was in Cyberjaya early this morning.......

As we were leaving for home,we saw some dudes in uniforms trying to tow a car that was not parked in a proper parking lot.Offense?He wasn't parked in a proper lot.........although.......he really wasn't blocking anyone.Did these dudes know that there might have been a slight chance that the car owner was desperate for a job and was running late for an interview at a nearby office?What if.......there were more parking lots outside?Maybe he would have been spared from having to pay the damn fine.

I was gonna say some things to them dudes but I decided to just walk away instead.They were probably having a hard time trying to tow the car anyways.What's the point of towing a car that wasn't even blocking traffic?It's fucking Cyberjaya for God's sake!Ya know......the place where there are plenty of space but not enough people???

just sayin'

If they really meant "building cars,people first"they should have opted to put airbags in all their cars at the very least.......right?Especially when it has become a known fact that 95% of the drivers of these cars are a bunch of idiots whom have no idea how far the capacity of their cars can go and still insists on pushing the limit and eventually getting other people killed........

ridin'

I haven't been on a motorbike for since that time I was trying to learn to get my motorbike license.Ok,I did ride the scooter with Shu when we were in Terengganu.That was automatic.It didn't have any gears.Haha!

Shu wanted to kill time the other day while we were in TTDI so he decided to take me on a motorbike ride to the Radhaman bazaar.I was super paranoid at first.I kept telling him to slow down and not run over any sandy surfaces on the road in case we slip and fall.

On our way back from the bazaar,I was starting to get used to the whole bike-riding feeling.......so I screamed "PENIS!" every now and then when passing by people on the road :D

ways to get disturbed

Watch the movie Chloe ^_^

buka-ing puasa-ness

My folks said they were gonna come to the house for breakfast today (Saturday).I didn't think my grandma and my uncle were gonna turn up as well.Shu did invite my uncle but I didn't expect my grandma to come along.It was probably the worst flights of stairs she had ever had to climb up but she's always wanted to come to our place and now she has ^_^

Shu and I are just suckers for home cooked food.OUR home cooked food.We just want to cook no matter what.We also enjoy grocery shopping a lot.I think Shu might have been influenced by me coz I'd go crazy in a grocery store/supermarket/hypermarket/markets in general :p

Today,Shu and I prepared 4 dishes.1 of which turned out disastrous but edible nonetheless.Shu cooked salted fish Kai Lan.And then,I helped him prepare squids in soy sauce.I wanted to make crispy fried shrimps and our last minute addition to the menu was the sweet and sour fish (nuggets)<---that didn't turn out so well.Azim was the first one to complain.Haha!

Everyone prayed in the rooms.We told my mum to bring a couple of prayer mats coz we only have 2 of those.My mum and my uncle lurves the place.They said they wanna come again to just hang out (without my grandma and my dad).Maybe next time I should just throw a random tea party ;)

Azim wanted to sleep over so we told him to bring his things along.We took him out to Kampung Baru coz we do that a lot.Left the house at about 11pm and got home at about 2am.Of course,I made sure he ate so that we won't have to worry much about sahur later.He said that Kg Baru was like some downtown whereby people could get shot.Well,my brother doesn't get around very much.Anywhere hectic is a downtown to him :/

plans?

Since I am currently getting nowhere,I figured I should do what I should have been doing all this while before I lose my sanity and really turn into one of my sims (no,not the crazy gay ones who'd marry foreigners from different parts of the world).Shu finally said to me that I should just get into an art school and do what I've always wanted to do.

Honestly,I thought teaching was something I wanted to do once upon a life.......my life plans changed almost instantly from the very first class I taught.After a while,I realized that I did it only because I was influenced to do so.I had no directions in life.Hell,I never even wanted to get into a university!Especially NOT IIUM!Of all hell my mum wanted to put me through,I survived 6 years of my life there.

Seriously,I enjoyed philosophy and theology classes a lot.Other times,apart from meeting really interesting people from all walks of life,I just wanted to get the hell away from the place.Regardless if I had the certs or not.I almost got myself kicked out only to end my miseries.That didn't work out much.

I am going to take up art courses.I finally realized this after all this while.Now,I don't even wanna do my masters coz the only reason I wanted to do it was to enable me a permanent job in teaching.Once again,my life plan changes drastically.

I miss my crazy furball kiddies :/

these are not the droids you are looking for

I really would like to try saying that to the police or something if I ever her stopped or pulled over :p or something along the lines of "why don't you burn in hell?!"

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!

Shu and I are the worst people to be fasting on the first day of radhaman.....ramadhan.......HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!We've been in the house the WHOLE DAY!I was simming every now and then.Shu fell asleep once in a while.We'd take turns on simming coz apparently I got him hooked to the Sims 3 World Adventure ^_^ And he's got a thing with designing and decorating homes :D

We were cooking at about 6:30pm-ish.Had a huge breakfast.I was running super low on sugar :/

Shu says that I am beginning to look,sound and behave like my sims these days.......not quite sure if that is a good thing.

In the real world,I seem to be plotting and contemplating on the creation of chaos.It's strange.All I ever wanna do is make people go against eachother.........starting fights and riots in the community........In Hinduism,I must be the God of destruction ^_^

feline ish

Apple is in heat.Like crazily.She's constantly running after Kecik whom had already been castrated.She'd chase him to the extent that he's gotta hide in my parents' bedroom!And Snow Bear hates her guts.He's the only eligible male to provide Apple with some assistance with her problem but he refuses to go near her or lets her come near.Well,he literally smacked her in the face the other day :/

house guests #2

Shu's folks were at our place for dinner last night.We cooked some noodles.They came with Kak Long's 2 kids and their maid.They lurved our place.Shu's dad took photos and stuff.They stayed for Isya' prayers and had some coffee before they left.That was awesome and unplanned and I could so do it again ^_^ Yup yup!

Of course,later last night,we also went for a midnight movie ^_^ We took a chance and watched The Last AirBender.I've been a huge fan of the animated series on Nickelodeon.I have a thing for beautiful drawings and animations :D

Ok,if you read any further it might just spoil the movie for you so if you haven't seen the film you might not wanna read this.

I think the kid who played Aang looks scarily similar to the animated version Aang.The only thing that sorta got me dissatisfied with the movie version Aang was the fact that were hardly ANY funny side to the Avatar.I was expecting Katara to be portrayed by a native american instead of a white chick :/ Of course,Dev Patel played Prince Zuko and I personally think he did a good job.I think scenes when the benders use their elements to fight were awesome.The effects as well as the actors doing the right style of martial arts.That was really awesome.

At first,I really thought the only good reason to watch the movie was Jackson Rathbone.He portrayed Sokka which is actually not an easy thing to do considering that Sokka is a very comical character in a very anime-ish way.Of course,the story went on a bit slow.I think some important scenes were missing and some scenes which were important were not paid enough attention to.Some scenes shouldn't be dragged on so much :/

Over all,I'd say I enjoyed the movie ^_^

Family Gathering

Today was the first family gathering for Shu as my husband.Haha!I still need time to digest that I'm married!Hahahahaa!!!!

Anyways,we were at my grand uncle's ex-wife's house over at Lorong Gurney,KL.Her house is AWESOME!!!I mean poolside party?!For real?!Hell yeah!

My aunties and uncles and cousins and grand aunts were there.It was really nice to see everyone coz usually I'd only see them once a year and I've already seen them 3 times this year ^_^

Yeah,my dad's family lurves having massive family gatherings and for the first time ever,my sister wasn't able to make it and I was there with Shu <3

P.S.:-I'm on the house computer now ;) I lurve this Unifi shit!

AWESOMENESS!!!!!

yeyness!!!

Shu and I went shopping for some swimming gears the other day coz we wanted to start swimming.It's been a long while since we went swimming.Since I've gone swimming.Shit!Being ourselves,we showered and dove into the pool without thinking much.After swimming halfway through,we realized that we didn't even stretch :p It was fun.We swam from the 3ft end to the 7ft end.It's been a long while since we last went swimming so that was really fun but tiring.Hopefully,our next visit to the pool won't be as exhausting.

Oh yeah,Shu splurged on an LG Flatron.UBER KEWL!My sims are on HD!......although........they're still gay and unable to stay faithful to their wives :/<---something I can never explain but probably isn't worth my time explaining anyways.

We're hoping to go running later or maybe play badminton or something.Our bed is killing us.We've slept a few nights without pillows coz we're always waking up to back aches or just body aches.

Oh yeah!We finally,finally FINALLY got our kad kahwin!!!It cost us MYR28 but at least now,we can go hang around places where people always kena tangkap basah and entertain ourselves ^_^ I'm good at dressing up as an underage so that should help draw attention ;)

gone swimming

Swimming is SO the NEW running!Lovin' it so damn much!!!!!

Yeyness!!!

sorry.....we only speak English......

Don't you just lurve annoying idiots who can't speak English?Well,most of them THINK that they are speaking the language but with dialects and stuff.........erm........don't think anyone can understand ya ;)

Well,for instance,if you call a toll-free number and end up talking to a machine that asks whether you want you call to be conducted in English OR Malay,most idiots would pick English and then.....they'd speak some freakish form of English......and then mix 'em up with some Malay......and then.....they'd say things in some freakish language which would usually end up sounding like white noise :D

Well,there is only ONE thing you can do in times like those/these.........just reassure these people that you only speak English ^_^

Of course,orang yang tak paham bahasa is a whole different story la.......

annihilation

I had a vision where I stood by watching the world burn to the ground and I had this satisfaction knowing that I was responsible for it all.Then.....I smiled :)

hello world

This is weird.Shu finally signed up for a Unifi package just so we'd have internet connections at home.That would be uber kewl coz then,I'd be able to get stuff from the sims 3 online downloads and stuff.

SUGOI DESU!

Anywho,I've been sim-ing again these days.Working on some new stuff I have in mind.

I need to get out from this country!

roses are red.....violets are blue.......

