forget those.

I'm probably gonna try help around the house whenever I can.do what ever I can do and stuff.Planning to get my toes done with ma sistah sometime next week.I suck at pedicure.

Oh yeah,and I'll be having a mock lecture on Wednesday morning!Suddenly I feel like I've never taught before :/

I kept yawning during dinner last night.I'm probably lack of oxygen coz I was hyperventilating this morning before getting out of bed.I also befriended a spider whose been hanging around my vanity table mirror ^_^

Bedah is still alive and well,according to Shu.He said she's probably a wee bit older than usual.Hahaha!Apple has befriended some birds at the window.Kecik is fat :)

the art of getting naked

Damn!I don't ever wanna do that AGAIN!I know it was a spa and they were all girls but I really didn't feel that comfortable getting topless and 85.9% naked!

And yes,I've rechecked my weight and apparently the weighing machine at my house shows readings which is 1kg heavier than your actual weight.I hate weighing machines!It probably was the very reason I got so messed up in the first place!BUT today,I was in a stable state of mind and the readings were not too low but they are definitely NOT high which is good.

I haven't tried out the baju nikah since the first time I tried them on back at the tailor's shop.SO I am hoping so much that I have NOT outgrown the outfit nor have I shrunk so much!

AND to top it all off,my ankle still hasn't recovered which does mean that I may not be wearing heels after all due to the ankle support wrap.It's been doing a whole lot of justice though.It's just bulky and it tends to squeeze my feet whenever I put on shoes or slippers.

My bed frame is hazardous.Ok,maybe it's not but I've been getting injuries since I got it and I'm just hoping so much that I won't get anymore major injuries after this!It's making me miserable!I haven't gone to the park for over 2 weeks!I'm on the verge of madness!

SO......in order to survive the next 8 days,I shall be playing around with what ever cosmetics I have.Those in favor are more than welcome to join me.I am saving up for cosmetology school!

7 things people don't know about me

1)I am NOT a patient person at all.Waiting is not something I like doing very much.Even if it means getting my hair done at the salon or going to the spa.

2)I'm not tall but my legs are long.That explains my clumsiness and endless leg injuries.

3)I am not keen on doing routines.This applies to about 90% of my life.Work.Studies.Daily activities.

4)I am not a 100% vegetarian.I take a lot of seafood.

5)I love groceries shopping.It's kinda like an addiction.I can easily find items in a super market.

6)If I were a sim,evil-spirited is definitely one of my many traits.

7)I am super conscious about my weight and what I eat but I like watching other people eat.

Hell-O Tuesday!

What ever happened to Monday?

Hurmm......

Got up super early to make sure Shu gets up in time for work.

Sent him to work and came home.

Sent Aunty Intan to the mosque.

Came back.

Drove my mum to the bank over in DU.

Came home.

Drove both my folks to the bank.

Came home.

Took a shower.

Went to get Shu for his lunch break.

Came home.

Composed a new tune for an upcoming song.

Headed over to the mall to meet up with the kiddies and my mum.

Had some yummilicious Iced Chocolate.

Bought a grammar book for class.

Got my much needed ankle support.

Came home.

Prayed and cleaned up.

Went to get Shu from work and had dinner at the mall.

Got my sister her much belated birthday present(s).

Came home.

Oh yeah........watched the 5th season of Grey's Anatomy in between coz my sister insisted on finishing up the entire season.

our very first house warming party

We thought we were doomed when the electric stove didn't work yesterday but things picked up pretty well soon after.We were at the mall before the doors opened and went groceries shopping and we managed to get a stove.Simple and old skool but effective.It cooked pretty much throughouth the entire party.We were running short on food for a bit but eventually everyone got to eat.

LinZy helped me cook some more food after the first batch of spaghetti finished which was brought by my sister.Shu's home made chicken roulade finished before Shu's cousins got to the place.My brother took the last piece of chicken.I managed to bake some cookies but it was all gone before sunset.I was really unhappy and disturbed by the looks of the cookies but everyone liked them anyways.

I am so glad that most people made it.Well,Yumi-chan,Lina and Maj did.I'll probably throw another party when everyone is free AGAIN.The whole thing was last minute but at least everyone ate.

Oh yeah,Apple (Bee) got to see his new place ^_^ Bedah too ;)

in about 2 days time.....

it will be 2 years since we met AGAIN.I am all over the place.There is so much to do and I have no idea where to begin.There seem to be more and more things in my list and every time I've cut something out,I'll add something else to it.I don't know if it is getting longer or shorter.

I've spent the last couple of hours in front of the television with my sister watching half a season of Grey's Anatomy.I am not a fan of the show.I just had nothing else left to do since it's raining so heavily and the modem's been turned off and my tiny kitteh Apple has been pooping every hour.Must be the medication we gave him yesterday :/

I was in the kitchen last night helping Qarim out with the dishes<---something I would never do when I'm sober.I did something else yesterday which I would never want to do ever again.I smiled at a stranger.A BALD stranger!I was watching over his kid almost getting run over by crazy sale shoppers going mad in the mall while holding on to a bolster and cushions.

I am seriously trying to get myself through the next week alive and well.

OH MY GAWD!

No,I am NOT gonna say "is that wuh sa bee?" next.

Seriously,I thought it was tough enough to deal with people,my kitties are becoming more and more challenging by the second!

Eversince I brought back that tiny kitteh last night,Kecik and Snow Bear as well as the rest of the cats in the house had been either hissing and getting angry at the little dude.Well,Fei Mao refused to come into the house this morning.I wonder if it's coz we haven't bathe it yet.

Anyways,I had a tough time trying to calm Snow Bear down today.Took him up to my room and I just hugged him and he kept wanting to get out the door and probably kill the tiny kitten downstairs whose all locked up in his little cage.Seriously,Snow Bear could have killed me too.

The thing is,that little kitteh needs some warmth and love coz apart from always crying out from the moment he sees my face,the little guy always wants to be around someone.Of course,the kitten is probably a couple of months old.I have no idea where his mum is and eventhough we've already dewormed the dude,he still has a bit of a tummy in the midst of his fur covered bones.

I really need to take him to Subang tomorrow after giving him a good wash of course ;)

P.S.: We've decided to change the kitten's name to Apple (only coz I wanna be able to say HEY!HEY APPLE!) hahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!

ways to get high

Try starving.After a few days,you'll begin to see inanimate things move and sometimes talk to you.It's a fun feeling.......well......right till you pass out.If you end up in some hospital then it's just too bad.If you don't,kudos to you!

Of course,you can also try going to some random gig and jump around for several hours and sweat it all out.Get your head knocked down by someone else's elbow or simply get picked up and tossed around or maybe you can try getting yourself into the center of a mosh pit ;) Oh yeah,let's not forget the headbangin'.After a few hours,you're gonna get a stiff neck but most of the time,you won't realize the pain till you go to bed later.

Maybe working out several hours straight could work to some extent.Gotta be careful though or you might just end up dead :p

The best way to do about it is to get a major sugar rush after starving yourself.

SHIT!!!

DAMN IT!

I accidentally hit my left thigh against the darn sharp edge of the bed post!That adds up to my right knee and ankle all sore and in pain as I walk,my left elbow hurting from some muscle disorder.I am in NO SHAPE AT ALL to be walking in them heels!

I came to realize how high my heels are and that it might have caused my ankle injury.Then again,I've been walking in them for sometime now.How could a few hours have injured my ankle this bad?Seriously..........

My sister finally got her dancing shoes.She's been begging Shu and I to go dancing with her.Maybe we will go after all one of these days despite the fact that I can hardly coordinate my hands and legs,I wonder how bad trying to get them to sync would be like :/

OH YEAH!I so brought home a tiny cute cuddly kitten I met at the mamak today!He's grey-ish with black stripes.He's got big eyes and ears just like Kecik when we first got him ^_^ This kitten shall be staying with us in Subang :) For the time being,we'll be calling him Lucky.If and unless he develops a strange behavior,his name shall remain that.

Shu said Snow Bear should go visit the apartment one of these days coz he's some 6-legged friends there waiting for him.We found a cockroach one day on the floor of the lounge.It was lying flat on its back and we thought "hurmm......biler masa la pulak kita bunuh benda nih??" Then,as Shu swept it out the door,it started wiggling.It wasn't dead after all!I think it finally died in front of our neighbour's door :p

macam mana la orang tak marah!

I don't know if it is bureaucracy or it's just typical office work but seriously,why couldn't ANYONE inform me that there were some missing information regarding my pay?Shu almost screamed at them people there at the office but then he realized that he was about to make a mistake by screaming (or shooting) the messenger :/ The dude at the office wasn't the real officer in charge but he helped us anyways.That took quite a bit of energy.

Oh yeah!Just before we left the house this morning,the dudes from IKEA arrived and set up the bed in my bedroom so Shu and I supervised them for a bit.Those dudes are such pros.They didn't even look at them manuals to set the whole thing up.Of course,with the help of the manual and all,I would be able to set it up too but it would probably take up so much more time :p

I have about 14 days left till the big day and I am getting all sick and stuff.I think it's coz it's been super hot and then it rains for a bit and then it gets hot and burning again.It totally sucks coz I'd have to keep changing clothes from perspiring all day.

