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Monday, November 26, 2012

change

As we get older, our views towards a lot of things change. Most of the time, we hope its for the better. Many years ago, my sister and I would sit somewhere (probably a mamak) and just chat away about our views and opinions about many things pertaining to our lives. We were always in agreement with one another eventhough it may not be up to the same degree. She had always been the humanitarian and I've been an animal lover all my life.

We'd talk about our brothers, our parents, our family and the people that we love. I remember us talking about comfort zones and how difficult it is for one to change and eventually leave one part of their lives in order to move on into the unknown. We were young and still living with our parents and having to sell the house and my dad losing his job was the biggest change we'd ever had to go through because it was all that we've ever known. Alongside that was also the issue of the world of politics which was constantly pestering us as we don't share the same political views with our parents. Either ways, we've always had each other.

Years later, I got married and moved out and started living a completely different life. I was adjusting to a lot of things in the last couple of years and so was my sister. It's funny how I always thought she'd be the first one to marry and not me. Anywho, her decision to further her studies in Australia separated us for a bit and when I got pregnant, I felt like it wasn't the same when I'd go to my mum's and have pregnancy chats and she's not around. Little did I know was that in the couple of years whereby I was busy getting myself adjusted to my new life and all, she too was going through a spiritual path.

When she came back last week, we finally met up and just chatted at a nearby cafe. Yes, we were talking about the changes we were going through. Yes, we are still on the same page. We just have much more difficult problems at hand. Delicate problems. But we are willing to work together on sorting things out for the sake of our family.

The last thing we talked about before calling it a day was how good Shu had been to me as a husband and as great support. She liked the idea that I married my best friend and that marriage didn't change our friendship and instead, it made us open up to one another even more. I hope she'll find someone who will share her dreams and views and would take good care of her ^_^ I love my sister.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

for dear life

I am aware that mortality is something we can never fight or predict and should the world end before we'd ever get to meet, I just want to tell you that we had been waiting for you for so long that it feels like forever.
I am willing to go through the pain just to know that you are alright and that I would do anything for you.
We love you with all our hearts even though our brief meetings had only been in dreams.

Thursday, November 08, 2012

4D scan

Went for our 6th month check up today. Got a Tetanus shot. My gynea laughed at me for being so blur. Later on, we headed over to a polyclinic in SK to get a 4D scan done. It was exciting! ^_^




Thursday, October 25, 2012

moments


  • Before I discovered I was pregnant, I thought I was putting weight and that I couldn't fit into my jeans anymore :p
  • As my tummy grow bigger, I feel funny whenever I realize that I can't see my toes anymore.
  • I have awkward sleeping position issues now that my tummy is so much bigger than before.
  • When I first felt the baby kicking, I was sitting on the single chair in the house in Bangi watching TV. I thought my tummy was popping like gastric.
  • My baby kicks the hardest when I am about to relax or doze off to sleep.
  • Shu has only felt the baby kicking once. It was a really strong kick.
  • I cried when I first heard the baby's heartbeat during an ultrasound while I was hospitalized.
  • The baby was jumping all the time during the first few times I had an ultrasound.
  • My first trimester didn't go too well but everytime I thought I was dying and went to the hospital to check on the baby, he is jumping and fine.

saying goodbye

2 years is most probably the most commitment I have ever given when it comes to work. All seems good on the surface but I am slowly decaying of boredom. I don't know if I did it all myself or if it is someone else's fault but I just need to get away from all this and do something completely new. I feel like my mind cannot expand being there. The same people I encounter would be talking about the same old things no matter how many times I've suggested solutions for them even though I didn't have to.

I seem to have that effect on people. Everyone just stops by at my cubicle and start talking to me about their problems regardless if its work related or personal. At times, I really don't mind but if you come back over and over with the same problem, it tends to get annoying. If a lot of other people have managed to move on, why can't you? I must admit, getting sick and getting things done from home has given me a lot of space for myself and not have to get engaged with annoying conversations anymore.

Again, I am not sure if my decision to leave is solely based on my boredom of working in an office environment or if it is caused by other individuals. Sometimes the lines are blurry. I have my own problems to think about and I just refuse to be found. Hahahaha..........Does that even make sense?

All I know is at this point, I can clearly see that I have absolutely no interest in the world of IT and computers. Most of the time, I know the things regarding computers only because they relate to the things that I do. I am just not interested in getting certificates like ITIL or CCNA. If I was interested in them, I would have gone ahead and spend the last 6 years of my life getting a degree in IT :-/

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

quench my thirst with gasoline

It's weird how I started playing the guitar back when I was 13 and my influences were mostly pop bands like Hanson and The Moffatts. After that there were Blink 182 and Sum 41 and Greenday and Sugarcult.

When I started going for guitar lessons, I found that my guitar teacher loves Metallica. I'm not talking about just one of my guitar teachers. I'm saying all of them. I mean it's not like we were constantly covering Metallica all the time. There were times we'd play Deep Purple and sometimes some random single from some random band.Well, I like Iron Maiden as well but depending on who my band mates are at the time, I wouldn't be able to play metal music all the time.

Anywho, my world was opened to Metallica when I saw S&M on tv. I was thinking that hey,that's not a bad song at all. Then I got hooked for good. Of course, I discovered other bands along the way like Coheed and Cambria which I super love!!!! Oh! And then, there was Justin Hawkins and The Darkness! After that there were Franz Ferdinand and Black Tide. Woah! I love Black Tide! Not to forget Red Hot Chilli Peppers and Korn and Limp Bizkit and System of a Down and Incubus.........

Monday, October 15, 2012

Baby name

Although we have already thought of the baby name(s) long before I got pregnant, last weekend, Shu's family finally found out what our baby's name is ^_^ and everyone loves it.

Monday, October 08, 2012

South Bound

Shu and I were on the verge of going insane so we decided to take a trip down south. I have relatives there and there are new things to do and explore at the same time. We took leaves on Thursday and Friday and stayed on till Saturday.
We arrived in Johor at about 6pm and checked in to our hotel. Cleaned up and rested a little and headed out for food. Then a little later, we drove around trying to look for roads for where we were heading the next day. We eventually lost our way and headed back to town. We ended up hanging around Danga Bay having drinks while watching everyone else eating and walking and just going on and off the colorful rides nearby. Danga Bay is calmer on week nights compared to weekends. After that we headed back to our hotel and slept.
The next morning we got up early and had breakfast. Then we got ready to head over to Legoland. I knew that I wasn't gonna be allowed on a lot of rides since I'm pregnant and all but we just wanted to take a look and what the hype was all about. Legoland wasn't far at all. I would suggest parking your cars at the Medina Mall parking area rather than having to walk all the way from the other end of the parking area just to get to the entrance.
Legoland was fun but it would be funner if we already had our son and that he's about 3 years of age coz then, he'd be able to enjoy the kiddie rides and playgrounds all over the park. It was a great experience and we had a blast walking all over the park.The rides we tried were fun and unique.It would have been funner if my sister-in-laws were to join in with their kids.
Anywho, at about 3 in the afternoon we were done with the park and headed back to the hotel.The plan that night was to meet up with my cousins and aunties.There was a breakdown in communication so we ended meeting only half the people we were supposed to have met that night.It was pretty fun though.
We got up the next day,had breakfast and packed up and checked out. Then we headed over to my grandmother's house to see her and my aunty.Stayed for a bit and then we headed out to the Johor Premium Outlet which was all the way out in the middle of nowhere.
We just wanted to see what it was all about but we didn't shop much coz we weren't planning on getting anything at the time.Yes,the things are cheap.We ended up having drinks and a slice of cheese cake over at the Coffee Bean. Then we headed back to KL.
We stopped by at Machap R&R for lunch and prayers. The surau there is nice. Our next stop was very near Cyberjaya. We just needed to stop for prayers and then we headed back to Bangi.Had something to eat and then went home.
It was fun ^_^
Oh yeah,I was at my mum's yesterday and we got to meet Fluffy who is the kitten my dad rescued from the drain in front of our house. She's so small and fluffy and playful. She and Kutip and Chomel and Persky are now the best of friends.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

things

I'm liking:-

  • baby clothes coz they are so colorful! ^_^
  • baby cribs and playpens coz they are so colorful! >_<
  • pashminas
  • Yankees Hut's fried mushrooms
  • sleep and beds
  • TV Al-Hijrah coz I find a lot of their programs helpful and informative
  • Upin & Ipin tv series- betul betul betul!!!
  • plain water-cold or warm
  • CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • tummy rubs
  • ironing and laundry
  • spying on Georg and other cats

>.<  I LOVE SHU!!!!! 

Friday, September 07, 2012

Baby stuff survey and pre-shopping

It's been a strange transition overall. I have to suddenly get myself updated with all these things for maternity and nursing and baby care. I am slowly getting used to it. Slowly. Shu's sisters and my friends have been great help and a lot of people have been providing a lot of information based on experience and stuff.I just need to narrow down the important things first when the baby arrives. I know it's a bit early but you can never be too sure.I might accidentally miss some things out.

Well, yeah. Baby things are all so colorful and yummy looking. My mum has been keeping a lookout on playpens and strollers although,I don't think a stroller is necessary yet.A colleague of mine have been helpful about breastfeeding tips.A friend of mine gave me loads of info about being in confinement and things the baby will need.

I still can't believe I have a baby in my tummy and that I am going to be mom! O_o

Wednesday, September 05, 2012

Husband

My husband and I have known eachother since we were 16.It's insane to think how far back that was looking at where we are now.I admit to being a pain in the ass. I was back then,I still am now although not as often (hopefully).He's always supportive of me no matter what I do but the best thing about him is that he is constantly steering me into the right direction (considerating the fact that I tend to get insane and make decisions in the spur of the moment).
Yes,we fought a lot in the last couple of years of being married and even before that.I would say most of our fights are over the tiniest things which I can hardly remember.Other times,we fight over things to make things better for the both of us.I am childish,I'll admit that.
He's been taking really good care of me especially now that I am pregnant and all.My parents told me that I would never find someone who would take care of me as much as he does.It's true.I can hardly take care of myself and I wouldn't know what I would do without him.
Honestly,I cannot imagine myself being married to anyone else.