.....fuck you,whore!

No,i'm not mad at anyone.I'm just totally bummed out right now.With myself,mostly.It really sucks to not know what to do.Not just when it comes to work but life in general.Is there a purpose for my existence?It's not even about doing anything right anymore.It's just me trying to figure out what I should do.What should I do?

P.S.Ignore the title and the first line.It's an excerpt from 500 days of Summer.It was one of those movies that gives me strange vibes.NO,it's not the latest movie I've watched.Shu and I went to watch Despicable Me yesterday.It was hilarious.SO much better than Date Night!<---I know,they're not even in the same genre!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!!

Oh yeah,Shu totally pushed me into auditioning as a TV presenter the other day coz TV3 opened up a booth and stuff so he told me to go ahead and give it a shot and I did and it was..........different.So much more difficult than it seems when people do it :/

quickie

We got back from Penang the other weekend.It was a blast.We finally got on a jet ski and remp it in the sea and watched some crazy-ass people playing by the beach and in the sea and stuff.It was awesome.We did a whole lot of shopping and stayed at 2 different hotels within 2 days.I had a blast.

Oh yeah,Zeph came by to have dinner at our place before that trip.She came with her friend Joleen and my sister joined us after class that night.Shu insisted on cooking so we all had rice and tom yam for dinner.And some fried squids and stuff ^_^ it was some pretty amazing stuff :D

*My husband is an AWESOME cook! V(^o^)V

Anywho,after dinner,Zeph wanted to get some cigs so we all decided to go out for some ice cream anyways.

Shu and I have been staying indoors in the last couple of days.We've been cooking and watching a whole season of Parenthood.And then we moved on to watching Glee (Volume 2 of the first season).We had our share of movies in between like Invictus and Kick Ass<---AWESOME MOVIE!!!Well,we are so done with Family Guy coz we've watched 2 seasons in a row and after a while we got a bit......erm....insane....Haha!

*I keep turning into the characters and throwing lines into my everyday conversations :/ from the movie........

Oh yeah,we did go out for a movie the other night.......we watched Inception.I SO LURVED THE MOVIE!It's the kind of movie that stays in my head even when I'm asleep.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

1. Do you have any pets?

5 cats and a kitten (Fei Mao,Bubu,Mew,Kecik,Snow Bear and Apple) and a hamster named Bedah

2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you.

My handbag.........Azim's notebook.........and an empty medicine pack.......

3. What's the weather like right now?

Cold and dark

4. Do you drive? If so have you crashed?

Yup.Nope,haven't crashed yet........

5. What time did you wake up this morning?

10am-ish

6. When was the last time you showered?

At about 3pm today

7. What was the last movie you saw?

Invictus

8. What does your last text message say?

OTW.........

9. What's your ringtone?

Whataya Want From Me and Love story

10.Have you ever been to a different country?

Totally!

11.Do you like sushi?

Yeah......Unagi,especially........

12.Where do you buy your groceries?

Anywhere.........

13.Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?

Have.....taken.....not sure what it was......

14.How many siblings do you have?

4 brothers and a sister

15.Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?

Laptop

16.How old will you be turning on your next birthday?

26

17.Do you wear contacts or glasses?

Glasses

18.Do you color your hair?

Sometimes......blue-ish black....

19.Tell me something you are planning to do today.

Get some good night sleep and some peace

20.When was the last time you cried?

Recently.....not sure how recent.......

21.What is your perfect pizza topping?

Cheese and olives

22.Which do you prefer-hamburgers or cheeseburgers?

I don't eat burgers

23.Have you ever had an all-nighter?

Yup

24.What is your eye color?

Dark Brown

25.Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and Coke?

I don't drink neither of them

back in town

Got home at about 9pm last night.Had some ice cream at Swensen's before heading home.Ain't nuthin' better than their crunchy cones!Oh yeah,choc chip mint!Yup yup!

Anywho,our trip was AWESOME!!!We spent our first night in Batu Feringghi.Went to the night market and stuff.Finally falls asleep at 4am.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff from Crocs to DVDs and everything in between.

Got up the next day at about noon.Just in time to check out.Headed over to Bayan Lepas coz we needed to get to USM.......to go say hey to Qarim-chan.........anywho,we also had to get to a hotel there coz that was where we supposed to spend the night.Went around and around and finally found the hotel.

*That hotel is NOT the ONLY brown colored building in the area!

Qarim had lunch with us but he didn't want to hang out with us at the beach so we went ahead on our own.Played jet ski.Got ourselves soaked and then we headed back to the hotel which took us about an HOUR coz of the traffic jams in town.We went out for dinner over at Padang Kota with Qarim and Anas Bananas was supposed to meet up with us there but he was stranded at his place in Seberang Prai.

Later on,we decided to go over to see Anas anyways.Had ice cream and dropped Qarim off at his dorm at about 2am.After that we went back to the hotel to sleep.Got up in time to check out the next day and headed to town to do some shopping.Food and stuff.It was really neat to be walking in the streets and stopping by at a Nasi Kandar for brunch.

After that we went to the Snake Temple for a bit.Got our photos taken and played with some snakes.Poisonous snakes.Touched a super huge monster sized python who swallowed a 20kg goat some time ago.It was HUGE!Oh yeah,we also witnessed a huge snake eating a live chicken.

Well.......after that we just headed home.

It was a super fun trip.I had a blast.

home

Our bedroom is complete but I still use the washroom outside coz all my things are there.Shu moved the computer into the room so that I can play games till late at night ^_^ and not be alone in the lounge while he's fast asleep.

We finally have a freakin' refrigerator so our kitchen is somewhat complete.Got a proper place to put all our pots and pans.....so that would help prevent us from ever letting them fall out the window ever again :D

Anywho,got a cupboard to place all our clothes in order.Took us a while (3 days actually!) to set it all up.Shu injured himself from getting the damn thing all the way up to our place.Yes,WAY HIGH UP!

*sigh*

Our house is now safe to be called a home :)

no reservations

Dinner for 2 at our place we call home.

Shu cooked us dinner last night.He's been wanting to do it for a while so we finally went grocery shopping yesterday.Got ourselves a whole bunch of stuff.He cooked us some really good food.

It was super awesome!

capitalistic corporate bastards

My husband works for assholes.A bunch of brainless idiots whom probably has no idea what their company does or how it functions in the society.Statistics are taken but none of them are probably revised.All they ever want to do is expand,maximizing profit but no clue if the system is capable of supporting everything.

They make people go work before sunrise and make everyone manual in at times when everyone is still in their cars on their ways to work.Does that make any sense at all???And when people make a small,innocent mistake,it would be taken off their pays but when the company itself makes people stay back and do things which is not in their contracts,everyone pretends that it's all part of the job.

Then again,with all this being said,these bastards running the show are probably the idiots I curse at everyday when I drive.They are brainless behind wheels.They have cash and wants everything everyone else has without fully understanding how to use them.People have cars,they too want cars.People have computers,they want one too.If only someone can convince them that jumping off a really3 high building and fall to their doom is a good thing,they'd probably do just that :/

I live in a fucked up world.

drawing again

I have an easel now..........that means I could start painting now!YEYNESS!!!

But I still love drawing on regular papers with my mechanical pencil.It's addictive!!!

It's been a cold and wet day.I hate the fact that the clothes we've washed at home aren't drying the way they are supposed to.That stinks!Literally!It really sucks!

We're planning to get a whole lot of furnitures moved into our house this Saturday.Yes,that includes the refrigerator and the queen-sized bed AND cupboards!I am so psyched!Shu and I have been living in the lounge for the past month which gets a bit strange coz all our clothes are hung on the metal clothes hangers and there's a box in which we'd stuff our other things in.Well,we do have a display cabinet and a TV cabinet but the computer desk and all are in the lounge now.So is Bedah.The furthest we'd walk in the house would be to the bathroom.Hahahahaha!!!!!!

The master bedroom is still empty!

as Shu was in the shower this morning........

I was trying to clear up some things in the kitchen.I was trying to lock the windows so I had to make sure that the right windows were on the right side of the panel.As soon as I opened the right side panel,one of the periuks from the drainer fell out the window and hit the grill of the neighbor on the floor below's washing room.Erm......I think it's still there coz there was no way in hell that anyone could get it out through the grill and I sure can't reach down that far to get it :/

Scooter Gurl

Shu taught me and let me take the scooter for a ride around the kampung area.It's in the night and there are hardly any lights AND I didn't have my glasses on.I ALMOST ran into the house gate but overall,we got home safe and sound coz almost doesn't count ;p

I've been here in Terengganu since Thursday and it's been kuh-ray-zee!I didn't think Shu's parents were gonna have this big of a kenduri.SO MANY people turned up and I totally couldn't keep up with it.I passed out at about 3pm and got up at about 6pm.Seriously,I've never done anything like this before.It's called the "Temu Menantu" session whereby the people-friends,neighbours and family-would come over and meet the new daughter-in-law (moi)Actually,I'm the only daughter-in-law in the family.So yeah,with that all done,I'd say I've met pretty much everyone.I just have no clue who most of them were.

I had a blast.I was out at the beach in the last couple of days only because my family was staying at a homestay house near the beach.Aunty Intan,Farah and Pear aka Faizal had been staying at Primula Beach Resort and we had our outing the other night.Having Sotong Goreng Tepung and Kropok Lekor by the beach in the dark.It was funny but fun to do ^_^ hahaha!

