between days and nights..........

Ever since I start work,my life cycle has been shifted upside down.As the rest of the world are preparing to go to sleep,I am on my way to work.The parking spaces are always empty coz while I am pulling into the parking space at home,everyone else is about to leave for work.I've gotten the hang of it.I just can't sleep at night anymore.

So far,I have no complains regarding everything.I just wanna learn and I'm pushing my limits as much as I can.Everything is new to me.It's like I've started a new chapter in my life.I wouldn't wanna jynx anything so I'm not gonna pass remarks or comment on anything.Not yet.

Rest In Peace Bedah...........

I have never cried so much.Not as much as I did yesterday.I was cleaning out Bedah and Patrick's house and I saw Bedah lying on the floor of the place.She was sick.Her eyes were opened and she looked like she had difficulty breathing.I brought her out.I was hoping she'd jump up and start running around but she didn't.I kept asking her get better but she didn't.Finally,Shu decided to take her to the vet.

We went to a nearby vet.The nurse there said sometimes we should just give the hamster some glucose water and they'll be fine.I couldn't even get her to drink,how the hell was I supposed to give her glucose water?!The vet took a look at her and had no clue wtf was going on.All he could derive was that it looked as though something was wrong with her lungs.He gave her a shot of some medication and he told us to wait.

We made a few stops on our way home coz we needed to get dinner.Bedah never made it home.She died in the car and I saw her take her last breath.It was almost 7pm at the time.I had to be at work at about 8:30pm.I didn't want to go to work but after a while I sobered up and went anyways.It's not like staying at home could bring her back.

I miss her a lot and I'm going to miss her.I'd usually scream out "BEDAH!!!!!" whenever we come home.Now,I can't do that anymore :( She's the smartest hamster I've ever known and she was family.

while Fashion Week is on..........

We were celebrating Hari Raya.It was quite a rush coz we only spent 4 days in Terengganu and I have already started work.I work from 9pm to 6am local time.It's quite a change and I've been absorbing so much that my brain was running on OT.

I had a blast anyways..........during Hari Raya,that is.I have no kampung.I was chasing cows and blowing up mercuns.It was all fun ^_^ I was hanging around with Shu's sister Aina and littlest brother Azizi.Managed to see Kak Long and Azura before we left at the airport.

Managed to lepak a while with Shu's cousins Fakhri,Hafiz,Ikhwan and Mutaqim.I lurve Shu's grandfolks' house they live in.It's this old skool wooden house.I lurve it so damn much!That was also the place I was chasing this cow in the semak.It was minding its own business but I just wanted to see a cow up close.Freaked at the point when it spotted me.

Note to self:Cows does NOT ONLY go after people in red :/

We wanted to pack up a whole lot of fire crackers but we didn't want to risk it coz we were gonna take a flight home.Hahahahahaha!I was crying on the plane home coz there was a turbulence.I HATE TURBULENCES!!!It was probably NOT as horrible as it would have been on a boeing 737.

Aku cium lantai sebaik sahaja kapal terbang mendarat!HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!

the thin line between racism and rage

I'm a Malay and I am a racist towards Malays.I am naturally this way.Maybe it's coz 90% of the Malays I come across are brainless.I used to not think that it's a natural thing but now I do.It's proven.Malays with cash is irritating.Not that I think they shouldn't have cash.I just think that they tend to want things others have but they don't have the intelligence to own them and therefore they'd annoy other people whom are considerate beings.

Shu and I have no mercy towards people who do not appreciate our civic-minded-ness.We are considerate people but we have limits.We play nice most of the time.The Big Guy up there installed this thing called a conscience in my head but I won't deny that I have limitations.If you are too stupid then you just gotta learn like a stupid person in the most basic way.

I don't carry dynamites.Sometimes I wish I do.I've always wanted a gun.Hell,I wish everyday that I'd be God someday so that I can put an end to human beings and save everything else from having to come across such moronic beings.

Anywho,I bet a whole lot of people would have died if I ever had weapons.Less people means less problems......right?