Tuesday, September 04, 2012

Pregnancy and being pregnant

Before I discovered I was pregnant, I really thought I was probably putting on weight starting with my tummy area. It's usually flat unless I have gastrict or something. I just couldn't figure out why it was bulging out the way it did. It wasn't obvious but because I know my body so well, I knew that something was wrong. Luckily, I did a pregnancy test first before jumping into my running shoes or I could have lost the baby.

So yes,it just after our second year anniversary and I discovered I was pregnant.We were so psyched! I was partially freaking out.I still am.I wasn't sure what to expect.I wasn't sure what needed to be done.One thing I did realize was that I suddenly realize how badly I took care of myself health wise.I was thin not because I was healthy but because I was constantly neglecting my needs especially where food is concerned.I just wasn't big on eating and it wasn't something I was much interested in.

When I got into my first trimester, I was sick.My hormones were changing drastically and I was sick. I was constantly throwing up.I couldn't eat the food I used to like.Things which had the scents that I like made me so sick that I would throw up.I hardly use perfume anymore coz they make me sick.I hate the smell of that Ambi Pur we hang in our cupboards.I can't wear anything with the slightest smell of that.

Then,I got hospitalized several times due to dehydration from all the throwing up.My body wouldn't let me drink plain water.I couldn't eat pretty much anything.It was horrible.But throughout it all,I was constantly praying and hoping that my baby would be ok.And he was.In fact,he was jumping everytime we had an ultrasound scan.I was almost in tears when I first heard his heartbeat.He seems like a happy baby.I hope he is.

Now I am 16 weeks into my pregnancy.I am not throwing up as much as I used to although,my gastrict problem is still pretty severe.I have to constantly feed myself which is a bit hard to do.I have also been losing weight instead of putting on weight and because of that,my baby is about a week smaller than the size he ought to be.I'm trying to feed him and myself but it's just not that easy.My gastrict needs to be tamed in order for me to get my diet back on track.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

back on xanga

it's just funner there ^_^

www.xanga.com/quellegondiel

Friday, December 02, 2011

rant

How would you justify the shit I am in right now..........no wait, the shit I deal with and have been dealing for over a year?

I have been dealing with this shit and it is high time I put my foot down. If I had it my way,I would have had them both fired. Sure,we'll be a bit shorthanded but haven't we been this way all this while? What difference would it make anyways?

Firstly,I would propose the idea of getting of the both of them. Then,I would recommend solutions.This would mean,I would either need to suggest new members or find ways to dealing with the short-handedness.

When I say too many variables makes things complicated,this is what I meant.I'm not saying quantity is not a good thing.If the quantity can ensure productivity and progress,it is most definitely a good thing.Seriously,in the reality of it all this is highly unlikely.

I personally do NOT recommend hiring students because they are unreliable.ENTIRELY.

I am currently dealing with 4 students right now and I seriously do NOT want them in the team.

I suggest that we get rid of them once and for all and hire people who may not have skills YET but at the very least shows up for work.

It's all about the attitude.

Thursday, December 01, 2011

funny purring sounds

Georg and Pebbles have been getting it on a little too much these days. They have been driving us insane. Us, the people they live with. Us, the only 2 human beings in this house!

AAAAARGH!

I didn't think mating season would be so difficult to deal with!

There's fur all over the place! The make a whole lot of noise! Sometimes to the extent of us not being able to fall asleep AT ALL!

I sure hope the neighbors won't start complaining or both of them kittehs will have to hit the road!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

either pregnant or just fat

I have this bump on my tummy. I don't know if its a baby bump or just fat that I cannot get rid of. I have my usual ways to get rid of tummy indigestion but this is something else. I have also been craving for things I usually wouldn't eat. I can't sleep properly at night.

The worst part is that the test kits still shows negative.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

the big P

Shu and I have been trying to get me pregnant. No luck so far. I want a baby boy named Yusuf.
Shu wants a baby girl...........or boy........Either ways..........we have names already....
I tested negative again.
Will keep trying.

Friday, November 11, 2011

My Avril Tribute: Her vidz I love over the years

Complicated

Hurmm.........I guess I really don't like her newer vidz and songs.

Been a fan since she first came out. Still a fan but only of her songs. Not all her vidz are as they used to be.

I still sing her songs. All of them.

Winning Eleven on the Ps3

Shu switches games from time to time but this game is the funniest I've seen him play so far. I'm not a soccer fan but he is so annoyed when he is right in front of the goal and misses the shot.

Oh well......

I've been super sick. It sucks to be coughing like this especially during an interview. It just sucks to coughing so badly when it makes it hard for you to breathe. It sucks to be waking up in the middle of the night to just cough about 15 minutes straight and then try so hard to fall back asleep.

I am getting rid of my tonsils once and for all.

So long tonsils! You are irreparable and have caused me so much pain and suffering. It is time for you to be gone for good.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

my dad

My dad called my cellphone and called Shu's phone but it was either we were asleep or we were cooking at the time so we didn't pick up. Thinking that there was an emergency, I called him back after maghrib. Since we couldn't get through to his phone, I called my mum instead.

As usual, my mum would answer my call by saying, "Hey baby. Is everything ok?" Then I asked her why my dad called us,she said "oh" and passed the phone to him. Then my dad said "Listen to this!" He puts the phone down and plays Oh Carol. His guitar sounded different.

After that he picked up the phone again and I asked him what that was. He happily said he got himself a ukelele. HAH! First he saw a ukelele book for beginners at the shop when he sent my brother to his drums class. He read the book and finally decided to try it on my sister's ukelele she got from being the best speaker in Hawaii some years ago. Later, he discovered that that wasn't a real ukelele so he decided to get himself a proper one.

He picked up a brand new ukelele at about MYR250 inlcuding a hard case and a CD guide. HAH!He taught himself to play the ukelele in just 2 days!

Friday, October 21, 2011

officially sold

We managed to sell off the Kelisa. I liked that car and we only kept it for a year. It has a new paint job and we changed the suspensions and it has an awesome pair of windshield wipers. I am gonna miss that car :'(

Anywho,hopefully all goes well after this.

P.S.:- My aunt is getting married in December and I am super psyched about it! ^_^

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

here comes the sun

Met up with some of my schoolmates at one of schoolmate's wedding last weekend. It's strange and funny at the same time coz thinking that we've drifted apart and stuff, we were all in the same school and we are all living in TTDI (most of us still do).It was fun ^_^

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

USS

Universal Studios Singapore was AWESOME! You have to be there and experience it yourself!

The Singapore trip was tiring but it was super fun!

The currency exchange was a bit painful but you gotta keep it out of your head to enjoy yourself. The best way to deal with it is to change the amount of cash you are planning to splash there and everything else will fall into place.

I know,shopping at the duty free airport with my mum and aunt and uncle went way overboard but it was super fun to do. Especially when we splurged on chocolates!Hahahaha!

Oh yeah,Shu got me a new pair of Charles & Keith. UBER NICE! I've always wanted a pair of heels like those! My husband has an awesome taste when it comes to shoes! I SUPER LURVE IT!

My cousin's wedding we attended was fun. Met up with my family and everyone had a blast.

Monday, September 26, 2011

drawing again

It's been quite some time since I last had my pencil sharpened and pulled out a fresh page on my drawing book. I could be sick and alone but once I start drawing, I can't tell when I'd stop. And I sometimes go to the extent of pausing videos and stuff just so that I could either draw what I see or get some new inspiration from what ever it is I see.

Psycho.

I think this is what stress does to me.

I'll take over the world someday. For now, I'll draw ^_^

Monday, September 19, 2011

chilling out

I love spending weekends and off days at home. A lot of things can be done and we get to clean up the place. I love the weekly floor mopping sessions. I am addicted to the floor cleaner scent. Not sure if it's a good thing.

I've been spending way too much time these days getting into little fights with Georg.He wants to take on me standing on his two hind legs.He's insane!He'd attack me every now and then whenever I pass by.He'd step onto the book while I am reading and pretends that he hasn't done anything wrong.

Speaking of Georg,he hasn't bath this week due to the rain.He's been scratching himself all over. The problem with having a feather duster-like cat is that he tends to trap every spec of dust in the house.And it doesn't help when he rolls around on the balcony outside coz that's where most of the dust comes from :/

Anywho, I am looking forward to the leave in October ^_^

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

some people

Some people are just ungrateful. It's hard to deal with people like these coz they tend to block out everyone else's views and only want to believe theirs. They complain. Complain. And complain. Are they doing anything about it? I don't think so. And when people offer a second opinion or just a point of view, they would reject it. Ok. No harm in trying. The best is for these people to just isolate themselves and just live away from people including their families coz even their families are not able to keep to their standard of living it seems. Strange, these people are still just people. They have wants. When you have wants, you have to work for it or towards it. It's not gonna come to you out of nowhere. It doesn't take a genius to figure that out.

Anywho, as I was saying, it's probably best to avoid these people. They are stubborn coz they refuse to change or make a change for that matter. They are selfish coz they are unable to think of anything or anyone else but themselves. Shallow coz they cannot seem to budge from where they are due to lack of the ability to change. And on top of it all, they are just ungrateful for everything that they have. They fail to see that there are people in far worse situations. There are people who have to work and provide for their families and at the same time not being able to complete their studies or get married for that matter. There are people who don't even have a house to live in. So, I would suggest that these people take a step back and look at everything around them and realize just how lucky they are.

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

HOME

I understand now what people mean when they say home is where the heart is. I love my home. In fact, I love it so much that I just wanna go home even when I'm at work. I live with 2 beings I love most in the entire world ^_^ and they make my home better everytime I hangout with them. Something about being at home makes me want to just lay back and say "we made the right choice".

Gone are the days when we used to have to deal with landlords and rents. No more people calling us telling us to give our hard earned cash to them.

We need a sofa................... I know, random. But we need one. Hahaha!