We'll be heading back tomorrow morning.I'm missing Apple Bee for some strange reason :/

Lucas Orson:Leader of the New World and the husband thief

I've been sim-ing on and off in between the weeks of preparing for the wedding reception and all.Yes,I've created another awesome misfit and have establish that "WOO!" is a proper verb ^_^

The night before the wedding,I was told to be around TTDI to get my inai done.I thought it wasn't gonna be such a hassle.Not that it was.It just took a longer time than I expected.The thing is,my make up artist for the event is this awesome dude named Nurul (Faizal) who not only does great makeup but is a cool girlfriend to chat with while getting ready.Oh yeah,he also does drag shows and stuff.I asked to be invited if there are any more upcoming shows only coz I like how they do make up and I've never been to one :D

Got home (Subang) at about 2am.Got ourselves cleaned up and prepared the photos to be displayed at the hall the next day.That took quite some time but Shu got it all figured out ^_^ THANK GOD!We slept a few hours before dawn.Managed to get the dry clothes in AND put on the inai on our fingertips after showering before leaving the house.Actually,I didn't wanna get them on but I was afraid if the make up artist or the wedding planner was gonna scream if we didn't get it done coz I said I was gonna do it at home on my own :p

Anyways,I had a blast.I know that I did get into a few arguments and disputes with my sister and my dad before the event but eventually everything turned out well and I am ever so glad.I was so happy to have met the make up artist and the wedding planner coz they are the awesomest people ever.I was super happy to see everyone at the wedding.I wasn't so happy about the fact that I didn't meet EACH and EVERYONE personally and by the time I manage to get off the stage,most people had already gone home :(

I am so THANKFUL to have seen SO MANY people at the reception eventhough I may not know some of them.THANK YOU!And a SUPERHUGE THANK YOU to everyone whose been helping out.THANK YOU!

Next stop,Terengganu!Anyone in favor of coming along please gimme a holler!

E-ing@The Curve

Went to watch a movie last night.Toy Story 3.Shu and I were really looking forward to watching it.Last week,we went out and got dvds of the previous Toy Story movies coz Shu hadn't seen 'em so I figured we should just have a movie marathon before watching the 3rd or he wasn't gonna understand it.After watching the first 2 movies,my beloved husband realizes that I have been reciting and quoting lines from those movies.

We really enjoyed the 3rd Toy Story movie <3

trippin'

At about 11pm last night,Shu and I decided to go get dinner and head up to Cameron Highlands.We ate at Strawberry Fields near our place and then headed for the highway.Being on the road going uphill on a highway that has no road lights tend to get pretty spooky.I had constant images in my head of something leaping onto the road or something crossing the road.Something like a tiger or something.I seriously did NOT want to have to get out from the car in the middle of the night in complete darkness!

The road uphill once we got to Perak was scary coz it was twisted and dark and if you don't know how to control your car,you can seriously die.Fall of the cliff or something.I could hardly keep my eyes opened coz I realized that I get motion sickness.BADLY!I could hardly keep my head up properly.It was super cold up there and the hotels were fully booked.Then again,it was 4am and we were probably the only ones walking around looking for a place to stay.It could get creepy :D

Finally,I fell asleep in the car.Shu drove around the town area and finally gave up.It turns out that the market that usually opens at about 5am no longer exists.Everything else was closed.We couldn't even find a place to eat.I got up as Shu pulled over at some RnR down the highway.He was trying to use the washroom and get some food.He ended up with some doughnuts and some drinks.That was good enough for me coz I was getting really sick.We got back in Subang at about 10am and slept in till about 4pm :p

Well,I was playing computer games for a bit and the last thing I remembered was having the game on pause.We finally left for TTDI at about 630pm.Managed to do some laundry and stuff.Bedah is gonna have a few more nights on her own it seems.

SUH WEET!

If it's meant to be by Ilynn Virgobiru

mad world

Shu and I have been talking over things around us.Scary things.The kind that scares the shit outta us if we ever have to raise our kids in this place and time.

Growing up,we're often told what to do and what shouldn't be done but as we grow older,we'd come to know a world so much different than what we were told.Some of us would freak out and not know what to do and end up in some cultural shock dilemma.Some of us would just ponder on which road to take.Some of us would go with the flow.

I am a very paranoid person.I'd think over small things again and again and eventually get confused and afraid and then,I'd want to hide in my own little shell.I'm paranoid.I've learned a lot from the schools I've been to.I see and hear a lot of people saying and doing things which aren't the things they preach about.I'm trying so hard to not lose myself.Luckily,so far,I haven't.Nope.Not even to drugs.I'm clean ^_^

Actually,Shu and I were talking over a great deal of things which people say or pass remarks about in public which reflects their lack of knowledge.There are many things that we see and do on a day-to-day basis which we think is normal but is not.How many kids are able to steer themselves properly through life without getting caught in things which could easily be prevented but are not able to prevent themselves from them because the society allows it to happen?

If there was an option to live in an alternate world which hasn't been contaminated,we would have moved there :/

finally!

I am now in TTDI.My old room at my old place.Shu is at work.In case anyone's missed out.We got married last week (June 5th) That was the longest Saturday I've had.I was so glad to see a whole lot of people at the mosque that day.A lot of people had put in a whole lot of effort with the preparations and I am so thankful that they helped out coz my mum would have not gotten it all done properly on her own.The weeks before that were the longest weeks I've ever had.It's like counting down to something that never seems to come any closer.Strange.

I was so happy to see everyone at our wedding.Friends.Family.Everyone.

I am so glad that everything turned out ok.

The following week passed by pretty quickly.It's already Monday again!

My mum has left for the states with Azim and Qarim.They left last Wednesday.My sister left for Barcelona last night.I'm waiting for Rashid to come home so that Shu and I can go back to Subang to check on our things and Bedah!BEDAH IS HOME ALONE!

zennified!

Spent the whole of yesterday cleaning up our place.The entire house had bits and pieces of cat litter!And of course,Bedah's sunflower seeds.I have no idea how the hell that happened!Well,I know for sure that Apple Bee is not the tidiest in the house.AND,he tends to run around with what ever that stuck on its paws and cover several places with it.It's annoying! can't keep cleaning up after him!

Shu and I have been doing laundry eversince the washing machine arrived.We lurve them loads! ^_^ YUP YUP!We have a whole stash of clothes to wash anyways so the washing machine totally saved our asses!

Since deciding on a couch sucks BIG TIME,we decided to get ourselves a zen bed instead for the lounge.We've been lying on it while playing the PS2.We were taking turns killing and annihilating innocent people.SUH-WEET!Of course,throwing grenades all at once at one place without making a run for it is NOT a good idea AT ALL!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!

My sister said that Kecik had been hanging around the bedroom door back at my place in TTDI.Sometimes,he'd climb onto the bed and just lie there.Strange,if and unless he is injured,Kecik usually spends his nights outdoors walking around looking at stuff :/ I gotta get him to the vet for his second vaccination real soon.Snow Bear is still skinny and dirty as usual.Apple Bee is super happy running all over the place that I can't bear to take his freedom and space away from him by taking him back to Subang with us :(

Colmar Tropicale@Bukit Tinggi

Shu had planned this short vacation for the longest time and finally we went for this much anticipated getaway on the morning of June 7th.We packed up our stuff the night before at my place back in TTDI and got up early the next day.

The drive was awesome.Maybe it was because we were heading East.The drive uphill has a really awesome view ^_^ We stopped by at Genting Sempah for some food before heading for our exit.As we went uphill,we were both anticipating some sort of indication that we were heading the right way coz there was nothing but just a 2-lane road and trees.

Shu drove really slow at some parts of the journey just so that I could take a few pictures.Moments later,we saw the tips of the castle of Colmar Tropicale.It's a hotel with an Old French Town theme.It looked really neat from where we were.When we finally got there,the whole place looked spectacular!

It took us a while to check in coz there were some missing information since Shu made online reservations about a month ago.Finally,we were given our key cards and we lugged all our luggage to our room which was in the building across the hotel reception.Imagine Tolkien's LOTR's Bree.That's exactly what the whole place looked like.

We got up to our room and slept in the whole after noon coz we were super tired.Well,I totally passed out.Shu spent some time watching tv and taking photos from the balcony.When I got up,it was about 6pm so we cleaned ourselves up and went downstairs to see what was going on.We had dinner at the pizza parlor La Flamme which was right below our room.Then we strolled around and tried some games which totally sucked coz I believe they cheated! ;/

Anywho,we took more pictures later on and by 10pm,we were back in the room coz there was nothing much going on anymore.We got up early the next day to have breakfast at La Blason.Then,we decided to check out and headed up towards the Japanese tea house.The hike uphill was exhausting but the cold air and water from the drizzle in the morning kept us cool.I was in my hoodie coz I was freezing.

We got to the Japanese tea house where I rented a kimono.It was fun but we were too early for the tea ceremony so we left after taking photos.We drove down and headed for the rabbit park.I've never heard of a rabbit park before so I was quite excited.It turns out that we could go around feeding the rabbits.RABBITS!HUGE FAT RABBITS!I got scared coz they'd start chasing after you feed a couple.More and more rabbits would flock you and a couple of 'em started sniffing my shoes and my bag and stuff.I gave Shu the rest of the packet of food and grabbed the camera.

At the rabbit park were also some donkeys and deers and some tortoise and storks.Oh yeah,we also saw the place where they breed them rabbits and there was an area where they kept the baby rabbits.After that,we went to see the four-faced buddha.It was a huge gold statue in the center of a temple.I managed to take photos of all the 4 faces.They looked a bit scary at some point :p

Our next plan was to head to Cameron Highlands since our visit to Bukit Tinggi was done.But since Shu got sick,we decided to drive home to Subang instead.Unpacked our stuffs and hung around the house for a bit and headed out to Kampung Baru at about 11pm coz Shu wanted to take me out.We were trying to look for places where they JAIS people would be but there were none around the areas we went to so we headed to the family clinic in TTDI at about 2am to get some medicine for Shu's flu.After that we made a quick stop at the convenient store to get some more supplies and headed home.

Shu made us breakfast this morning ^_^ and then we headed to KLIA coz my mum just informed us that she got tickets to go to the States to visit Eno-san.She'll only be back about a week before our wedding reception in TTDI.