I never thought I'd live to the day when I actually come across an idiot who is so stupid that we'd have to physically do something just to teach them a lesson.......that is,IF they ever learn at all.If they can't even react to civilized means of warnings,I'd say they don't have brains at all.SO.........despite wanting to just destroy the very problem itself (the idiot himself),we had to resort to wrecking (not entirely) their car ^_^

Think about it,if you can't be taught the way most people learn,then we'd just have to go down to your level of thinking to get the message through......right?

No hard feelings aye ;)

Cheers!

minus-one?

Hahahahaha!

I've always thought I sound a wee bit like a mouse everytime I sing.......which is probably......true!

Hahahahahaha!!!!!

I have no idea how everyone else keeps up with me!

Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Anywho.......we just got out from an awesome recording studio somewhere in Damansara Perdana.Excellent,EXCELLENT equipments!I mean,seriously......those mics!TOTAL AWESOMENESS!!!!

Ok....ok.......words........

We started recording at around 10pm-ish.Played the songs according to the playlist we discussed just before we started recording.Maya was the first song on the list coz it was our ballad.I never realized how distracting and tough it is to record with the headphones on when it captures EVERY sound in the room......including my bandmate's whispers!After a while,we decided to just record everything live WITHOUT the vocals.......

Tough!VERY tough!

I can never pay attention without singing so I sorta did but it wasn't into the microphone.

Then again,I messed up pretty much most of the lyrics tonight.That sucked.I forgot to sing the 2nd verse.Distracted.I kept looking for Shu!He went downstairs for a bit and didn't get back up and then I realized that the doors downstairs were really secured.Someone's gotta open it from the inside.That was what kept him.He went to get me some water <3>

AWW.........

Anywho,after I stopped messing up my parts from not singing,Kamal,Rashid and Ayie began messing up their parts as well.I was actually giving myself a pat on the back for not messing up my riffs and that was when it happened.We were ALMOST at the end of Wake Up and Kamal stops playing and said he totally messed up.Rashid was screaming out coz he said that was the best he's played all night.

*sigh*

We did the entire song 3 times......oh,4 times,I think!Hahahaha!Batak's computer had errors for one of the recordings so we had to do it all again.It all turned out pretty well in the end.The end product was awesome.Now,I gotta try recording my vocals to complete the songs ^_^

Patrick

Finally got Bedah a friend......a housemate........someone whom she can supposedly relate to.......

Well.......we went ahead to a pet store and got Patrick.He's small.Smaller than Bedah.Half her size.That's coz we've had Bedah for quite some time now and she's kinda been on her own and stuff and all the hamsters at the pet stores are usually sold when they're still babies.

It was tough trying to get them to like each other coz Patrick was stuck in a small plastic container for a few hours already and he's probably hungry and Bedah is just territorial.SO.......after breakfast,Shu and I decided to run some tests before letting them move in together.

We put them both in a box and let them get to know eachother for a bit.Meanwhile,we cleaned up Bedah's original house.Scrubbed every inch of the floor and walls with soap and stuff.Oh,the wheel too!We had to make sure that every inch of the place doesn't smell like Bedah.

Finally,we moved them both in.They seem to be getting along fine.........well,except the fact that Bedah is a bit of a bully.A huge bully.Literally huge too.She pushes Patrick around and coz he squeaks a whole lot,it makes a lot of noise.A lot more than when Bedah was running around on her own.They're fine.Patrick makes a lot of noise even when Bedah is not near him :/

more pregnancy test kits.........

In case any MORE people are wondering.........I'm not pregnant.Not yet.Not anytime soon.I'd like to stay this way for at least a year since Shu and I got married.We're enjoying the house to ourselves.Having Kecik over a few times was way out of control.The little guy wanted more attention than any kid could ever ask for.I got a headache from trying to keep him out of trouble!Seriously!

It's also stressed out for Shu and I from having to always check that we're never out of rubber!It's just safety precautions.Better safe than sorry......right?

Everyone's been asking if I was feeling alright or I was getting sick from time to time and stuff........

I'm fine.We're fine.I gotta get meself a gynecologist!

In the meantime.........I'm just trying to find ways to boost my immune system!

Subang Jaya,Tropicana,Kota Damansara,Uptown DU,TTDI

First and foremost,Shu's guppies have babies now!YEYNESS!!!!!