Monday, September 05, 2011

smoking cigar on the hotel balcony

Hahahahaha!

If only we had weed!

Raya was fun while it lasted. The whole week is over now. Work starts tomorrow. I have a whole new list of things to do and get. Strange. I usually don't make lists. Then again, I don't smoke either. Hahaha! I just told Shu that I have never smoked a cigar before so he decided to stop by at the convenient store and got one of those Cuban cigars and we gave it a shot. It was fun. I was coughing so much and laughing.

Speaking of which, I was laughing so hard in the car a while ago thinking about Shu's mishaps for Friday prayers and random prayer times.

Oh yeah, the other day, I saw Shu's niece laughing out loud so hard about random things which made me laugh out loud too and the irony of it all was that everyone was trying to get her to be quiet. I couldn't help it. She was laughing so hard and it made me laugh out hard too :p

Anywho, Shu's folks are the nicest people I have ever met ^_^ and I had fun. The BBQ session my brother-in-laws had for us all was fun too. I had a blast.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Georg: The silly kitten

Georg is still a baby. Attention seeker. Clumsy. Silly. Extremely grumpy around other cats.

Kit Kat used to want to play with him but he hated her. She's dead now. Georg is back to his happy self.

He knows we're not usually at home. He knows when we are up when we are in the bedroom. He likes to play tag with me.

Georg is also clumsy for a cat. He injured himself once and we left him at home IN the house. The vets think he's just being a drama king around Kit Kat. I think he's a wee bit clumsy.

Once, he was hanging around the lounge with us. He jumped onto the bean bag. All of a sudden, he fell to the floor. Weird.

Silly cat!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Foxburr's residence: Officially Moved

We have moved into our new home and this time, it's our home so there won't be any plans on moving anymore in the near future.Georg and Kit Kat loves the new place.I know that we've been putting them through a bit of hell since we were going in and out of cars and houses.We are officially at OUR home baby! All we need is to get it more organized and definitely decorate it.

Of course, more shopping for Georg and Kit Kat to prevent them from having to live in boarding hotels whenever we travel.


I super love our new bed.We're gonna need to get slighly bigger sheets after this.We still need to get the dry kitchen top fixed though.It will bug us.We need to completely get rid of what ever left overs left in the house which are not ours.It's just taking up space.

Anywho,it now takes us approximately 4 minutes to get to HP Campus.This is uber kool.

We're gonna keep touching up the place everynow and then.Planning on getting some hangout chairs to put out at the balcony.I was sitting out there this morning with Shu just talking.It is very peaceful.

I am loving our home ^_^

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

moving forward

I am not fasting anymore..........and here I was trying to fast a full month PLUS not missing ANY Tarawikh prayers. Owh.....haha! Now, I am stuck with Georg and being the only 2 beings at home whom are not fasting :/

Period pain hurts! BIG TIME!

Still looking for a friend for Georg. He's insane. He's driving Shu and I insane. He and I play tag around the house and keeps bugging Shu whenever he's lying down on the couch watching TV. Georg has issues. I fell asleep today on the floor in the lounge and Shu was on the couch. I got up about an hour later to Georg's meowing calling to me. He was IN MY FACE! He wanted to cuddle so I cuddled with him as we both fell asleep on the floor. Later, he climbed up to Shu's legs and started pushing his way between the couch and Shu. Funny. Shu always has this problems with the cats we have.

Anywho, we decided to take him out for a ride later in the day. He was insane! He hates that cat outside the house who keeps meowing for food. He hates the fact that we feed that cat too even though she doesn't come into the house. He was staring out at the lights and the cars and even people.

Anywho, I can't wait to get started on the new house. Our bed should be arriving soon too. We need to fix the kitchen ASAP so that we can have our things moved into the place in time for Raya!

Yeyness!

^_^

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

approved

Baby,
if you wanna get that Honda CBR600.
I approve
^_^
It is such a BEAUTY!

Friday, July 22, 2011

weekenders

Ravin was looking at the pictures in my phone and she (said this so many times already) said that Shu and I are either really3 bored or we just simply do not have much to do. I can't tell really. We work on weekdays and we're never home on weekends. We just got back from Johor last weekend. Went swimming and all. * OMG! I love swimming! *

I like how I thought I was going to die halfway through the week and now the week is finally ending. As much as I know it's gonna start over sooner than I think, I like taking my time knowing that I don't have anything to rush for ^_^

Anywho, I am SO LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT MONTH'S PAY!

I am also in major need of focus since I do have a test......exam.......what ever it may be.....coming in the first week of August.

I also CANNOT wait to move into our new house!

My car is going to get some things fixed. My in-laws have been pushing Shu to get a new car.Haha! We will get a new car,we're just surveying still since a lot of cars are AT. I hate AT cars! We're keeping my car since it is so fuel efficient but I would really like to get Shu a car. I just want to get him a good,comfortable car.

And a scooter.........and a superbike (later in the future) and when he gets a superbike, I shall get myself one of them good old dirt bikes! YEAH!

I love swimming.......I cannot begin to explain just how much I love it ^_^

Saturday, July 09, 2011

Georg

Shu found him on an ad on Mudah.my. We were kitten hunting AGAIN. We tend to get insane when it comes to kittens. No idea why. We've resorted to carrying a cage in the car going around the neighbourhood looking for ANY cats which we think would fall for our trap once. Shu said he's gonna buy a cat for me this time.

I think he knew about my devastation over 2 kittens I found on petfinder.my. The fosterer had a point. We are about to move into our own place which is not a grounded house. She was worried if the kittens wouldn't have the space to run around :/ I kinda figured she wouldn't have wanted to let them go anyways since I first mentioned that we won't be living in a grounded house.

That's when Shu decided to google for kittens for sale and he came across Georg. He is mixed persian about 3 months old. He looks like a walking feather duster. The fact that he's so curious and playful just makes us love him so much more. We spent quite a lot on him apart from paying for him. It's all worth it.

I am planning to convert one of the rooms at our new place into his room so that he can have his space ^_^

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Metallica

That was what Foxburr-san talked to me about when he first called me back when we were 16.

Now,far from where we were back then,we'd still sing out loud and headbang at times in the car when we pop in the Metallica CD.

I love you Foxburr-san ^_^

Saturday, June 11, 2011

temporary move out

We've manage to move all our things out in less than 3 hours.Got the movers and packers to come over and pack all our stuff to Bangi.We're gonna stay there till our house is ready to be moved into ^_^

So yeah,we are temporary freeloaders for now.A HUGE house with just 2 people whom are ALWAYS stuck close with one another :p We have yet to get Shu's car from Cyberjaya.We didn't have the car keys with us yesterday.

Bangi isn't so bad since we're always there whenever we need substantial food.Non-junk based.

I have yet to visit Ili who is about to give birth to a baby girl end of this month.I am so happy for her!The only babies I've been busy with is my Sims' :s

Thursday, June 02, 2011

it's been a crazy weekend.......

Left of Johor on Wednesday. Got to the hotel at about 7pm. Checked-in and made ourselves comfy for a bit.My aunt called us later that night to meet up.Gathered at my aunt's place and then went out for supper with my dad and my 2 cousins,Finaz and Lyn.Got back to the hotel and slept till about 8am.

The next day, our plan was to go hang around town.We ended up doing nothing and going nowhere so we headed over to my grandma's house.It was fun coz our intention was to go visit her and my aunt before they leave for Haj.And then,later that day.......we fell into a deep sleep.Got up the very next morning...........

Went to the Zoo for a bit.The art gallery was closed and the museum wasn't open.It's only going to be launched next year :/ Went around town again and finally had dinner with my aunts and my cousins and my uncle and my dad and my grandma.There were a bunch of guys singing at the place we had dinner.We were singing and laughing and losing our minds.I think it was the food.

Anywho,we were supposed to attend a wedding the very next morning but at 5am,I was sick.So sick that Shu had to drive me to the hospital.I was on drips for about an hour and then got discharged later.Slept for a bit back at the hotel.Got up in time to check-out and headed to Skudai for Ikhwan's wedding.Yes,he is FINALLY married to Siti!

Later on,we headed to Malacca but we didn't get there in time for Izzat Agilent's wedding so we headed straight to the hotel.We hung around the mall looking for a wedding gift for the dude which we eventually did.We actually did some shopping ourselves.Got us a pari of tennis racquets and some tennis balls.Yes,I am finally trying out tennis.Yey!

Anywho,we went all around Malacca looking for Izzat's wedding location.Finally,we got there and a bunch of Shu's colleagues were there as well.Had some food and talked and laughed for a bit.Then, we headed back.Izzat is a fuhney dude and Agilent is most definitely NOT his name.

We did a bit of sightseeing before heading home the next day.Went on the kereta lembu ^_^ and then went for the offroad buggy ride.And then,we headed over to the crocodile farm and the Orang Asli museum.Then we got hungry so we had lunch and then headed back to Cyberjaya.

That was an awesome break.We were just a wee bit disappointed for not getting our dose of jetski :(

Thursday, May 19, 2011

speak up and make a difference

It's almost impossible to understand what's happening sometimes. I really think that maybe if people started speaking up,you'd actually get somewhere.Even if it means that it's gonna take time to actually change anything,at the very least,you've let someone know this.Most importantly,you've talked to someone with the power to help you change things for the better.

If you talk among each other,among people with the same point of view,the same group of people who just keeps saying the same thing again and again but doesn't really make a move to change things,you're just gonna be stuck there,the same place,facing the same problems,being in the same position,annoyed and tired.

I'm not perfect.I'm not smart.I'm just a push over with too much pride to not be able to make it through.I can work hard if I must.I can do it if I want to.With the right attitude and mindset,I can be the best I can.

Monday, May 09, 2011

somewhat prepared?..........maybe.......I think.......

The badminton tournament draw is tomorrow and we've only started practicing Saturday morning.We spent 2 and a half hours in the HP badminton court playing random sets with random people.Tassa finished work at 8am and she cameby at about 8:45am coz she wanted to keep Add company.Izzat finished work at about 9am along with the rest of the Agilent gang.