We were supposed to play badminton today but it was raining cats and dogs so we stayed in AGAIN :/

The last couple of days had been fun.I need sleep now.I regret taking those laxatives yesterday!SHIT!

so many things happened today that I have no idea where to begin!

Got up this morning for a photoshoot.RadioEdit's photoshoot but unfortunately something came up and the whole thing is postponed to after my wedding.Shu and I dropped Rashid back home and drove off to Shah Alam to meet up with our photographers.Had brunch and went back home.Ili (Illyn Virgobiru) came by just after we got home.Was talking to her for a long while in my room till it was time for me to get my ass downstairs for some Yasin reading session and tazkirah.I enjoyed myself ^_^ Ili's been snapping photos and stuff.She and her mum (Aunty Nani) had been really helpful.I was just tired coz after the whole thing was over,I managed to grab some food and get ready for mengaji coz my ustazah was already at my house.Yes,I was late.I helped Ili get all the hantaran gifts downstairs and headed upstairs to recite the Quran one last time before the even tomorrow morning.MORNING!After that I just hung around downstairs for a bit with my aunt and Ili and we talked and stuff.After maghrib Ili left coz her husband was already home and he asked her to get something to eat on her way back to Bangi.

I am tired.Way tired!I couldn't even recite al-fatihah properly!WTF?!

Apple (Bee)

Apple was so happy to be back in TTDI for the day.He was basically running all around the house from the front to the back.He was playing tag with Kecik and Fei Mao.He looked so cheerful that he didn't even bother to go to sleep even when you could see that he was getting tired and sleepy.Finally,at about 10pm-ish,Shu was gonna leave for Subang so he had to come along.He was so upset but he just didn't bother trying to run free coz he was tired.Shu chucked him into the car and drove off.

That kid has a history of stepping onto people heads and he mews into people's faces only coz he needs to SEE us looking at him.He's also got sharp claws and teeth which could seriously injure someone.He's been injuring Shu in the last couple of days with bite marks and scratches.He also has a thing for Shu's glasses.He'd drag em all the way to the dining table so when Shu gets up in the morning,he'd have a hard time finding his glasses.

Oh yeah,Shu said that everytime he tries to scoop out Apple's poo from the litter tray,Apple would stand by and get angry.WEIRDO!

wedding dresses

When we got into the wedding planner's shop,he was putting some stones on a beautiful white dress.Well,it wasn't a DRESS dress but it was really nice.He saw us and my mum immediately asked if that was what I was gonna wear and he said yes.

I was totally blown away!It was soooooo preeeeeeety!!!!!!

Of course,I took a look at it and thought "are ya sure that's ma size?" coz it looked kinda small-ish.I tried it on and it fit perfectly.Of course,the dude said he's gonna teach me how to work on my smiles coz I don't do that much.So yeah,I tried that on while Shu tried on his outfit.He pricked his finger from the needles on the top coz the buttons were still not sewn on.

Nevermind,those are to be worn on the 27th so we still have about a month.Then,we tried out our other costumes for this Saturday.I SUPER LURVE the Indian costume!Then again,I have always been a fan of lenggas.

Anywho,I was told to get a push-up bra or some corset or something coz I'm too flat.FLAT?!I was in the middle of getting those slimming jeans!Oh yeah,the dude also said that I'mma need some paddings for ma booteh!WTF?!!!

P.S.: The dude is Dato' Roy Azman aka brotha Roy!

band meeting

Had our express band meeting today.Jasti has loads of things lined up for the band in the next couple of months.

The acoustic performance over at Istana Budaya shall be postponed coz we're supposedly the opening act for Pure Vibrations but them dudes are still in the Philippines.

We're also still up for the full band performance over at Skypark Subang and Ayie mentioned some other places for our upcoming gigs.

Our photoshoot has been postponed to Wednesday night on this week.Yes,before my wedding.Only coz my brother is still having some exams.SO,Wednesday night it is.

weekend?

Shu said Apple saw a ghost at our place last night.That's why he freaked out all of a sudden and ran out from the kitchen and hid behind the cushions and hats.

Apple is getting the hang of the place already.He'd run from one end of the house to the other and makes a turn in the room next to the bathroom and heads into the bathroom and does the whole route again.Usually,Shu and I would shut the bathroom door close whenever we are at home so last night,that crazy kitten ran straight into the bathroom door.Twice!

I'mma go see the wedding planner on Monday to see what's going on with our clothes.He'll be over at my house in TTDI on Thursday night to set the whole place up for Saturday.......SATURDAY!

I'm a bit.....lost right now.I haven't been able to keep track of the days and time these days.I have no idea if it's a public holiday or just another weekend.I feel like I'm asleep eventhough I'm wide awake.I'd fall asleep during conversations.I'd respond with some delay.......or sometimes I don't respond at all.WTF?!!!

I'm trying to figure something out.Actually,it's more of helping my sister help someone out.A kid.He's about 17.His folks are refugees.He's got no legal documents eventhough he was born here in this country.He can't get a job coz he's under age.All the work he's been doing ends up disastrous.It's either he gets ripped off of cheated or people just make him do work with no pay at all.

He just got beaten up last night and all his cash were stolen from him :/

by next Friday I'll be anticipating in mixed emotions

or so I think.........

Someone asked me how I felt about a week from being someone's wife.I had no idea.Well,I am not feeling what I should be feeling yet.....or something........

I'm probably trying my best not to get anymore injuries.I'm trying not piss my mum off.I'm trying to please Snow Bear a whole lot more coz he's been super angry about Apple.I can't quite tell if I'm hungry or sleepy or even if I have already done something like taking my daily supplements.......oh wait,I always forget those.

I'm probably gonna try help around the house whenever I can.do what ever I can do and stuff.Planning to get my toes done with ma sistah sometime next week.I suck at pedicure.

Oh yeah,and I'll be having a mock lecture on Wednesday morning!Suddenly I feel like I've never taught before :/

I kept yawning during dinner last night.I'm probably lack of oxygen coz I was hyperventilating this morning before getting out of bed.I also befriended a spider whose been hanging around my vanity table mirror ^_^

Bedah is still alive and well,according to Shu.He said she's probably a wee bit older than usual.Hahaha!Apple has befriended some birds at the window.Kecik is fat :)

the art of getting naked

Damn!I don't ever wanna do that AGAIN!I know it was a spa and they were all girls but I really didn't feel that comfortable getting topless and 85.9% naked!

And yes,I've rechecked my weight and apparently the weighing machine at my house shows readings which is 1kg heavier than your actual weight.I hate weighing machines!It probably was the very reason I got so messed up in the first place!BUT today,I was in a stable state of mind and the readings were not too low but they are definitely NOT high which is good.

I haven't tried out the baju nikah since the first time I tried them on back at the tailor's shop.SO I am hoping so much that I have NOT outgrown the outfit nor have I shrunk so much!

AND to top it all off,my ankle still hasn't recovered which does mean that I may not be wearing heels after all due to the ankle support wrap.It's been doing a whole lot of justice though.It's just bulky and it tends to squeeze my feet whenever I put on shoes or slippers.

My bed frame is hazardous.Ok,maybe it's not but I've been getting injuries since I got it and I'm just hoping so much that I won't get anymore major injuries after this!It's making me miserable!I haven't gone to the park for over 2 weeks!I'm on the verge of madness!

SO......in order to survive the next 8 days,I shall be playing around with what ever cosmetics I have.Those in favor are more than welcome to join me.I am saving up for cosmetology school!

7 things people don't know about me

1)I am NOT a patient person at all.Waiting is not something I like doing very much.Even if it means getting my hair done at the salon or going to the spa.

2)I'm not tall but my legs are long.That explains my clumsiness and endless leg injuries.

3)I am not keen on doing routines.This applies to about 90% of my life.Work.Studies.Daily activities.

4)I am not a 100% vegetarian.I take a lot of seafood.

5)I love groceries shopping.It's kinda like an addiction.I can easily find items in a super market.

6)If I were a sim,evil-spirited is definitely one of my many traits.

7)I am super conscious about my weight and what I eat but I like watching other people eat.

Hell-O Tuesday!

What ever happened to Monday?

Hurmm......

Got up super early to make sure Shu gets up in time for work.

Sent him to work and came home.

Sent Aunty Intan to the mosque.

Came back.

Drove my mum to the bank over in DU.

Came home.

Drove both my folks to the bank.

Came home.

Took a shower.

Went to get Shu for his lunch break.

Came home.

Composed a new tune for an upcoming song.

Headed over to the mall to meet up with the kiddies and my mum.

Had some yummilicious Iced Chocolate.

Bought a grammar book for class.

Got my much needed ankle support.

Came home.

Prayed and cleaned up.

Went to get Shu from work and had dinner at the mall.

Got my sister her much belated birthday present(s).

Came home.

Oh yeah........watched the 5th season of Grey's Anatomy in between coz my sister insisted on finishing up the entire season.

our very first house warming party

We thought we were doomed when the electric stove didn't work yesterday but things picked up pretty well soon after.We were at the mall before the doors opened and went groceries shopping and we managed to get a stove.Simple and old skool but effective.It cooked pretty much throughouth the entire party.We were running short on food for a bit but eventually everyone got to eat.

LinZy helped me cook some more food after the first batch of spaghetti finished which was brought by my sister.Shu's home made chicken roulade finished before Shu's cousins got to the place.My brother took the last piece of chicken.I managed to bake some cookies but it was all gone before sunset.I was really unhappy and disturbed by the looks of the cookies but everyone liked them anyways.

I am so glad that most people made it.Well,Yumi-chan,Lina and Maj did.I'll probably throw another party when everyone is free AGAIN.The whole thing was last minute but at least everyone ate.

Oh yeah,Apple (Bee) got to see his new place ^_^ Bedah too ;)

in about 2 days time.....

it will be 2 years since we met AGAIN.I am all over the place.There is so much to do and I have no idea where to begin.There seem to be more and more things in my list and every time I've cut something out,I'll add something else to it.I don't know if it is getting longer or shorter.