I am in the middle of setting up the kitchen back at our place coz I'm kinda freaking out with the invitations sent out and all but the place only has a table and some chairs but no cabinets for cooking and stuff.We're screwed 0_O HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAAA!!!!!!

FidZy has been forbidden from doing any form of workout until after the akad nikah :/

Yes,my mum said I totally crossed the line when my ankle started swelling up and now it's mildly bruised.No worries.I can still walk.....oh yeah,I also pulled a muscle......or two.....my thighs.....they hurt......I might have forgotten to warm up before running the other day........

I am super upset with the fact that I am not allowed to do my usual workout routine all because they seem to cause crucial damages to myself....which BY THE WAY HAD BEEN going on all this while.People just don't notice it.

Now,just because I have to do fittings and stuff,people are super aware of my state of health!

*sigh*

Anywho,I did manage to meet more school friends in the last couple of days and they'll all be attending the reception on June 27th ^_^

I'm gonna finally have a bed real soon!^_^

I've been doing the Snow Bear look in the last couple of days and I worry if I'm gonna wake up one morning with huge fluffy ears!

I wonder if the dude in the horrible flag outfit in the crowd was reason Chong Wei lost yesterday.......

Hurmm......Well,the dude OBVIOUSLY is a major fashion victim!PERIOD!I'd happily tell him to get the hell out of the stadium immediately......erm.......and I'd charge him with Fashion Faux Pas and a hideous distraction to mankind :p

swollen ankle

Don't ask me how it got swollen.It just was and I realized it when I was sitting around at the dining table discussing things-to-do with Shu (hey!it rhymes!SUH-WEET!) I was freaking out so much that I almost cried!It looked like it wasn't my ankle at all!It looked like a monster invaded my foot!

Anyways.....it has subsided somewhat.I hope it would go away for good and never come back!I think it was caused by my super high heels :p

My mum set up an appointment for me today.It was a facial session.Yes,after years of not doing that,my face was pretty messed up.All the girls who did the analysis as well as the facial therapy itself thought that I was gonna need a lot of work.

Hurmm......let's see......the last time I had a facial therapy was back in my school days.I love playing sports out in the sun and in case some of us has forgotten,the sun today is way hotter than the sun back in those days.So yeah,my face probably needs a whole lot more protection than back then.......which was pretty much no protection against the sun at all.

SO.....since I have recently became a Bobbi Brown fan,I've been attached to their Brightening face lotion SPF50++.I know I know,I did say that I hated that thing but it is pretty useful these days ^_^

Well,after the facial therapy session today,I was given more stuff for my face.AND......I'll be having another session next week.On that very same week,I'll be visiting the wedding planner's shop to try out my outfits for the wedding day......which shall be happening VERY SOON<---very high pitch!

OMFG!I have to start getting a bit more serious but all I've ever thought about in the last couple of days had been that stupid annoying orange going "HEY!HEY APPLE!HEY!"

Oh yeah,we so gave Kecik a bath this morning!Snow Bear lost his flea collar and my aunty's new fluffy kitty scratched me!

OH MY GAWD!IS THAT WUH SA BEE?!WUH SA BEH!WAAAAAAAZZUUUUUUBE????!!!!!

sofa hunting

Shu and I have been hunting for a sofa.We've been going in and out of furniture stores but none of the sofas we've seen have been comfortable enough.Ok,there was one sofa we sat on the other day but the fact that those people who sold those sofas are no longer there (at the place where we saw and sat on them sofas) SO.....we've resorted to IKEA,OBVIOUSLY coz it's so damn near to my house!

Well,Ikea furnitures aren't that horrible and some of them are somewhat comfy too ^_^

Anywho,we have somewhat made up our minds over ONE particular sofa........hehe........

Yesterday,we managed to put together all the furnitures we've bought.At least we have chairs now should anyone come by to our place ;) We set up all the furnitures up within about an hour or so thanks to the help of my dad's tools.Using the tools that came with the furnitures wouldn't have done the job.Well,not properly.

Hahahaha!!!!!

I am super high......I think I am lack of oxygen......hahahaha!!!!!

Ikea@Mutiara Damansara

The furnitures we ordered some weeks ago came!THEY FINALLY CAME!YEY!!!!!

Was at Bangi earlier in the day coz we had to get some more stuff from Shu's old place.It wasn't as a whole bunch as before but we did carry some stuff.Then,we were supposed to look for Shu's best bud from school coz we wanted to pass him an invitation card......also,he's supposedly Shu's pengapit<---don't ask me what he's supposed to do!

Anywho,since the dude was at work and the guys from the furniture store were already waiting for us at our place in Subang,we decided to just go over to our place and send the card some other time.The dudes carried our things all the way up to our place!4 freakin' floors up!

After that,Shu wanted to go have a look at some furniture stores nearby coz we needed a freakin' shoe rack!For some odd reason,the furniture stores were quite pricey and the things they sell aren't that spectacular anyways.They look rather fragile and could break any second!Later on,I proposed the idea of heading to Mutiara Damansara.We did and we're so glad we did.

We got ourselves a dining tables and chairs and a shoe rack!Oh,and a computer chair.A proper one.Now,we can do our gaming without having to sit on the audio monitor :p

I am currently trying to find someone to annoy......not that I've never been annoying.I just haven't annoyed anyone for the longest time and I feel like doing so nowadays :p Ok....ok,I admit it,I am influenced by a really annoying orange.He......erm......it has the most annoying things to say and I think it would be the best things to say for best results.......err.......when it comes to annoying people........

HAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!

Took Kecik for a ride in the car for a bit coz he jumped into the car when Shu was outside looking for something he left in there a while ago and the little dude just wouldn't come out.Finally,Shu called me to go outside and talk to the little furball.We eventually agreed on taking the smelly orange fat cat for a spin.When we got home,he jumped right out and headed into the house IMMEDIATELY.Talk about FREAK-O!

June is about 3 weeks away........

I've been too busy with a whole lot of things that I sometimes forget the day and date.

*sigh*

I've been getting remarks about how thin I've gotten in the last couple of months.I'm beginning to think that this is not something to be laughed about.I eat at least ONE proper meal a day and I'm not talking about some wheat bar.I'm talking about rice.I go running every other day.I'm just feeling a bit sick still.No idea why.

Shu thinks I should consult a doctor.One part of me says that it is PROBABLY the thing to do but I keep thinking that I'm ok or at least 85% of myself is still functioning properly.Well,I can still play the guitar and sing and go jamming and write songs and draw.That should make up pretty much MOST of my normality :/

I was at JB yesterday.Went to visit my aunties and uncles and grand aunties and cousins.A lot of them still look at me like I'm a kid.Then,I met my long lost cousin.She's one of the coolest people I've met.She's younger than I am and she's gone through a lot.I'm talking about the craziest shit anyone her age could have ever gone through.The best part is,she and I could still sit back and chat and laugh out loud the way we used to.She proposed a holiday on the first day of Eid.I am SO in!

Seriously,more than half of the population in this country would be at their respective hometowns on that day of the year and the roads would be clear.That would totally be the only time to hang around some place away from people!I'd say we throw a party as well since it's gonna be her birthday anyways.Hurmm.......my only concern is if Shu fails to take the day off.Or several days off.

*Why do I sound like I am ALWAYS on holiday?*<---at some point I may be just that.

Anyways,I'm glad I went to see her yesterday.The last time I saw her was about 2 years ago and she still forget's Azim's name.She keeps calling him Rashid.I know,I should get them all to wear a name tag to the next family gathering.

My dad went through some old albums back at his late dad's house.I saw some wicked picture of the old man in his youth.There's only ONE word to describe how he looked like back then.BELIA!I don't know if anyone else is familiar with this term but my mum and my uncle use it all the time.And of course,I came across some pictures of Eno and I when we were super little.I looked like a really happy baby!Not to mention,FAT!

Oh yeah,I also met my aunt's no longer tiny kitten who was being super playful and crazy.He almost bit through my skin and into my veins!I could have ended up with holes on my wrist!Snow Bear bit me once.......well,several times.I think he almost killed me once coz he bit way too hard that I screamed.I have this feeling that he has this lovehate feeling towards me.

System Exclusive Studio@SS19,Subang Jaya

Went to do a second recording of our songs there a while ago.Actually,we needed to concentrate on just 2 songs which were Mental Vacation and Maya but we ended up playing I Don't Live as well.Since we were very happy with the end product,we decided to try push I Don't Live into the deal (which I shall be talking about later)

The fact that I could actually hear myself sing made it all funner!Honestly,I wasn't that happy with my voice and how I was singing coz I had a voice that was just about start up.I sounded like I just got up but everyone else thought it was alright.Hurmm........

Yes,the deal.Kamal and Ayie has this friend(s) whose been wanting our song Maya since they heard it weeks before to be used in a short film and stuff.I don't have a problem with people wanting our songs.I am just concerned about the copyrights.Don't want our songs to be played on air without us knowing it and I definitely wouldn't want to have them not crediting or acknowledging us.