Well,we were supposed to go jamming at about 10pm-ish last night at Blues Bred.Since Kamal's car broke down,he needed help to get around so he called Shu.We went ahead to get him at his workplace in Tropicana.Then,we drove him back to his place toget his guitars and stuff and then we headed straight to the studio.

Rashid was already at the mamak there when we arrived.Ayie arrived shortly after we got there.Sat down for a bit and had some drinks and stuff.At about 10:30pm-ish,we headed up to the studio.Foundout that the band playing in the studio at the time wanted to play till 11pm so we did more waiting around.

Tried to get our guitars tuned while waiting.My E string machine head is a bit loose.That was pretty fucked up.But then again,I hardly touch the guitar (even for minor servicing!) when I don't need to use it since I don't even own an amp.SHEEEEESH!And I call meself a guitarist?!

So yeah,we finally managed to practise.For most of our songs,we don't need much practise.For Mental Vacation however,eversince Rashidinsky changed the tempo/beat every other time we played,we have a hard time playing the default way.It's even harder to play when I keep fucking up the damn words to the songs!I can't think when I sing or I'm just gonna screw up every word I say!

For example :Instead of saying "so this is how it feels.....to let it go......." I ALMOST said "so this is how it feels......to fall in love......" and I was gonna sing it like a show tune :/

Anywho,after jamming,Shu and I were supposed to meet up with my folks for a bit so we did.Headed over to a mamak in TTDI and had some more drinks with my folks and Azim.After that,we sent Kamal back to his place in Kota Damansara and we headed home.

I think we only slept at about 3 or 4am >.<

Long night.......very long night..........

laughing our socks off

Was at the mall in Subang the other night heading over to The Coffee Bean for a late night drink.Heard an annoying honking from a car parked along the road side nearby.The car was parked along the yellow lines (in case people don't know this,the yellow line indicates NO STOPPING) which obviously also means no parking.But idiots being idiots,this idiot was parked there and some other idiot parked beside that car,blocking it from getting out.Hence,the honking.Of course,that would annoy the crap out of other people who happens to be there.

Hey!Ya know what else indicates Malaysian-ness?Zebra crossings (Pedestrian crossings) Before crossing on the line,you gotta look left and right coz Malaysian drivers don't stop for pedestrians to cross.You gotta stop for them.Hell,they don't even stop at traffic lights so why bother?

I am surprised that we know how to queue :D eventhough some of us are still not used to it,the majority is able to do it ^_^

Despite the fact that local cars are not as stable as most cars are supposed to be,Malaysian drivers still fail to slow down at turnings or stay in their respective lanes while steering the damn thing called a car.Then again,most European cars are stable but the drivers are so used to staying on the line instead of staying in their lanes,they'd still drive in the middle of the road at turnings.Are these people aware of the fact that they are driving into other people's lanes?

Do these people know of the existence of the side mirror?Do they know how to use it?Most local cars may not come with air bags and stuff but sure come with side mirrors..........ya know.......that thing........sticking outside your car?............

Hahahaha!

I was laughing at an idiot at the Gas Station the other day.He absent minded-ly picked up the wrong nozzle and put it back and picked up the other one.Of course the damn thing won't work.You've already reset the whole thing the moment you put the nozzle back.How long have the self-service thingy been going on again?

stuffed

Usually,when I get up in the morning and I find Shu missing,I'd freak out coz it's either I completely passed out and didn't get up in time to see him off to work or he might have had an emergency and didn't tell me nothing coz I was dead asleep......or something.........

I get headaches a lot since radhaman.I'm not used to functioning in the day without food.I don't usually eat after dark so that usually leaves me with endless tummy cramps and an awful lot of headache!SHIT!ME HATES IT!!!

So we were at my aunt's place today coz she wanted to cook and wanted some company.My uncle was there and so were them kitties.Haha!Dark round furballs running around the house.It's pretty funny considering the mom-kitty is a siamese mix persian.She's so cute ^_^

Oh yeah,Shu and I FINALLY went to the radhaman bazaar near our place today for the first time EVER!!!!!And for the first time,we didn't have much to clean up in the kitchen today coz we didn't cook.Well,we did have to clear some things up earlier in the day coz we defrosted the freezer last night.Yup,our refrigerator is squeeky clean now ^_^ not forgetting that we sorta had to throw out some stuff that's gone bad.