I've spent the last couple of hours in front of the television with my sister watching half a season of Grey's Anatomy.I am not a fan of the show.I just had nothing else left to do since it's raining so heavily and the modem's been turned off and my tiny kitteh Apple has been pooping every hour.Must be the medication we gave him yesterday :/

I was in the kitchen last night helping Qarim out with the dishes<---something I would never do when I'm sober.I did something else yesterday which I would never want to do ever again.I smiled at a stranger.A BALD stranger!I was watching over his kid almost getting run over by crazy sale shoppers going mad in the mall while holding on to a bolster and cushions.

I am seriously trying to get myself through the next week alive and well.

OH MY GAWD!

No,I am NOT gonna say "is that wuh sa bee?" next.

Seriously,I thought it was tough enough to deal with people,my kitties are becoming more and more challenging by the second!

Eversince I brought back that tiny kitteh last night,Kecik and Snow Bear as well as the rest of the cats in the house had been either hissing and getting angry at the little dude.Well,Fei Mao refused to come into the house this morning.I wonder if it's coz we haven't bathe it yet.

Anyways,I had a tough time trying to calm Snow Bear down today.Took him up to my room and I just hugged him and he kept wanting to get out the door and probably kill the tiny kitten downstairs whose all locked up in his little cage.Seriously,Snow Bear could have killed me too.

The thing is,that little kitteh needs some warmth and love coz apart from always crying out from the moment he sees my face,the little guy always wants to be around someone.Of course,the kitten is probably a couple of months old.I have no idea where his mum is and eventhough we've already dewormed the dude,he still has a bit of a tummy in the midst of his fur covered bones.

I really need to take him to Subang tomorrow after giving him a good wash of course ;)

P.S.: We've decided to change the kitten's name to Apple (only coz I wanna be able to say HEY!HEY APPLE!) hahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!

ways to get high

Try starving.After a few days,you'll begin to see inanimate things move and sometimes talk to you.It's a fun feeling.......well......right till you pass out.If you end up in some hospital then it's just too bad.If you don't,kudos to you!

Of course,you can also try going to some random gig and jump around for several hours and sweat it all out.Get your head knocked down by someone else's elbow or simply get picked up and tossed around or maybe you can try getting yourself into the center of a mosh pit ;) Oh yeah,let's not forget the headbangin'.After a few hours,you're gonna get a stiff neck but most of the time,you won't realize the pain till you go to bed later.

Maybe working out several hours straight could work to some extent.Gotta be careful though or you might just end up dead :p

The best way to do about it is to get a major sugar rush after starving yourself.

SHIT!!!

DAMN IT!

I accidentally hit my left thigh against the darn sharp edge of the bed post!That adds up to my right knee and ankle all sore and in pain as I walk,my left elbow hurting from some muscle disorder.I am in NO SHAPE AT ALL to be walking in them heels!

I came to realize how high my heels are and that it might have caused my ankle injury.Then again,I've been walking in them for sometime now.How could a few hours have injured my ankle this bad?Seriously..........

My sister finally got her dancing shoes.She's been begging Shu and I to go dancing with her.Maybe we will go after all one of these days despite the fact that I can hardly coordinate my hands and legs,I wonder how bad trying to get them to sync would be like :/

OH YEAH!I so brought home a tiny cute cuddly kitten I met at the mamak today!He's grey-ish with black stripes.He's got big eyes and ears just like Kecik when we first got him ^_^ This kitten shall be staying with us in Subang :) For the time being,we'll be calling him Lucky.If and unless he develops a strange behavior,his name shall remain that.

Shu said Snow Bear should go visit the apartment one of these days coz he's some 6-legged friends there waiting for him.We found a cockroach one day on the floor of the lounge.It was lying flat on its back and we thought "hurmm......biler masa la pulak kita bunuh benda nih??" Then,as Shu swept it out the door,it started wiggling.It wasn't dead after all!I think it finally died in front of our neighbour's door :p

macam mana la orang tak marah!

I don't know if it is bureaucracy or it's just typical office work but seriously,why couldn't ANYONE inform me that there were some missing information regarding my pay?Shu almost screamed at them people there at the office but then he realized that he was about to make a mistake by screaming (or shooting) the messenger :/ The dude at the office wasn't the real officer in charge but he helped us anyways.That took quite a bit of energy.

Oh yeah!Just before we left the house this morning,the dudes from IKEA arrived and set up the bed in my bedroom so Shu and I supervised them for a bit.Those dudes are such pros.They didn't even look at them manuals to set the whole thing up.Of course,with the help of the manual and all,I would be able to set it up too but it would probably take up so much more time :p

I have about 14 days left till the big day and I am getting all sick and stuff.I think it's coz it's been super hot and then it rains for a bit and then it gets hot and burning again.It totally sucks coz I'd have to keep changing clothes from perspiring all day.

I am in the middle of setting up the kitchen back at our place coz I'm kinda freaking out with the invitations sent out and all but the place only has a table and some chairs but no cabinets for cooking and stuff.We're screwed 0_O HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAAAA!!!!!!

FidZy has been forbidden from doing any form of workout until after the akad nikah :/

Yes,my mum said I totally crossed the line when my ankle started swelling up and now it's mildly bruised.No worries.I can still walk.....oh yeah,I also pulled a muscle......or two.....my thighs.....they hurt......I might have forgotten to warm up before running the other day........

I am super upset with the fact that I am not allowed to do my usual workout routine all because they seem to cause crucial damages to myself....which BY THE WAY HAD BEEN going on all this while.People just don't notice it.

Now,just because I have to do fittings and stuff,people are super aware of my state of health!

*sigh*

Anywho,I did manage to meet more school friends in the last couple of days and they'll all be attending the reception on June 27th ^_^

I'm gonna finally have a bed real soon!^_^

I've been doing the Snow Bear look in the last couple of days and I worry if I'm gonna wake up one morning with huge fluffy ears!

I wonder if the dude in the horrible flag outfit in the crowd was reason Chong Wei lost yesterday.......

Hurmm......Well,the dude OBVIOUSLY is a major fashion victim!PERIOD!I'd happily tell him to get the hell out of the stadium immediately......erm.......and I'd charge him with Fashion Faux Pas and a hideous distraction to mankind :p

swollen ankle

Don't ask me how it got swollen.It just was and I realized it when I was sitting around at the dining table discussing things-to-do with Shu (hey!it rhymes!SUH-WEET!) I was freaking out so much that I almost cried!It looked like it wasn't my ankle at all!It looked like a monster invaded my foot!

Anyways.....it has subsided somewhat.I hope it would go away for good and never come back!I think it was caused by my super high heels :p

My mum set up an appointment for me today.It was a facial session.Yes,after years of not doing that,my face was pretty messed up.All the girls who did the analysis as well as the facial therapy itself thought that I was gonna need a lot of work.

Hurmm......let's see......the last time I had a facial therapy was back in my school days.I love playing sports out in the sun and in case some of us has forgotten,the sun today is way hotter than the sun back in those days.So yeah,my face probably needs a whole lot more protection than back then.......which was pretty much no protection against the sun at all.

SO.....since I have recently became a Bobbi Brown fan,I've been attached to their Brightening face lotion SPF50++.I know I know,I did say that I hated that thing but it is pretty useful these days ^_^

Well,after the facial therapy session today,I was given more stuff for my face.AND......I'll be having another session next week.On that very same week,I'll be visiting the wedding planner's shop to try out my outfits for the wedding day......which shall be happening VERY SOON<---very high pitch!

OMFG!I have to start getting a bit more serious but all I've ever thought about in the last couple of days had been that stupid annoying orange going "HEY!HEY APPLE!HEY!"

Oh yeah,we so gave Kecik a bath this morning!Snow Bear lost his flea collar and my aunty's new fluffy kitty scratched me!

OH MY GAWD!IS THAT WUH SA BEE?!WUH SA BEH!WAAAAAAAZZUUUUUUBE????!!!!!

sofa hunting

Shu and I have been hunting for a sofa.We've been going in and out of furniture stores but none of the sofas we've seen have been comfortable enough.Ok,there was one sofa we sat on the other day but the fact that those people who sold those sofas are no longer there (at the place where we saw and sat on them sofas) SO.....we've resorted to IKEA,OBVIOUSLY coz it's so damn near to my house!

Well,Ikea furnitures aren't that horrible and some of them are somewhat comfy too ^_^

Anywho,we have somewhat made up our minds over ONE particular sofa........hehe........

Yesterday,we managed to put together all the furnitures we've bought.At least we have chairs now should anyone come by to our place ;) We set up all the furnitures up within about an hour or so thanks to the help of my dad's tools.Using the tools that came with the furnitures wouldn't have done the job.Well,not properly.

Hahahaha!!!!!

I am super high......I think I am lack of oxygen......hahahaha!!!!!

Ikea@Mutiara Damansara

The furnitures we ordered some weeks ago came!THEY FINALLY CAME!YEY!!!!!

Was at Bangi earlier in the day coz we had to get some more stuff from Shu's old place.It wasn't as a whole bunch as before but we did carry some stuff.Then,we were supposed to look for Shu's best bud from school coz we wanted to pass him an invitation card......also,he's supposedly Shu's pengapit<---don't ask me what he's supposed to do!

Anywho,since the dude was at work and the guys from the furniture store were already waiting for us at our place in Subang,we decided to just go over to our place and send the card some other time.The dudes carried our things all the way up to our place!4 freakin' floors up!

After that,Shu wanted to go have a look at some furniture stores nearby coz we needed a freakin' shoe rack!For some odd reason,the furniture stores were quite pricey and the things they sell aren't that spectacular anyways.They look rather fragile and could break any second!Later on,I proposed the idea of heading to Mutiara Damansara.We did and we're so glad we did.