So yeah,we'll be doing that for a bit in the next couple of weeks.Of course,our wedding is about 4 weeks away.I am pretty sure Shu is a wee bit freaking out at this point.He just ain't showing it.I am still a bit blurry about it all.Got too many things going on in my head.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

I'll be writing lyrics and songs in between to help me stay calm.I do hope that I won't lose my mind and go starving myself or go running and over exert myself again :/

I have some more deliveries to make.Will be doing that some more when I get back from the south tomorrow.Yeah,I'll be heading south tomorrow but I'll be right back by Monday morning.Azim needs to go to school.

I hope Zeph and Lina got their cards today coz they weren't at home when I went over to their places today and the fact that it was raining,I sure hope their cards won't get soaked.Yikes!

Wir sind irgendwie am Ende und am Anfang

Hallo Raumschiffkapitän!

Like I've said before,not only does Tokio Hotel's Deutsch songs are different from their songs in English forms of languages but they have completely different meanings!Nevermind......I like them anyways.........

Did some more deliveries today.Went to Sarah's house after maghrib prayers but she wasn't home.Well,she wasn't home yet so I passed the invitation cards to her mum.Then,I went to Ayumi's house and she wasn't in as well.I chucked them in her mailbox along with Majidah's cards coz she said she'll be seeing Maj soon.I went to Aaina's house later on.Managed to see her for a bit.It's been ages since we last met!MY GAWD!After that we did some more deliveries in Kota Damansara and then back to TTDI.

We'll be in Subang tomorrow so we'll be sure to make some more deliveries then ;)

Haha!We have another recording session tomorrow.We'll be jamming for a whole hour and then begin recording after that.We were supposed to have our interviews done but everyone's been super busy with exams and work so we couldn't come together to get it done.Hopefully,we'll get it done real soon coz I really don't wanna get everything tangled up with the wedding preparations later on :/

Yes,I still have time for gigs and jamming sessions in between preparing for the wedding ^_^

I forgot to eat today.............that explains the hallucinations :p

P.S. We actually got lost while following the new highway from Gombak area back to Bukit Damansara.That's why we were a bit behind time :p

5 weeks

I don't have much time anymore and this is the time when I keep getting sick.WTF?!I keep getting muscle pulls and I had a minor migraine attack the entire day today.I think my right forearm muscle is swollen thanks to badminton games without warm ups :p And eversince that day I ran in the rain,my thigh muscles have been a bit in pain.I think it's the way I chose to change routes :/

Anywho,I hope I'll be alright otherwise ;)

I've been trying to send out as many invitation cards to everyone everytime I go out.I don't want to miss out anyone's names and I would very much like to personally mail them cards to the guests myself.

I have come to a point whereby I am not going to give a damn about what anyone has to do or say regarding the next 5 weeks.Well,I do have to listen to what my mum or Aunty Intan or my wedding planner says lah......DUH!

I'm just tired of trying to please everyone coz seriously,I have done my part and some people just refuse to cooperate.SO,I cannot do much about it.I've been too nice I think.It's high time that I prioritize.Or rather RE-prioritize.Some people just aren't sporting enough.Not that I am begging for support.I just wish people would just grow up.I have shitloads of other crap to deal with.

Charles & Keith@One Utama/Happy Mother's Day

My sister dragged Shu,Qarim and I to go shopping for my mum's mother's day gift.We went around for almost an hour and finally decided to head over to other shops instead to have a look around.We finally decided on a handbag for my mum.I insisted on getting Shu's mum something as well while we were at it so we got her something as well.

*I just hope she'll like it ^_^*

Having Qarim and Shu (and I) giving out views and opinions on handbags and their designs is the craziest thing to do.Seriously,Qarim's view on handbags in general is strange.And of course,Shu and I aren't always on the same fashion page so we weren't much help.

Anyways,we eventually decided on a design and stuck with it :p

radiator problems

We (Shu and I) so freaked out when we were at the traffic light coz we heard a sound like someone's water broke!Well.......probably a car's water bag broke......which would most likely be the radiator.Of course,Shu's car did have some problems with the radiator earlier this year but he managed to seal it off.Well,the whole damn thing probably needs to go now.The car temperature gradually went up and eventually,we decided to let it cool off and hungout at the warung.Later on,Shu got a bottle of water and filled up the radiator tank but there was water dripping.....no,more like raining under the car....if that made any sense at all.Well,yeah.It was the radiator.We managed to get home but we're gonna have to get it fixed or replaced first thing tomorrow morning (which is anytime after this actually.....)

)*.*(

Hahahaha!!!!!

Anywho,our wedding invitations finally arrived.The ones for the reception.We were busy filling up what ever needed to be filled up and writing down names on them as well as the envelopes and carefully checking lists,making sure we didn't miss out anyone's names.We'll continue tomorrow.What ever deliveries we can do shall be done ASAP.

NOW I'm nervous.We have 5 weeks left and I have yet to make sure everything is in place.Well,the wedding planner called up my mum one morning just to tell her that he was so happy to know that I agreed to having inai on my fingers.Haha!I told you he's super enthusiastic!

I've been having muscle cramps from the badminton game yesterday.SHIT!I can hardly walk properly!

It's been crazy.The last 24 hours had been super intensed (for Shu) so he and I and my 2 brothers decided to hit the mall through the storm.Hahahaha!My brothers thought I was losing my mind which occasionally happens.We hung out for some drinks and food and headed for the game arcade.We sucked at every game we played but we kept on playing anyways.It's weird but Shu said that the Para Para Paradise 2nd Remix was not functioning properly.Hurmm........Of course,I insisted on trying out this whacked out Japanese game which involved throwing a bunch of balls to a huge screen.I like that game but the balls kept getting out of control and bounced everywhere.

I just had a yelling session at Snow Bear coz he was chewing off my Ugla!And he was acting weird between my bed and the wall.To prevent him from making a mess on my vanity table,I decided to kick him out immediately :/ Kecik is fat and so is Bedah.

danke schön!

Went to play badminton today.Haven't done that in a long while!I am still the net serving diver in the court.Less injuries but improved skills.Me likes!I kinda thought that thinking while playing the game would me make me lose control and not focus.So all I had to do was basically nothing.

Anywho,my knee and leg injuries are unavoidable.I try very hard NOT to do things out of the ordinary but they just happen.I'm always running and jumping around.Can't help it.It's part of my system.

Shu and I ALMOST splurged on tennis racquets which were on sale today!DAMN!If we didn't have other things to prioritize we would have spent about 300 bux out in a blow!Hahaha!We will and shall get those real soon!I'm no good at tennis but I am willing to learn ;)

OMFG!The wedding invitations arrived!THEY ARE SO CHOMEL!!!!!I especially love the envelopes coz it has sakuras on them and its all pink!The reception wedding invitations has my drawing on it! ^_^

P.S. I was listening to TH's Humanoid album while driving around today.It was supposed to be my 2nd attempt to listening to the entire album.I just couldn't.I stopped the disc and inserted their old album instead.I still love them singing their old songs in Deutsch!

TM Connects With Tokio Hotel Live In Malaysia@One Utama,BU

Got up SUPEREARLY this morning to get ready for a pre-wedding photoshoot.It's the first time ever Shu and I actually did this sort of thing.We were looking strange at first.Unsure of what to do and stuff.We went to the Taman Tugu Negara at first coz I thought the colors of the plants and flowers in the park were really nice.The thing is,I FORGOT that its the weekend and there were shitloads of people (tourists) there.

After that,for our next session,we were supposed to do a sporty photoshoot with running shoes and rugby balls.But we decided to go with our formal attire instead coz we would have gotten dirty and we should do it last so that we can take a shower before we leave for the concert later on.

Our photoshoot at the Tugu Negara park went well,except that we were attacked by bugs.Mosquitoes mostly.We survived.Shu and one of the photographers got a bit of rash though.The park back in TTDI was surprisingly mosquito-free today.We just got attacked by some giant red ants while shooting at the trees area.I think our best poses are when we are sticking our tongues out at eachother or when we're punching eachother or pulling on eachother's hair.

Anywho,we couldn't complete our photoshoot session coz we had to rush over to the mall for the live performance.It's TOKIO HOTEL!We couldn't possibly miss it for the world!Of course,we got free tix so it would have been a total waste if we didn't go since it's happening really3 near to where we stay.

Of course,as the poster states,Pop Shuvit and Bunkface were the opening bands.I lurve Pop Shuvit coz I tend to jump at their live performances eventhough I don't know their songs.Bunkface is new but so far,I only like ONE of their songs,and even so,I can't really sing the words to it :/ The opening bands were awesome.I was upfront at first with a bunch of kids and we were all getting along really well.Helping eachother find their friends and stuff.The tiny kid in front of me got separated from his friends and everyone around him (us included) helped him find them.

Yeah,the thing about the live show today was that is was overflowing with kids.Tiny,little,teeny bopper kids whom has no freakin idea wtf gigs are like.That's why they showed up in high heels and bling blings.It was funny coz the moment Shu held me up on his shoulders,everyone started complaining.Stage diving was DEFINITELY a BAD IDEA.It's either I kill those kiddies or they'd move away from having to catch me :/

Anywho,the ticket said that gate(s) would open at 6pm but we got in about 30 minutes later after getting stuck in the rain.And then,we had to wait some more for Pop Shuvit coz just before we entered,we saw them people bringing in some more crates and boxes of equipments and cables.Pop Shuvit's performance was awesome as always.I was jumping without looking around bumping into people around me :p

After that we waited some more for Bunkface to come up.They're good.Energetic.Me likes coz it suckes to not jump at gigs.The only problem was when they were about to sing the one and only song I could have sang along to,something went wrong with the sound system.All the speakers,amplifiers and stereos went must and we only heard live sounds from the drums.They got upset when they realized that everyone stopped making happy noises and started grumbling and complaining.Pity.I like that song.