I completely fucked up one of my favorite outfits by getting it stained with some red dye from another top.WTF was I thinking?!!

where the wild things are.......

I luuuuuurve that movie!

ShiPoopi!

Went out to Piccolo Mondo the other night.It was supposed to be a treat for Shu coz it was his birthday.I wanted to get some real Italian pizza but the place didn't turn out to be like how it was......not the way I remembered it......all those years ago........but the pizza is still as awesome as ever!!!

We walked around Bukit Bintang and saw some street performers and stuff.Really awesome things.

Yesterday,I finally got Shu the huge aquarium he's always wanted.........and some guppies too.......oh yeah,I got some non-guppies and called them Zoey and Flo.They're funny.Shu's guppies are bubble addicts.The neon little dudes are weird.We're probably gonna get some more fish in the near future ^_^

Oh yeah,I was supposed to get Bedah a friend but I haven't gotten around to it just yet :/

Damn!My head is splitting!I hate getting up way too early in the day and having to do a test before my head starts up properly >.<>

SHIT!!!

I need to defrost the freezer when I get home later.Been putting it off for a while..........

shipoopi!shipoopi!SHIPOOPI!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iZarUHt04

Hello,world........today,me had some friends over for breakfast.........Yumi-chan.........Sarah-chan.......and.......Awin-chan......yup,we had them over for breakfast..........

Foxburr-san wanted to cook coz it's just something we like doin' much.Yup....we do.We like cookin' very much......

So cooked.........yup.....we did........

Haha!

Oh damn!WTF?!

They arrived early......like 7pm-ish.Still,coz we were talking and stuff,we actually forgot to check the time and we were a bit late for breakfast.We had a blast eitherways.Shu made tomyummy......this time I think he got the ingredients right ^_^ I'm no tomyum expert but he super lurved the tomyum this time around.

We didn't have seafood today coz I was getting sick from all that seafood some days ago.Not in a negative way.I just had a little too much of it lately.We did have some really awesome seafood over in Port Klang a couple of days ago.Shu's been wanting to take me there since last month but we've never gone about it so we finally did.DAMN!Those seafood were AWESOME!!!!!!!

Anyways,I was craving for something other than seafood the day after so we decided to work with poultry and meat ^_^

Apart from Tomyum,we had some chicken in soy sauce and some stir fried meat.Yes,Yumi-chan noticed an awful lot of chillies in our dishes.We have a stash of dried chillies and some blended ones we lurve so damn much to throw into anything we cook.

Haha!I was so promoting the Sims 3 to Yumi and Awin coz they too are sims addicts.Yeah,our computer is completely empty just so that we can play the game without it lagging on us.

I hope no one got sick from anything they ate at our place last night.That's not good for business ya know! ;)

P.S.:Sarah......remember NOT to watch Chloe in the presence of your little siblings or your folks ;)

Shipoopi!

was in Cyberjaya early this morning.......

As we were leaving for home,we saw some dudes in uniforms trying to tow a car that was not parked in a proper parking lot.Offense?He wasn't parked in a proper lot.........although.......he really wasn't blocking anyone.Did these dudes know that there might have been a slight chance that the car owner was desperate for a job and was running late for an interview at a nearby office?What if.......there were more parking lots outside?Maybe he would have been spared from having to pay the damn fine.

I was gonna say some things to them dudes but I decided to just walk away instead.They were probably having a hard time trying to tow the car anyways.What's the point of towing a car that wasn't even blocking traffic?It's fucking Cyberjaya for God's sake!Ya know......the place where there are plenty of space but not enough people???

just sayin'

If they really meant "building cars,people first"they should have opted to put airbags in all their cars at the very least.......right?Especially when it has become a known fact that 95% of the drivers of these cars are a bunch of idiots whom have no idea how far the capacity of their cars can go and still insists on pushing the limit and eventually getting other people killed........

ridin'

I haven't been on a motorbike for since that time I was trying to learn to get my motorbike license.Ok,I did ride the scooter with Shu when we were in Terengganu.That was automatic.It didn't have any gears.Haha!

Shu wanted to kill time the other day while we were in TTDI so he decided to take me on a motorbike ride to the Radhaman bazaar.I was super paranoid at first.I kept telling him to slow down and not run over any sandy surfaces on the road in case we slip and fall.