We got ourselves a dining tables and chairs and a shoe rack!Oh,and a computer chair.A proper one.Now,we can do our gaming without having to sit on the audio monitor :p

I am currently trying to find someone to annoy......not that I've never been annoying.I just haven't annoyed anyone for the longest time and I feel like doing so nowadays :p Ok....ok,I admit it,I am influenced by a really annoying orange.He......erm......it has the most annoying things to say and I think it would be the best things to say for best results.......err.......when it comes to annoying people........

HAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!

Took Kecik for a ride in the car for a bit coz he jumped into the car when Shu was outside looking for something he left in there a while ago and the little dude just wouldn't come out.Finally,Shu called me to go outside and talk to the little furball.We eventually agreed on taking the smelly orange fat cat for a spin.When we got home,he jumped right out and headed into the house IMMEDIATELY.Talk about FREAK-O!

June is about 3 weeks away........

I've been too busy with a whole lot of things that I sometimes forget the day and date.

*sigh*

I've been getting remarks about how thin I've gotten in the last couple of months.I'm beginning to think that this is not something to be laughed about.I eat at least ONE proper meal a day and I'm not talking about some wheat bar.I'm talking about rice.I go running every other day.I'm just feeling a bit sick still.No idea why.

Shu thinks I should consult a doctor.One part of me says that it is PROBABLY the thing to do but I keep thinking that I'm ok or at least 85% of myself is still functioning properly.Well,I can still play the guitar and sing and go jamming and write songs and draw.That should make up pretty much MOST of my normality :/

I was at JB yesterday.Went to visit my aunties and uncles and grand aunties and cousins.A lot of them still look at me like I'm a kid.Then,I met my long lost cousin.She's one of the coolest people I've met.She's younger than I am and she's gone through a lot.I'm talking about the craziest shit anyone her age could have ever gone through.The best part is,she and I could still sit back and chat and laugh out loud the way we used to.She proposed a holiday on the first day of Eid.I am SO in!

Seriously,more than half of the population in this country would be at their respective hometowns on that day of the year and the roads would be clear.That would totally be the only time to hang around some place away from people!I'd say we throw a party as well since it's gonna be her birthday anyways.Hurmm.......my only concern is if Shu fails to take the day off.Or several days off.

*Why do I sound like I am ALWAYS on holiday?*<---at some point I may be just that.

Anyways,I'm glad I went to see her yesterday.The last time I saw her was about 2 years ago and she still forget's Azim's name.She keeps calling him Rashid.I know,I should get them all to wear a name tag to the next family gathering.

My dad went through some old albums back at his late dad's house.I saw some wicked picture of the old man in his youth.There's only ONE word to describe how he looked like back then.BELIA!I don't know if anyone else is familiar with this term but my mum and my uncle use it all the time.And of course,I came across some pictures of Eno and I when we were super little.I looked like a really happy baby!Not to mention,FAT!

Oh yeah,I also met my aunt's no longer tiny kitten who was being super playful and crazy.He almost bit through my skin and into my veins!I could have ended up with holes on my wrist!Snow Bear bit me once.......well,several times.I think he almost killed me once coz he bit way too hard that I screamed.I have this feeling that he has this lovehate feeling towards me.

System Exclusive Studio@SS19,Subang Jaya

Went to do a second recording of our songs there a while ago.Actually,we needed to concentrate on just 2 songs which were Mental Vacation and Maya but we ended up playing I Don't Live as well.Since we were very happy with the end product,we decided to try push I Don't Live into the deal (which I shall be talking about later)

The fact that I could actually hear myself sing made it all funner!Honestly,I wasn't that happy with my voice and how I was singing coz I had a voice that was just about start up.I sounded like I just got up but everyone else thought it was alright.Hurmm........

Yes,the deal.Kamal and Ayie has this friend(s) whose been wanting our song Maya since they heard it weeks before to be used in a short film and stuff.I don't have a problem with people wanting our songs.I am just concerned about the copyrights.Don't want our songs to be played on air without us knowing it and I definitely wouldn't want to have them not crediting or acknowledging us.

So yeah,we'll be doing that for a bit in the next couple of weeks.Of course,our wedding is about 4 weeks away.I am pretty sure Shu is a wee bit freaking out at this point.He just ain't showing it.I am still a bit blurry about it all.Got too many things going on in my head.Kuh-Ray-Zee!

I'll be writing lyrics and songs in between to help me stay calm.I do hope that I won't lose my mind and go starving myself or go running and over exert myself again :/

I have some more deliveries to make.Will be doing that some more when I get back from the south tomorrow.Yeah,I'll be heading south tomorrow but I'll be right back by Monday morning.Azim needs to go to school.

I hope Zeph and Lina got their cards today coz they weren't at home when I went over to their places today and the fact that it was raining,I sure hope their cards won't get soaked.Yikes!

Wir sind irgendwie am Ende und am Anfang

Hallo Raumschiffkapitän!

Like I've said before,not only does Tokio Hotel's Deutsch songs are different from their songs in English forms of languages but they have completely different meanings!Nevermind......I like them anyways.........

Did some more deliveries today.Went to Sarah's house after maghrib prayers but she wasn't home.Well,she wasn't home yet so I passed the invitation cards to her mum.Then,I went to Ayumi's house and she wasn't in as well.I chucked them in her mailbox along with Majidah's cards coz she said she'll be seeing Maj soon.I went to Aaina's house later on.Managed to see her for a bit.It's been ages since we last met!MY GAWD!After that we did some more deliveries in Kota Damansara and then back to TTDI.

We'll be in Subang tomorrow so we'll be sure to make some more deliveries then ;)

Haha!We have another recording session tomorrow.We'll be jamming for a whole hour and then begin recording after that.We were supposed to have our interviews done but everyone's been super busy with exams and work so we couldn't come together to get it done.Hopefully,we'll get it done real soon coz I really don't wanna get everything tangled up with the wedding preparations later on :/

Yes,I still have time for gigs and jamming sessions in between preparing for the wedding ^_^

I forgot to eat today.............that explains the hallucinations :p

P.S. We actually got lost while following the new highway from Gombak area back to Bukit Damansara.That's why we were a bit behind time :p

5 weeks

I don't have much time anymore and this is the time when I keep getting sick.WTF?!I keep getting muscle pulls and I had a minor migraine attack the entire day today.I think my right forearm muscle is swollen thanks to badminton games without warm ups :p And eversince that day I ran in the rain,my thigh muscles have been a bit in pain.I think it's the way I chose to change routes :/

Anywho,I hope I'll be alright otherwise ;)

I've been trying to send out as many invitation cards to everyone everytime I go out.I don't want to miss out anyone's names and I would very much like to personally mail them cards to the guests myself.

I have come to a point whereby I am not going to give a damn about what anyone has to do or say regarding the next 5 weeks.Well,I do have to listen to what my mum or Aunty Intan or my wedding planner says lah......DUH!

I'm just tired of trying to please everyone coz seriously,I have done my part and some people just refuse to cooperate.SO,I cannot do much about it.I've been too nice I think.It's high time that I prioritize.Or rather RE-prioritize.Some people just aren't sporting enough.Not that I am begging for support.I just wish people would just grow up.I have shitloads of other crap to deal with.

Charles & Keith@One Utama/Happy Mother's Day

My sister dragged Shu,Qarim and I to go shopping for my mum's mother's day gift.We went around for almost an hour and finally decided to head over to other shops instead to have a look around.We finally decided on a handbag for my mum.I insisted on getting Shu's mum something as well while we were at it so we got her something as well.

*I just hope she'll like it ^_^*

Having Qarim and Shu (and I) giving out views and opinions on handbags and their designs is the craziest thing to do.Seriously,Qarim's view on handbags in general is strange.And of course,Shu and I aren't always on the same fashion page so we weren't much help.

Anyways,we eventually decided on a design and stuck with it :p

radiator problems

We (Shu and I) so freaked out when we were at the traffic light coz we heard a sound like someone's water broke!Well.......probably a car's water bag broke......which would most likely be the radiator.Of course,Shu's car did have some problems with the radiator earlier this year but he managed to seal it off.Well,the whole damn thing probably needs to go now.The car temperature gradually went up and eventually,we decided to let it cool off and hungout at the warung.Later on,Shu got a bottle of water and filled up the radiator tank but there was water dripping.....no,more like raining under the car....if that made any sense at all.Well,yeah.It was the radiator.We managed to get home but we're gonna have to get it fixed or replaced first thing tomorrow morning (which is anytime after this actually.....)

)*.*(

Hahahaha!!!!!

Anywho,our wedding invitations finally arrived.The ones for the reception.We were busy filling up what ever needed to be filled up and writing down names on them as well as the envelopes and carefully checking lists,making sure we didn't miss out anyone's names.We'll continue tomorrow.What ever deliveries we can do shall be done ASAP.

NOW I'm nervous.We have 5 weeks left and I have yet to make sure everything is in place.Well,the wedding planner called up my mum one morning just to tell her that he was so happy to know that I agreed to having inai on my fingers.Haha!I told you he's super enthusiastic!

I've been having muscle cramps from the badminton game yesterday.SHIT!I can hardly walk properly!

It's been crazy.The last 24 hours had been super intensed (for Shu) so he and I and my 2 brothers decided to hit the mall through the storm.Hahahaha!My brothers thought I was losing my mind which occasionally happens.We hung out for some drinks and food and headed for the game arcade.We sucked at every game we played but we kept on playing anyways.It's weird but Shu said that the Para Para Paradise 2nd Remix was not functioning properly.Hurmm........Of course,I insisted on trying out this whacked out Japanese game which involved throwing a bunch of balls to a huge screen.I like that game but the balls kept getting out of control and bounced everywhere.

I just had a yelling session at Snow Bear coz he was chewing off my Ugla!And he was acting weird between my bed and the wall.To prevent him from making a mess on my vanity table,I decided to kick him out immediately :/ Kecik is fat and so is Bedah.

danke schön!