Anywho,in between bands and during intervals,there's this annoying DJ up on stage playing out songs we could all sing to to pass time.The annoying this is that the songs were played the house-music way.I HATE HOUSE MUSIC!

We waited for so long but we just couldn't leave coz the reason we were all there was to watch Tokio Hotel perform in the first place.Some stupid DJ playing annoying house music was bearable for about 30 minutes or so although it caused me so much pain.I almost damaged my ears!

FINALLY,when Bill Kaulitz and his crew took over the stage,everything was just awesome!They played us a whole bunch of songs which personally,made me very VERY happy ^_^ I know that they sang a bunch of songs from their latest album-Humanoid which I haven't completed revising but I sang the other songs they played......in Deutsch :) I can't help it,I not only prefer them singing in Deutsch but I have been listening to their songs in that language all this while.I can only sing World Behind My Wall in English.I keep singing Automatisch instead of Automatic!

*Shu and I were super happy that Bill decided to sing Durch Den Monsun in Deutsch! ^_^ We totally sang along!

Anyways,they played about 10 songs and THEY WERE AWESOME!That is all I can say about them and their performance!We were informed that they'll be back in Malaysia for a project they'll be working on with MTV real soon!I anticipate a competition or somesort to obtain passes for that particular visit of theirs ;)

In the meantime,Shu and I need to catch up on our sleep and definitely REST!I think we're gonna have body aches real soon.I am especially worry about Shu coz he carried me for quite a bit through out the 4-hour live performance!We smelled like shit by the time the night was over but we were super happy and super glad that we went to see them all live ^_^

rectifying the shooting of the 15 year old kid incident

Media played a huge part in getting the shit all mixed up.A criminal law student who read the police report of the witness of that incident said that the boy was wrong.He got a call to go get someone so he stole his mum's car which was already an offence and when the police were notified of the stolen vehicle,they went after him and he must have panicked and drove off really fast and apparently,he hit a motorcyclist and later jumped a few red lights.The police had to do something coz the kid was out of control.When the police shot the tire of the vehicle,he didn't stop.Instead,he drove off really fast.Of course,jumping red lights is a big no no coz accidents happen at junctions where the traffic lights are posted to avoid the accidents from taking place.IF the boy HAD read up the laws of driving he SHOULD have known that driving without a license is a major offense and endangering the public is definitely an offense.

UNFORTUNATELY.......the police HAD to do something to protect the public so he shot the driver WITHOUT knowing that the driver was a minor.

I kinda thought something was wrong in the news.Of course,the whole issue about the boy being a minor could have easily been manipulated.And NO,there was NO parang in the car.MAYBE the people who were involved with boy were the ones who put the parang in the car.Nobody knows.

Underage driving is an offense.

Stealing a car is an offense.

Running down innocent people is an offense.

Jumping red light(s) is an offense.

NOT pulling over when the police tell you to is an offense.

Endangering the public by driving recklessly is an offense.

I'm sorry that the kid had to die that way.It was unfortunate.

why JAWI?

Strange if it stands for Jabatan Agama Islam Wilayah Persekutuan.......not sure what half of the acronyms stand for anymore these days.Especially things pertaining to religious departments.Well,I sure am the same old lost KL-lite I've been all this while.I seriously thought JAWI was on Jalan Ampang only to realize (and foundout) that the weird shaped building on that road is actually Tabung Haji..........

Anywho,we made it to JAWI thanks to Shu.Memo this,upon submitting the nikah forms,both,bride and groom (to-be) MUST be present.According to my jurunikah ,the wali was supposed to be present as well back then.Oh yeah,and we had to pay MYR25.Not sure what for but I didn't think they would have accepted credit/debit cards :/

Shu and I were giggling and later laughing at the faces of the officers in charge when they read all 3 of our forms.We all share the same house address.Well,Shu is after all staying with me at my place and we were told that it is best to keep our addresses within the district to make things easier.I suppose it would be easier for them AND us coz otherwise,they'd have to contact the Terengganu state authorities to process our papers.

Still......we submitted our forms early by about 5 weeks or so.I'm paranoid when it comes to bureaucratic shit.It could go wrong at the very last minute and then cause us more problems later on.Well,we made it anyways.

P.S. I was asking Shu is Islamic architectures were supposed to have pathways and signboards that leads nowhere.Just a thought........

the good,the bad,the ugly

I've been surrounded by people,girls whom might have had their share on horrible things down the relationship road that they no longer see the good in relationships anymore.I don't blame them for not wanting to try or take another chance ever again.Maybe it's coz experiences are never the same no matter how similar they may be.Our tolerance levels are different.Some of us can take it twice as hard and some of us can't even pass half of what a heartbreak is.

I wouldn't know where I stand but I never will find out coz I could say I was heartbroken before and I could say that I was close to giving it all up.All I know is that it's not as easy as any words could say.You can't read shit like this from books.No one can tell you what your next step should be.No one can tell you where you stand.

I would have to agree with Shu when he said people who write books about relationship doesn't know shit about it.Advice only applies within a time limit which is the time period it is asked for.Not before.Not after.What should be done at the time would be the time to take in the advice.As far as I am concerned,they are just thoughts or point of views or opinions of others.

I've lived long enough having to bear with negative opinions about relationships and I do understand that most women in my family history has gone about it the wrong way.I'm not saying I know better than them.I'm just saying let me learn.Let me make mistakes.You can't keep me from hurting coz that is all part of nature.I did get my heart broken once or twice but that won't stop me from trying again.It does take a while for me to get myself back together but I kept going and trying and finally,I landed on the decision to settle down.

What ever happens after this has not been written down yet.My sisters and relatives and people I know say all kinds of things to me.Some of them try to demotivate me.Some of them try to change my mind and perspective.They forget that they do not speak for me.They don't know me and they don't know what it's like to be me.I've made decisions which are similar to theirs but I am not them.People should stop being pessimists or they would have let their entire lives pass them by without them living it.

all things pertaining to wedding preparations has been put to a halt

Coz I wanna go see TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!!!!!

MUST BEG,STEAL or KILL FOR THEM PASSES!!!!!!!

furniture shopping

Got up late as usual.I think we were both tired from the weekend activities.While I was at the course,Shu decided to get some more things done back at our place nearby.He was repairing the drill holes for the curtains.I have no idea who did it before we moved in but it was super senget !WTF?!.........

Anywho,we've been measuring and remeasuring the width and length of each section of our place coz we're gonna start moving in furnitures real soon.We were supposed to look for shoe racks and a sofa but we ended up getting a display cabinet and a tv cabinet instead :p We ALMOST splurged on mattress but decided not to in the end coz we'd have no place to put it YET!

Kecik is smelly!

6 weeks and counting down

After checking the calendar last night,I realized that we only have about 6 weeks left before our wedding.That's about 42 days!

Our plans have been sped up but still,hopefully we have tied all the loose ends already.Planning to get our photoshoot done next weekend.The pre-wedding photoshoot.I've been talking to Shu about some concepts I have in mind.He seems to like it ^_^

We HAVE to go to JAWI to get our forms settled ASAP!

I've spent the weekend attending a crash course on teaching business English.Met some really nice people whom I think I shall be speaking to very soon.It was tiring but I had a blast.It was definitely a CRASH COURSE!Hahaha!Been doing way too much in the last 24 hours or so that I can hardly think anymore.

ONE LAST THING I MUST REMEMBER IS TO SEND OUT THE INVITATIONS AS SOON AS WE GET THEM!

lurve her style!

while I was getting stressed out over shitloads of things

I failed to realize how different the world I once lived in has evolved and changed drastically.I am sensitive about certain things and I am aware at how many things may have gotten out of hand and I am definitely aware of the changes it has brought to many other things in life in general.

Seriously,I think I am going to stay focused from now on.I have to prioritize and stop thinking about what should and could be and start doing what can be done.

I seriously have LESS THAN 2 FREAKIN' MONTHS till my big day and I am going through and re-going through all items on the to-do-list.Sometimes,there are more items on it and that would scare the shit outta me!

And in the midst of all this,people have been asking me if I think that my hair is too short or if it would grow long enough in time.......*sigh*

I'd happily worry about getting pedicure and manicure!My nails are horrible looking!My toe nails,that is.I'm not allowed to do serious running shit or workout routines coz I cannot afford to get major injuries which usually happens coz sometimes I'm not looking where I'm going.

And of course,badminton is another sport that seems to give me hell.It looks like a safe sport but it's not.At least not to me.I once injured myself from shuttlecocks getting smashed into my face and body.I've had the experience of the shuttlecock going straight into my eye.Luckily,it did not blind me.But it hurt a whole lot.

Anywho,I always injure myself and these days,my health isn't at its best.I think I'm gonna have to chillax a bit more at home ;)

went to the hair salon to get my hair trimmed......