On our way back from the bazaar,I was starting to get used to the whole bike-riding feeling.......so I screamed "PENIS!" every now and then when passing by people on the road :D

ways to get disturbed

Watch the movie Chloe ^_^

buka-ing puasa-ness

My folks said they were gonna come to the house for breakfast today (Saturday).I didn't think my grandma and my uncle were gonna turn up as well.Shu did invite my uncle but I didn't expect my grandma to come along.It was probably the worst flights of stairs she had ever had to climb up but she's always wanted to come to our place and now she has ^_^

Shu and I are just suckers for home cooked food.OUR home cooked food.We just want to cook no matter what.We also enjoy grocery shopping a lot.I think Shu might have been influenced by me coz I'd go crazy in a grocery store/supermarket/hypermarket/markets in general :p

Today,Shu and I prepared 4 dishes.1 of which turned out disastrous but edible nonetheless.Shu cooked salted fish Kai Lan.And then,I helped him prepare squids in soy sauce.I wanted to make crispy fried shrimps and our last minute addition to the menu was the sweet and sour fish (nuggets)<---that didn't turn out so well.Azim was the first one to complain.Haha!

Everyone prayed in the rooms.We told my mum to bring a couple of prayer mats coz we only have 2 of those.My mum and my uncle lurves the place.They said they wanna come again to just hang out (without my grandma and my dad).Maybe next time I should just throw a random tea party ;)

Azim wanted to sleep over so we told him to bring his things along.We took him out to Kampung Baru coz we do that a lot.Left the house at about 11pm and got home at about 2am.Of course,I made sure he ate so that we won't have to worry much about sahur later.He said that Kg Baru was like some downtown whereby people could get shot.Well,my brother doesn't get around very much.Anywhere hectic is a downtown to him :/

plans?

Since I am currently getting nowhere,I figured I should do what I should have been doing all this while before I lose my sanity and really turn into one of my sims (no,not the crazy gay ones who'd marry foreigners from different parts of the world).Shu finally said to me that I should just get into an art school and do what I've always wanted to do.

Honestly,I thought teaching was something I wanted to do once upon a life.......my life plans changed almost instantly from the very first class I taught.After a while,I realized that I did it only because I was influenced to do so.I had no directions in life.Hell,I never even wanted to get into a university!Especially NOT IIUM!Of all hell my mum wanted to put me through,I survived 6 years of my life there.

Seriously,I enjoyed philosophy and theology classes a lot.Other times,apart from meeting really interesting people from all walks of life,I just wanted to get the hell away from the place.Regardless if I had the certs or not.I almost got myself kicked out only to end my miseries.That didn't work out much.

I am going to take up art courses.I finally realized this after all this while.Now,I don't even wanna do my masters coz the only reason I wanted to do it was to enable me a permanent job in teaching.Once again,my life plan changes drastically.

I miss my crazy furball kiddies :/

these are not the droids you are looking for

I really would like to try saying that to the police or something if I ever her stopped or pulled over :p or something along the lines of "why don't you burn in hell?!"

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!

Shu and I are the worst people to be fasting on the first day of radhaman.....ramadhan.......HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!We've been in the house the WHOLE DAY!I was simming every now and then.Shu fell asleep once in a while.We'd take turns on simming coz apparently I got him hooked to the Sims 3 World Adventure ^_^ And he's got a thing with designing and decorating homes :D

We were cooking at about 6:30pm-ish.Had a huge breakfast.I was running super low on sugar :/

Shu says that I am beginning to look,sound and behave like my sims these days.......not quite sure if that is a good thing.

In the real world,I seem to be plotting and contemplating on the creation of chaos.It's strange.All I ever wanna do is make people go against eachother.........starting fights and riots in the community........In Hinduism,I must be the God of destruction ^_^

feline ish

Apple is in heat.Like crazily.She's constantly running after Kecik whom had already been castrated.She'd chase him to the extent that he's gotta hide in my parents' bedroom!And Snow Bear hates her guts.He's the only eligible male to provide Apple with some assistance with her problem but he refuses to go near her or lets her come near.Well,he literally smacked her in the face the other day :/