Went to play badminton today.Haven't done that in a long while!I am still the net serving diver in the court.Less injuries but improved skills.Me likes!I kinda thought that thinking while playing the game would me make me lose control and not focus.So all I had to do was basically nothing.

Anywho,my knee and leg injuries are unavoidable.I try very hard NOT to do things out of the ordinary but they just happen.I'm always running and jumping around.Can't help it.It's part of my system.

Shu and I ALMOST splurged on tennis racquets which were on sale today!DAMN!If we didn't have other things to prioritize we would have spent about 300 bux out in a blow!Hahaha!We will and shall get those real soon!I'm no good at tennis but I am willing to learn ;)

OMFG!The wedding invitations arrived!THEY ARE SO CHOMEL!!!!!I especially love the envelopes coz it has sakuras on them and its all pink!The reception wedding invitations has my drawing on it! ^_^

P.S. I was listening to TH's Humanoid album while driving around today.It was supposed to be my 2nd attempt to listening to the entire album.I just couldn't.I stopped the disc and inserted their old album instead.I still love them singing their old songs in Deutsch!

TM Connects With Tokio Hotel Live In Malaysia@One Utama,BU

Got up SUPEREARLY this morning to get ready for a pre-wedding photoshoot.It's the first time ever Shu and I actually did this sort of thing.We were looking strange at first.Unsure of what to do and stuff.We went to the Taman Tugu Negara at first coz I thought the colors of the plants and flowers in the park were really nice.The thing is,I FORGOT that its the weekend and there were shitloads of people (tourists) there.

After that,for our next session,we were supposed to do a sporty photoshoot with running shoes and rugby balls.But we decided to go with our formal attire instead coz we would have gotten dirty and we should do it last so that we can take a shower before we leave for the concert later on.

Our photoshoot at the Tugu Negara park went well,except that we were attacked by bugs.Mosquitoes mostly.We survived.Shu and one of the photographers got a bit of rash though.The park back in TTDI was surprisingly mosquito-free today.We just got attacked by some giant red ants while shooting at the trees area.I think our best poses are when we are sticking our tongues out at eachother or when we're punching eachother or pulling on eachother's hair.

Anywho,we couldn't complete our photoshoot session coz we had to rush over to the mall for the live performance.It's TOKIO HOTEL!We couldn't possibly miss it for the world!Of course,we got free tix so it would have been a total waste if we didn't go since it's happening really3 near to where we stay.

Of course,as the poster states,Pop Shuvit and Bunkface were the opening bands.I lurve Pop Shuvit coz I tend to jump at their live performances eventhough I don't know their songs.Bunkface is new but so far,I only like ONE of their songs,and even so,I can't really sing the words to it :/ The opening bands were awesome.I was upfront at first with a bunch of kids and we were all getting along really well.Helping eachother find their friends and stuff.The tiny kid in front of me got separated from his friends and everyone around him (us included) helped him find them.

Yeah,the thing about the live show today was that is was overflowing with kids.Tiny,little,teeny bopper kids whom has no freakin idea wtf gigs are like.That's why they showed up in high heels and bling blings.It was funny coz the moment Shu held me up on his shoulders,everyone started complaining.Stage diving was DEFINITELY a BAD IDEA.It's either I kill those kiddies or they'd move away from having to catch me :/

Anywho,the ticket said that gate(s) would open at 6pm but we got in about 30 minutes later after getting stuck in the rain.And then,we had to wait some more for Pop Shuvit coz just before we entered,we saw them people bringing in some more crates and boxes of equipments and cables.Pop Shuvit's performance was awesome as always.I was jumping without looking around bumping into people around me :p

After that we waited some more for Bunkface to come up.They're good.Energetic.Me likes coz it suckes to not jump at gigs.The only problem was when they were about to sing the one and only song I could have sang along to,something went wrong with the sound system.All the speakers,amplifiers and stereos went must and we only heard live sounds from the drums.They got upset when they realized that everyone stopped making happy noises and started grumbling and complaining.Pity.I like that song.

Anywho,in between bands and during intervals,there's this annoying DJ up on stage playing out songs we could all sing to to pass time.The annoying this is that the songs were played the house-music way.I HATE HOUSE MUSIC!

We waited for so long but we just couldn't leave coz the reason we were all there was to watch Tokio Hotel perform in the first place.Some stupid DJ playing annoying house music was bearable for about 30 minutes or so although it caused me so much pain.I almost damaged my ears!

FINALLY,when Bill Kaulitz and his crew took over the stage,everything was just awesome!They played us a whole bunch of songs which personally,made me very VERY happy ^_^ I know that they sang a bunch of songs from their latest album-Humanoid which I haven't completed revising but I sang the other songs they played......in Deutsch :) I can't help it,I not only prefer them singing in Deutsch but I have been listening to their songs in that language all this while.I can only sing World Behind My Wall in English.I keep singing Automatisch instead of Automatic!

*Shu and I were super happy that Bill decided to sing Durch Den Monsun in Deutsch! ^_^ We totally sang along!

Anyways,they played about 10 songs and THEY WERE AWESOME!That is all I can say about them and their performance!We were informed that they'll be back in Malaysia for a project they'll be working on with MTV real soon!I anticipate a competition or somesort to obtain passes for that particular visit of theirs ;)

In the meantime,Shu and I need to catch up on our sleep and definitely REST!I think we're gonna have body aches real soon.I am especially worry about Shu coz he carried me for quite a bit through out the 4-hour live performance!We smelled like shit by the time the night was over but we were super happy and super glad that we went to see them all live ^_^

rectifying the shooting of the 15 year old kid incident

Media played a huge part in getting the shit all mixed up.A criminal law student who read the police report of the witness of that incident said that the boy was wrong.He got a call to go get someone so he stole his mum's car which was already an offence and when the police were notified of the stolen vehicle,they went after him and he must have panicked and drove off really fast and apparently,he hit a motorcyclist and later jumped a few red lights.The police had to do something coz the kid was out of control.When the police shot the tire of the vehicle,he didn't stop.Instead,he drove off really fast.Of course,jumping red lights is a big no no coz accidents happen at junctions where the traffic lights are posted to avoid the accidents from taking place.IF the boy HAD read up the laws of driving he SHOULD have known that driving without a license is a major offense and endangering the public is definitely an offense.

UNFORTUNATELY.......the police HAD to do something to protect the public so he shot the driver WITHOUT knowing that the driver was a minor.

I kinda thought something was wrong in the news.Of course,the whole issue about the boy being a minor could have easily been manipulated.And NO,there was NO parang in the car.MAYBE the people who were involved with boy were the ones who put the parang in the car.Nobody knows.

Underage driving is an offense.

Stealing a car is an offense.

Running down innocent people is an offense.

Jumping red light(s) is an offense.

NOT pulling over when the police tell you to is an offense.

Endangering the public by driving recklessly is an offense.

I'm sorry that the kid had to die that way.It was unfortunate.

why JAWI?

Strange if it stands for Jabatan Agama Islam Wilayah Persekutuan.......not sure what half of the acronyms stand for anymore these days.Especially things pertaining to religious departments.Well,I sure am the same old lost KL-lite I've been all this while.I seriously thought JAWI was on Jalan Ampang only to realize (and foundout) that the weird shaped building on that road is actually Tabung Haji..........

Anywho,we made it to JAWI thanks to Shu.Memo this,upon submitting the nikah forms,both,bride and groom (to-be) MUST be present.According to my jurunikah ,the wali was supposed to be present as well back then.Oh yeah,and we had to pay MYR25.Not sure what for but I didn't think they would have accepted credit/debit cards :/

Shu and I were giggling and later laughing at the faces of the officers in charge when they read all 3 of our forms.We all share the same house address.Well,Shu is after all staying with me at my place and we were told that it is best to keep our addresses within the district to make things easier.I suppose it would be easier for them AND us coz otherwise,they'd have to contact the Terengganu state authorities to process our papers.

Still......we submitted our forms early by about 5 weeks or so.I'm paranoid when it comes to bureaucratic shit.It could go wrong at the very last minute and then cause us more problems later on.Well,we made it anyways.

P.S. I was asking Shu is Islamic architectures were supposed to have pathways and signboards that leads nowhere.Just a thought........

the good,the bad,the ugly

I've been surrounded by people,girls whom might have had their share on horrible things down the relationship road that they no longer see the good in relationships anymore.I don't blame them for not wanting to try or take another chance ever again.Maybe it's coz experiences are never the same no matter how similar they may be.Our tolerance levels are different.Some of us can take it twice as hard and some of us can't even pass half of what a heartbreak is.

I wouldn't know where I stand but I never will find out coz I could say I was heartbroken before and I could say that I was close to giving it all up.All I know is that it's not as easy as any words could say.You can't read shit like this from books.No one can tell you what your next step should be.No one can tell you where you stand.

I would have to agree with Shu when he said people who write books about relationship doesn't know shit about it.Advice only applies within a time limit which is the time period it is asked for.Not before.Not after.What should be done at the time would be the time to take in the advice.As far as I am concerned,they are just thoughts or point of views or opinions of others.

I've lived long enough having to bear with negative opinions about relationships and I do understand that most women in my family history has gone about it the wrong way.I'm not saying I know better than them.I'm just saying let me learn.Let me make mistakes.You can't keep me from hurting coz that is all part of nature.I did get my heart broken once or twice but that won't stop me from trying again.It does take a while for me to get myself back together but I kept going and trying and finally,I landed on the decision to settle down.

What ever happens after this has not been written down yet.My sisters and relatives and people I know say all kinds of things to me.Some of them try to demotivate me.Some of them try to change my mind and perspective.They forget that they do not speak for me.They don't know me and they don't know what it's like to be me.I've made decisions which are similar to theirs but I am not them.People should stop being pessimists or they would have let their entire lives pass them by without them living it.

all things pertaining to wedding preparations has been put to a halt

Coz I wanna go see TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!!!!!