......I am aware that I have already chopped off about 10 inches of my hair already but I just needed a little bit more edge to it so I went ahead and splurged a whole lot on my hair today ^_^

Juanna (the hair stylist) said that I've lost weight.A LOT.Haha!It's definitely my stress level.It's fucked up pretty much most of what's left of my system.Hell,I can't even look up properly when I walk coz the world would start spinning!And yes,I still pass for a secondary school girl when I don't dress up :/

I try to look my age most of the time.It's just hard to do.So I'd do it in times of need like if I need to get into movies which requires me to look old enough then I'd dress my age.Then again,it may not be what I wear.

ANYWHO!I have problems sleeping these days.AGAIN.Maybe it's the heat.But half the times I'm freezing.This is getting strange.I should call the Ghosbusters!

happy birthday Po Chi Lam!

Hahahahah!

My sister spent the night at home and we were laughing so hard last night over the dumbest things.She still insists that I bring out the worst insanity of her.Oh well.

It's her birthday today.She's 22......I think.My folks decided to take everyone out for brunch.Was almost late for our movie date at noon-ish.I think I'm gonna take my sister to either Bobbi Brown or Make Up For Ever for a birthday treat.

Anywho,I didn't eat during brunch coz I wasn't hungry.I got hungry after the movie.Just then,my mum called Shu to tell him that there has been some changes in plans and that Qarim wanted to join us since he was bored and wanted to get something at the mall anyways.Rushed home to get some things to be brought to our place later after that.

I needed to vacuum the apartment badly coz it was super dusty so we chucked the vacuum into the car.We=Qarim,Shu and I.Grabbed some more things to be brought to the apartment and headed off to Subang.BAAAAD TIMING!I completely forgot that it's a week day so we got caught in traffic jams and stuff.I drove all the way there for the first time ever!

*Managed to get Qarim addicted to the Sims 3!

Shu and I got hooked to the new Ford Fiesta.I'd happily get that car over any Japanese car!The fact that it is smaller and way cuter than the Ford Focus makes it awesome!AND........they come in manual transmission as well!YEY!

hatred for cyclists

I was gonna run down a bunch of cyclists who were cycling at the side of the road.I wonder if these people are aware of the rules of "SINGLE FILE"?! Dah la tanak use the pedestrian/bicycle lane!Pastu nak nak obstruct traffic!

AND.....I hate it when people do NOT STOP at a junction!

Anywho,Shu and I couldn't stop singing out loud KYLE'S MUM IS A STUPID BITCH (in D minor) I kept telling him that if I ever had to deal with the people he'd be dealing with in the future,I'd end up passing racist statements and swearing BIG TIME!Hahahahahaha!!!!!We've been listing out really awful words and sometimes it gets loud and we'd forget we're in public places.Either ways,it would make us laugh our heads off.

Anywho,we got Bedah a maze yesterday.I was hoping so much that she'd be happy about it so that she can walk about without being disturbed or attacked by Kecik or Snow Bear.She's NOT happy with it.In fact,she'd get worked up and angry and starts rolling around,scratching and biting the walls.She looked furious.She can't even climb up the tunnels.WTF?!Have I spoiled her completely?!

I've spoiled Kecik......no wait!Kak Yah spoiled Kecik!Snow Bear is spoiled by my parents :p

not hate but not love

I know that when I first splurged out on cosmetics,I totally splurged out on M.A.C. stuffs like primer and powder foundation and mineralized skin finish natural powder but that was before I explored the world of Make Up For Ever and Bobbi Brown.I must say,I do prefer liquid foundation a whole lot more.I've been alternating from Bobbi Brown's skin foundation to Make Up For Ever's HD foundation ever so often and I am beginning to love these liquid products more.

I love Bobbi Brown's natural coverage.It doesn't make me look like I'm wearing make up AT ALL which is good since my skin isn't perfect at all.Also,Bobbi Brown's concept of using the moisturizer which has some protection against the sun and stuff is also used as a primer makes it a whole lot easier for me to work with.Currently,I am finishing up the sample of the brightening face lotion with spf50.So far,I have not had problems with it although it does smell like sun block lotion.I lurve their concealer!

I love MUFE's HD liquid foundation only because it is super light that I don't feel like I have anything on at all.Since it does not have any protection against the sun,I'd put it on at night.It has a matte finishing so I don't look all shiny.I also lurve their loose powder.It doesn't have super light coverage like the HD translucent powder but it has a tint of color which makes it blend nicely.

I think if I'm gonna splurge next time,it would definitely be on any of these 2 brands ^_^

rocking the jungle

We're done with carrying the big loads from Shu's apartment in Bangi all the way to our new place in Subang.Yes,HUGE things like a bed,a computer,a computer monitor,a desk and a big bundle of laundry.AND we carried them all to the top floor and survived!YEY!

We've also put up the curtains in the lounge area so we have more privacy now.Oh yes,and the computer is all set up as well.We have one room which only needs a single mattress to be ready to be moved into.Yey!

Seriously,the place is in great condition to be moved into.We just need furnitures and probably a stove and stuff.The study room is by far the most used room in the apartment since we got the place.The littlest room is always opened coz we put things in it and stuff.The master bedroom is the emptiest right now.

We've been making good timing so far in going to Subang from either TTDI or Bangi.Traffic is alright.I think the only thing that seems to slow us down are the traffic lights.OH!We met one of our soon-to-be neighbors.He offered Shu his umbrella when Shu needed to make a quick run to the car.He lives on the same floor as us.He welcomed us to the new place with a smile when we thanked him ^_^

I am so BUYING a unit there soon!Hahahahaha!!!!!!

finding similarities

Talking and singing are totally different!Like milky way and mars!Like totally 2 different shit!

Singing does not require me to think AT ALL.I just get my ass up on stage and sing.It's no biggie.Make sure the guitars are tuned and the sounds from all the instruments are balanced and the MOST important thing is to make sure I can hear myself (or not) and on with the show.

I noticed HOWEVER,the moment I THINK,I'd totally mess up the lyrics.So yeah,no thinking.Just do it!Haha!

Talking to a bunch of people freaks the shit outta me!I get nervous and scared just thinking about having to speak up front of a whole bunch of people whom I have never met before.Firstly,I'd have to be prepared.That takes a whole lot of effort and I am definitely NOT the type of person to put in a 110% into doing things coz it would usually just jynx everything and eventually it would mess up.

The last couple of months,however,have been very different.Challenging.Frustrating.Tiring.But for some strange reason,I kept going and before I knew it,it was all over.Hah!I was actually getting the hang of it.Who would have thought I could pull it off?I did.

I guess there's a first time for everything.Seriously,trying to let everyone know who is in charge is never in my nature.I'm more of the type of person who'd let my actions do the talking and what ever the hell you wanna think about it comes later.For some strange reason,I had to take charge only coz I had to and I did.Well,it was more of me trying to help out but I was running against time which was making things super impossible for me to do but I did all that I could.

I've been on a break and recently,I had my first try at something similarly new.I made mistakes.Learned from them.Hopefully,I'll do better next time ;)

I'm down to doing anything new ^_^

our very first visit to a klinik kerajaan@Wisma Goshen,Kerinchi

We had to do a HIV blood test.Procedure to getting married.I was telling Tasha about it last night when we went out for a drink.She was laughing.I'm still trying to believe how I got through all of it.

She thinks we're mad for doing the things we've been doing all this while despite getting everything ready for the wedding.

I just want a complete season of Glee.

I can't imagine how we're gonna carry all the (heavy and big) things up to our apartment :/ My folks have already told us that they don't wanna go up to our new place coz there's just no way in hell they'd climb up all the stairs.Hahaha!

My head is already programed into LBP mode.BIG TIME!I think I'm gonna get a ps3 for Shu and I later on.I'd do it for LBP.It's either that or the XBox.I know that I am so hooked to the Sims 3 as it is.Hahahaha!It is super addictive!

P.S. I am not liking Bobbi Brown's brightening face cream with SPF50!It smells and feels like sun block lotion.The ones you use before you jump into the swimming pools.Yes,that one.EEEEUW!

AND!OMFG!WE soooooo went on the LRT today to kill time!I haven't been on that thing since.....since........I can't remember!We had about an hour to kill to Shu and I decided to get on the train and head over to the nearest mall.We managed to get onto the new trains.Bigger shit!No kidding!

........and then I remembered the time back in school when Shu and I would take the train to go from one place to another only coz we both were underage to drive.Hehe!But for some strange reason........I have memories of Shu driving me around.I distinctively remember him picking me up from school a few times.......hurmm.........

a respond to Foxburr-san's entry

It's a lie if I say that God and fate did not bring us together.Even though we went separate ways and lost contact for about 4 years,we still could talk and laugh the way we used to back then.And to think that we were only 16 at the time.

There's just way too many factors that brought us together back then and a whole lot of things that brought us back a couple of years ago.Obviously,we have both grown in so many ways and many things may have made us what we are today but getting a response from one of the many ways we've tried in getting back in contact with one another felt really good.

I was hoping so much that it would be a positive thing and it had been ever since.Every step of the way.I never saw any of this coming but I am surprised at how comfortable and calm and happy I am about it ^_^

I did not hesitate to say 'Yes' and till today,I cannot believe that you came back into my life.