We played badminton till about 11am-ish and headed for some breakfast with Tassa.

Sunday started out pretty weird coz we ended up falling asleep at about 3pm on Saturday coz we were playing Sims 3 Medieval all day.We got up at about 3am on Sunday.Headed out for some food.Eventually,fell asleep at about 11am.

We got back up at about 3pm.Headed over to Damansara's Vichudda for lunch or something.Then,we headed to TTDI.Promised my dad a badminton game.We played till about 7:25pm.It was exhilarating coz I ran for a bit in between games.It was awesome!I've been wanting to do that for sometime.Oh and there was a backhoe at the park coz they were upgrading some parts of the park.I got onto it and thought "OH MY GAWD!" I've been wanting to know what it feels to be in one of those things for so long!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Anywho,Kong texted us saying that my car is as good as new!YEY!!!!! ^_^

Sunday, May 01, 2011

shoppin'

It's been a while since Shu and I splurged out (like REALLY SPLURGED) on stuff.Got up early this morning.Had brunch at Yellow Cab in KL.Shu took me to Sephora (Star Hill Gallery).I was there to get a few things.One was to get a birthday gift for my sister.The other stuffs were random things I've been wanting to try.

I managed to pick out something for my sister and for the longest time I spent in the store,I was looking for the Benefit 10.They had a benefit aisle but that particular item was not in stock.I then walked around looking for other things.I ended up trying out a dry shampoo and got ourselves a tub of body scrub.

After that,we headed over to Pavillion across the street.We walked in and out of shops and after a while,we somehow ended up going into Parkson.There was a Carolina Herrera booth out front and Shu headed straight for it.The promoter sprayed on the EDTs on us (masculine and feminine).I honestly did not like the new EDT for girls one bit.Shu however,kinda liked the one for guys but it wasn't the one he's been looking for.We spent some time trying to figure out whether or not to get the promotional set and stuff.Finally,we decided to get the 212 MEN.The smell is AWESOME.

As we walked in on our way to the cashier,we stopped by at the Benefit counter.I insisted on looking for the Benefit 10.The promoter sprayed on some of the new scent by Benefit onto my right wrist.I told her I wasn't looking for a perfume.I had something specific in mind.I asked her about the product I wanted.Then,before getting the product behind the counter for me,she took out the Bene-Tint and put some onto my right cheek.She said "This is a liquid blusher.It matches any skin tone" I was annoyed.

Firstly,she put something onto my cheeks without first informing me.Secondly,she only put it onto one of my cheeks.She blended the product out and it did give me some blush instead of looking all pale the way I usually would.But again,I wasn't looking for a liquid blush!Then,she put it onto my lips and put a gloss on it.I was a bit irritated coz I did tell her wasn't gonna buy that stuff.And the worst part was that she didn't even take out a fresh wand to put those testers onto my skin.She applied them directly with the same applicator from the bottle!WTF?!

I then told her,those items are awesome but I really just wanted the Benefit 10.She took one out for me and I headed for the cashier.Oh yeah,about the product I got.......after applying the liquid blushers onto my cheeks and lips,the promoter then applied some of the bronzer onto my face.Wait,more like ALL OVER my face!WTF?!!!I ended up looking a whole lot tanner than my usual skin tone!WTF?!

Anywho,we managed to get stuff we wanted.Later on,we headed to TTDI.Our initial plan was to hang around my folks' place for a bit and catch a movie later in the evening.We then got tired so we hungout at a mamak with my siblings-Qarim,Wuh-Ney and Azim-and headed straight home.

The movie can wait.We have a long day tomorrow ^_^

to-do list

We sent my car to the workshop this morning.Shu knows this guy in Kajang/Semenyih so we drove there after work today.Shu drove my car with the broken front bumper and I drove his car.When we got there,the shop was still closed so he parked my car and we drove off for a bit looking for breakfast.We ended up in Nasi Ulam.Been a fan of that place in the last couple of weeks.Got back to the shop and decided on what to do with my car.Got a quotation and we agreed with whatever.

Left for home.Got home and cleaned up for a bit.Fell asleep at about noon.Got up about 12 hours later.I have no idea why we were so damn tired but we were.Got ready and headed out to get some food.We ended up in Kampung Baru again this week.After that,we drove over to BK in Mutiara Damansara coz I wanted them yummilicious Hershey's Sundae Pie.Hung out around The Curve area for a bit.It was passed midnight at the time.

Got home at about 2am-ish.Now,we're trying to find a good movie to download ^_^

Need to follow up on what's happening with our house coz as far as we are concerned,we've done all the paperwork we needed to do.Will have to call up that real estate agent first thing Monday morning.Shit,we've got loads to do on Monday! -_-*

Sunday, April 24, 2011

weekend at home

Haven't done this in a while.It's weird to be here around this time of the night.

Hahahahaha!!!!

It's been a long week.The training yesterday night ended the week nicely especially after that idiot who stopped in the middle of the road cost my front car bumper!My husband said this would be THE time to make my car over.

We finally picked up his car from the office parking lot.His car was covered in spider web and there was a huge beetle on his wiper.I tried to move it by poking it but it hissed at us so we let it stay there.We drove to Sri Kembangan to service the car.Managed to repair the tire.

I have a report to prepare and more materials to improve the training content.

Friday, April 15, 2011

slowing it down

I sometimes think I grew up too fast. I sometimes feel like I'm not old enough to do a lot of things,forgetting how old I really am. I sometimes remember things that happened way back when I was kid as though they happened just yesterday. I sometimes feel like things are too complicated when they're not supposed to be. I sometimes wonder why we have to do the things we do when we didn't have to do it at all before this. I just want it all to be.........simple.......the way they used to be,before I discovered how things really work in the world. Maybe I don't want to take over the world the way I always say I do. Maybe I just do things to pass time,not knowing where exactly I'm going. Maybe I'm clouded by how things are supposed to be according to the world and for doing that,my actions are blurry.

Saturday, April 09, 2011

craziness in Chevronville

Its been a long crazy week and the worst is over.I no longer have to worry or anticipate anything.All should go back to normal from here on.

There has been some things that may have freaked me out and I might have overreacted at some things in some ways.After a good weekend away from things at work,I should be able to start work on Monday fresh.Not default.Just reset :p

I just want to have fun.I don't like worrying.I don't like not liking what I do.

We should rock the way we always do ;)

Rock on!

Friday, March 18, 2011

Khurafat movie rant

This is probably one of those movies where we'd go "THANK GOD WE DIDN'T GO TO THE CINEMA TO WATCH THIS CRAP!"

Overall,I think the storyline for the movie is alright.I mean,like every story,there is probably a thing or two you can learn from the events that occur in the movie.My issue was more on the script of the movie.It irritated the shit outta me to the extent that I was constantly waiting for a moment in any of the scenes in the movie where someone would come to their senses and crack a joke.

Seriously,it was like watching a movie with characters who literally speaks a language from a school textbook! WHAT THE HELL?!

Anywho,it kinda good that we watched it anyways........on YouTube!

LOL!

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

most of the time.......

I'm pretty much in control of what I do or where I go.Now,I can hardly tell who I am anymore.I feel like I've drifted off not knowing which way to go.I don't even know if this is what I want to do anymore or if I'm only doing this because I am doing it.Some part of myself have completely faded out into being what the world has shoved into my face.

I've probably lost touch of the things that used to drive me.I find motivation in the stupidest things these days.I don't know if it is in fact genuine at all.I've been here before.It's just not the same this time around.Maybe being contented and tranquil isn't me.Maybe I'm not used to it.Maybe I've just been lazing around too much that I haven't bothered to set my goals anymore.

I don't know what I am to do anymore...........

Sunday, January 23, 2011

tired of being nice

The past few weeks had been fun but sometimes,I get tired of being nice or hardworking.I'm tired of being the one who'd do just about anything coz I can only do so much.Sometimes,I'd step back and think "what about them?what are they doing about this?" This may not be as important to me as it is to most other people around me but I sure act like my life depends on it.Its strange coz I'm not like this and now I am.It's ironic how I am the person I once said I never wanted to be.

I never believe in limitations but I can only take so much of this.

If nothing changes in the near future,I'm gonna have to put my foot down.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

JPJ bribery

I have been putting off in getting my road tax renewed because it's so difficult to find time when the previous owner of my car and I can meet up and go to the damn JPJ to get the car registered under my name once and for all.I work night shifts and I come home in the morning and she works in the day and comes home later in the day.We've gotten everything done but the road tax renewal coz it's becoming more and more complicated each day.

Anyways,forgetting about the road tax issue,my husband and I drove 20 minutes to the international airport to see my brother off.On our way home,there was a road block.It was a JPJ road block.Actually,they were checking cabs which were taking passengers without the airport permission.I know.It's a stupid reason to getting cash but they are what they are they do what they do.I mean,what's wrong with letting the cabs get a few bucks into their pockets?It's they're job to pick people up and sending them to where they wanna go.It's not a crime.

Anywho,they come to realize that my road tax has not been renewed.I was aware of the fact that I was at fault.So I thought.......ok,hand me the ticket and we'll be on our way.My husband went down and I realy thought he was filling up forms and stuff.He wasn't.The JPJ officers told him that he could write us a ticket and get our car towed but it wouldn't have to be that bad if we paid them off.SERIOUSLY?

I was getting pissed coz I was fucking late for work and we were held back just so that they can get cash into their pockets?Are they not getting enough pay?Hello?Fuck that.We don't take shit like that coz admitting we were wrong,we were willing to pay the fine.Then,my husband told me that there was nothing at the booth.No summon books,no tow trucks.NOTHING.That pissed me off coz they were trying to get cash from us.US!We love our cash!I love our cash!It's our hard earned cash and they think they can just take it away like that?FUCK them!

I will and shall find out who they are and I shall make sure they lose their jobs.I don't give a shit if you have financial issues.If you think you are not getting enough pay,get a new job!