MUST BEG,STEAL or KILL FOR THEM PASSES!!!!!!!

furniture shopping

Got up late as usual.I think we were both tired from the weekend activities.While I was at the course,Shu decided to get some more things done back at our place nearby.He was repairing the drill holes for the curtains.I have no idea who did it before we moved in but it was super senget !WTF?!.........

Anywho,we've been measuring and remeasuring the width and length of each section of our place coz we're gonna start moving in furnitures real soon.We were supposed to look for shoe racks and a sofa but we ended up getting a display cabinet and a tv cabinet instead :p We ALMOST splurged on mattress but decided not to in the end coz we'd have no place to put it YET!

Kecik is smelly!

6 weeks and counting down

After checking the calendar last night,I realized that we only have about 6 weeks left before our wedding.That's about 42 days!

Our plans have been sped up but still,hopefully we have tied all the loose ends already.Planning to get our photoshoot done next weekend.The pre-wedding photoshoot.I've been talking to Shu about some concepts I have in mind.He seems to like it ^_^

We HAVE to go to JAWI to get our forms settled ASAP!

I've spent the weekend attending a crash course on teaching business English.Met some really nice people whom I think I shall be speaking to very soon.It was tiring but I had a blast.It was definitely a CRASH COURSE!Hahaha!Been doing way too much in the last 24 hours or so that I can hardly think anymore.

ONE LAST THING I MUST REMEMBER IS TO SEND OUT THE INVITATIONS AS SOON AS WE GET THEM!

lurve her style!

while I was getting stressed out over shitloads of things

I failed to realize how different the world I once lived in has evolved and changed drastically.I am sensitive about certain things and I am aware at how many things may have gotten out of hand and I am definitely aware of the changes it has brought to many other things in life in general.

Seriously,I think I am going to stay focused from now on.I have to prioritize and stop thinking about what should and could be and start doing what can be done.

I seriously have LESS THAN 2 FREAKIN' MONTHS till my big day and I am going through and re-going through all items on the to-do-list.Sometimes,there are more items on it and that would scare the shit outta me!

And in the midst of all this,people have been asking me if I think that my hair is too short or if it would grow long enough in time.......*sigh*

I'd happily worry about getting pedicure and manicure!My nails are horrible looking!My toe nails,that is.I'm not allowed to do serious running shit or workout routines coz I cannot afford to get major injuries which usually happens coz sometimes I'm not looking where I'm going.

And of course,badminton is another sport that seems to give me hell.It looks like a safe sport but it's not.At least not to me.I once injured myself from shuttlecocks getting smashed into my face and body.I've had the experience of the shuttlecock going straight into my eye.Luckily,it did not blind me.But it hurt a whole lot.

Anywho,I always injure myself and these days,my health isn't at its best.I think I'm gonna have to chillax a bit more at home ;)

went to the hair salon to get my hair trimmed......

......I am aware that I have already chopped off about 10 inches of my hair already but I just needed a little bit more edge to it so I went ahead and splurged a whole lot on my hair today ^_^

Juanna (the hair stylist) said that I've lost weight.A LOT.Haha!It's definitely my stress level.It's fucked up pretty much most of what's left of my system.Hell,I can't even look up properly when I walk coz the world would start spinning!And yes,I still pass for a secondary school girl when I don't dress up :/

I try to look my age most of the time.It's just hard to do.So I'd do it in times of need like if I need to get into movies which requires me to look old enough then I'd dress my age.Then again,it may not be what I wear.

ANYWHO!I have problems sleeping these days.AGAIN.Maybe it's the heat.But half the times I'm freezing.This is getting strange.I should call the Ghosbusters!

happy birthday Po Chi Lam!

Hahahahah!

My sister spent the night at home and we were laughing so hard last night over the dumbest things.She still insists that I bring out the worst insanity of her.Oh well.

It's her birthday today.She's 22......I think.My folks decided to take everyone out for brunch.Was almost late for our movie date at noon-ish.I think I'm gonna take my sister to either Bobbi Brown or Make Up For Ever for a birthday treat.

Anywho,I didn't eat during brunch coz I wasn't hungry.I got hungry after the movie.Just then,my mum called Shu to tell him that there has been some changes in plans and that Qarim wanted to join us since he was bored and wanted to get something at the mall anyways.Rushed home to get some things to be brought to our place later after that.

I needed to vacuum the apartment badly coz it was super dusty so we chucked the vacuum into the car.We=Qarim,Shu and I.Grabbed some more things to be brought to the apartment and headed off to Subang.BAAAAD TIMING!I completely forgot that it's a week day so we got caught in traffic jams and stuff.I drove all the way there for the first time ever!

*Managed to get Qarim addicted to the Sims 3!

Shu and I got hooked to the new Ford Fiesta.I'd happily get that car over any Japanese car!The fact that it is smaller and way cuter than the Ford Focus makes it awesome!AND........they come in manual transmission as well!YEY!

hatred for cyclists

I was gonna run down a bunch of cyclists who were cycling at the side of the road.I wonder if these people are aware of the rules of "SINGLE FILE"?! Dah la tanak use the pedestrian/bicycle lane!Pastu nak nak obstruct traffic!

AND.....I hate it when people do NOT STOP at a junction!

Anywho,Shu and I couldn't stop singing out loud KYLE'S MUM IS A STUPID BITCH (in D minor) I kept telling him that if I ever had to deal with the people he'd be dealing with in the future,I'd end up passing racist statements and swearing BIG TIME!Hahahahahaha!!!!!We've been listing out really awful words and sometimes it gets loud and we'd forget we're in public places.Either ways,it would make us laugh our heads off.

Anywho,we got Bedah a maze yesterday.I was hoping so much that she'd be happy about it so that she can walk about without being disturbed or attacked by Kecik or Snow Bear.She's NOT happy with it.In fact,she'd get worked up and angry and starts rolling around,scratching and biting the walls.She looked furious.She can't even climb up the tunnels.WTF?!Have I spoiled her completely?!

I've spoiled Kecik......no wait!Kak Yah spoiled Kecik!Snow Bear is spoiled by my parents :p

not hate but not love

I know that when I first splurged out on cosmetics,I totally splurged out on M.A.C. stuffs like primer and powder foundation and mineralized skin finish natural powder but that was before I explored the world of Make Up For Ever and Bobbi Brown.I must say,I do prefer liquid foundation a whole lot more.I've been alternating from Bobbi Brown's skin foundation to Make Up For Ever's HD foundation ever so often and I am beginning to love these liquid products more.

I love Bobbi Brown's natural coverage.It doesn't make me look like I'm wearing make up AT ALL which is good since my skin isn't perfect at all.Also,Bobbi Brown's concept of using the moisturizer which has some protection against the sun and stuff is also used as a primer makes it a whole lot easier for me to work with.Currently,I am finishing up the sample of the brightening face lotion with spf50.So far,I have not had problems with it although it does smell like sun block lotion.I lurve their concealer!

I love MUFE's HD liquid foundation only because it is super light that I don't feel like I have anything on at all.Since it does not have any protection against the sun,I'd put it on at night.It has a matte finishing so I don't look all shiny.I also lurve their loose powder.It doesn't have super light coverage like the HD translucent powder but it has a tint of color which makes it blend nicely.

I think if I'm gonna splurge next time,it would definitely be on any of these 2 brands ^_^

rocking the jungle

We're done with carrying the big loads from Shu's apartment in Bangi all the way to our new place in Subang.Yes,HUGE things like a bed,a computer,a computer monitor,a desk and a big bundle of laundry.AND we carried them all to the top floor and survived!YEY!

We've also put up the curtains in the lounge area so we have more privacy now.Oh yes,and the computer is all set up as well.We have one room which only needs a single mattress to be ready to be moved into.Yey!

Seriously,the place is in great condition to be moved into.We just need furnitures and probably a stove and stuff.The study room is by far the most used room in the apartment since we got the place.The littlest room is always opened coz we put things in it and stuff.The master bedroom is the emptiest right now.

We've been making good timing so far in going to Subang from either TTDI or Bangi.Traffic is alright.I think the only thing that seems to slow us down are the traffic lights.OH!We met one of our soon-to-be neighbors.He offered Shu his umbrella when Shu needed to make a quick run to the car.He lives on the same floor as us.He welcomed us to the new place with a smile when we thanked him ^_^

I am so BUYING a unit there soon!Hahahahaha!!!!!!

finding similarities

Talking and singing are totally different!Like milky way and mars!Like totally 2 different shit!

Singing does not require me to think AT ALL.I just get my ass up on stage and sing.It's no biggie.Make sure the guitars are tuned and the sounds from all the instruments are balanced and the MOST important thing is to make sure I can hear myself (or not) and on with the show.

I noticed HOWEVER,the moment I THINK,I'd totally mess up the lyrics.So yeah,no thinking.Just do it!Haha!

Talking to a bunch of people freaks the shit outta me!I get nervous and scared just thinking about having to speak up front of a whole bunch of people whom I have never met before.Firstly,I'd have to be prepared.That takes a whole lot of effort and I am definitely NOT the type of person to put in a 110% into doing things coz it would usually just jynx everything and eventually it would mess up.

The last couple of months,however,have been very different.Challenging.Frustrating.Tiring.But for some strange reason,I kept going and before I knew it,it was all over.Hah!I was actually getting the hang of it.Who would have thought I could pull it off?I did.

I guess there's a first time for everything.Seriously,trying to let everyone know who is in charge is never in my nature.I'm more of the type of person who'd let my actions do the talking and what ever the hell you wanna think about it comes later.For some strange reason,I had to take charge only coz I had to and I did.Well,it was more of me trying to help out but I was running against time which was making things super impossible for me to do but I did all that I could.

I've been on a break and recently,I had my first try at something similarly new.I made mistakes.Learned from them.Hopefully,I'll do better next time ;)

I'm down to doing anything new ^_^