I've never stopped thanking God for that >.<

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clumping up

Got a call from Kamal today about some sponsors for the recording of our very first EP.It's awesome to know that people appreciate what they've heard even though it had been jamming sessions in the last couple of weeks.I'm curious to know what the details are.

Yesterday,we (Shu and I) got a text message from Kamal saying that there will be a photoshoot for our EP and stuff.That's great news.So,we're finally getting recognitions and stuff.Kool.

I know that I haven't been working hard enough for the band lately.I've been too occupied with the new place.I've been shopping for things for the house and making endless lists of things we need.Kecik is kinda upset with us too these days.I want to take him with us.I want to take him and Snow Bear and Bedah.I'm gonna make sure the kitties have their awesome scratching pole and beds and Bedah is getting a new house and house mate.

Now that Shu have secured a photographer for our wedding day,that's just one of the many things off my back.I have to go see the wedding planner soon.I have been so caught up on the private party plans.Emailing and replying emails and checking emails and stuff.It's really getting to me.

I have less than 2 months till my wedding day.I don't know what I'd do without my mum :) And Shu has been MY backbone through all of this!Thank you so much!

a little thing called life

I've come to notice a lot of things about people in general as I go down this road called life.People hate people whom have things they don't have.Like in school when all the pretty popular crowd are not liked by the ones who fail to get any form of attention,nowadays,I see that going on still.I have no idea why.What you have is never enough and you want more and even if you have things that no one else have,you still want more.I know that it's ok to improve.I just don't get why you have to be bitchy and make up stories about people who have things you don't.Think about what you have that they don't have.It's not supposed to make you feel good about yourself.It's supposed to make you grateful and thankful.

Some friends whom I've known from way back (zaman bebudak) sounded like attending other people's wedding is something that person shouldn't have and that it was supposed to be them who were getting married instead.Well,guess what!She invited you to her wedding coz she thinks you'd be happy for her and not bitch about her at her wedding.You suck!I hope to NOT see you at MY wedding!I don't care how long I've known you!I never liked talking to you anyways.Hahaha!

suddenly time is moving a little too fast

While my folks were busy trying to figure out the best words to be printed out on our wedding invitations,I was thinking a bit too much about our party and YES,our little photographer problem.I need to go see the wedding planner ASAP coz I really can't do this shit!

Ok,I admit it.I was spending time (a whole lot of time) doing music.I was jamming,meeting people and busy talking about getting the band publicity and even thinking about going into mainstream.

For 2 weeks in a row,we've been jamming and the session we had last was the longest by far.We got home at about 1am.I think we were jamming for over 2 hours and there were a whole lot of people watching us practice.

One of Kamal's friends does gigs and he's brought up some bands in history.He saw us play last week and wants to know how serious we really are with the industry.He told us to write our biography and stuff and he's gonna help us set up a web page.Also,last night,he had someone over from Converse (yes THE Converse) to watch us play just to see if we can get ourselves some gigs several times in a month.She liked our songs and she wants to see the lyrics.

Oh yeah,Kamal's friend said he's trying to get one of our songs into an upcoming movie.Like a soundtrack maybe.

Hurmm.......

Anywho,Shu and I finally had our time off from this whole wedding thingy and hungout the way we used to on weekends.It was fun but tiring.........erm......that was caused by super high heels actually :p I had a blast.I'm still laughing about one incident that happened to him when I was staying with him some months ago.CANNOT STOP LAUGHING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!

kisah juru nikah

Before getting married,Shu and I and my dad (coz he's the wali) would have to fill up some forms and hand them over to the juru nikah coz he's in charge of handling the paperworks to our marriage.We went to the mosque to look for him (the juru nikah) and when we got there,Shu forgot to make a copy of his I.C. so we had to bail and come back later.We got back later and the van jenazah was there in the mosque driveway.Someone died.Everyone in the mosque must have been busy then so Shu decided to call the guy later at night since he had to get to work soon.

That night,Shu called him up and he told Shu to go over to his house at 9am the next day.He gave Shu his house address.The very next morning,I woke Shu up and told him to get over to the dude's house.He did.That guy's kid came running out and told Shu that his dad was playing ping pong at the mosque.Shu headed over to the mosque and the guy apologized for forgetting their arrangment the day before.Shu gave him the papers and left.

Later in the afternoon,the guy called Shu up and said he had bad news.He said a guy called Zainal had already booked the day and time Shu wanted.Shu laughed and told him that Zainal was the father of the bride.Shu's bride-to-be.My dad!

studio photoshoot?

NAAAAH!

Was talking to some people from some wedding photography company.They showed Shu and I some really3 nice photos and photo albums produced by their company.I must say,I do love a lot of their dresses.Those corset top dresses.Those off shoulder ones.BUT.....I am still liking the one I tried out at the other shop some months ago.It's one piece.The top part of the dress has a corset.White with tiny red roses and there's a ribbon for the corset in red as well.It was so damn beautiful that I think,I would just go ahead and buy it instead of renting it.I definitely have to wear some really high heels with it!

Speaking of which,I took out a whole lot of shoes (the ones I never knew I owned) and yes,they belong to me.The last pair of heels I bought were the highest of all of them.I always tell Shu to NOT let me touch shoes which are too high but we somehow agree that it's the height that makes them nice.If the heels of those shoes are any shorter they would have made the shoe looked awful!So yes,I am a fan of high heels these days.Everyone lurves the newest pair I got the other day but everyone thought they were a bit high.Of course they are!

I think I want a Dance Dance Revolution arcade game at home!I suck at getting coordinated but I love moving around and trying out new dance moves!<---I just discovered that side of me

P.S.: Shu's nephew's younger sibling died today.It was because of leukemia.

mall ratz:part 3475-ish

Hahahahaha!

Shu and I were supposed to go the Proton show room today to test drive a car (for a review) but when we got to the place,we realized that it was going through some make over or something so we left.While driving around,we were trying to figure out where else we could be able to test drive that particular car.As usual,we'd be talking and laughing and laughing and laughing and eventually,we'd forget what we were supposed to do and end up on the way to Tropicana City Mall.

Our other ultimate plan was to hangout at BadAss Coffee till it was time for Shu to get ready for work but instead,we took a detour to the game arcade for just a little while.Shu saw this drift racing game so he went ahead and gave it a shot.Yeah,he sucked at getting the damn car to drift.I on the other hand wanted to give After Burner a shot and later on,I discovered that I am after all a very sucky fighter pilot.It wasn't about the visibility of the plane I was flying.I was just getting carried away with seat moving everywhere as I was trying to dodge bullets and missiles.

Later on,I saw the ultimate thingy I should have been playing all the while.The Para Para Paradise 2nd Mix!It's all about dancing with our hands.Vidz are up on FB ;) Of course,I couldn't coordinate my hands and legs very well so I was failing each and every stage.Shu was nailing the game a bit too much that he told me to take over at one point.Of course,I failed the damn stage :p

After that,we gave the 18-wheeler truck racing game a shot.Of course,I was doing exceptionally well with the honking.Shu sucked at driving the damn thing coz once the damn truck got out of track it just refused to get back onto the tracks.Last but not least,we ended our gaming session with some good old Japanese crazy game called Gahaha which had always been our ultimate laughing game.I would strongly recommend anyone playing it whenever anyone goes to the game arcade ;)

BadAss Coffee in regulars could seriously kill you!In a good way ^_^

was at a funeral today

My last living grand aunt (my mother's aunt) left us earlier today.At first,my mum told me that she was gonna go see my grand aunt who was really3 sick this morning.She's been in the hospital since Saturday.She's been really3 sick but today she got worse.My folks were about to go to the hospital when they heard how bad my grand aunt was getting and before they had the chance to even leave the house,my grand aunt passed away.

So,our morning plan were completely dropped as all of us headed over to my grand aunt's house.Even Aunty Intan came along with us.For the first time ever,I paid attention to the ladies kafan my late grand aunt.At first,I wasn't so sure if I wanted to go kiss her before they brought her to the surau and the burial grounds but later on,I realized that I never saw her after my cousin's wedding in late January.Now,I'm never gonna see her again.So,I kissed her and said my goodbyes.

My grand aunt and her sister who died years ago are the 2 nicest the world has ever come to know and now,both of them are gone.My grandma is the only one left of all her sisters whose died all these years.I hope she won't be feeling too alone later on.

I've never seen my uncles and aunties cried so much.

band update!

Went to see Kamal at a mamak a while ago just before Shu went to work.Kamal said those dudes who came to see us jam last night has a proposal for us.Bottom line is that we'll be heading into the studio in Setiawangsa this Saturday to do a track by track recording of ONE of our songs.One of these dudes organize gigs and stuff so if all goes well after the recording,we might get ourselves a good deal of 2 gigs a month.That's really awesome!