Of course,if the country really is trying to stop bribery once and for all,they would easily identify these types of so called "officials" and blacklist them from ever getting a job elsewhere.Then,companies would think twice or three time before hiring them.That will definitely put an end to this.

I'm a muslim and I don't practise bribery!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Tapai

When I was little (we were staying in Shah Alam at the time),I had a little cat which I called Kittey.My mum looked at the cat and decided to call her Tapai instead.I was not pleased.Not one bit.I can't remember what happened to that cat.I think it disappeared after a while.

Today,one more cat has decided to stay at our house in TTDI.I don't know why but cats just love to come by and make themselves at home at our place.We don't mind.The more the merrier ^_^

Anywho,the latest addition to the 10 cats who are already living at our home is a male version of Apple called Tapai.He looks exactly like Apple.Slightly plumper.He's so manja and chomel.We love him just as much as the rest of the cats at home ^_^

Monday, December 27, 2010

AL approved!

Can't wait for this weekend!YEYNESS!!!!!!

My brother is back from the states.I only met him for a hang out for good few hours.We went out for a lepak session at a mamak.Yesterday,Shu's family came by to the house for lunch.We didn't cook coz we haven't gotten our gas tank installed yet.Haven't been cooking at all.

Been needing to go out to get stuff.........to my disappointment,the MUFE Rock For Ever limited edition collection is not here YET!I wonder if it would ever come coz that's the sucky part about being at this part of the world.And then......I forgot that I wanted to get a whole lot of other stuff from them :/ Yes,I am a sucker for Make Up For Ever!HELL YEAH!

Got an eyeliner from MAC last week.It's not water proof *sob sob*

Anywho,Shu got me a top.I got meself a book:Abraham Lincoln:Vampire Hunter ^_^ I'll be doing some reading since I don't have any games to play in the office.We had a party last week.Shit loads of pizzas.I can't eat much.Spent the entire 9 hours doing nothing but surfing the net.It was Christmas eve!

This year had been a blast!Looking forward to what's installed for the new year :D

I'm afraid of airplanes but I really wanna go for the trip coz........well..........it's a break we are in much need of ^_^

Saturday, December 11, 2010

insured

My car is insured now.Paid almost a thousand bucks for it coz I wanted to get my wind screen insured as well ;) Still...........I haven't gotten around to getting the damn road tax renewed coz it is such a hassle to get all the paperwork done so I've been pretty much driving around with a dead road tax :p I know......it's been a month already.

If I ain't so busy working,I'll be sick.I was on MC for so long and eventually,my mum and Shu threatened to get me hospitalized coz my cough went on for more than a week.I am so sick of cough mixtures.I hate gargling the stupid throat medicine coz I tend to choke on it.I hate pee-ing coz it smells aweful from all those antibiotics I've been taking.It's been a pretty miserable week.My throat still have not recovered but I'm trying to ignore it.

House cleaning and laundry are still my favorite weekend past time ^_^

Saturday, December 04, 2010

bleeding tonsil and dying fishes

It started with a minor flu.........I was sneezing every now and then.Weird.I usually don't have a sensitive issue when it comes to allergies.Maybe it was the aircond right above my head at my cubicle.Since I start work at midnight,I'd usually bring along and wear a hoodie.I guess this time the hoodie wasn't good enough.I was sneezing and then I had a minor case of runny nose and then I started coughing.Just a little bit.My throat got worse.I asked my SME for some time off coz I needed to get myself checked.Now,I'm grounded at home with bad fever every now and again.My sleeping time is off and I can hardly fall asleep when I am supposed to.

My throat itches which causes bad coughs would keep me up all day.Sometimes,I can't even breathe and sometimes it hurts so much that my whole body aches.I really want to get better soon coz I can't seem to get much done in this condition.It's gonna be the weekend and I really don't want to be the reason my husband has to stay home coz our usual weekends consists of a 10-hour outing.This is not looking good.

I left my car at my workplace the way I usually would during emergencies like last month when I started throwing up so much within 4 hours of working time.My husband rushed me to the hospital and I left my car at the office.I think I left it there for almost 2 days.Well,I left my car on Wednesday morning at about 4am coz that's usually my lunch break.I only went to get it some time in the afternoon today.

Oh yeah,we are very concerned about sudden many deaths of our guppies.WTF went wrong?!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

time off

After a whole week of nothingness at work...........my husband and I decided to just maximize our lepak hours.What we did was,after work,we went home to freshen up a bit and then hit the road.We were both trying to figure out where to have breakfast so finally,Shu said "......are you tired?.............let's go to Kampung Baru............"We drove all the way to KL for breakfast.After that,we were trying to figure out what we were gonna do to kill time.Shu said "Ya know what.......I feel like going to the Zoo......."And so we did.We spent 3 hours walking around looking at them animals.The tigers looked like they were trying to get out and bite someone's head off.That would have been a totally fun thing to watch.I kept thinking WHAT IF I picked up some random annoying kid and threw him into the tiger's cage...........WHAT IF...........THAT would have been totally awesome!Hahahahahahahaaa!!!!!!!

Tonight......we've got a movie date!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

finding time

I have been going through some crazy shit in the last couple of weeks.I work from midnight till 9am.So basically my Mondays are Tuesdays.In early November,I have been doing an awful lot of OTs.Like SHIT LOADS.The pay is good but my health was going down the drain as well.I'd throw up ever so often.I'd get severe headaches.I don't know if it's coz of my working hours but I was getting pretty sick.

I got sick every other week.Finally,on the recent Monday,I was dragged to the hospital and I was given a jap.My SME told me to leave after I threw up about 6 times within 4 hours.Shu came by and took me to the hospital.It's crazy.I'm not pregnant.I don't seem to have any other symptoms relating to any severe disease or illness.I was just purging everything in my system.

My mum thinks I should get some other job that doesn't require me to stay up that late.I kinda think I like my working hours.I get to do more things during the day.Of course,if and unless I can find some other company that would pay me just as much,I would probably consider it.Still,I'm getting used to it.

Yesterday,I had like a series of unfortunate events.I got home and everything was fine.I realized that Shu let himself in as I was dozing off.The next thing I realized,I was up because it was hot.I got up to check the fan and the aircond switches.They were all on.I thought there was a power failure or a power trip.Shu got up and checked with the management and he found out that the stupid landlord of our failed to pay his fucking electricity bills on time.We gave the agent (who claimed to have given him) the bills last week.

Our next best plan was to crash at Shu's mum's empty house over in Bangi coz when we checked with the TNB people,they said that the landlord just paid the damn bills and that the electricity would come back around by 10pm.WTF?!I start work at midnight!How the fuck do these people expect us to stay in the house when even the fans weren't working?!

Later on,we just headed to Bangi and then off to work.The next morning,as I was leaving my workplace,a stupid car decided to double-park.I had to get out tail first and it was so fucking hard to do!I did it anyways.Didn't scratch my car ^_^ Still,the guy is an idiot.I don't know if that was worse than the other day when I got home from work and found some random car parked at OUR PARKING LOT!WTF?!

The doctors have been telling me to stay calm and not let my stress level get the best of my health.Seriously,how the hell am I supposed to do that with all this shit going on?!I live among morons.Can't help that.

I enjoy my 4am lunch breaks with Shu.Those would be my happy times.I enjoy my weekends with him.Most of the time,we're not conscious by the time we get onto the bed.So yeah.......sorry,mum.No kids just yet :p

Shu is right.I really need to work on controlling my stress level.I seem to get annoyed at every other person on the road.I get annoyed with every other thing I come across.What's wrong with me?!Oh yeah.........I enjoy sim-ing very much ^_^

My folks cameby last weekend with Aunty Intan and Farah and Faizal.Mum just wanted to see the new place and my dad is hooked to the Middle-Eastern restaurant downstairs.I'm glad everyone enjoyed themselves.Azim wants to come hangout and go swimming some weekends.Not this weekend though.I have to work.Shu is working till Saturday afternoon.

Monday, October 25, 2010

photoshoot-ing

This is what happens when I forget to attend my convocation!Damn it!My folks made sure I showed up at the studio in TTDI at 3pm on SUNDAY!I completely knocked out the whole of Saturday.Had breakfast with Shu after work and headed for Bangi.Fell asleep at about 11:30am and when I finally got up for real,it was 1am!I slept through the entire Saturday!

Anywho,I managed to do my make up properly and got to the studio on time.The house is a mess.We're still packing.Finally got some movers confirmed.Managed to inform TM that we'll be relocating so they're gonna have to install the Unifi in the new place AFTER we've moved in.

Hahahahahahaahahaahahah!!!!!!!

We managed to get to the mall first thing in the morning on Sunday only to be the first ones down the LEX slide!We so did it!WE SO DID IT!IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

moving!

Shu and I went to see the apartment we'll be moving into in November.In the meantime,we should be packing already but I'm just packing up the suitcase of clothes for the week since we won't be staying here in Subang very much.Also,I'll be driving from tonight onwards due to overlapping shifts.

It does seem like we're spending so much more but believe me,we are actually cutting down costs.

As most people are aware of the fact that I accidentally missed my convocation some weeks ago,mum said she'll get the robe for me this week and we'll start taking photos in the studio this weekend.Seriously,I have no clue how this works but I'm just gonna go with the flow.

Kecik is FAT and Apple is long.Hahahahahaha!

After a long gap of badminton games,Shu and I took a risk at it by diving into a round or two of badminton games with my dad yesterday.I have recently injured my left knee (apart from my already injured right knee) and the game yesterday might have made it worse.I don't know for sure.............

Sunday, October 10, 2010

from work to jamming to gig and back to work

And I looked like crap on Friday night by the time I got to my workplace.Either ways,I made it through the performance as well as work.

I must say,we always complain about Malaysian timing and everything but seriously,it starts from the young and that unfortunate trait is brought along with them till they grow older.WTF?!

Apart from the organizers themselves were not organized and just chucked their jobs onto Jaz,the so called bands who were supposed to perform that day didn't just ditch the gig,they didn't even bother calling the organizers to tell them that they weren't coming.Your band's names were on that list that night and I can assure you that they shall be blacklisted from any upcoming gigs!