Actually,they want the song Maya for an upcoming movie project or something BUT Kamal said we shouldn't let it go just yet.That's our ballad.I did expect this song to be in a movie like a soundtrack or something but we have to see what kind of deal we're talking about here before jumping into any decisions.

trippin'

Got up super early this morning.Shu and I headed over to Subang to get our apartment cleaned up.Yes,scrubbing floors and cleaning up bathroom walls included.Our apartment is squeeky clean now so all that's left to do is just getting our things moved into their respected rooms or spaces.Snow Bear would have no problems finding things to do coz there are cockroaches running around every now and then.They are tinier but are roaches ;)

*I hate looking at how my dad treats him everytime he tries to teach Snow Bear a lesson!SO,I'mma make sure we get him and Kecik (and Bedah) moved to the new place ASAP!

After a long day of scrubbing and brushing and wiping and cleaning,Shu and I decided to get something to eat so we headed to the mall.We were super starving that we had trouble deciding what to eat or where to go.After getting our tummies filled,we walked around to see what was to be seen.We then spotted several......no,A LOT of people walking around with Milo goodie bags in their hands.

Being a Milo freak since I was a kid (and the fact that every other person was carrying that damn goodie bag) I was determined to get myself one.We found the place where everyone got their bags but we weren't eligible to get them.After snooping around and eve's dropping on some of the promoter's conversations with civilians,we realized what needed to be done to get those grean thingys.

We had to get ourselves registered to get a yellow slip which has 18 spaces that needed to be stamped by every booth available outside by people from Nestle.The thing is,I love milk so getting free samples wasn't a problem at all.It's getting a whole lot of different samples which was slowly letting us on the verge of puking.Other than that we were doing just fine.

We got free drinks,yogurts,ice creams,mashed potatoes and chocs.And to think that we just ate!

Anywho,after that we decided to just slow things down a little and ended our day out with some good old coffee (and iced chocolate!)<---I've sworn off ice blended and smoothies coz it's wrecked my throat for years!

Our newly liked lepak place is Bad Ass Coffee over at Tropicana City Mall.Shu is addicted to their latte and I lurve their iced choc drink!

*Everytime I see the word Kona on their posters,I'd instantly cry out "KONNNI CHI WAAA!" No idea why :/

After that,we chilled out at home for a bit to prepare ourselves for the jamming session later at about 9pm.Just before we left the house,we (Shu and I) foundout that Rashidinsky injured himself during a futsal tournament earlier today.I know,futsal is not even a sport.How could anyone injure himself that bad?Well,he did and that sucked.We told Kamal about his condition and how it was even difficult for him to climb up stairs.

Haha!The conversation between Kamal and Shu were just confusing.We showed up at the mamak at the studio thinking that it was just supposed to be a band meeting.Kamal was still expecting a jamming session.SO,Shu and I drove back home to get my guitar and distortion pedal and cables and book and came back and headed into the studio.

It turns out,Kamal had some friends over to see us play coz they are organizers so they'd have slots for us to play for in the future.I spent my time laughing so hard coz as much as I know I messed up SOME parts of the lyrics and guitars,Ayie and Rashid were playing some completely different sounds.They sounded like a remix version of our songs.And Kamal spaced out during his solos.That was hilarious!I was constantly trying to catch a breath but all went well.

We had a little lepak session before leaving for home and we had good laughs ^_^

it's time to try defying gravity

The wedding planner came today and Shu and I finally got to meet him.We've heard so much about him but we never got around to seeing him.Today,my aunt,my uncle,my folks,Aunty Intan,Shu and I got to sit down and talk to him.He showed us his past works and he asked us about the themes and costumes and stuff.

The themes we chose definitely included PGL's Gusti Putri Adjeng Retno Dumilah and Hang Tuah!YEY!And of course,we'd never wanna miss out the saree!Shu and I asked him about our make up and all.Yes,make up.Shu will have to have some on for photoshoots ^_^

After all that,Shu and I ran off to the hypermarket to get some stuff for our apartment.We'll be cleaning up the place tomorrow morning.Hopefully,we'll be able to move in within the duration of next week.

We're currently worried sick (and annoyed) by Kecik.He has a hole on his shoulder!It's not bleeding or whatever but its a freakin' hole!Managed to get it sanitized a bit and got some vitamin E on the damn thing!The only place we'd find him these days would either be in the kitchen itself or somewhere between the kitchen and the lounge.Most of the time,he's hanging around closer to the kitchen.I have no clue when and how and why he has all those injuries on him :/

Stage@Tropicana City Mall

That's probably the only good reason to go there.Hahaha!Well,there is that other shop Shu loves so much but........I like Stage.Their eyeshadows are da bomb!

They have these sets out for like MYR180 for a palette of 5 eyeshadows and 2 blushers OR 9 eyeshadows.They're like MYR45 each!So that is super cheap!AND......there is a free pouch as well.

*I really3 lurve their Coffee Bean eye color!

Anywho,I ended up getting L'Oreal's open eyes quad.The shimmer and colors are awesome!Actually,my sister got them about a month ago and I kinda liked it so I decided to get one myself ^_^

My mum has been pushing me to get Bobbi Brown stuff.Actually,she only came to know of it from watching a documentary (or something) about their products.I know for a fact that their products are good.I only have a bit of problem finding a foundation that does not make me yello-ish coz I am aware of my yellow toned skin but their foundation makes me yellow-er.I like how it glides nicely onto my skin though.

I was telling my sister the steps to getting her falsies on for her show tonight while we were chatting online last night.Theoretically,it should work but I can't be too sure.I just hope that her friends can help her out :/

It's been crazy in the last couple of weeks.Shu and I had lunch with his cousin whose working in Mutiara Damansara.Eversince he broke up with his girlfriend,Shu said that he's crazier than before.Shu's colleagues are mad as well.They're really nice guys but mad.So is Shu's trainer :/ Hurmm.......when I think about it again,I wonder if hanging around crazy people is good for Shu himself.I mean,let's face it,I am not entirely there myself most of the time<---the Cheshire cat way.Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

not late,just malas ^_^

Shu got up at about 8:15am and thought I left the house already,he rushed over to my bedroom door and found that it was locked.He realized that I was still in there.Most likely,I was still very much asleep.Which I was.

I've been supertired in the last couple of days.Insomnia+freezing to death in air conditioned rooms+drenched in rain=not a very healthy FidZy.

I told Shu last night that if I didn't get up this morning only means that I wasn't gonna get up at all.

I didn't get up.

SO......Shu woke me up and took me out SHOPPING.For our hantaran gifts.We sorta have a list but most of the time,we'd end up shopping for things we need and want and forget to buy the things for the wedding ceremony itself.As of today,we have successfully gotten myself a pair of awesome Clarks shoes and a U.C. of Benetton handbag.I have gotten Shu the CK perfume he's been wanting.CK Free ^_^

Shu wants to get me a perfume.I am still trying to finish up the DKNY 50ml Apple he got me months ago.I don't use perfumes much.I'm more of a deodorant and powder person.Maybe its coz I'm naturally deodorized ^_^ Either ways,I do like the Guess (pink) perfume.And Clinique Happy.........and Paris Hilton's first perfume (not sure what it's called) I don't mind the Givenchy or Escada Sentinent.........Oh yeah,I don't mind Estee Lauder's Beyond Paradise or Salvatore Ferragano's Icanto Bliss or Facinating.........

HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAHA!!!!!!<---And I say I'm not much of a perfume person ;p

Ok,here's the thing.I superlove Make Up For Ever now.No idea why.I'm also kinda looking forward to meeting the wedding planner this weekend.If he is all that my mum says he is then I don't suppose I'm gonna have problems working with the guy.Honestly,I prefer guys as make up artists.Most female make up artists' works I've seen are not to my liking.If everything else fails,my sister has friends and acquaintances whom are make up artists.I think the dude's name is Julia and the other guy's name is Daud.Oh wait,Daud is her classmate.He's probably a fashionista.Not a make up artist.

Nevermind,I have my own products if everything else fails ;)

OH!BY THE WAY.......the theme for our upcoming partay is Little Big Planet ^_^ That means......guests are expected to know WTF LBP is AND the dresscode is overly exaggerated outfits.Try opening up your pop-it and click on the sackboy icon.You can easily customize your sackboy's attire and stuf.Hehehe..............

I need to study the meaning of the word "SERIOUSNESS"

attempt to making human contact

FAILED!

I may have a warranty sticker somewhere in my system that proves that I was build with GPP (Genuine People Personality)<---say it in MarviN's monotonous tone,I am not fond of people.Not as much.I am not a team player.I like being on my own and I like spending time alone with Shu.I am not trying to climb up corporate ladders.I love my freedom and I do not understand the word 'limitations'.I am not a fan of responsibilities.

Well,I would take up responsibilities when it is necessary especially regarding the people and animals I love.I just don't like having things on my back which does not benefit me.Not in cash form.Hahahahaha!

*Me likes cash a whole lot!*

Anywho,I made friends with a whole bunch of people from various backgrounds today.It was awesome to get to know all these people coz they make me realize just what kind of a spoiled bitch I am.Super spoiled!I take advantage of way too many things in life.As much as I would like to think that I appreciate and I am grateful of a lot of things that's happened to me in life,I don't think I am grateful enough.

I shall work harder on it ;)

IF I were God

I would have annihilated most human beings that there won't be enough people in the world to make a state ;)

I have issues with idiots behind the wheels.Orang ada kete dia pun nak kete!Normal human beings have brains which function,these people probably don't even have a brain!They can't even steer their cars in their respective lanes.It's a turning.SLOW THE GOD DAMN CAR DOWN!

IDIOTS!

Took Azim and his 2 friends to Wondermilk today.They liked the place but I think they ordered the wrong drinks so they didn't enjoy their drinks as much as they enjoyed the cupcakes.YES,them cupcakes are so chomels!........erm.......I meant yummilicious :p

*Drink More MILK!*

Anywho,we finally got the car sticker for the apartment ^_^

I am super sleepy!

Preparations,preparations.........I've been getting blisters from the heels I've been wearing.It's not like they are super high.They're just high........erm.......high heels.Oh well........

I don't know if I am shrinking but I can't seem to fit most of my clothes now.That sucks!I don't wanna go buy more clothes.I don't have time for that.I barely have time to get my make up done in the mornings these past few days and it makes me somewhat upset to a certain extent :(

I have a problem,eversince my folks foundout that we'll be moving into an apartment,my dad has been telling me to leave Kecik and Snow Bear behind.WTF?!NO WAY!We're working on making sure the apartment would be a fun enough place for them kitties to run around in.We're putting 110% into the planning already!I CAN'T LEAVE THEM BEHIND!

I was talking to Sarah lastnight (on GTalk) for the longest time.I think I'm gonna do a product(s) review real soon.I have a lot of things to say about most of the things I've been getting and I have way too many questions about a whole lot of products too.Hurm......

definitely NOT mum material!

I was supposed to go get some stuff for Bedah (like a new HOUSE!) and possibly a housemate for her as well.Took her into the car along with Azim and friend.I was supposed to drive my brother and his friend to the shop and then took 'em for a drink.It was alright at first until I left the car and joined them in the shop and as we were walking to the mamak shop,Azim asked me how Bedah was doing.Then,it occurred to me that I left her in the car.I know that there was probably a whole lot of oxygen in the car that could last her for about an hour or so but I totally forgot about her!

She was alright by the way ;)

Shu and I drove to Subang this morning to get a car sticker for our car so that we can park within the premises once we move.Then,we went to get me a pair of proper looking (and comfy) and not so over the top shoes.For work.......

By the way,I am so pissed off with the fact that I can no longer fit a nice pair of slack pants coz it's not just loose but it is also super long :/

killing time no more

Was at Bangi this morning.Shu needed to find the pre-marital course certificate which had been lying around somewhere in a box under his bed somewhere in his room and in order to get married,he's gotta find that piece of document along with the blood test results we did last year.We also picked up some of his stuffs to be brought the apartment we shall be moving into soon in Subang.

*THE NEW PLACE IS AWESOME!!!Kecik,Snow Bear and possibly Bedah would have loads of space to around! ^_^*

Anywho,since we had to rush back to TTDI,we didn't have time to clean up the place.We're gonna get a car sticker and a car parking lot within the premises real soon.We managed to sort out the whole bunch of keys which were given to us just to see which ones were meant for which door(s).

Anywho,I was blow drying my hair and all of the sudden,the lights went out.There was a power trip and I was about 70% done!Shu knocked my door and handed me a torch light and told me to stay in the room till he got the problem sorted out.Not long after that,the lights came back on so I continued blow drying my hair.I still have trouble blowing drying the back part of my hair so Shu helped me got it done.He's pretty good at it.I guess having him follow me to get my hair done at salons paid off ;)

Thanks baby! ^_^

lucky number 7

LinZy-san tagged moi.........a long time ago.Since I takde keje now (in this very minute) I shall do this.........list.......thingy.........

I have to narrow down 7 whatevers into a list.I like way too many things and I hate a whole lot of things too.........

7........seven........SEVEN!

Fine,let's just get this over with!

7 things happening in my life at this very moment!

1) I shall be getting married.The confirmed date (agreed by both my folks and Shu's parents) is June 5th 2010.I was telling LinZy on the day I got engaged that I so did NOT see this coming.But then,there was a conversation I had with a classmate of mine semesters ago.It started with her announcement about going back to her home country and she was gonna settle down and stuff.At the time,I was very naive about what marriage is about.To me,that would have been the end of living on the edge.Not being able to do what I want whenever I wanted to.Then,this friend of mine told me that I can still do all that.Just not alone.Not anymore.That's when it all made sense.It's not about restraining yourself or isolating yourself or confining yourself.It's about sharing.Doing the things you like and want with someone.At that time,the only person on my mind was Shu.It had always been him.I can't explain it but I just refused to give anyone else a chance after we said goodbye back then.

2) I am SO into make up.It's weird and very sudden but I really do love them!I figured that it is after all a form of art and anything that could make myself look better is worth a try ;) <---my egoness talking.It started with a youtube make up guru who goes by the username Petrilude.I came across a video he did on Halloween make up.Then,there were other videos.Eventually,I came across Blair's channel Juicystar07.......and other channels.These 2 are my favourites and they explain things really well despite the fact that I may not be able to find most of the items they mention here.But they got me curiouser and curiouser and eventually,I just decided to give it a go.It's worth it!I know that I've splurged an awful lot but it was all worth every cent ^_^

3) I lurve Kecik a whole lot.I am beginning to love Snow Bear just as much eventhough he's a bit on the mad side.I think I can never like places which are not animal friendly and I can never forgive cruelty against animals.If I see someone hurting an animal,I'd probably go ahead and attack the person by doing the exact same thing they do to the animal(s) I don't think I am as considerate towards human beings as much as I show affectionate towards animals.That's why I am not God.I would have annihilated the entire human race within seconds!KABOOM!<---sounding like Kowalski.

4) I am trying to get into the British Council's CELTA program coz I really lurve teaching.I was telling the dude in ELS that I can never see myself sitting in a room looking into a computer screen.I've tried.I just can't.I wish I could go running and get paid or something only coz I can be on the move while working.I realized that I love connecting with other people.I just want to make people see things differently.What I have taken advantage of all these years of living is something I feel I should give back to those who never had the chance to learn.Sometimes I feel like I keep pushing myself beyond the limit eventhough my extra efforts are not going to get me extra pay.I think after a while,I realize that its probably worth it anyways.ALSO,I am hoping that teaching would enable me to travel (only coz I have problems with staying at one place for too long and getting too comfortable)

5) Since Shu is staying at my house now coz he's working in TTDI,I have been sending him to work and having dinner with him during his breaks and picking him up from work.Sometimes,I'd even make him something like sandwiches and stuff.Other times,its either we have dinner outside or I'd just bring him cupcakes or something.I'd send him to work coz the parking area at his work place would either have him resulting to pay or there are simply no parking space at all.It saves a lot of time for me to just drive him.Of course,he sometimes drives himself to work on days when I have things to do.

6) I have been fighting with my folks a lot lately.I have also been getting into fights with Shu because of them.When I said there's been way too much drama in the last couple of weeks I meant every word of it.We have been fighting and arguing and I've been crying even when we're at kopitiams or mamaks or restaurants or even in the park.I hate getting upset but the last couple of weeks have been really3 tough.We were both bitter about the outcome of our families' agreement but at some point,I figured that it's not worth getting angry at eachother because of them.It's us against them and it had always been that way.

7) I'm trying to pull myself together and get committed to a regular job.I've been sending out applications (eventhough I am still attached to my current part-time job). I don't know if I can pull off a day to day regular job.I like part-timing coz I know I can walk away anytime.I'm not a fan of seriousness.I love my free time and flexibility to do what ever I want whenever I want :/

There........7 thingys..........and I'mma tag who ever who reads this.Haha!

Arcadia,USJ11

Went to see the apartment there this morning.It is SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!We're so moving there!We're gonna confirm a contract on Saturday and as much as we both love Ritze Perdana (A WHOLE LOT!) The fact that we cannot take Kecik and Snow Bear (and Bedah) with us is major turn off.

*I know Shu really3 super lurve that place*

The good thing about this new place we discovered is that it is super quiet.Its so tranquil.It's the kind of home we'd wanna go back to after shopping (and work) and stuff.AND....Kecik and Snow Bear are able to stay with us ^_^ PLUS,they'll have more space to run around in compared to the previous condo we went to see earlier in the week.

*WAH!So close to Sunway Pyramid.......I can so go to M.A.C. every other day!YEY!*

I am going to meet up with the wedding planner on the 4th.Mum gave him a heads up about my fussy-ness with the products their gonna use on me face!Well,good for him.I am not THAT fussy but I do think an awful lot about what I'm gonna be wearing on my face all day long.It's a good thing for him that I have most products of my own already.

Anywho,Kecik is far from kecik.He's so big that he can't even fit through the window grills :p

Got meself a round brush (hair brush) FINALLY!

There's been way too much drama last week.I don't know if it's a pre-marriage thingy but it sucks.A LOT!I love hanging out with Shu.He's my bitchin' BFF ^_^

*Maybe I should name my new band (in-the-making) Konichiwa Bitch!*

Oh yeah,was at Lancome earlier today.I was curious about their Oscillating Power Foundation but when I was talking to the girl at the counter,she said that the product is only gonna arrive some time next year.WTF?!

I don't know why but everytime I go into some random drug store or cosmetic shop,I tend to ask Shu if he wanted some false lashes when in fact,,his lashes are already long and curled!