If you're not gonna turn up,you could just inform everyone.

Thanks to these idiots,my band performed at 8pm as the 4th band that night instead of the 7th band.I'm not complaining.Jaz was upset.Originally,the whole event was supposed to start earlier in the day.It was supposed to start at 6pm and the sound check was earlier that afternoon.So by right,bands who were supposed to perform earlier in the gig should have already been there..........but they weren't.

I doubt if its about timing anymore.I think it's about not knowing how to be professional.

All I know was that we were all there when we were supposed to and we played our songs like how we were supposed to.

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

officially HP

Shu has joined the HP team!YEYNESS!

The only set back we gotta work with at the moment is that his shift starts at 9am till 6pm while I start work at 8pm till 5am.So yeah,we don't see much of each other on weekdays.However,the best part is that Shu is already working at the new HP campus.I'll only be moving there with my team in December (I think)

No,we're not supporting the same team.Our managers are different.I just got a head start.That's all.Thanks to my seniors,I got my claims already!YEYNESS!!!

I can't wait to move to the new place coz they have a gym there so I'm gonna make sure I'll make full use of the place ;)

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

RadioEdit band biography:FINALLY!

RadioEdit was formed back in February 07 consisting of Fidzy on vocal and rhythm, Kamal on lead guitar,Aie on bass and Rash on drums. The band played in various small acts and functions around the Klang Valley area. The band has a reasonably wide range of influence in their music writing. All the band members have played in several other cover bands before forming RadioEdit. The band's material were influenced by punk rock,grunge and blues.

The band :-

Fidzy is the main lyricist for the band.She wrote most of the songs for the band. She has named The Darkness,Avril Lavinge, Lady Gaga , Adam Lambert and Danny Elfman as her inspiration in music. Where lyric writing is concerned, Emily Dickinson plays a very huge part in giving her a kick start. She uses Ltd Viper 50 electric guitar when performing on stage.She started playing guitar at the age of 13.

Kamal is the lead guitarist for the band. He also contributes the composition for almost all the song.He started playing the instrument at the age of 12. Having played in several cover bands, his main influence in music was Joe Perry ,Jimi Hendrix and Slash. He was generally self taught but he did attend theory classes held by his grandfather.Kamal uses a Craftman RG300 electric guitar through a velvet Rocktron distortion.

Aie is the bassist for the band.He is the eldest of all the band mates. He wrote the composition for Maya and Wake Up. In his earlier years, he played several gigs in the Melaka punk rock scene. He has stated Greenday,Gerhana Ska Cinta and Rancis as a few of his influences in music. He is also self taught. Aie uses Ibanez 4 strings electric bass as his instrument of choice on stage.

Rash is the drummer for the band.He is also the younger brother to Fidzy.He has been performing on stage with bands such as Modar,Rustic Rose and Ataxia. His drumming plays a major role in shaping RadioEdit's material. He has played several gigs across the country.

The band's music :-
RadioEdit wrote most of their material based on life experiences and perspectives of their surroundings. The band uses alot of emotions in their lyrics.This can be heard in their songs I don`t live and Maya. Composition wise, they uses their grunge and punk influences with a little bluesy edge. All this is blended and altered so that it can be accepted by the overall listeners. Their song covers stories about anger , love , the oppressed, and views about the stuff that is going on everyday.Their first live demo entitled "Mental Vacation" is scheduled to be released next month.

Fun Fact : Kamal first suggested "Purple Radio"(due to his fanatical obsession to Deep Purple) for the band`s name but later settled for RadioEdit after having discovered that purple is the universal gay color.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

HP New Employee Orientation@Sheraton Imperial,KL

Left for KL on Sunday night.We managed to check-in AND we also found out that HP employees get a discount rate for the rooms ^_^

At first,we were supposed to use Shu's name for the room but looking at the fact that I am the one with an HP ID,the room was under my name instead.It was awesome.The room wasn't HUGE huge.Shu and I just lurve the king-size bed and the so awesome looking bathroom.Our room view overlooked KL (on the KL tower side of town)

Anywho,being me,I was actually falling asleep in the car on our way to the hotel but as soon as I got into the room,I saw the bed and started jumping on the bed.And then,I started running around the room.Later on,Shu finally got me settled in and we watched some TV.

Later that night,we had our late dinner at our favorite spot in KL,Kampung Baru.We used to have breakfast there in those days when I used to go back and forth to UniKL.After we moved to Subang,we'd still go there at night just to hang out.Shu and I lurve the steamboat sticks and we lurve the nasi dagang and nasi kerabu shop.

The very next morning,I had to be on the 2nd floor of the hotel for an orientation.The orientation was 2 days in a row.It was just plain fun basically.We didn't have to do much.It was just a room full of a whole lot of HP employees from various other departments.Most of us are from the Cyberjaya area.I think most of them are already at the new HP campus.I'm still at the old EDS building.

I had a blast.I woke up late on the second day but it was no biggie since I was already there at the hotel anyways.I think it was coz Shu and I were on the train in the rain the night before only coz we wanted to go to Pavilion.Hah!That place is not as sucky as Subang's Empire Gallery!Hehehe!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Good Morning,World!

I'm not used to sun light anymore.Weird but not so weird.I used to be nocturnal.Hah!

My eyes used to only hurt when I drive at night coz I hate the damn road lights.Now,my eyes hurt when I see sun light.

Strange...........

I am looking forward to seeing people this weekend...........

I'm still looking forward to October 4th coz that's when Shu has his induction in the pagi and starts work later at night ^_^

YEYNESS!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

between days and nights..........

Ever since I start work,my life cycle has been shifted upside down.As the rest of the world are preparing to go to sleep,I am on my way to work.The parking spaces are always empty coz while I am pulling into the parking space at home,everyone else is about to leave for work.I've gotten the hang of it.I just can't sleep at night anymore.

So far,I have no complains regarding everything.I just wanna learn and I'm pushing my limits as much as I can.Everything is new to me.It's like I've started a new chapter in my life.I wouldn't wanna jynx anything so I'm not gonna pass remarks or comment on anything.Not yet.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Rest In Peace Bedah...........

I have never cried so much.Not as much as I did yesterday.I was cleaning out Bedah and Patrick's house and I saw Bedah lying on the floor of the place.She was sick.Her eyes were opened and she looked like she had difficulty breathing.I brought her out.I was hoping she'd jump up and start running around but she didn't.I kept asking her get better but she didn't.Finally,Shu decided to take her to the vet.

We went to a nearby vet.The nurse there said sometimes we should just give the hamster some glucose water and they'll be fine.I couldn't even get her to drink,how the hell was I supposed to give her glucose water?!The vet took a look at her and had no clue wtf was going on.All he could derive was that it looked as though something was wrong with her lungs.He gave her a shot of some medication and he told us to wait.

We made a few stops on our way home coz we needed to get dinner.Bedah never made it home.She died in the car and I saw her take her last breath.It was almost 7pm at the time.I had to be at work at about 8:30pm.I didn't want to go to work but after a while I sobered up and went anyways.It's not like staying at home could bring her back.

I miss her a lot and I'm going to miss her.I'd usually scream out "BEDAH!!!!!" whenever we come home.Now,I can't do that anymore :( She's the smartest hamster I've ever known and she was family.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

while Fashion Week is on..........

We were celebrating Hari Raya.It was quite a rush coz we only spent 4 days in Terengganu and I have already started work.I work from 9pm to 6am local time.It's quite a change and I've been absorbing so much that my brain was running on OT.

I had a blast anyways..........during Hari Raya,that is.I have no kampung.I was chasing cows and blowing up mercuns.It was all fun ^_^ I was hanging around with Shu's sister Aina and littlest brother Azizi.Managed to see Kak Long and Azura before we left at the airport.

Managed to lepak a while with Shu's cousins Fakhri,Hafiz,Ikhwan and Mutaqim.I lurve Shu's grandfolks' house they live in.It's this old skool wooden house.I lurve it so damn much!That was also the place I was chasing this cow in the semak.It was minding its own business but I just wanted to see a cow up close.Freaked at the point when it spotted me.

Note to self:Cows does NOT ONLY go after people in red :/

We wanted to pack up a whole lot of fire crackers but we didn't want to risk it coz we were gonna take a flight home.Hahahahahaha!I was crying on the plane home coz there was a turbulence.I HATE TURBULENCES!!!It was probably NOT as horrible as it would have been on a boeing 737.

Aku cium lantai sebaik sahaja kapal terbang mendarat!HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

the thin line between racism and rage

I'm a Malay and I am a racist towards Malays.I am naturally this way.Maybe it's coz 90% of the Malays I come across are brainless.I used to not think that it's a natural thing but now I do.It's proven.Malays with cash is irritating.Not that I think they shouldn't have cash.I just think that they tend to want things others have but they don't have the intelligence to own them and therefore they'd annoy other people whom are considerate beings.

Shu and I have no mercy towards people who do not appreciate our civic-minded-ness.We are considerate people but we have limits.We play nice most of the time.The Big Guy up there installed this thing called a conscience in my head but I won't deny that I have limitations.If you are too stupid then you just gotta learn like a stupid person in the most basic way.

I don't carry dynamites.Sometimes I wish I do.I've always wanted a gun.Hell,I wish everyday that I'd be God someday so that I can put an end to human beings and save everything else from having to come across such moronic beings.

Anywho,I bet a whole lot of people would have died if I ever had weapons.Less people means less problems......right?

I never thought I'd live to the day when I actually come across an idiot who is so stupid that we'd have to physically do something just to teach them a lesson.......that is,IF they ever learn at all.If they can't even react to civilized means of warnings,I'd say they don't have brains at all.SO.........despite wanting to just destroy the very problem itself (the idiot himself),we had to resort to wrecking (not entirely) their car ^_^

Think about it,if you can't be taught the way most people learn,then we'd just have to go down to your level of thinking to get the message through......right?

No hard feelings aye ;)

Cheers!

Sunday, September 05, 2010

minus-one?

Hahahahaha!

I've always thought I sound a wee bit like a mouse everytime I sing.......which is probably......true!

Hahahahahaha!!!!!

I have no idea how everyone else keeps up with me!

Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Anywho.......we just got out from an awesome recording studio somewhere in Damansara Perdana.Excellent,EXCELLENT equipments!I mean,seriously......those mics!TOTAL AWESOMENESS!!!!

Ok....ok.......words........

We started recording at around 10pm-ish.Played the songs according to the playlist we discussed just before we started recording.Maya was the first song on the list coz it was our ballad.I never realized how distracting and tough it is to record with the headphones on when it captures EVERY sound in the room......including my bandmate's whispers!After a while,we decided to just record everything live WITHOUT the vocals.......

Tough!VERY tough!

I can never pay attention without singing so I sorta did but it wasn't into the microphone.

Then again,I messed up pretty much most of the lyrics tonight.That sucked.I forgot to sing the 2nd verse.Distracted.I kept looking for Shu!He went downstairs for a bit and didn't get back up and then I realized that the doors downstairs were really secured.Someone's gotta open it from the inside.That was what kept him.He went to get me some water <3>

AWW.........

Anywho,after I stopped messing up my parts from not singing,Kamal,Rashid and Ayie began messing up their parts as well.I was actually giving myself a pat on the back for not messing up my riffs and that was when it happened.We were ALMOST at the end of Wake Up and Kamal stops playing and said he totally messed up.Rashid was screaming out coz he said that was the best he's played all night.

*sigh*

We did the entire song 3 times......oh,4 times,I think!Hahahaha!Batak's computer had errors for one of the recordings so we had to do it all again.It all turned out pretty well in the end.The end product was awesome.Now,I gotta try recording my vocals to complete the songs ^_^

Friday, September 03, 2010

Patrick

Finally got Bedah a friend......a housemate........someone whom she can supposedly relate to.......

Well.......we went ahead to a pet store and got Patrick.He's small.Smaller than Bedah.Half her size.That's coz we've had Bedah for quite some time now and she's kinda been on her own and stuff and all the hamsters at the pet stores are usually sold when they're still babies.

It was tough trying to get them to like each other coz Patrick was stuck in a small plastic container for a few hours already and he's probably hungry and Bedah is just territorial.SO.......after breakfast,Shu and I decided to run some tests before letting them move in together.

We put them both in a box and let them get to know eachother for a bit.Meanwhile,we cleaned up Bedah's original house.Scrubbed every inch of the floor and walls with soap and stuff.Oh,the wheel too!We had to make sure that every inch of the place doesn't smell like Bedah.

Finally,we moved them both in.They seem to be getting along fine.........well,except the fact that Bedah is a bit of a bully.A huge bully.Literally huge too.She pushes Patrick around and coz he squeaks a whole lot,it makes a lot of noise.A lot more than when Bedah was running around on her own.They're fine.Patrick makes a lot of noise even when Bedah is not near him :/

Thursday, September 02, 2010

more pregnancy test kits.........

In case any MORE people are wondering.........I'm not pregnant.Not yet.Not anytime soon.I'd like to stay this way for at least a year since Shu and I got married.We're enjoying the house to ourselves.Having Kecik over a few times was way out of control.The little guy wanted more attention than any kid could ever ask for.I got a headache from trying to keep him out of trouble!Seriously!

It's also stressed out for Shu and I from having to always check that we're never out of rubber!It's just safety precautions.Better safe than sorry......right?

Everyone's been asking if I was feeling alright or I was getting sick from time to time and stuff........

I'm fine.We're fine.I gotta get meself a gynecologist!

In the meantime.........I'm just trying to find ways to boost my immune system!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Subang Jaya,Tropicana,Kota Damansara,Uptown DU,TTDI

First and foremost,Shu's guppies have babies now!YEYNESS!!!!!

Well,we were supposed to go jamming at about 10pm-ish last night at Blues Bred.Since Kamal's car broke down,he needed help to get around so he called Shu.We went ahead to get him at his workplace in Tropicana.Then,we drove him back to his place toget his guitars and stuff and then we headed straight to the studio.

Rashid was already at the mamak there when we arrived.Ayie arrived shortly after we got there.Sat down for a bit and had some drinks and stuff.At about 10:30pm-ish,we headed up to the studio.Foundout that the band playing in the studio at the time wanted to play till 11pm so we did more waiting around.

Tried to get our guitars tuned while waiting.My E string machine head is a bit loose.That was pretty fucked up.But then again,I hardly touch the guitar (even for minor servicing!) when I don't need to use it since I don't even own an amp.SHEEEEESH!And I call meself a guitarist?!

So yeah,we finally managed to practise.For most of our songs,we don't need much practise.For Mental Vacation however,eversince Rashidinsky changed the tempo/beat every other time we played,we have a hard time playing the default way.It's even harder to play when I keep fucking up the damn words to the songs!I can't think when I sing or I'm just gonna screw up every word I say!

For example :Instead of saying "so this is how it feels.....to let it go......." I ALMOST said "so this is how it feels......to fall in love......" and I was gonna sing it like a show tune :/

Anywho,after jamming,Shu and I were supposed to meet up with my folks for a bit so we did.Headed over to a mamak in TTDI and had some more drinks with my folks and Azim.After that,we sent Kamal back to his place in Kota Damansara and we headed home.

I think we only slept at about 3 or 4am >.<

Long night.......very long night..........

Sunday, August 29, 2010

laughing our socks off

Was at the mall in Subang the other night heading over to The Coffee Bean for a late night drink.Heard an annoying honking from a car parked along the road side nearby.The car was parked along the yellow lines (in case people don't know this,the yellow line indicates NO STOPPING) which obviously also means no parking.But idiots being idiots,this idiot was parked there and some other idiot parked beside that car,blocking it from getting out.Hence,the honking.Of course,that would annoy the crap out of other people who happens to be there.

Hey!Ya know what else indicates Malaysian-ness?Zebra crossings (Pedestrian crossings) Before crossing on the line,you gotta look left and right coz Malaysian drivers don't stop for pedestrians to cross.You gotta stop for them.Hell,they don't even stop at traffic lights so why bother?

I am surprised that we know how to queue :D eventhough some of us are still not used to it,the majority is able to do it ^_^

Despite the fact that local cars are not as stable as most cars are supposed to be,Malaysian drivers still fail to slow down at turnings or stay in their respective lanes while steering the damn thing called a car.Then again,most European cars are stable but the drivers are so used to staying on the line instead of staying in their lanes,they'd still drive in the middle of the road at turnings.Are these people aware of the fact that they are driving into other people's lanes?

Do these people know of the existence of the side mirror?Do they know how to use it?Most local cars may not come with air bags and stuff but sure come with side mirrors..........ya know.......that thing........sticking outside your car?............

Hahahaha!

I was laughing at an idiot at the Gas Station the other day.He absent minded-ly picked up the wrong nozzle and put it back and picked up the other one.Of course the damn thing won't work.You've already reset the whole thing the moment you put the nozzle back.How long have the self-service thingy been going on again?

Saturday, August 28, 2010

stuffed

Usually,when I get up in the morning and I find Shu missing,I'd freak out coz it's either I completely passed out and didn't get up in time to see him off to work or he might have had an emergency and didn't tell me nothing coz I was dead asleep......or something.........

I get headaches a lot since radhaman.I'm not used to functioning in the day without food.I don't usually eat after dark so that usually leaves me with endless tummy cramps and an awful lot of headache!SHIT!ME HATES IT!!!

So we were at my aunt's place today coz she wanted to cook and wanted some company.My uncle was there and so were them kitties.Haha!Dark round furballs running around the house.It's pretty funny considering the mom-kitty is a siamese mix persian.She's so cute ^_^

Oh yeah,Shu and I FINALLY went to the radhaman bazaar near our place today for the first time EVER!!!!!And for the first time,we didn't have much to clean up in the kitchen today coz we didn't cook.Well,we did have to clear some things up earlier in the day coz we defrosted the freezer last night.Yup,our refrigerator is squeeky clean now ^_^ not forgetting that we sorta had to throw out some stuff that's gone bad.

I completely fucked up one of my favorite outfits by getting it stained with some red dye from another top.WTF was I thinking?!!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

where the wild things are.......

I luuuuuurve that movie!

ShiPoopi!

Went out to Piccolo Mondo the other night.It was supposed to be a treat for Shu coz it was his birthday.I wanted to get some real Italian pizza but the place didn't turn out to be like how it was......not the way I remembered it......all those years ago........but the pizza is still as awesome as ever!!!

We walked around Bukit Bintang and saw some street performers and stuff.Really awesome things.

Yesterday,I finally got Shu the huge aquarium he's always wanted.........and some guppies too.......oh yeah,I got some non-guppies and called them Zoey and Flo.They're funny.Shu's guppies are bubble addicts.The neon little dudes are weird.We're probably gonna get some more fish in the near future ^_^

Oh yeah,I was supposed to get Bedah a friend but I haven't gotten around to it just yet :/

Damn!My head is splitting!I hate getting up way too early in the day and having to do a test before my head starts up properly >.<>

SHIT!!!

I need to defrost the freezer when I get home later.Been putting it off for a while..........

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

shipoopi!shipoopi!SHIPOOPI!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iZarUHt04

Hello,world........today,me had some friends over for breakfast.........Yumi-chan.........Sarah-chan.......and.......Awin-chan......yup,we had them over for breakfast..........

Foxburr-san wanted to cook coz it's just something we like doin' much.Yup....we do.We like cookin' very much......

So cooked.........yup.....we did........

Haha!

Oh damn!WTF?!

They arrived early......like 7pm-ish.Still,coz we were talking and stuff,we actually forgot to check the time and we were a bit late for breakfast.We had a blast eitherways.Shu made tomyummy......this time I think he got the ingredients right ^_^ I'm no tomyum expert but he super lurved the tomyum this time around.

We didn't have seafood today coz I was getting sick from all that seafood some days ago.Not in a negative way.I just had a little too much of it lately.We did have some really awesome seafood over in Port Klang a couple of days ago.Shu's been wanting to take me there since last month but we've never gone about it so we finally did.DAMN!Those seafood were AWESOME!!!!!!!

Anyways,I was craving for something other than seafood the day after so we decided to work with poultry and meat ^_^

Apart from Tomyum,we had some chicken in soy sauce and some stir fried meat.Yes,Yumi-chan noticed an awful lot of chillies in our dishes.We have a stash of dried chillies and some blended ones we lurve so damn much to throw into anything we cook.

Haha!I was so promoting the Sims 3 to Yumi and Awin coz they too are sims addicts.Yeah,our computer is completely empty just so that we can play the game without it lagging on us.

I hope no one got sick from anything they ate at our place last night.That's not good for business ya know! ;)

P.S.:Sarah......remember NOT to watch Chloe in the presence of your little siblings or your folks ;)

Shipoopi!

Friday, August 20, 2010

was in Cyberjaya early this morning.......

As we were leaving for home,we saw some dudes in uniforms trying to tow a car that was not parked in a proper parking lot.Offense?He wasn't parked in a proper lot.........although.......he really wasn't blocking anyone.Did these dudes know that there might have been a slight chance that the car owner was desperate for a job and was running late for an interview at a nearby office?What if.......there were more parking lots outside?Maybe he would have been spared from having to pay the damn fine.

I was gonna say some things to them dudes but I decided to just walk away instead.They were probably having a hard time trying to tow the car anyways.What's the point of towing a car that wasn't even blocking traffic?It's fucking Cyberjaya for God's sake!Ya know......the place where there are plenty of space but not enough people???

Thursday, August 19, 2010

just sayin'

If they really meant "building cars,people first"they should have opted to put airbags in all their cars at the very least.......right?Especially when it has become a known fact that 95% of the drivers of these cars are a bunch of idiots whom have no idea how far the capacity of their cars can go and still insists on pushing the limit and eventually getting other people killed........

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

ridin'

I haven't been on a motorbike for since that time I was trying to learn to get my motorbike license.Ok,I did ride the scooter with Shu when we were in Terengganu.That was automatic.It didn't have any gears.Haha!

Shu wanted to kill time the other day while we were in TTDI so he decided to take me on a motorbike ride to the Radhaman bazaar.I was super paranoid at first.I kept telling him to slow down and not run over any sandy surfaces on the road in case we slip and fall.

On our way back from the bazaar,I was starting to get used to the whole bike-riding feeling.......so I screamed "PENIS!" every now and then when passing by people on the road :D

Monday, August 16, 2010

ways to get disturbed

Watch the movie Chloe ^_^

Sunday, August 15, 2010

buka-ing puasa-ness

My folks said they were gonna come to the house for breakfast today (Saturday).I didn't think my grandma and my uncle were gonna turn up as well.Shu did invite my uncle but I didn't expect my grandma to come along.It was probably the worst flights of stairs she had ever had to climb up but she's always wanted to come to our place and now she has ^_^

Shu and I are just suckers for home cooked food.OUR home cooked food.We just want to cook no matter what.We also enjoy grocery shopping a lot.I think Shu might have been influenced by me coz I'd go crazy in a grocery store/supermarket/hypermarket/markets in general :p

Today,Shu and I prepared 4 dishes.1 of which turned out disastrous but edible nonetheless.Shu cooked salted fish Kai Lan.And then,I helped him prepare squids in soy sauce.I wanted to make crispy fried shrimps and our last minute addition to the menu was the sweet and sour fish (nuggets)<---that didn't turn out so well.Azim was the first one to complain.Haha!

Everyone prayed in the rooms.We told my mum to bring a couple of prayer mats coz we only have 2 of those.My mum and my uncle lurves the place.They said they wanna come again to just hang out (without my grandma and my dad).Maybe next time I should just throw a random tea party ;)

Azim wanted to sleep over so we told him to bring his things along.We took him out to Kampung Baru coz we do that a lot.Left the house at about 11pm and got home at about 2am.Of course,I made sure he ate so that we won't have to worry much about sahur later.He said that Kg Baru was like some downtown whereby people could get shot.Well,my brother doesn't get around very much.Anywhere hectic is a downtown to him :/

Friday, August 13, 2010

plans?

Since I am currently getting nowhere,I figured I should do what I should have been doing all this while before I lose my sanity and really turn into one of my sims (no,not the crazy gay ones who'd marry foreigners from different parts of the world).Shu finally said to me that I should just get into an art school and do what I've always wanted to do.

Honestly,I thought teaching was something I wanted to do once upon a life.......my life plans changed almost instantly from the very first class I taught.After a while,I realized that I did it only because I was influenced to do so.I had no directions in life.Hell,I never even wanted to get into a university!Especially NOT IIUM!Of all hell my mum wanted to put me through,I survived 6 years of my life there.

Seriously,I enjoyed philosophy and theology classes a lot.Other times,apart from meeting really interesting people from all walks of life,I just wanted to get the hell away from the place.Regardless if I had the certs or not.I almost got myself kicked out only to end my miseries.That didn't work out much.

I am going to take up art courses.I finally realized this after all this while.Now,I don't even wanna do my masters coz the only reason I wanted to do it was to enable me a permanent job in teaching.Once again,my life plan changes drastically.

I miss my crazy furball kiddies :/

Thursday, August 12, 2010

these are not the droids you are looking for

I really would like to try saying that to the police or something if I ever her stopped or pulled over :p or something along the lines of "why don't you burn in hell?!"

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!

Shu and I are the worst people to be fasting on the first day of radhaman.....ramadhan.......HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!We've been in the house the WHOLE DAY!I was simming every now and then.Shu fell asleep once in a while.We'd take turns on simming coz apparently I got him hooked to the Sims 3 World Adventure ^_^ And he's got a thing with designing and decorating homes :D

We were cooking at about 6:30pm-ish.Had a huge breakfast.I was running super low on sugar :/

Shu says that I am beginning to look,sound and behave like my sims these days.......not quite sure if that is a good thing.

In the real world,I seem to be plotting and contemplating on the creation of chaos.It's strange.All I ever wanna do is make people go against eachother.........starting fights and riots in the community........In Hinduism,I must be the God of destruction ^_^

Sunday, August 08, 2010

feline ish

Apple is in heat.Like crazily.She's constantly running after Kecik whom had already been castrated.She'd chase him to the extent that he's gotta hide in my parents' bedroom!And Snow Bear hates her guts.He's the only eligible male to provide Apple with some assistance with her problem but he refuses to go near her or lets her come near.Well,he literally smacked her in the face the other day :/

Saturday, August 07, 2010

house guests #2

Shu's folks were at our place for dinner last night.We cooked some noodles.They came with Kak Long's 2 kids and their maid.They lurved our place.Shu's dad took photos and stuff.They stayed for Isya' prayers and had some coffee before they left.That was awesome and unplanned and I could so do it again ^_^ Yup yup!

Of course,later last night,we also went for a midnight movie ^_^ We took a chance and watched The Last AirBender.I've been a huge fan of the animated series on Nickelodeon.I have a thing for beautiful drawings and animations :D

Ok,if you read any further it might just spoil the movie for you so if you haven't seen the film you might not wanna read this.

I think the kid who played Aang looks scarily similar to the animated version Aang.The only thing that sorta got me dissatisfied with the movie version Aang was the fact that were hardly ANY funny side to the Avatar.I was expecting Katara to be portrayed by a native american instead of a white chick :/ Of course,Dev Patel played Prince Zuko and I personally think he did a good job.I think scenes when the benders use their elements to fight were awesome.The effects as well as the actors doing the right style of martial arts.That was really awesome.

At first,I really thought the only good reason to watch the movie was Jackson Rathbone.He portrayed Sokka which is actually not an easy thing to do considering that Sokka is a very comical character in a very anime-ish way.Of course,the story went on a bit slow.I think some important scenes were missing and some scenes which were important were not paid enough attention to.Some scenes shouldn't be dragged on so much :/

Over all,I'd say I enjoyed the movie ^_^

Family Gathering

Today was the first family gathering for Shu as my husband.Haha!I still need time to digest that I'm married!Hahahahaa!!!!

Anyways,we were at my grand uncle's ex-wife's house over at Lorong Gurney,KL.Her house is AWESOME!!!I mean poolside party?!For real?!Hell yeah!

My aunties and uncles and cousins and grand aunts were there.It was really nice to see everyone coz usually I'd only see them once a year and I've already seen them 3 times this year ^_^

Yeah,my dad's family lurves having massive family gatherings and for the first time ever,my sister wasn't able to make it and I was there with Shu <3

P.S.:-I'm on the house computer now ;) I lurve this Unifi shit!

Friday, August 06, 2010

Thursday, August 05, 2010

yeyness!!!

Shu and I went shopping for some swimming gears the other day coz we wanted to start swimming.It's been a long while since we went swimming.Since I've gone swimming.Shit!Being ourselves,we showered and dove into the pool without thinking much.After swimming halfway through,we realized that we didn't even stretch :p It was fun.We swam from the 3ft end to the 7ft end.It's been a long while since we last went swimming so that was really fun but tiring.Hopefully,our next visit to the pool won't be as exhausting.

Oh yeah,Shu splurged on an LG Flatron.UBER KEWL!My sims are on HD!......although........they're still gay and unable to stay faithful to their wives :/<---something I can never explain but probably isn't worth my time explaining anyways.

We're hoping to go running later or maybe play badminton or something.Our bed is killing us.We've slept a few nights without pillows coz we're always waking up to back aches or just body aches.

Oh yeah!We finally,finally FINALLY got our kad kahwin!!!It cost us MYR28 but at least now,we can go hang around places where people always kena tangkap basah and entertain ourselves ^_^ I'm good at dressing up as an underage so that should help draw attention ;)

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

gone swimming

Swimming is SO the NEW running!Lovin' it so damn much!!!!!

Yeyness!!!